The Environment Performance Index.
June 09, 2022
Thursday
Good morning! Everyone,
Recently an index called "Environment performance Index 2022" report was published. It can be guessed what information is it supposed to provide us with. This report is published by the Yale center for environmental law and policy and the center for Intertional earth science information network. This index report is published every other year.
The index was supposed to compare the countries on the basis of its certain forty parameters and according to different categories and it judges countries on the basis of climate change, ecosystem vitality, and environmental health.
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In the report published India took the lowest place that is 180th rank in comparison with 180 countries with a score of 18.9 EPI. And some other countries which took the lowest places are Myanmar, Vietnam, Pakistan, Bangladesh, and some other south Asian countries.
Well, India slams that this report is published on an unreasonable parameter, it can be both affirmative or negative because as I have witnessed in various conference and others report in past few months, I've observed that all other countries especially some of the most developed countries have been praising India on its commitment for voluntary climate goal and also have been praising on its performance in a past couple of years regarding its stand on climate change. We have outperformed in some aspects regarding environmental protection against our dedicated targets.
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No doubt India is a developing country with a population of 1.4 billion and therefore there is already a lot of competency for the resources and managing welfare programs, schemes for the benefaction of the lower and middle-class families, and subsidising resources. So, a lot of money is diverted for the economic well-being of the citizens of a country that is so diverse both in terms of flora and fauna. And while saying that I must mention that developing countries like India cannot rigorously adopt a cleaner and greener technology as it will bereave a lot of citizens of their employment and the country will be pushed into one of the darkest crises but still India is trying to strike a balance between both the factors. It is up to the developed countries how helpful they have been in slowing down the climate change as these developed countries were supposed to pool a sum of $100 billion a year by 2020 but this commitment is so far from being realised to its words.
Now, an interesting thing that catches my eye is witnessing Afghanistan securing a rank of 81 but then I must say that what type of development is even being going there that they would be contributing something to the degrading health of earth. And how were these organisations were able to get the data for Afghanistan?
Thank you!
Republished: Fairaffairs.wordpress.com
The sixth month user.
Tuesday
June 07, 2022
Don't be aback to witness someone publishing their monthly report after a week since the start of a new month.
Hello, the lovely family of read.cash Finally, I am back here after a hiatus of 37 days, and as per the estimated date which I mentioned in my last article "that I will probably come back on June 07 probably", and here I am.
It's been a long time and a number of things must have happened here since then, by the way, if there's a new update if any, please do mention it in my comment section so that I don't miss out on any essential updates or announcements.
Before I further proceed I would like to send you an option to listen it up-
https://youtu.be/iUNxOzxPEVI
I would like to announce that I have successfully completed six months on this platform and I have completed writing almost 110 articles. Of course, it may seem less for many of you as you people are quite streaks maintaining people while I am not. But, I am satisfied with whatever number of articles I have published so far.
I am also pleased to mention that I lost all my sponsors except three of 'em. And I am happy because it is very responsible of those who took back their sponsorship because it would have been a waste of their money.
I would like to mention that in my sixth month before temporarily leaving this platform I was able to publish a total of nine articles.
I see my subscribers count now at 121 which is quite a good number. The number of subscribers at the end of April was 113 and I see a total increment of 8 new subscribers in just the first 12 days of the month of May.
I published a total of 9 articles.
I gained $20.99 i.e. $2.68 per article. This is actually a good amount for me.
I did not anticipate that it would accumulate 1747 total new feeds there-
Anyway, thank you for being with me on this journey. A batchmate of mine also joined this platform lately he goes by @cygnet3471
Have a good day all of you.
Are you any rational?...ask yourself.
May 11, 2022
Wednesday
The world's going through a lot but we cannot just lose consciousness and act blindly.
Recently, Russia celebrated its **Victory Day** which it celebrates every year on **May 09** **to honour victory against Nazi German in World War II**. And any remembrance of our fallen heroes is a great occasion for any country. But, since the dispute between Russia and Ukraine has escalated people are condemning Russia around the globe but sometimes while condemning specific actions we just cross our threshold. That is what happened in Poland.
When the **Ambassador of Russia to Poland Sergey Andreev** went to remember those soldiers in the cemetery and put garlands. Over hundreds of people protested against him and even threw red paint behind him and on his face and even tried to stop him from remembering those fallen Bravehearts. This is an unacceptable behavior presented by the citizens.
And there are other times when such incidents have happened, The Pakistani agency in the past has abducted officials of the **Indian High Commission** even **India's Charge d'affaires** while he was moving in his vehicle with his family the agency stopped his vehicle in the middle of the road and dragged him down the vehicle.
There are other such incidents too, but if I keep going this article would be full of incidents only.
Now, first of all, condemning such actions of Pakistani agency which they themselves claim to be the "world's most efficient agency", My question is-
**"Is it ethical for any agency to abduct such high officials from their car in the middle of roads who are traveling with their family?"**
**I am actually at fault here, ethical question arises when there is some controversy about issues and I did not get to know any controversial ideas about Diplomat's immunity so far. And what their agency did was a crime and unlawful.**
For a common citizen, one might not be aware of the immunity that diplomats hold and when talking about such agency it is so condemning.
Now, talking about the citizen, no doubt any normal human being could be moved by such a humanitarian crisis going on right now. Still, it does not allow us to act blatantly towards anyone that comes our way. The fallen heroes are the ones who gave up their lives protecting the citizens of their country in hope that there would be peace and they deserve all the respect for their bravery and their sacrifice but, what those citizens in Poland did, not only disgraced a diplomat's collar but what they did is they prevented to commemorate these fallen heroes.
Any mobilised groups which are responsible for vandalising public or private property are an action planned out by some of the main culprits who led to the mobilisation. These are the people who don't appreciate peace in the society they only try to hamper the normal business of the society for their own propaganda and they are the only ones who gain something out of this. The propagandists know how to manipulate people for their own cause, and the citizens are easily moved by their speeches and involve themselves in treacherous acts undermining the peace of the country or their own society. They become irrational because their thoughts are brainwashed by these propagandists.
We boast about our innovations, technologies, and our advances but we are never going to evolute from our own intelligence about our behaviour. We easily fall prey to others' causes without even realising that this is not what we should be fighting for. We have all the technologies available at our fingerprint, and the resources are available at our reach but we never reach out to those resources to find the root cause of various issues, or we never try to make our own stance about certain issues. Of course, no one wants to do the hard work, it's easy to fall prey to someone's provocative speeches rather than doing our own research.
Thank you. Have a cheerful day.
I am announcing that this is my last article of the month because I have to go to another city as I have exams and I would only be available by June 07 probably. It would have been a pleasure if I could take my laptop with me but it's uncomfortable to carry a laptop and a keyboard.
Good night and sleep peacefully.
republished: fairaffairs.wordpress.com https://fairaffairs.wordpress.com/2022/08/13/are-diplomats-losing-their-security-what-makes-us-the-criminal/
Change is happening but needs to cover a lot.
May 10, 2022
Tuesday
Any developing nation has to overcome a lot of challenges and, effectively if it wants to pave its way in the world of leadership. So is my country which has been overcoming sundry challenges afront. Literacy rate, poverty, communal clashes, sanitation, potable water facility, various education programs for the disadvantaged sections of the society, social evils like honor killing, dowries, and patriarchal mindset. These are some of the obstacles that a developing country needs to tackle both for the upliftment of society and the economy.
