@Yen 11 October 2021 more from that month

I feel so numb today. You know the feeling that you already got used to the arguments that has been happening over and over again? The feeling that you got tired of trying to fix everything and settle everything according to place that they are belong. The feeling that you just let them do what they want and said that they already knew what's wrong and what's right because they are old enough. Infact they are my parents. As much as I want to ignore them and be selfish just to think about my own family and leave this house, I can't. The issue of my family is not a secret here as I always write an article here everytime I am experiencing something heavy. Yeah , I am used with this kind of set up but I am hoping that my family will be okay , I know it will never turn as okay as old times but atleast a casual one that has no arguments and fighting all the time. https://read.cash/@Yen/regrets-i-dont-know-5ae7227f