@ZoyaAnsari 6 November 2022 more from that month

I have a lot of "I don't want to do this anymore" days and often times, it results to doing nothing and just staring at space. I'd get up to do something but the moment my feet touch the ground, my energy goes poof and I'll end up curling on my bed. Well, some days it sucks, some days it don't. You know that feeling when you're stuck at some point and your clock's ticking but you feel like nothing around you is moving? Or maybe it's just you who don't want to move. I don't know, I want to care less. I want to care less about the time and the plans. I mean, can't we just turn around first and appreciate the distance our determination reached? Can we stop moving for a while and feel proud of our survivals? Don't you think it's funny how our clocks have the same numbers and only moves clockwise but we feel like it's chasing us and we are running out of time?