There are other things that need to be improved like sexual violence which accounts for 30% of women physically and sexually violated. Out of this physical violence tops the list followed by emotional violence and then sexual violence. And 4/5th of these cases involve the husband and this basically arises due to ill-schooling of the people. And the major breakthrough needed is about reports of sexual and physical violence as according to the survey there are only 14 % of cases reported by women who are physically and sexually violated.
I have been witnessing many of the developments in our country. India has launched the **world's largest government healthcare scheme covering around 500 million poor people across the country**, country aimed to provide a **"pucca house"** for each family who does not have thus bringing all the people to sleep peacefully under a roof, **clean India campaign, sanitation and hygiene program, skill India program**, **'Har Ghar Nal yojana'** program **(every home with tap water)**, **providing tablets or smartphones to the young minds who cannot afford for education purpose only, 'Beti Bachao Beti Padhao' ('save girls educate girls'),** and many other programs to ensure the women coming up ahead and walking at parallelly with the men.
Today, I am shedding light on some of the changes India witnessed in recent years due to its various programs proposed and implemented in the past. In India, we have a **census every 10 years** the last one was completed in 2011 and due to the pandemic this year it couldn't take place rather there was a **"National Family Health Survey"** **NFHS** through which we are updated with some of the data.
**First, I want to mention that India has recorded a marvelous sex ratio. Now the sex ratio is 1020 for the country which means for every 1000 males there are 1020 females in the country and this is one of the pieces of evidence that people have overcome an ill mindset that some ancestors used to hold "Girl child is persona non grata in the family".**
**Underage marriages have been recorded as a downfall both in the case of men and women. From 26.8% which was in NFHS-4 to 23.3 in NFHS -5 for women, and for men it has declined to 17.7% from 20.3% for NFHS-4. Though some states of the country recorded an increased number of underage marriages. Recently, there was a debate ongoing in India about raising the age of women to 21 for marriage which is also the legal age for men to be married in India but, if we see a downside to this proposal then the country will record a lot of illegal marriages i.e. pre-legal age marriages and that is another term for an increase in crime rate. Everyone knows underage marriage hampers the health of the woman in many ways.**
**Teenage pregnancies have decreased from 7.9% to 6.8%.**
**The most astounding fact that I get to know is that the modern contraceptive method is almost universal in India. About 99% of women aged between 15-49 are aware of at least one of the modern contraceptive methods and its awareness means better family planning. I would also mention that government programs also cover spreading awareness among people about these knowledge.**
**Domestic violence has been decreased but the country still needs to work a lot on this front.**
**The total fertility rate has been improved i.e. declined to 2.1.**
**The enrolment ratio for women has been improved**.
Last but not least I would only like to say that mostly the awareness lacks in the rural areas, the administration runs programs to educate and aware people on a wide scale but the audience participation is required. The administration needs to convey how important these awareness programs are and which it does but what else it could find a way to increase the audience's participation in these programs not just by some considerable percentage but by making it a universal percentage. This awareness knowledge must be checked by some activity or other ways to find if the people are truly aware. And we will witness a shining and emerging INDIA.
Thank you.
republished: fairaffairs.wordpress.com https://fairaffairs.wordpress.com/2022/08/29/is-india-on-its-path-to-become-a-developed-state/
An unforeseen time.
May 09, 2022
Monday
The revolution of the 21st century can be witnessed in an unforeseen time of Pandemic, wars, alarming climate changes, global warming, and so on. Many Asian countries are still in the developing phase and especially the south-east Asian countries are sieging every opportunity to develop. I have been reading many opinion pieces in the newspaper since the Russia-Ukraine war. Ukraine and Russia are responsible for major wheat exports and other commodities. On one hand, it has created an upsurge in the prices of sundry commodities while on the other few of the developing countries of the Asian community can siege and are sieging this opportunity to provide cover for the hampered supply. But, I would not fail to mention that some of the countries who are responsible for exporting a particular commodity around the world are also trying to play the pseudo card to upsurge their price for example the palm oil supply.
The European countries and USA who is continuously trying to persuade the entire world for condemning Russia for its aggressiveness. They are continuously trying to threaten India about its stance at this time. But, what they fail to show the world is their hypocrisy. I read an article a month ago from one of the users here and he mentioned a book that I desperately want to buy but the book costs around $30. To save that much money I exploited the internet to get the book online for free to read but with no luck so far. If you want to know what's so interesting about the book you can read his article here.
The European countries and the USA just underscores their interests and gains at the expense of others. I don't have any grudges against their agenda because every country has to exploit every possible opportunity for the upliftment of their own country and the well-being of their citizens. **"The Britton woods systems" (WTO, IMF, and WORLD BANK)** which were created back in the **1950s** can only be witnessed to underscore the interests of Washington till the early **2000s'** when there were actually new developments in their procedures. But, the loss of those years cannot be paid off.
India has been a major importer of Russian arms and shares cultural and historical ties. Diplomacy is created to solve problems peacefully and since its creation, the importance of diplomacy can never be ignored. Now the USA is promising India to provide with sundry defense equipment for maintaining the peace and security in the region but their cut is to implode our historical ties with the Russians indirectly. **Now, had their eyes been shut that these sudden ideas strike them off right now in an unforeseen time?** **When India was signing deals with Russia for the S-400 air defense system**, the USA threatened India with their "SANCTIONS CARD" but still India signed the deal and they had realised the strategic importance of India and the important role that India plays in the modern geopolitical era ergo, they issued statements that India's S-400 deal with Russia does not violate any things that they have to sanction India.
It's always their own interest or their misery that they have to think about others. The polling of $100 billion dollars promised by the developing countries for less wealthy nations by 2020 in light of climate change is yet to be delivered in reality. They want that the African countries and Asian countries adopt the green energy on a scale that is at par with theirs, but the point to think about it is that adoption and shifting to a green economy costs way too much for an economy and given the conditions of developing countries, they need to focus on the social welfare schemes. My country is adopting greener technologies very aggressively and it is not required in this way because it comes at a cost that can be diverted to other schemes.
Thank you.
Republished on my website: fairaffairs.wordpress.com https://fairaffairs.wordpress.com/2022/08/24/an-unforeseen-time-pandemic-war-global-crisis-inflationwhat-next/
The world revolves.
May 08, 2022
Sunday
Yesterday I was talking to someone and I was not in the mood to talk but they keeps on blabbering but there was a moment where they spit something and I found a mirror. They said, "THE WHOLE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOUR FEET." And, at first, I was put into some thoughts for a fractional moment because it was something said to me twice and by two different people. Then I realised it's true that I may not admit it but I always make things revolve around as I wish and, no doubt always considering myself as the center and manipulating everything and ruling every scenario.
I am not answering that.
May 07, 2022
Saturday
I was not active for quite a time here because of an incident. Like yesterday, the electricity of our home was cut off because we were a bit careless this time. We forget to take care of recharging our smart meter. But, still, the day was quite beautiful because I was planning with my brother about something.
