@ZoyaAnsari 4 November 2022 more from that month

I've been living in a blur for too long now. Things are unclear and becoming more vague very often. It sucks because I feel like I'm all that's left behind. My peers have already ascended and aimed at where they like themselves to be going. While I am still here, stuck and wingless, too lost beneath thick fogs. Where should I go? What do I have to do? These questions are chasms that eat me whole. I am none but a half-dead tree others are waiting for to grow, but I'm afraid I'll just disappoint them ’cause I may never bear at all. They said it will take time, one day I'll figure out what and where I want to be. But I fear I'll get used to this situation, I hope I don't get too comfortable settling for less. I can't blame myself, this is the only way I can breathe better. Free, no pressure. Just focused about what's now, trying to survive a day and what's bound to come after.