@YellowSandraOnNoiseApp 23 March 2022 more from that month

Don't ever like me. I will give you butterflies in your tummy, I will make you feel kilig, but I will give you more and more headaches. Don't ever want me, I will want someone else, maybe one, or two, or even more, you will not be my one and only. Don't be crazy about me. I will only give you sleepless nights. I will only make you overthink too much. Don't ever need me, I would rather play mobile games or drink with my friends than answer your texts or calls when you need me the most. Don't make me your world, I will only give you a lot of promises, but I will make sure to break them. Don't fall in love with me, I will just cheat on you, I will just make you feel that you're not enough. I will only break your confidence and I will only make you question your worth. Don't ever love me. I will make mistakes again and again, but I will make sure that you will blame yourself for that. And when I feel like you can't live without me anymore, that's the time I will leave you. I will only leave you a trauma to the point you will never ever want to love again. AND LASTLY, I wish you should have warned me not to fall in love with you, because you were all of those things I mentioned and more. (an unsent letter of a clumsy lass to her *biggest lesson*)