Anyway, I wanted to write an opinion piece but then I thought let's write something else quick. So, I decided to answer some questions which I borrowed from @ARTicLEE which he further borrowed from some other user.
What would be the absolute perfect day for you?
The absolute perfect day for me would be to follow my routine properly for a whole day. Sleeping eight hours a day is one part of my routine and since I do not sleep I cannot complete it anytime this sometimes makes me think that I fail to follow my routine properly. Other things I can and I follow easily.
What did you learn a little too late?
Being patient, I was a very impatient person earlier. I wanted everything to be quick and delivered in less than time possible. But as I grow up I realised the essence of time in shaping things and scenarios. I still am on my path to being patient, and I hope I would become a very patient person.
What GROSS and unhygienic things do people do that bother you?
All the habits which welcome the germs at your door always bother me. Any unhygienic things people do bothers me. I get irritated easily and I know it so I leave the place immediately when I notice anyone involving themselves in some unhygienic activity. I am very obsessed with hygiene. Those who do not realise the value of time bother me, but I stopped giving a damn about them.
What habits do you have that annoy other people?
When I do jokes, others can't bear and that's something which people do not like about me because of this we often put ourselves in a rift-off position and we stop talking.
What do most people overestimate or underestimate about you?
I am not answering that.
What makes you nervous?
I don't feel nervous about anything. It's like I do not know yet what nervousness feels like. I can be worrying but never nervous.
How do you feel about pets and animals?
Normal or neutral. But yeah, I do not like the concept of caging animals. But, let's not get into the depth about discussing it. But, if I get a chance to keep something as a pet it would be lion otherwise none.
What is the biggest sign of weakness in a person?
When they fail to find their potential. When they settle for less than their capability. It shows you are weak, fragile, and vulnerable. You can easily be ruled out. You do not have enough courage, and you are not brave enough. This is what being undermined by your potential means.
Thank you
And thank you @foryoubtc09 for renewing the sponsorship. I appreciate the energy.
JCB quest and the politicians
May 05, 2022
Thursday
Recently, the prime minister of the United Kingdom Boris Johnson visited India, he landed in Ahmedabad the capital of the Indian state Gujarat. There he paid a visit to JCB company where he could be seen in a photo-op too with him mounting the JCB and other places too like Sabarmati Ashram where he was seen rolling the "charkha". And this all happened after there was a demolition of some illegal structures in a part of New Delhi. The demolition was being carried out by the Municipal corporation of that area. And the problem is the demolition continued for about an hour and a half even after the stay order by the supreme court.
Well, the visit was mainly focused on getting India's support condemning Russia in the ongoing war between Ukraine and Russia. But, when the prime minister is back in his own country he was criticised by the lawmakers of his own country who were connecting the dots and posing questions about why did he visited and took photos with the JCB when it was involved in some human rights violation in India just a couple of days ago?
It is obvious when you become a personality even your sneeze is covered by the media. Your life does not belong to you then. There's no private life or you can say your actions get manipulated by what others want, and what others think. And when it involves politics then it becomes a very sensitive and dangerous playground. The opponents and critics are just looking for each and every way to condemn them. I would happily welcome these critics had I been seeing their criticism inclined towards the well-being of the society, had it been giving them the hope of a better future. But if these criticisms have something in common then it is that they all provide hopes of a better future only as one of the last agendas in their playlist and to gain the electoral support as their primary agenda.
The JCB is like has a monopoly in its use for construction and demolitions purpose in India. I wonder was this the Prime Minister Boris Johnson's fault that these JCBs which are manufactured by a British company were used to demolish some illegal structures in an anti-encroachment drive in the capital of India? People nowadays say that "Don't blame the gender, blame the person" or "Don't blame the religion, blame the person" but when it comes to applying the same concept to other places where does your theory sublime?
One of the ways of an efficient Democracy is one that criticises the government for their flaws and the flaws in their proposed bills and provides them an alternative solution. Because it is all focused on the well-being of the society and the citizens.
Thank you.
Have a smiling day, people.
Importance of family dinner.
May 04, 2022
Wednesday
Recently, on Monday I guess, or maybe Sunday our family went for a family dinner. And, before I dig further I want to shower light on the past. Financially we belong to a very humble family and because of that, we do not use to enjoy the perks of many things like eating out or so many other things I do not want to dig into the detail. And all our mentality was on saving every penny. But, since my brother starts working he nudges us to go for a family dinner once a month at least. He is very close to the mother and he deeply cares about her and shares her sufferings, and that's why I believe he knows what my mother desires and what she used to sacrifice.
We often say or talk that if we love someone then we know their desire without them saying but, it's not true for each and every scenario. Sometimes, due to the lack of discussion things may fall out of our minds and we do not pay attention to what is unsaid. And then these unaddressed desires get dormants. I come to know that my mother likes ice cream so much it's only because my brother brings ice cream for her and before he had the job she never revealed her desire to eat ice cream or anything else because she was busy saving the money for the education of her child.
Now, imagine after some fine years when our loved ones are called by the gods/goddess and we never get to know what they desired truly and what were the things that gives them extreme joy. And, they always used to hide their desires or suppose they were mentioning them in some of their personal journals. When we get to read that journal and we just cannot forgive ourselves that our loved ones wanted to go to some theme park or wanted to start a small cafe but couldn't. The guilt trip that we experience will eat us alive.
So, when I was having dinner that day in the restaurant and found my family cherishing the moment and laughing and talking even about things that have no sense. I felt that my mother enjoys this family time together so much. See, my mother is someone who does not even go out of the house I told her many times that please go out for a stroll or anything but she never goes. And I can imagine the burnout one must be experiencing living in the same room for days after days years after years.
I have often observed that whenever we go out for the dinner we put on new energy into the family bond. And when the bond is cherished with a positive energy then the person automatically gets energetic for the rest of the time because of the satisfaction that one enjoys. I have observed that my mother enjoys it when I or my brother brings ice cream every other day, I often see her cheerful when I cook for everyone and ask her just to take some rest.
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My mother has experienced a lot and has had great suffering when she was around I guess she lost her mother and get a stepmom but she did not treat her with the love, she did not get to study what she wanted to and when she was married, she still did not get to enjoy the life because we were not financially strong. Her energy which she should have been invested in taking care of herself and nurturing herself was channelised into taking care of other people only and now what she is left with is us and we cannot bring her lost time nor can we make up for it but it would be very shameful for us if we fail to give her the happiness of the little life that she is left with.
Last but not least I would only say that life is very short, no one knows when are we going to lose our loved ones. We can never pay off the debt of our parents that they did for us. So, rather than being a part of the 'rat-race' and pursuing materialistic success put your energy into making your life joyful by investing in the relationship that you already have. No matter how much busy you are, take out some time from the day and sit with your loved ones, parents, and all those who kept and supported you.
Loudspeakers in the state
May 03, 2022
Tuesday
India is a land of music, festivals, different cultures, diverse races, ethnicity, and not to mention doctors, engineers, leaders, and so on. And, also the largest democracy in the world, everyone has the freedom to express their views, exercise whatever profession, practice their wishes, and follow whatever religion one wants. But, as time advances we tend to cross our threshold and start exploiting things on our wish, forgetting that our constitution only allows exploiting our freedom till it won't become a problem to others or it won't hurt others.
