@UsagiGallardo215 20 February 2022 more from that month

I was not good enough.. Did you have regrets in your life? Well I do have and maybe all of us have because not everyone has a perfect life like others think. I'm now writing my 20th article and I checked on my works all of them are the saddest part of my life, and I once thought by my friend to show what's inside your feelings. And I think that was only the thing that I could for now. I was also comparing our article together it seems that they have a lot of difference. As I was reading, his talking to the audience and giving advice or it's like reading a book like mines I'm only introducing myself and it's also because Im a beginner I have so much to learn but that's not reason to give up. I can do it because my dreams are also prediction of what people say about me.. ***I know I wasnt good enough, a daughter,*** my mom was good to be true I even tell my sister In law that shes more worth to be my moms daughter. She's intelligent a lot of dreams she even cried to me because they experienced so much hardship and she wanted to help her family. Way back I know I failed my moms expectations but I never failed to loved her back I know it's not enough but atleast I know now the mistakes that I have made before and we understand each other now. We must not apply the things that are not really meant for. And we now accept the things that happened. ***I know I wasnt good enough, a mother,*** even carrying a child in our womb is the essence of a woman it still not enough. Specially for me that had 4 child and have house chores, disciplining my kids is also the fact that I've lacked knowledge on them. Multi tasking is crazy! There are so many questions that the answers are hard to find like, wheres the part that i lacked off? My kids are growing fast and they have a good and bad attitude that I need to understand and I'll try harder to guide them the right path. Sometimes they only thought that we're mad of nothing but they no nothing how hard is to become a parent. But we don't blame them because we are the one who created them in this world. Not only because its my responsibility but the right to do. And When the people see them as good child they will think that they been raised in good hands.

***I know I wasnt good enough, a wife*** I know I have shortcomings in my husband, in our relationship but I adore him for having long patience to me and to our kids. My life before is roller coaster, I don't care of others think that I wasted my life just to be the man I loved I choose him rather than anyone its just I went on a catholic private school before that's the reason why I'm good in speaking English. But before I graduate elementary school I transfer to a public school and then went to my aunties province then met my husband. The whole story of me it was here *****"This is my First".***** And all the things that I didn't know when I first came here I learned it all from my husband he patiently teach me what to do and sometimes i did something wrong he just laughed and he understand that I know nothing about that. And as the years goes by he supported me and the things that was impossible to happen it exist because I did my best to learned from it.

The key of our relationship is I didn't expect too much from him. I didn't compared my life from before because past is past what I need Is a better present and future. I know I wasnt good before but I did my best to become a better person that many people could be proud of. ***Thank you so much for dropping by and your comments are important to me and let's learn from one another***. 😊 Love, UsagiGallardo215 🌙 Photos are all mine: 😊 Lead image: https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcTFaQBOxXFCsJ2R0fQA1wN8UQxgaI2iKJSVnA&usqp=CAU