@Yash
Maulang gabi guys! Lakas ng ulan sarap mag- stay at home at humigop ng mainit init na sopas kasama ang ating pamilya.
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Apple Shake with love for dessert from my loves. 🖤🖤🖤
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B-G, B-G ! Ginataang kalabasa na may sitaw at kamatis. Namis ko ang gulay. Pag sa city ka na nakatira, bihira ka na lang makatikim ng gulay na fresh. Ang sakit sa kalooban lalo na kung lumaki ka sa province. Kilig na kilig ako nung namalengke tas nakita kong fresh pa yung mga gulay. Sarap sa paningin. Sa province of Cebu talaga ako lumaki kaya fluent ako mag-bisaya. Kaya nung narinig ko yung sigaw ng ale na "BG, BG para sa lawas na hilti" napukaw atensyon ko. Tas paglapit ko, heaven mga mamsh. Fresh Vegies in front of you . Syempre bili agad and good vibes ang lola nyong umuwi ng bahay.
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Sunset Sunset is my favorite time of the day. It signals the end of the day but it also signals a new beginning. (Photos taken by yours truly on July 19, 2020; 6:38pm with Samsung M31. )
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Stronger, Braver I felt relief after a problem was finally solved. But I'm not expecting a bigger one ahead. My partner's co-worker was having symptoms of the Covid-19. He had it for more than a week but he just told their management about it just yesterday. I can't move. I was stunned. I don't know what to say. I don't know how should I react. My fright came back. We have 3 people at home that were prone to get infected. We have 2 seniors and a 4-year old child. I have never been scared as what I am now for my whole life. I can only surrender everything to the Lord and let His will be done. Prayer is what we can only trust right now.
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Sinigang Not feeling well but still needs to go on. Still needs to be on duty as a good wife. Still not exempted to the things that need to be done. I still managed to cook for dinner. I only have the "Sinigang" which is a popular dish for us Filipinos. It is known as a sour soup made with meat and vegetables of your choice. It is best for cold rainy nights like today. I just hope my man will like it when he gets home.
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I once was caught in too much happiness in a moment that I forgot to think of what will happen next...
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Scared I haven't been active here for a few days. It was because I am having a self crisis this past few days. I have been drowning in paranoia for the past few days. I am not feeling well since last week. I always feel tired even if I am not doing anything at home. I feel like vomiting though nothing comes out. I have to take some menthol candies to soothe the feeling. I don't have any appetite too. I'll just have a few spoonful of my food and I feel full already. I am not my usual self. I can't understand any of these. I am not happy with what I am in. Since it's hard to visit any hospitals due to the pandemic, I tried searching over the internet about how I feel hoping to find some remedies. I was caught off guard when the search results shows about pregnancy. That's when I remembered to check my period tracker. Bingo! I was 13 days late for my period. That's when I started getting paranoid. It makes me scared as hell. My sister-in-law has some home pregnancy test kit in store at home. She lend me one and it turned out negative. I felt relieved but a few moments later when I was avoyt to dispose the packaging and all, I noticed that the expiration date has passed. It was dated in may. We are in tough times right now. I am jobless. My partner is a good guy. He is responsible and all and I know he would make a good father if ever but he is showing signs that he don't like having kids yet. That's because of his mom giving him too much pressure on him regarding his financial stability, knowing that he was not able to finish schooling because of "younger days foolishness" if you know what I mean... I don't want to be a mother yet. I feel like I am not fully ready. I am not good in housekeeping. I am not a good cook. I don't have a job. I am not a wife material. At lesst not yet. I am afraid to go to the hospitals due to the curent situation in our country. I don't feel like going out. I'm scared. I'm also scared of what people might say. We are not yet married but tgis happened. My partner came from a religious family and I am scared to face them if ever. Right now, I am so scared. I was secretly hoping that I am not pregnant. That this is only a pregnancy scare. That I am just overthinking. My partner and I decided to go for a check up tomorrow to confirm what reallt is the case. I just wrote this to burst out how I feel. I can't take it anymore. It's giving me long sleepless nights. Sorry for being so dramatic. I know it's partly my fault and many would judge me. I know I should be responsible. Please bear with my emotionally weak personality.
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Why is it that everytime I am uploading a picture for my articles, some photos are upside down? Can someone help me how to solve it? Thanks in advance.