The sacred places of worship where devouts go and offer their prayers like Temples, Mosques, churches, Gurudwara, and other worshipping centers of different religions can be seen as installed with loudspeakers in the entire country. Similarly in our state too, the practice of installing loudspeakers had gone beyond the limits of what was allowed. Wherever only two loudspeakers were allowed could be seen with five loudspeakers and unauthorised and illegal loudspeakers too. In 2017, the High court in the state issued an order to remove all these unauthorised and illegal loudspeakers in all the religious worshipping places and other public address systems. And follow the norms of "The Noise Pollution Rules 2000" for installing these loudspeakers only after having the permission of the authority. But, the issued order was seen as being flouted by many, and also the law enforcers could be seen as failing to fall people in line with the rule.
But a week before, the state government issued the directive and called for immediate removal of all the illegal and unauthorised loudspeakers from all over the state, and within a week more than 55,000 loudspeakers have been removed. The head of these religious places and the head of the various religion all issued statements endorsing the government's directive and voluntarily removing the extra loudspeakers. Various Public Interests Litigations (PIL) have repeatedly filed this issue citing that it disturbs the children's education, and also the people's sleep in the morning and enhances the noise pollution.
**According to the rules laid out-**
**The loudspeakers are to be limited in number which ensures that the sound does not exceed the premise of the religious place.**
**i.e. Curb the number of loudspeakers to a minimum level.**
**It also laid out the required decibel(dB) level to be followed to enjoy these loudspeakers according to the various zones categorised in the state. For instance, In industrial zones - up to 75 dB during the daytime**
**For commercial zones - up to 65 dB during the daytime.**
**For residential zones - up to 55 dB during the daytime**
**For silence zones - up to 50 dB during the daytime and 40 dB during the night, (The silence zones include schools, hospitals, and other similar places)**
**The guidelines also directed on what basis we can be sure of that these decibels are with respect to the guidelines. Of course, one cannot deploy machines to check the noise level every now and then. So, according to the source-**
**50 dB sound is like inside the library**
**60 dB sound level is when 2-3 people are talking**
**70 dB sound level is that of traffic noise.**
At last but not least, I must say that the effective implementation of such orders is not just required in one state of the country but is required all over the country. We cannot hamper the education of our children and we must abide by the directives and guidelines which are essential not for the youth but also for the citizens of the country. Those who are seen violating such guidelines must be punished according to the law. And we must lead by example.
Thank you.
Fifth-month report
May 02, 2022
Monday
Good morning!
Yesterday, the wifi which I am connected to was not working so I couldn't have been active here and ergo missed to publish my report on the first day of the new month every time.
In April, I completed my five successful months on this lovely platform. I never thought that any such platform existed before, where we just flex our hearts and are paid. But, I also do not wish for anything for granted and to be dropped into my bag so, previously I was onto WordPress and there I was writing content related to geopolitics, social issues, and some environmental topics too. My target used to be to publish an article in a fortnight with deep research and taking help from the legitimate resources available. The process of gaining subscribers there is very slow, or you may conclude that the fastest way to earn subscribers there was to publish often unlike me. Some writers used to publish 5-10 articles a day and when I used to read their writings all I found was that they were only republishing some news from the newspaper but surprisingly at the same time they were also having more than 2000 subscribers.
My articles were also available on podcasts on Spotify, RSS feed, anchor, and also the platform available for apple podcast.
Anyway, let's focus here on my report--
**In the fifth month, I was able to gain 19 subscribers i.e. my subscriber counts jumped from 94 at the end of the fourth month to 113 at the end of the fifth month. Like the previous month, I am not announcing my target for gaining subscribers. We all know that gaining subscribers is just a child's play here so rather than luring subscribers I would want them to be attracted to my content.**
**In April There was one article that brings me the highest tips and that amounts to 04.85 dollars not to mention that it is also one of the three articles in my overall ledger report of publishing content here that brings me tips worth more than 04 dollars. The previous two were 04.28 and 04.00 dollars.**
The link to my articles that brings me the highest tips are here- Tea, coffee, and caffeine. https://read.cash/@Trofi01/tea-coffee-and-caffeine-42ba9a7f
**The article which brought me the highest number of views in the fifth month was** **"Whether he loved"****. And also it was the article that lefts me with the most delightful comment on my content till now by our respected writer ma'am @Bloghound.** https://read.cash/@Trofi01/whether-he-loved-9de80569
**It was the second part of a fictional story the prequel to this part was** **"The tragedy which keeps him aloof"****. I ended the first part of the story on an open-end and there was no desire of mine to continue the story but in the comment box people were quite excited to know about what happened next, so to please the curiosity of the readers I had to publish the second part, and I was not even aware what would I complete the second part with?.** https://read.cash/@Trofi01/the-tragedy-which-keeps-him-aloof-2bdcd7bb
Rarely, anything I write about fictional but, if you are so interested in reading fictional stories I must tell you that you need to land immediately on the pages of @Theblackdoll she writes fictional stories quite amazingly. I wonder why she doesn't publish a whole book. I normally read books in soft copy but if she publishes her own book I will definitely buy it in hard copy.
**I end up publishing 21 articles in the fifth month, I thought I will only end up around 15-20 articles because at the outset of the month I was lacking some energy in writing. But, by the end of the month, I tried to maintain the consistency which is why it ends up with 21 counts.**
**All these 21 articles brought me 45.74 dollars i.e. I managed to get 02.17 dollars on each writing published.**
**In the fifth month, I end up reading two books- RATI RAHASYA**
**-15 MINUTE RELATIONSHIP FIX**
With this, I am closing up and I wish you all a cheerful day ahead. And I also am not announcing any targets for the sixth month but I will try to publish 5-6 articles a week.
Thank you.
The photo is taken as a screenshot using an extension in my browser "Explain and send screenshot"
Thank you sister @renren16 for renewing the sponsorship.
have a good day.
Missing out!
April 30, 2022
Saturday
Yesterday, it was 45 degrees here though it's not news because it happens every year. It has become normal to have 45 degrees here in summer. And, the thing is I sometimes even switch off my fan even in such scorching heat. I start dripping sweat but the reason I switch off the fan is to avoid the interruptions while studying. There was a teacher too in my school who once told a similar thing that he often switches off his air conditioner just so that he can concentrate more while reading and I think it's since then I started following it myself.
Anyway, I just remember something from the past when I saw it was 45 degrees and my fan was switched off by me. I do not recall the year when I read this news. The month of May, June has always been scorching hot for everyone but at the same time, it used to be my exciting month too, because in these months the result of various boards exams used to be out and the newspaper used to be full of inspiring stories and the fascinating percentage the students begs in their exam. 99.6, 99.4 99, such used to be the percentage the newspaper was full of, and what I most like about it is that many of the All India Toppers were also from the same city where I was right that time and also right now. Whenever I used to read those I just was fascinated and motivated by them.
