@Yen 31 July 2021 more from that month

I am a type of person who is not always smiling. I have always have the mataray look that why a lot of people find me snobber and hard to approach but they didn't know that this kind of personality of mine is kind of my defense mechanism to avoid myself from rejection. Yes , you heard it right. Despite of my frown face , there's a thought in my head that I want to be friendly but I am afraid to greet or smile to them because they might not do the same. That's why I admire those friendly person. So what happened typically was I will smile to the one who smiled at me first and I talked to someone who approach me first. I remember when I was working in my previous company , so I have a seatmate there in the other station , we are in the middle shift that time and you know what? It's because didn't care to asked me or talked to me then I do the same and we didn't talked the whole month. Then we had a hiking after that shift and we had a chance to talk then she said to me , Ate Jen you're so talkative , you have many stories to tell. I thought you're a snobber that's why I didn't approached you. I told her that it's okay because I am so used to it. https://read.cash/@Yen/its-my-way-of-avoiding-rejections-763192e5