@ZoyaAnsari 12 May 2021 more from that month

I reflect on my past, And see the darkness of my life, When I believed it will get better, But life is an ocean of time, Where you can never predict the waves, I live my present, Expecting the worst, Expecting the world to end, Expecting to die alone, Expecting to be so far from home, I await my future, With a tear in my eye, Because I'll never have my dream life, I'll never achieve my future desires, Because I give in to an old desire, All of these things, So human, So perfect, Yet I still failed to see this life through, Expect the worst, Lest you blink and be swept off the narrow path of sanity.