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*"There was this girl from our city who topped and as I remember her percentage was around 98.7 percent and she was from ISC (Indian school certificate) board. Everyone in India knows it's a little hard. The day her results came her parents were very happy and to celebrate the occasion her parents ordered so many sweets to distribute in the locality they were living. Around 90 kg of sweets, they ordered, and since they wanted it to distribute the next day they decided they would be keeping these sweets in her daughter's room because it was air-conditioned and thought that she could manage for a night sleeping in the hall. But, the next day when the parents woke up, she was found hanging from the fan. And, when I read the news the police report says that she committed suicide because she didn't like the uneasy feeling of sleeping in the hall and that her room was full of smell of sweets. But, I never believed in such note, I thought it's note true. Either the girl was in depression or there must be some other reasons."*
Like, the universal truth with every light comes the darkness. So, did the exam results bring, many students also commit suicide with their results because of their huge burden of not coming up to the expectations of their parents, or teachers, or sometimes their own expectations. **India records around 12,500 suicides by students in the latest updated stats.** For kind information, it's not just people who fail are the one who commits suicide but also the one who has performed considerably well but not what they thought would be their result.
**Are parents to be blamed for their expectations?**
If we arrive at the conclusion here that parents or society are to be blamed for their expectations then we would be a hypocrite and a fool. From the moment we are born our parents' responsibility increases exponentially and they enter a new phase of their life, a phase where they start working more in order to give a better life to their kids and a phase where they are willing to do everything they'd never before so that their kids can sleep peacefully. When we grow and start asking for things like chocolate or candy our parents always try bringing it to us. **"Do they bring you 1/5th of the chocolate every time you demand a bar of chocolate?" Of course NO! they don't do that. From your birth they try to do everything for you but tell me would it be so wrong if they expect a little from us? Sometimes maybe their expectations can not be really achievable. But, talking about a developing country like India, Not many people are here so rich and the huge population burden of the country has created so much competition, fighting for the same resources. And, since most of their life our parents have spent in a very restricted economic condition, they just hope that their kids do not have to suffer the same that they did. And that is one of the reasons parents expect their kids to score well in the exams and get a good jobs.**
Now, if you think that there could be another possibility of being successful in other careers like sports, or music, arts, etc then I must tell you that it's not the UK, RUSSIA, OR the USA or some developed countries where they have ample of opportunities in every field they enter, the doubt people in India have for other careers multiplied by the lack of financing themselves make them left with only studies. And, that is why in India, people are very inclined towards studies, especially their parents.
I myself was scared once when I was in class 9th that I didn't stand up to my parent's expectations but I mentioned it in one of my previous articles.
In the end, I just want to say that we must try to feel our kids as parents and we must try to feel our parents as a kid keeping ourselves in each other's shoes. Running away or avoiding is not a solution for anything, if there are some expectations being held by your parents that you are not capable of in their way, then you must reach out to them and convince them that they are able to achieve their ultimate expectations but with a different approach. We cannot blame our parents for the little expectations that they have from us in return for all their love and care in the world. And, not to mention that these expectations which they have from you are also revolving around your own good life.
As in India we say "हम अपने माता-पिता के लिए कितना भी कुछ कर लें लेकिन मां के दूध का कर्ज और आपको अपने गर्भ में धारण करते हुए वह जो दर्द सहती है उसका कर्ज हम कभी नहीं चुका सकते।"
Translation: "No matter how much we do for our parents but we can never pay the debt of mother's milk and the pain she bear while holding you in her womb."
Thank you.
Tea, Coffee and caffeine
April 29, 2022
Friday
Since childhood, I used to drink so much tea, and not to mention my right hand fractured once just in pursuit of tea. And, once I spill the just poured tea onto my lap, and my batchmates were sitting with me and I didn't realise any pain because my thoughts were focused on whether it will leave a scar on my lap. Gladly, it didn't. When I was in school the tea they used to serve was not much tasty because it consisted more of a water than milk (the reason behind it is a little confidential I don't want to mention) but even then I do not use to miss my morning and evening tea and also whenever it was served in breakfast. And my batchmates used to point **"why do you like such disastrous tea which does not even have a taste?"**. Honestly, It never came into my mind why I am even sipping the tea which does not have taste and I think it became my habit to have tea or maybe it was the caffeine that had its control over me.
As time passes I increased my tea intake and my batchmates keep on pointing me out but at the same time, I manipulated many of them to get addicted to tea. And, my room partner was not into tea so I manipulated him into the coffee. But, I manipulated them all and they all started sipping tea or coffee.
Lately, I left tea and started sipping coffee without sugar, and again the caffeine content in it was getting over me and I started having 4-5 coffee every day and then I made a rule that no matter what a liter of milk a day is the limit we will buy and that helps me control my crave over coffee. Now, I am in control and normally have 2-3 coffee a day.
Some saying about caffeine or coffee or tea:
**It will keep you awake for another two hours.**
So, people who think they need to study for long hours at the night or who are working for long hours at night prefer coffee to keep them awake. But, for me, it does not have any effect. Nothing happens to me with tea, coffee, or caffeine. This theory of keeping us awake for another 2 hours fails over me as there are times when I retire to sleep just after having tea or coffee or caffeine.
**It will keep you active and energised**.
Well, maybe that's why the corporate firms and all other offices have a continuous supply of coffee or tea. But, for me I do not feel it as some sort of energy drink or **''keeping me active drink"**, I just sip tea, and coffee for the sake of sipping and that's it.
**People who are a consumer of morning tea or coffee every day when do not receive one start having a headache.**
Actually, it's just their brain tricking them into thinking they are going to have headaches and ultimately they start feeling headaches. But, the truth is it does not have any relation it's just us who are tricked into thinking that we are having a headache. Take my example, I am a consumer of tea since my childhood and I never experienced any headache just because I do not get any tea in the morning or anytime. But on the contrary, my mother complains she is having headaches if she is not having her tea on time.
**Now, some things to consider while having caffeine:**
**It affects us in a similar way to cocaine. Now, you may guess what is the big picture of caffeine addiction.**
**There is a rule regarding sipping coffee while you are pregnant. Of course what do you expect? Don't you think the caffeine will affect you and might be to your baby if taken in excess? So, it's better to consult your doctor regarding this.**
**Now, this fact I read from the internet which says that if we drink 100 cups of coffee within four hours we would die. Hahah another new knowledge you can add in ''ways to commit suicide". 100 cups means we are taking in (100*100) mg of caffeine = 10,000 mg = 10 kg of caffeine in 4 HOURS OH MY GOODNESS.**
**Now, from the above fact you must have already deduced that each cup contains 100 mg of caffeine.**
**An interesting fact next time you will be having painkillers, take it with tea or coffee as the caffeine makes the painkiller 40 percent more effective.**
Thank you.
Have a Happy sipping caffeine:))
Republished: fairaffairs.wordpress.com https://fairaffairs.wordpress.com/2022/09/01/tea-coffee-and-the-caffeine-its-effect-and-some-myths/
The great resignation.
April 28, 2022
Thursday
In a report, it is mentioned that the world lost around twenty-one million female workforces in the world in last five years. In a world where majority of the countries still do not have enough of the female workforce participation in the economy this rate is quite alarming. It is not a good sign that women are resigning when the world wants them to walk at par and want an equal participation in the workforce. But, at the same time I would also say that they are doing good, and it's actually matter of pride that they are actually resigning.
