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Everytime my son got sick I always blame myself and thought that I am not a good mom. ***Everytime my son got sick I always blame myself and thought that I am not a good mom.*** Last night I already feel that there's something strange about him as he want to hug me all the time while he was sleeping. He always told me Mama gusto ko ikaw.. I had no decent sleep last night because of that. Then earlier in the morning he woke up first and he cried. He told me that his head was aching and I checked his temperature because I know there's something happening. His temperature was 37.6 last morning. I went to the kitchen and get his medicine.

He was eating crackers after drinking his medicine and after a couple of minutes he looks so alive. Me and my husband was busy for the repair of the broken pipe in the kitchen that's why I let them play in the room because I thought he was already okay but at lunch time he was hot again. He got sleep and didn't able to drink his medicine but when he woke up at 2:00 PM he drinks his medicine and after a couple of minutes he looks fine again.

He looks so fine and he asked me something to eat. He ate dowee donuts and he also ate sopas. We didn't allow him to used cellphone because baka mabinat but we allowed him to do color and trace on together with her cousin. I thought he will be fine but I am mistaken. He was hot again and cried because his head was aching. He fall asleep at 7:30 PM and he said his eyes were aching and don't want a light that's why we didn't turn on our lights. I am not in the mood until now because of overthinking. Last June he got sick because of high infection on his blood and because of that I got strict in what food he eat. We don't allowed him to eat junk foods or instant noodles anymore. I am anxious because we have lot of case of dengue here in our baranggay. I am scared and worried as a mom. As of this moment his temperature is 38.6 and still monitoring him. I will be having a sleepless night again. I hope he will be fine by tomorrow because I don't know what to do with all the problems and issues in our life.

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