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Blessed Saturday This is indeed a blessed Saturday. This motjing when I woke up, my boyfriend is so sweet. He made our breakfast for a change. I am usually the one who makes our food but today, he did. He made some pancakes and avocado shake. His smile, it just took my breath away. I can't stop myself from staring at him as we eat. After we eat, when I opened my phone and checked my jotifications here in read.cash, another blessing came. Thank you @Bestie for the support and believing in me. Thank you for the trust. I'll try my best not to let you down. For the past few weeks, it's nearly a month in fact, I was so depressed. I am drowning in sadness that I can't explain and I can't control. Yesterday, my man just brought me somewhere I long for. To a place that looks similar to where I was raised as a child. To a place where I felt home and feel calm despite what I'm going through. That is in the highlands. To a place where nature shows off it's beauty. Preserved and wonderful. Yesterday and today was a life changer. I just had the best day of my life. I wss so blessed. I once again felt how God loved me so. I can't express how much I am moved for the support, for the trust, for the love and all that I keep on receiving everyday despite what and who I am. All these made me stronger, braver and a fighter. As long as there's one who believes in me, giving up won't be an option for me.
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Jell-uh-oh! Most people love jellies. Be it in form of candies or other desserts. Me and my family love jellies too. Last night while having dinner, my boyfriend's mom mentioned the coffee jelly. She said she wanted some. I am craving for coffee jellt that time too. So, I volunteered to be the one to make some. I know how to make one anyways. Here we go. She bought the ingredients needed except for the gelatin. Coz I have in stock. I bought a pack of gelatin last week. I was so happy and excited because I can finally satisfy my coffee jelly cravings and make my boyfriend's mom happy too. I started doing the procedure. I'm all set. We just need to wait for the jelly to form. We made it this morning and just a few minutes ago, when we took it out, the jelly did not form. Not totally. I mean only half of it formed and the other half was still liquid as if it's a juice. I started thinking what's wrong. And then later on I thought of searching about the brand of gelatin I have used. I always use the same brand of gatin everytime I make my coffe jelly. This is the first time I used a different brand coz it's the only available when I went to the grocery to buy some. As I was searching, that brand of gelatin is not really good. It is only good as add ons in baking. It really not good to be used for jelly desserts because it don't form nicely. I wss so disappointed. I have chosen the black colored gelatin. So it now looked gross. I feel so ashamed. Especially to my boyfriend and his family. It's delicious but the look of it is not that good to look at so for next time, should I still buy from that brand? Na-uh! Instead of having a Jell-oh! ( for awesome) It just gave me a Jell-uh-oh! ( for uh-oh... )....
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My Journey as an Employee I am a college graduate. I took up my degree in education in one of the state university in our country. The Polytechnic University of the Philippines. When I was still in college, I used to be a working student. I worked as a service crew in Golden Arches Corp. or much popularly known as Mcdonald's. I compressed my class schedules at school in a day so I won't need to be in a hurry for work after class. Everybody thinks I will be a teacher and that I wanted to be a teacher. That's a bluff. I never wanted to be a teacher. I just took up that course to gain a college diploma. Right after graduation, I got tired of working in the fastfood restaurant so I looked for another job. I did not take the liscensure exam. I ended being a redemption crew in Power Station. An arcade like the famous Timezone. I worked there for like 3 months? And I resigned because I'm not used to an easy job. My body is looking for an active job to be done. More than just standing in the redemption corner and wiping the machines though it's already cleaned. Even sweeping the floor though it's clean as well. Wiping the glass though it's as clear as water. I next applied to a BPO Company. I tried being a call center agent. I didn't finish my contract there and resigned peacefully after 4 months. I wanted to stay because the salary is high enough for me. The job is kinda easy and it keeps me busy my whole shift. However, I still decided to resign because of my team mates. I'm getting bullied. I already told my team manager about it but he just ignored my concern. I have a lot of patience in me. I just can't take to stay because there's one of my team mates that reached the limit. Bullying me is tolerable. Saying not so nice things about me, discriminating me, making fun of me during breaks, and treating me like I have a contagious disease. But disrecpecting me as a woman by forcing me to go drinking with them, going to places I don't want to go, I find it toxic and a big threat for my safety. So I just decided to submit my resignation and left them behind. I next applied as an ESL Teacher for Chinese students. I enjoyed my job. I love children. They were just so adorable and sweet. I have been there for alnost 2 years. I was forced to resign when the lockdown due to pandemic started. That is because my employer were not considerate enough. During the lockdown, there is no transportation available in our place. We also are only allowed to go out until 8pm. My work in the office was until 10pm and my manager did not adjust the working hours. They still want us to report in the office everyday. They won't let us work from home. So, again, I resigned. Now, I am currently looking for job hirings online that were home-based. And is also helping my boyfriend in his small korean food store. It's not easy specially now in the time of pandemic. I'm still not loosing hope to find one soon...
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God is good ALL the time. His mercy and grace is abundant. Trust in Him and everything you wish for shall follow according to His plans for you..