Reasons for their resignation:
**Burnout:** Burnout is one of the main reasons, the workload that these employees face can be irritating sometimes to many people. The excessive workload does not allow them to have quality time with their own family and they start getting frustrated and annoyed. It could also lead to catastrophic family in a long term, for instance, your kids are doing whatever is coming to their mind and your partner starts getting frustrated with you as there is no intimacy all this also leads to mental fatigue and depression, and ultimately it is reflected in world happiness report**.**
**Switching jobs**: Switching jobs could be because for many reasons it could be in **pursuit of a better annual package** **or in the hope of improved working conditions.** No one would like to work in an environment where the environment does not suit them. And again this environment working condition could be due to men's lecherous behavior and continuous harassment of women mentally or physically, actually in an established firm it is more mental harassment (especially with their words) and in an unorganised sector, it could be because of both mental and physical harassment.
Also, it is a very diverse agenda that is being discussed all around the world the income parity of men and women working for the same office, it is very surprising that even the most developed countries have this prevailing issue I once read in a magazine about one of the top media agency and I was surprised to witness that even they have this issue. Now, this is something that I would call fake leadership or an act of cowardice. The work of these media agencies is to shower light upon the social issues and other issues prevailing around the world so that the world can encounter them but it is their hypocrisy that even in their own agency they are having this issue, then what is expected out of them.
**Discrimination:** There are many places that newly adopted recognising women at different new posts which were earlier unavailable to them and because of them some men think that they (women) do not deserve to do this or it is something which only men can do and are supposed to do, also it is very common to see that sometimes women reach a certain milestone which their inferior couldn't and because of this some men do not give the respect they deserve.
**Hybrid work culture:** It also adds to the problem in a way or other because of this culture many women who actually made possible the outstanding work of the organisation and also mostly because of this culture women are missed out on some events of the organisation they are working for and this led to developing a feeling of being left out.
I call this a great resignation not because of the great number it is projecting rather because I am pleased to see that women know their pride and their contribution and they know what they are capable of, it is not the era where women will endure all the atrocity of the patriarchal mindset it's the era for women to rise and shine. Resignation in such a great number brings the issue to light and brings the attention of the world and I believe gradually the issues will be solved although it's not an overnight problem so will not be an overnight solution but we need to recognise their contribution and give them the respect and position they deserve as soon as possible and failure to recognise all this only puts us at loss.
Thank you
republished https://fairaffairs.wordpress.com/2022/09/06/why-the-world-is-experiencing-a-great-resignation/
Things I am always being pointed about
April 27, 2022
Wednesday
Good morning,
Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls.
Today, I am here just to write about the things I am being pointed out always by the people who I am surrounded with. And without further ado, Let's dig into the topic.
"Will you take those clothes with you to the afterlife world?"
This is something that my mother started to point me out and then it spread and is now also used by my elder brothers against me I have this habit of 'whenever my parents buy me some clothes or I am already having some new clothes I just do not wear those clothes except for the first occasion and after that occasion, I clean it up, iron it, and then put it in my suitcase and is kept there for the time you cannot imagine'. Sometimes, those clothes are in my suitcase for almost a year and then I think about those clothes and cannot think of what occasions to put them on. As a result, most of the time those clothes get shorter and I end up donating them to someone else.
"Why don't you put on some comfortable clothes?"
Again this is said by my elder brothers, and sometimes mother too. I have a habit of wearing Jeans and a shirt all the time, no matter if it is scorching hot, or it is raining or any other season. This habit was inculcated in me when I was in military school. Actually, when we were in class 7th and 8th we were supposed to wear **"Traditional White Kurta and Payjama"** the night after dinner the seniors of class 9th can wear a comfortable lower and a t-shirt and class 10th seniors are not pointed out whatever they wear and class 11th they are the ones no one can touch in the whole school. And class 12th they are the king, they make rules. It was Saturday's dinner and Sunday's breakfast, lunch, and dinner dress code (to be in a civil dress) for the mess. So, it was only this occasion when we can use our civil dress. And, I just liked this occasion that I started putting on civil dress for the whole day before I crash into my bed, and as I became senior this became my habit to be in the civil dress most of the time. I even started sleeping in Jeans from class 11th regularly and when I passed out from school, I still used to wear jeans and shirt even while sleeping and there my family started pointing me out, **"don't you like putting on some comfortable clothes to sleep" and I always reply them that it is comfortable for me.**
"Idiot, update yourself with technologies"
This is said by my elder brother who is in IT firm and he is very keen into modern day gadgets, phones, or any other of those gadgets which catches the attention of the people who can easily be lured into buying things that even are not required by them at the moment.
I do not update myself with all the known stuffs out there in the world, I do not care what are the cellphone features or so and so. I even was so behind in this race of updating myself with the latest technologies that I was not having the online payment medium till 6 months back and the whole country adopted it drastically in 2015, and honestly I still carry cash for payments. I am not so much interested in banks and because of this I was not even having an account of myself in bank 6 months back but my brother continuously taunts me about all this and I had to use account of my parents or brother if I needed to pay fee for an examination form. And, once my brother denied and also convinced my mother not giving me her account and he told me go by yourself and open an account for yourself "you stupid idiot" and then I went but in 3 attempt I get my account opened and working. I also used to throw the responsibility of filling any examination form which I was interested in, to my brother and once he says I am not going to fill your any form, you have to do it by yourself. And, I sat on his laptop and I learned that day to fill my own application form, and since then I do it all by myself.
But, still, there are things about technologies that I am lagging at and my brother points me out always.
"Why don't you watch movies or web series?"
Again, it is said by my elder brothers and I cannot explain the reason behind it. I don't want to reveal the reason for not watching them.
"Go out with friends, spend some money and spend some time with them and refresh yourself"
It is pointed out by my elder brother and my mother. I do not go out anytime except for running or buying groceries. All my batchmates are from military school, and after passing out from the school we have scattered to different directions and in different states and I have not made any new acquaintances so yeah, there's no one to go out with and spend time with. My brother says to go out and sit in the park of the society at least and again I am like what would I do sitting duck there. But, yeah I go to the park some days but it's only around 2100 hours.
"You should have joined college dude"
All my batchmates say this to me, actually, I don't go to college and I decided on this option because I believe it would have been a time waste for me to join the college. So, I preferred open learning from the university. And, I do not explain the reason to my batchmates or anyone who ask me this question, I just hear their opinion and nod with their voice.
"Make some girlfriends, see your elder brothers they are studs they keep on posting photos with girls"
Again, it is said by my batchmates because they never have seen me with many girls and they point out me always with what I mentioned "above", and I try to dodge the topic so I just say to them yeah, you are right I need to see some girls, and make girlfriends. And they do not stop here they start enquiring so is there any girl you like? And I am like come on dude we just settled on an agreement to make a girlfriend and what do you suppose an angel falling from heaven while we are talking here. It will take time, and they are like again, next time we will talk give me some good news. And I say "ALRIGHT" to them.
Thank you.
Answering some out of box questions.
April 24, 2022
Sunday
In this article, I just am trying to answer some creative and maybe imaginative answers because these questions posed by a user Jijisaur quite a long time ago seem quite unexpected to me.
