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I am lonely I often feel lonely. Always. My life is only formed from a 3×3 meter room with an air conditioner that occasionally drips water because it leaks. Surrounded by piles of scattered paper. Messy cable. Mineral water. And used tissues that haven't even gone into the nearest trash cans. Yesterday afternoon. Under the shade of overcast clouds, in the sky that is getting dark and black, to a friend I have considered close, I say: I AM lonesome. I tell you how I feel…
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Missing And Crazy Longing. Walk slowly between our hearts. Even though we both stand in silence, far from a noise. You and I are missing each other. Both are mad at each other. "What if I miss?" Someone asked again. I am quiet. I don't know if it can be described in a thousand languages. Obviously, I can only be silent. Because if I speak, I won't be able to speak one language. It takes many languages to express longing. If it is forced to only one language, there will…
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To You At the end of the night I string word by word into a prayer Sender of a day full of joy for you Day after day has passed Trace every journey inside Be grateful Today, God is still extending your breath May your time always be blessed It's not in vain to be interpreted May happiness always be with you Although often sadness will accompany No problem I believe... You are a great man that God ever created Who always sincerely live life
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Forget the word forget the name At first I diagnosed that I had dementia, a symptom of decreased brain function. I began to forget about so many vocabulary that used to be stored, sometimes when speaking I forgot to say a word. I started to forget a lot of names. Like having to re-spel the names that have been present in my life, names that intersect with some of the episodes that I have lived. The mindset is the same. I'm starting to have a hard time mapping out so many…
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Learn from the bear I just talked to my friend about my trading. He is a very kind person, even giving me $50 in capital, but unfortunately I have to spend it on the trading table. Maybe it's me who is not talented at reading how the market works properly. Yesterday I was so happy, how can I not manage to book more than 500 pips. From a capital of $ 4 I managed to cash out about $ 20. But it's still in an imaginary form, because I haven't closed it yet. I think the EU…
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Born Silent and Listening Are we born into this world to be silent? Are we born into the world to listen? Most of us are born to keep talking, born to keep babbling, born to be chatty with our daily lives. Aren't we a little born to be silent? Aren't we a little born to listen? I, you, and most of them are born to keep on talking. I, you, and most of them are born to be deaf all the time. Most people always want to talk without listening. Most of us keep on babbling, keep on…
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Feeling Being a Hypocrite Many times I made promises but I broke them many times. Not only promises to others, but to myself. I don't know how many souls have been disappointed by promises that failed to fulfill in cash. Some time ago I promised some people to do this and that. But for various reasons, I failed to fulfill it until they kept asking when their wait would be over. Maybe it's karma. On the other hand, I am those who are disappointed because of broken promises.…
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Lost Word Lost word no letters to string just taste not represented in the language. Free unraveled the binding thread is gone degub can no longer speak breath is no longer able to come out sound just taste unbelievable unrepresented. Half breath left explore the recesses of the soul half of the soul is left behind stay with sukma half soul left leave your heart in silence all are half but the goal should not be half dreams must remain intact manifest for real. Even if it's…
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Those Who Struggle Being calm in the midst of anxiety is not an easy matter. About a turbulent heart, rumbling like waves in a storm. No ship is able to calm down, except for prayers that continue to be recited for all the safety of the journey. So is life. Being calm in the midst of all the problems that keep coming, in all the chaos that keeps coming, is not something that is easy to achieve. A few days ago, I was too noisy. My heart is not calm, knowing that a friend of…
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Before the World Sleeps I close my eyes but the world is still not going to go away. People are noisy with their hearts and minds. About the oaths and curses that flow from dry souls, who need so many lakes or thousands of reservoirs to quench their thirst. But the world has not yet fallen asleep. Dreams continue to be twisted into threads and then turn into clothes. They use it like armor. Covering up for the sake of protecting, but in truth it only binds, ensnares, kills…
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Linkages Many people often try to relate something to many things that happen in their life. Once upon a time, I met someone who asked what day I was born. It's like he's trying to make a match between my birthday and his. My date of birth is 31 and he is 13. Maybe that's what I'm trying to relate. I've been like that too. Trying to relate the legitimacy of the heart that is in my chest with the link test. By calculating the numbers. However, that's not a prediction, just…
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Picking up Pebbles Once upon a time I saw a child with a strange hobby: picking up pebbles. Not knowing what he was doing, I just crouched in wonder watching. The child kept sorting, he took one stone, looked at it, then threw it away, the other stones did the same, until he found one stone to keep. What a child! Stones that are stored immediately brought home. And on the way, there was a look of happiness on his face. His smile floats. Continue to glow as the steps recede…
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Laughter is beautiful Laugh. Even until your tears fall because of it. In a million anxieties, sometimes laughter is the way out to calm things down. Laughter is like a psychotropic for those who are in a dilemma, for those who carry the burden. So no wonder, full of mental hospitals with people who laugh. They just follow what nature has arranged for them, if your nerves have been released, then let the laughter run free. However, some are full of hysterics and screams.…