@ZoyaAnsari 12 December 2022

Being hurt for years on top of years! Being walked out on, looked over, laughed at, traumatized and tormented takes a toll on you mentally! You find yourself scared of what’s to come next! You find yourself guarded and sheltered! You find yourself walking around bleeding on ppl who means you good and most of the time it’s not because you want too it’s because you dnt know how to accept love because the way love have been shown to you! Or your scared that it’s too good to be true! You find it in yourself that when you come across something great that they are going to eventually turn out like everyone else and you wait until the smallest thing and you dnt see it for a mistake but as them doing the same thing you already told them trigger you. (Or you read to much into it) sabotaging the greatness that’s there. You gotta get to a place where you finally let go of all that pain and hurt and move on so you can get what you really deserve and that’s true happiness!! You are in control of your happiness!!! Cutting ppl off and distancing yourself for a peace of mind for your future for sanity do what you have to do to get to where you want to be!!! - [ ] To the person who is still there your hurt because you have did everything in your power to show the person you love that you have NO hidden agendas!! Now the person has seen you for who you truly are and have found it in them to choose them and let go of everything so they can have you and it’s to late in your eyes. Dnt treat them cold hearted because your now hurt! Yes your entitled to choose you and be tired because you have tried and have fought for them. It’s not easy for a person to accept something so foreign. Take your time to see them for who they are becoming and not for the hurt they caused because they were blinded by life circumstances they had no control over. NO NEED TO HURT WHATS HEALING EVEN MORE BECAUSE IT DOES MORE BAD THAN GOOD!!! Find it in your heart to forgive and love on who loves you and what you love!!! Heal together!!