But, before I start answering questions I wanted to say thank you to all the people who support me in this journey of read.cash. It's true sometimes I do not perform much better here but still, I am trying to write something here every day.
Did you ever sneak out of your house when you were supposed to be asleep?
Well, Very strict parent I have. Forget about sneaking while they are asleep or I am supposed to be asleep. And, also I never needed to sneak out of the house and I am not the person to sneak away from the house. I am confident about informing them that I may go outside for some time at this unusual hour of the time. I do not disappoint my parents about any of my acts so they do not have any problems when I inform/ask permission to go outside with friends. There was an incident when a neighborhood girl called on my brother's phone and said to him that she wants to meet me (ME). And, she was waiting in the park it was 2200 hours and when my brother told me that the girl wants to meet you, I went there and when I came back my mum and brother starts teasing me.
What's something you thought your parents do not know, but later you find that they were already aware of?
I cannot think of any such incidents because I never have hidden anything from my parents about anything. I do not mind if I am going to be beaten by them for some of my blatant truth but I always prefer truth. This is my stand on everything not to be afraid to face anything that comes my way. I am summoned/ guilty of something I admit it.
But, still, there was a minor incident when I acted like I am asleep when my mum came to check on us, but she knew I was not sleeping and she caught me. I was small at that time.
What is your scariest imagination when you fall to sleep?
I can recall it very well, there are many times when I have seen myself in an examination hall where I found that I am running out of time or something unusual happened to me in the hall. And, the next morning when I wake up after this dream I think of the whole dream again and then I check on my studies in my mind if I am lacking somewhere or my studies are running behind.
When, I first encountered this type of dream I immediately recall the whole dream and searched on internet what it could mean having such dreams and in the result I have found that when you find yourself giving exam or writing papers in the dreams it indicates a tough time is about to come in your life. And since then I always alert myself for every possible thing that could happen soon.
Have you ever started an unintended fire?
Yeah, It is very funny we were in class 11th and it was the month of winters and we just put on a show in our dormitory, we made a fire and there was a sprayer and a 5 litre bottle of spirit I filled it up to the brim closed the sprayer properly and then fill it also in another sprayer and gave one to another batchmate, everyone was studying or using their phone, it was the time of the final exams and everyone was so afraid of the exam because we had a fight with the teacher and they threatened us that they will fail many of us as possible.
It was around midnight and in no time I just took a paper lit it and then we two start spraying the spirit over it from a distance so that it can cover a wide angle, and we were doing this activity in our dormitory. And, we were using the sprayer in such tactics that we managed to let the flames touch the ceiling which was 13 foot high. And yeah I was doing all this act just beside my bed so that no one would have much problem and become sensitive. In no time we were putting on a show and everyone in our dorm closed their books and enjoyed it delightedly. I was happy seeing everyone forgetting their stress and having fun.
We continued the show for around 15 minutes and then a few other batchmates from the other dorm living on the second floor came and start asking us to let them do it. And you can call me a hypocrite here but I just denied them and controlled everyone that it is enough and we cannot empty the bottle of the spirit because it is just this available for this month unless we get the next supply.
And immediately after this I starts studying and a batchmate from his bed said to me **''hey XYZ we will do it again tomorrow"** and I retorted No, we are not doing it again soon. We need the spirit available till the last of the month.
What did you think at the time was cool but now regretted?
I do not have any regrets till now, yes as an inexperienced traveler of the life I had some regrets but as I continued to build wisdom I realised everything is good and I really do not regret anything, I correct my mistakes if I have done any, and I held myself accountable if something unusual happens on my account. I am not a guy who tries to become a cool guy, I just am an ordinary human leading a simple life.
What's the worst scenario on your birthday?
I do not celebrate birthdays neither I am interested in celebrating them. So, there isn't any worst scenario as I recall. But yeah I wanted to tell you that this year this girl (the girl I mentioned in one of the above answers) brought me the cake at midnight exactly 0000 hours. And, that's why my brother thought we need to invite them over for dinner so my mum prepared dinner for her and I called a batchmate of mine and also a few friends of my brother came over and we just enjoyed it.
The end
Thank you.
15 km Run
April 20, 2022
Wednesday
Good Morning! Everyone
I observe this month I am writing quite less than I used to but I make sure I get to read many of your articles, maybe I am just confused about what to write.
So, from the headline, you already get an idea that it is something more of a personal experience of running 15 km. Like, I have told, a few times. I LIKE RUNNING LATELY, and it acts more of a medication to me, running a distance makes me feel relieved. While running I forget whatever is happening elsewhere, my whole focus is on the concrete road and the white strips segregating different lanes on the road.
I studied quite much and I wanted to relieve myself a little so I thought to go out for a run, usually, I run three or five or 7 km for this purpose, but this time the idea just came into my mind that today I will go for 12 km and I am not going to stop before that. With that, I ask for a phone from my mum and after having her phone I went out.
I was not in the mood to run fast, just wanted to complete 12 km and end my day with a good amount of ENDORPHINS in my body. I started running, by the time the first kilometer was completed I witnessed the lake there and the cemetery in front of it. The next kilometer further, the train passed by my side parallelly by the way no one ever waved from the train to me ahahha but yeah many times the small kids on the road wave their hand to me and I return the gesture with a smile and a wave of the hand. And sometimes, they also run with me for 40-50 meters, and I just like it and slow my pace when they try to run with me but honestly these little kids have such a strong determination that they feel they can outrun me and therefore they increase their pace and I just smile seeing their dedication to past me.
By the time I completed 3 km I reached a railways station, it is just a small station but has great strategic importance. I always wished to stop there many times and sit on the benches but the "running out of time" diseases has covered almost the whole population of the world and for the very same reason I think that rather than sitting here I can reach home and study or do some household works and so on. The fourth kilometer was completed and by the time fifth was completed I start circling a route of 3 km stretch thrice because I do not want to go far running in a straight line also it is all highway here and there's no guarantee you are safe to run on this highway with vehicles moving over 100kmph speed.
I completed 10 km and I find that I am at very ease, neither I am struggling with breathing nor any pain, so I start thinking should I go beyond 12 km today while I completed 12 km I was still not feeling anything so I thought let's try 15km today and with that thought I keep on running and it was already soo dark and I was in a stretch where the street light was not switched on maybe, they forget to turn it on today. So, I had to put on the flashlight on the phone, yeah, the situation might seem funny to you but I live on the outskirts and there are animals roaming sometimes and I just don't want to disappoint my mum with an unwanted injury.
By the time I completed 14.5 km, It gets too dark and I knew that mum would have been worrying by now when I was distracted by this thought suddenly it came into my mind why not17 km and after 17k m why not do it till the half marathon but the virtue of time and darkness doesn't allow me to do that.
So, after completing 15km in 84 minutes I came back home. Took a bath, was relieved and had dinner, and slept.
Thank you.
Whether he loved...
April 18, 2022
Monday
About three days ago, I wrote a story that was filled with action, thrill, and romance. And I was not actually in any mood to complete the story but there were a lot of comments in it, and that put me into qualms and finally, I decided to further the story. If you want to read the story you can find it here https://read.cash/@Trofi01/the-tragedy-which-keeps-him-aloof-2bdcd7bb
Recapitulating the previous part, there was a gentleman who achieved fame and respect, struggling through and was escorted by a girl, at the point the man was realising even after achieving all the things he is void underneath. No one was there for him who holds him dear for what he is as a person, not what he does as a profession.