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In the Memory of FEWA In the Philippines when you are a PUPian, a person who went to the Polytechni University of the Philippines, you would surely know what FEWA is. For the sake of those who don't know about it, it is an acronym for a delicious sandwhich. FEWA( Footlong Egg Wrapped Around). So, I used to be a PUPian. We forgot to go to the grocery store to stock up. Plus, i fell asleep this afternoon. When I woke up, I am so hungry. That's when I remembered the FEWA. But this time, we don't have any hotdogs in stock. So instead of using footlong/hotdogs, I used the kimchi with ssamjang and cheese for the filling. Maybe, I'm gonna call it KiSaCheEWA? Hahaha!! Dunno. At least hunger satisfied. I survived.
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Rainy afternoon everyone....
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Hi guys! Patulong naman po. Pa-subscribe and subscribe back ko din po kayo. Happy writing everyone! 😇😇😇
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The Golden Treasure Being one of the boys doesn't mean you are a lesbian or that you are a whore. I, myself experienced that cruel judgement feom this society. All my friends, I mean my bestfriends are men. In oyr circle of 8, I am the only girl and they call me their princess. I have been friends with them for almost a decade already. I love them and I'm so blessed to have them. I came from a broken family. A nagger/bitter mom and an alcoholic dad. They both usually don't have time for us their children. We are four and all girls. They are too busy getting angry with each other that they forgot their responsibility as parents for the four of us. When I met my bestfriends, they helped me cope with the situation my family is in. They accepted me in their homes when I wanted to escape from our chaotic household. Instead of listening to the non-stop exchange of harsh words from my parents, I just go to my bestfriends and had a good time with them. They became the family I never had. Their parents treat me as one of their children too. I remembered when I was in high school, when they knew that I was getting bullied at school, they always go with me wherever I am to protect me. We go to school together and they will walk me home after class to keep me safe from those bully guys. I won't trade them for anything in this world. They are one of my treasures that no one can take away from me.
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Chicken ala Pacham Baon ni boyfie for work today made by yours truly. Hindi nakapag-grocery kaya kung ano na lang maluto out of available na maluluto.
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I'm craving for egg pie as hell but I can't find a store nearby that have some. This craving is driving me crazy as hell....
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Chicken ala Pacham I really love cooking. I just don't know if cooking love me too. I love preparing meals for my loved ones. I wanted to make sure they are eating on time, they are not starved, they are eating healthy and nutritious. That's my love language. That's my form of sweetness, I guess. I am not really into giving gifts. I don't like shopping and I'm not interest and not updated with the latest trends. So every time there's a special occassion involving people important to me, I just cook for them as a gift. Every morning, I wake up early to cook breakfast for my boyfriend. I don't want him to leave without eating something because he travels more than an hour going to his workplace. He is just using his motorcycle going to work so I know it's tiring and he needs more energy to start his day. This morning, when I opened our storage, I realized that we are running out of stocks. We haven't gone to the grocery. I forgot about going to the grocery for answering inquiries from our small korean store. These are what I just found: a few portions of chicken a pack of nestle cream a small can of pineapple chunks half opened loaf bread a bottle of honey Ssamjang kimchi nori lmons a few chilli peppers I can't think of a recipe that would match the ingredients we have available. So, I just picked the chicken, the nestle cream, the pineapple chunks, and the chilli peppers. I fried the chicken and set aside when done. I heat another pan and pour the nestle cream. Put it in a boil and added the pineapple chunks. I continued mixing it while waiting for it to boil one more time and added some salt and black pepper along with the chilli pepper. When the nestle cream changes appearance and it seems to be cooked,(You'll know it when you see some little white spots in it's texture) add the feied chicken and mix well until the chicken is fully coated and blended with the sauce. I don't know what is it but my boyfriend love it. It's a bit spicy because of the chilli pepper and a bit sweet too because of the pineapple chunks that were supposed to be for a fruit salad. My boyfriend told me it's kinda like bicol express without the shrimp paste and just used chicken instead of pork. I just wanna call it Chicken ala Pacham. Pacham is a Filipino slang for "pachamba", a term used when you got lucky for trying on something you are not sure about.
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Good morning madlang people! Musta naman ang buhay-buhay? Tara na't mag-exercise iwas stroke! 😇😇😇
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Hello goodmorning mga madlang people!!! Kamusta naman ang buhay-buhay? Tara na exercise iwas stroke... 😇😇😇
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Gamja Jorim First time to cook marble potatoes. First time to imitate one of the side dishes of the popular samgyupsal. Not bad for a first timer. My boyfriend and his family love it.
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Bayad po ay Kilig, Keep the change! The happiness you feel when someone closest to your heart appreciate you is priceless. I may not be the best chef in the world but he made me feel like I am. I am having depression attack this past few weeks. Everyday no matter how much I tried to lift up my mood, I just can't. I just get ssd and gloomy all of a sudden. And all I can think of is sad thoughts. And just this afternoon, I decided to cook for my boyfriend as a token for being patient with me these past few weeks. I decided to cook some carbonara out of scratch. I just used what I found in the fridge. I love cooking but I'm not a good cook. At least that's what I know. My boyfriend is the type of guy who is straightforward. He used to tell me straight whatever it is in his mind. Be it something good or bad. When he had a taste of my carbonara, man! He liked it. I saw how his lips curved into a beautiful smile and instead of saying thank you , I heard him say, " I Love You".
