I'd like to share something about my first love hehe. She was a transferred student in our class. She's really cute and very approachable..lagi siyang nakangiti at napakagaling nya sa lahat ng bagay, kind and very friendly.. I always look at her and when she noticed it.. she becomes really uncomfortable.. And since that day I tried not to look at her again.. I never confessed my feeling but I know she knows it..mayron narin naman siyang nagugustuhan.... I was really jealous and irritated about that guy.. but i accept the fact that na kahit kailan hindi nya ako magugustuhan... In our next school year hindi na kami classmate pero siya Yong naging inspiration ko sa pag-aaral dahil gusto ko ulit syang maging classmate .then i became the top 1 in our room... From 1rst,2nd,and 4rth grading i was 2nd on 3rd grading hahahaa.. At dahil doon naging classmate kami ulit Nong grade 10.. Hindi ko siya tinitigan since the beginning of our class.. dahil baka isipin nya papansin nanamn ako . But something change in her i can feel it.. but i never got a chance to talk to her.. but i really wanna know what she feels .. kaya dumating yong araw na gumawa ako ng fake account para kausapin siya..and suddenly she start sharing something at nalaman ko din na gusto nya parin hanggang ngayon Yong lalaki naiyon.. I was really worried but in the end . I told her the truth that it was me... And she unfriended it . But she told me that I can talk to her . We never actually became friend but i know she wanted too.. Now we only chat on facebook.. I know that I still have feelings for her but we can never be more than anything but friends. Hindi kona pipilitin Yong mga bagay na gusto ko kase alam kong hindi naman yon ang gusto nya . Pero I'll continue to watch and support her.. now gusto ko lang na makita siyang nakangiti kase yon din ang nagpapasaya sakin hehe . (Ito lang ang ma se share ko)
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With half English used, I may not get all, but I think you mean to say, you won't be saying anything about your feeling to her. Is it? And when I was in school days, or college days, or campus, I never hesitated to say my feeling. Once, I remember there used to be five girlfriends of mine. I was open-minded, if I like her why should I not tell her? Go near her and express my opinions. Sometimes, I used to get," sorry, sometimes yes, every time it was normal.