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Damn that woman who broke my Kuya's heart!

4th-July 05, 21 Do you have a brother? How are you close with him? Are you his favorite or not? Do you know him well? How do you approach him when he is sad? or you don't mind when he is sad? I am questioning myself what kind of sister I am because I have a brother who is always ready to help. If I need something he gave it immediately without asking me why. He keeps our family happy by not taking any vices, his doing his responsibility at home without any complain. He shines my darker face when I am sad. He really knows me well. He knew if I am lying or not. I guest I am his favorite sibling because there are times na pinagtatakpan niya ako even I am at fault. Sometimes, I feel shy to him because he's doing a lot to me and to the whole family. He's always there when I needed him. He is also a helpful man when our neighbhors and relatives asked him money he will gave it immediately without interest. Sometimes those who borrow money from him didn't pay him but I didn't hear him complain. He just said "Hayaan mo sila". But when she fell inlove with someone, he forgot who he was before. He change his self because the girl dump him. `Damn that woman.` I don't know whats with that girl that made my Kuya super-duper inlove but that woman just broke my Kuya's heart. That woman looks like an angel but not at heart. I do hate her now, for she is a two timer woman. "`Gusto ko siyang sabunutan ng bonggang-bongga"` She cheated just because she wanted to settle down but my Kuya is not yet ready. `Damn you woman. G`et lost you don't deserve my brother. My brother pitied his self and questioning his self a lot. We don't know how to talk to him for he is always quiet. I am not used looking him like that, he's always quiet, not talking and sometimes he don't want to eat. He also neglected his work for days. I miss his old self, who is always there making jokes, tapping my heads. I miss the way he comforted me when I am sad. I miss him a lot already. If I could have a power I will remove those pain in his heart that made him sad. I will make him happy and renew his heart without those pain. What kind of sister I am because I don't know how to comfort him. I don't know what's word to say that made him feel okay. I just there beside him asking if he's okay or asking what he needed. I don't know if I'm helping him. I realize that he's making me happy but I don't know if he is also happy. He knows me inside and out but I don't know him inside. He knows my sufferings while I don' t know what's bothering him. Do I'm that a bad sister without knowing all of those? What kind of sister I am? Do I'm that selfish, without knowing my kuya's feelings? Hey don't judge me I also wanted my Kuya's happiness it just that he knows me inside and out while me I just know him as my big brother, my comforter, and my rescuer. I don't know how to comfort him because I thought no one would hurt him because he is not a bad person. But anyway that woman is not worthy for my brother, but thanks to her anyway because I've seen the other side of my brother that he also feels weak and sad no matter how strong he is. I miss my brother but I know in time he will comeback to his old self. I pray a better woman for him. A woman who will never cheat. A woman who knows how to value relationship. A woman who fears God. I am hoping for the fast recovery of my brother. I am hoping to see his self again. I am hoping him to be happy in the future. Lead image source:https://pixabay.com/illustrations/heart-pain-tears-man-face-1833407/ Recent articles: Tiyakin mo na kung ano ang gusto mo, para wala kang pagsisihan sa huli... Ana feels curse but that, turns her life to a more meaningful and beautiful life You have your own race in life: Don't compare and don't degrade yourse... Learnings from our strict sister!

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