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Idaan sa pagluluto ang kadramahan. Char! Hahaha!! Carbonara eveyone! By yours truly. Hope you guys have a great Sunday.
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Bashbook Lahat tayo marahil sawa na sa mga frennies natin na puro aura sa facebook nila. Make up na pak na pak! Sexy manamit! Either naka-pamewang, naka-sideview, fierce, sun-kissed, patalikod, kunyare stolen. Iba-ibang anggulo. Iba-ibang kulay. Iba-ibang presentation pero lahat yun unique way nila ng expression. Usong-uso ngayon yan eh. Bawat kilos, post sa socmed. Bawat lugar na pupuntahan, bawat taong kasama, bawat pagkain na titikman, at kung ano-ano pa, compulsory na may picture ka! Sa isang click, you can face the world. Nung pumatok ang social media platforms, maraming tao ang nakawala sa hawla. They have felt the power to take control of their lives. They had the chance of being the person what they want to be. Sa bahay, hindi nila nasasabi ang mga gusto nilang sabihin. Wala silang power i-voice out ang mga naiisip nila, napagkakaitang maglabas ng saloobin at sariling opinyon. Sa bahay, bawal magdamit ng ganto, bawal ang ganyan. Anjan yung supee conservative ang family. Meron din namang iba na nagsuot lng ng sando and shorts out of comfortability, iba na ang titig ni tatay, ni kuya, ni tito o ni pinsan. Minsan nga pinasok pa sa kwarto. Pinagkakatuwaan tuwing may family gatherings. Walang nakikinig, walang rumirespeto, walang kadu-kadugo. Sa bahay, bawal ang make-up. Bawal ang pulbo, lip tint, lip balm, lipstick. Bawal ka magpaganda. Sa lahat ng yan sa social media lang nila nagagawang magpakatotoo! Nai-express nila ang mga gusto nilang sabihin. Napopost nila ang mga pictures nila suot ang mga damit na gusto nila habang tumatanggap ng papuri at hindi paninirang puri. Sa social media, nakakapagpost sila ng naka-make up na nakaka-boost ng self confidence nila at nakakabawas sa insecuirities nila cominh from the people around them. Madalas sa social media na nga lang ang nagiging temprary escape from sad reality ng ilan, pati sa social media binabash pa sila. Pag may nagpost na oversized wearing a bikini, sasabihin kapal ng mukha. Pag may nagpost ng naka-shorts pero maraming peklat, sasabihin hindi na nahiya. Pag may nagpost ng pandak na naka-heels, sasabihin trying hard. Wala tayong alam sa pinagdadaanan ng kahit na sinong taong nakakasalamuha natin. Hindi mo alam ang pinakatatagong dinadamdam nyan. Kung wala ka namang ambag sa buhay nya, manahimik ka na lang. Mag-isip na lang tayo ng maiaambag natin sa lipunan at kung paano maging mabuting tao.
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Sorry for not being the person you all want me to be...
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I want to fight but it seems like I lost even without trying yet...
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Little Flowers In this toxic world, sometimes, you just need to feel the nature to have the calmness and peace of mind you need to breathe... Looking at those greeneries. Watching the graceful movement of the trees and the slowly falling leaves. All those things, sometimes is what you just need to break free.
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Creepy Saturday Me and my boyfriend were on the grocery store when all of a sudden, he asked me who is it that always following me. At first, he just commented on my habit of allways putting my earphones on wherever we go. I told him, "I just do it to avoid hearing the noise I hear when it is too quiet around me". He became quiet for a while and continued saying, "Who is that, the oen that's always following you." And I was like, stucked in the moment. Got really quiet and just continued walking. I can't explain it. I know only few people will believe me but that "one" is not a person. I can feel it. He is always there in the dark or anywhere when I am all by myself. Sometimes, he is pulling my hair when I'm asleep. Moving my things to another place. Like one time. I am very sure that my phone is just beside me in the sink when I brushed my teeth. When I'm done brushing my teeth, I can't find my phone near me. When I went upstairs, it wss there in the table in the bedroom. That is impossible because I was chatting with my friends before I started brushing my teeth so there's no way it will be upstairs. It creeps me out all the time when I felt the presence of this unknown entity whenever I am alone. But what creeps me more is when my boyfriend told me that he saw this entity. Not his whole feature but as a dark shadow following me wherever I go. I don't know who it was or what is it. I don't even know where it came from. I always pray and sure of my Faith but I can still feel the presence of this entity every now and then.
