@Unhidden 23 April 2026

Back here again reminiscing. I used to share my daily life here i think ill redo it agin since there will be no one to read my post and judge my grammar. I'm supposed to be graduating this year but things doesn't always turn the way you always want it to be,i blame myself for that. I/ll do what i can now to pass this year its only one subject i need to retake. i aslo need to conduct my thesis this year aghhh need to raise 50 broiler chickens but where the hell i can get the money to start i just hope the student loan in our university will approve us. I dont know what im feeeling lately i dont feel stress or anything, i just dont know. When i see my collegue stories how stress they are about school works i dont understand because i should also be feeling that way but theres nothing. But im worried about something that is not happening yet. i dont know what will my life be, i feel theres nothing about life either no purpose im just a dust in a world and not important.