@Unhidden 11 April 2021 more from that month

I hated myself for so long.. Until now... I hated being an introvert... I hate for always being afraid of everything... I hate my physical appearance... I hate my manner... I don't have a confidence... I'm much comfortable being alone just lay in my bed covered with thick blanket and listen to some soft song... I don't know what to do in my life honestly... I don't want my parents to be disappointed... But I can't help myself thinking that there's nothing for me.. I'm tired to get-up... I'm tired thinking about my responsibility.... I'm tired being tired....haha... Just sharing my thoughts hehe good night 😌