@Unhidden 5 June 2024

It's been months or year now I think since my last post here HAHAH a lot of things happened. This year I met the most broken and happiest type of me. Ay nice ga English English parin. Finally a second year graduate, June 18 2024 will be our graduation, certificate graduate in agriculture. Muntik pa hindi maka graduate because of my laziness but thanks to everyone that help me get through that phase. I've been feeling drain and loss because I'm not sure where this course will lead me or will I ever be someone that I want to be in the future. I don't know anymore I still feel I can't handle the pressure of adulting basta ganon tapos yong expectation pa ng parents since ako lang maasahan nila pag sobrang weak na nila, I don't know if I'll be able to take care of them Hindi ko lang talaga alam gagawin ko now. I'm lack of experience and feeling ko diko kayang mag trabaho cause I feel so stupid. Aghhhhh