@Yen 27 June 2020 edited more from that month

Its all about YOU

One day you will realized that its not all about how stable your job is or how much you earned from it..Its not all about the course you took or how high your educational attainment is. And much more, it not all about you relationship status. If you are single or not. Its all about you. There are lots of people, sayings, movie that tells us on how to be happy. But there are no living proof that stated on how it should be done. Sometimes the interviwer will asked you before you get hired. What is your long term goal in life? Its not acceptable for them if you say " **all i want is to be happy**" Who cares with your feelings anyway. But thats not the story. One day you will realized that seeing good social media post means its the reality. Maybe their were just good at capturing and making captions on it. It is not also true that your acquaintances are always good about their personal life. Like you, they are also struggling in life even if its hard. Stop imitating the life of others. Never reach the point that you've already changed and you are not true to yourself anymore because you are basing on someone's happiness. Your happiness is different from them. You are the one who only knew what your happiness is. In that moment, you always questioned yourself again and again. What makes me happy? Its not like an essay writing contest who needs a higher grade. We are here in the reality that we are always struglling and we need to strive hard. But then again, its all about you. One day you will realized that the true happiness that you've longing for is not about the place youve visit or to the people you've met. Its not about the seat sale you have been booked or the promotion you achieved in your job. Its not always all about it. You will be very truly happy if you finally accept yourself. You start to do what you want. Not just doing it but also learning from your mistakes. You realized that ice cream sandwich is more enjoyable than samgyupsal. You realized that after a long tiring day of work , you want to rest but you choose to hang out with your friends because its been a long time since you have fun with them. You realized that the true reward of adulthood is staying at home, chillin and have rest. Finally, you realized that is not all about the things that has happened. Its all about the things you have choose to yourself. Its always about you. That one day you'll understand that life is a non stop searching and thats okay. It only means that you never stop trying. You're not scared of failing and you not afraid of falling. You never surrender. You choose to look forward and you learned a lot. Just always follow your heart and the rest will fall into place. Always be good to yourself. Always choose yourself. Avoid giving her pain. You will only see beautiful things if you allowed yourself to be happy. Always think that your important. Once you understand that you're important thats the time you will give yourself what she deserves. Its more than happiness One day you will understand it well. That having a true happiness is a decision and choosing yourself. It is always about **you**. Spread Love Mommy Yen