@ZoyaAnsari 5 May 2021 more from that month

The honest me Honestly I'm not writing this for your sympathy I'm not in hopes that letters of encouragement will be sent to me Honestly I feel like tomorrow will just be another yesterday And I'll be honest I've even contemplated not going any farther I bet you didn't see that coming But there are no perfect people, are there? Honestly I know how to fake it to the therapist and play it smooth Even though I wanna scream so loud and trash the room I hate it here, put me out past the moon Maybe the dark side isn't as bad as my bad mood But I keep my lips sealed like a bad meal I wonder if some people know how bad feels Parts of the world changed parts of me I've seen things, it was hard to see Honestly So many things led me to that point and I couldn't continue to mask it There is a past that I do not like looking at, but it likes looking at me And talking to me And reminding me of all my failures and faults And the people I've hurt and the love I lost Honestly I don't know how many of you are on the right or the left I'm just trying to write what is left And if that's the case, I had to get this off my chest