*Now ahead-*
The man was in a state of perplexion and he was not sure if he could reflect back on the same love that the girl has for him. Though it was true that he knew this girl before as she expressed her love for him before he politely walked against the lane because he had nothing to give her. And, being realistic he knew sooner or later there will be rifts between them. But, after he was established with his career, what he lacked was a love life, a person who could root for him even if he is at his worst.
Realising, the girl still feels the same way for him, he thought that he can talk to her and find a ground if they can fit. But, at the same time, he was also having thoughts about the jeopardy he will put her into because he was a high-profile person and there was an attempt to assassinate him, which even she encountered on her re-meeting that day of celebration.
Rationalising things, what he concluded was he can give it a go because he was already having government security protecting him as he was an asset to the government. He called her and asked her to meet on a bridge of a Moscow river. They were enjoying the beauty of the night and embracing the beautiful moments together while the girl was surrendering her emotions she told how she had been through when he didn't accept her proposal earlier, and she further herself that there was no one she can talk to, there was no one who she feels could root for her, everyone she thought could be a good person was only found to be an immoral and wicked person flabbergastingly searching for opportunities to take the advantages of other.
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She was having teary eyes by now and said **'I'm just so happy to feel you around me, feeling your arms around my shoulder, and resting my head on your chest feels so protective and so warm, that I want this moment to cease itself, and it's just you and me who are alive in the time when the time stops moving.'** He was an emotion-tolerant person before but someone very rightly said when you are continuously shot down by the arrows of love you can't help yourself but cease. And, looking into his eyes she said to him, don't you feel comfortable sharing your life with me, and he was slurred hearing it but told her that all this time he had no personal life. He was just engrossed with his work all this time that he never even get to feel what a lip of a girl tastes like.
Her eyes were now glistening with a light one could have never seen before. Realising that the only man he loved in her life was also someone who have never shared any history with any girl which was not so common seeing all the transient relationships and people being so eager to get into relationships these days.
Her tears which were being held were seen to be betraying her now, and it could be seen across her cheeks flowing into two straight lines down her chin which cannot be hidden by a person walking 50 meters across the bridge. He wiped her tears and she nearly broke and started sobbing and he held her in his arms. He was caressing her hair and it was now the first time he kissed her forehead and just look into her eyes with enamour. She said there is something I need to tell you...and he said we have been talking for so long and I think you should relax now and get some sleep. We can talk anytime you want...
while he was completing himself she interrupted and said to him that she only have two months left.
He was perplexed by what he just heard, had no idea of what she was saying and he asked her what does she mean? And she told that she only have two months left in this world. And, now the atmosphere around them now become as silent as a cemetery and they were just staring at each other, he was struggling to jot the words he just heard. She put herself around his chest and start speaking in a voice which was very unpredictable and she continued...
THE END
**Thank you. Have a peaceful night and embrace the love, the love of your life, family, and friends. You never know how much they need you**.
Last but not least Thank you madam @Theblackdoll for continuing the blessings.
The tragedy which keeps him aloof.
April 16, 2022
Saturday
There was a young boy who was kind, humble, generous, and who never asked for anything for himself. He also didn't have many resources available to himself nor did he want to bother his family with extra needs. And, this way of living morphed this young boy into someone who is so extremely confident, and how to make the best use of the resources available to him.
He always wanted to do something big and wanted to deliver something to the world, establish his fame and become a respected member of society. Overall he was a visionary person.
He keeps on sailing through the life and at every turn, he becomes the best version of himself. The day finally arrived when he had achieved something which was quite adorable and he was being praised by everyone. There was a ceremony where thousands of men and women gathered just to acknowledge his excellency, it must seem like a political rally but it wasn't. He gave a small speech just a simple and assertive one. After his speech, a few people bestowed him with a garland around his neck and his neck.
It seems he was happy to everyone but there was a deep sense of feeling inside which was buried a long time ago. It was a matter of time before this place which was crowded with thousands of people was vacated in seconds and there was no one around him, he was just standing there with garlands that now were in his hand. He realises that these successes, these achievements, these works which he was doing were just something that he was delivering to society. But, there was no one really standing with him, no one who was proud of him. No one could say that this is the person who is most dear to me. And who could say that this man is the love, support, and motivation of my life.
He was just wiping out these thoughts because he always run away from thoughts like these where he find himself alone. And at the same moment a girl came over and congratulated him personally, it was less of a congratulation more of a praise and love. She was not a girl he was going to meet for the first time. He didn't remember the girl at all. And, the girl said "do you remember me?" and he was silent, the girl then said 'I am the girl who expressed my love to you before and you didn't care about anything at that time. And you told me that you don't have anything to give to me, but you never knew that I was not in pursuit of your material luxuries but your love'. She said she knew one day we both will be with each other and she still haven't looked for anyone else
At this moment the boy remembered the girl and said "yes, I remember you". He asked how is she, what she is doing? And the girl interlocked his hand with hers' and asked can we talk somewhere else. He said "of course!" They both went near a window and their hands were still interlocked and the girl said I still love you. But the man said 'you won't be happy with me and also I am a very bad person, I do things which people does not like'. Girl, said it doesn't matter when we love someone, we just accept them for who they are. The man was already being overwhelmed by his buried emotions and he knows he love that girl too but he just wanted that she can move on with her life. He was now becoming vulnerable in front of her. She was talking to him with her endearing eyes glazing directly into his, while sometimes rubbing the outer side of his hands.
He was going to say something but she cuts him and said 'Do you want to kiss me? you can kiss me? if you want me to do anything I will do it" and with that, she stretches herself towards his lip. But, he said we can do it later let's first start things which we have missed all this time, while they both were leaning towards the window she told him about a medical problem she is having and he said let's not stress ourselves with any medical condition, we can face that together. And, there was a scene being created just a few meters ahead of him for his assassination and he was already guessing the way the scene was being designed. And with that he said to the girl, we need to leave this place right now, you are not safe here. She was perplexed, she couldn't get the picture together but she hold his hand while he was moving her from that place. There was no convoy of him waiting there because he needed personal time. As he walked away 100 meters from there, a truck immediately came up speeding and dashed directly into a car right there and 3 people came out with guns and started firing.
He started running with her, using his tactics he was able to dodge them for the moment, and he then said to her, "you see, that's why you will not be safe with me, people are looking to kill me. There's a plan out there to kill me". And she was not able to collect herself but she still was holding his hand and her eyes were telling every word she wanted to say. Then the man said 'alright! I will drop you to your place", and he dropped her at her place, while he was gaining his way back to his home he was again tracked but he reached his home safely.
Thank you.
Coffee Without Sugar
April 13, 2022
Wednesday
This is an article regarding some questions which I saw from Articlee (user). Anyway, it's little fun to answer questions here.
**Do you prefer a black or blue pen to write?**
This question makes me smile always, I actually prefer a **RED** pen to write. And, I always use it to write and there were two-three times when the teacher told me not to use it, but I just ignored them and I keep on continue writing with what I like, of course except for exams.
I barely care what I like and often ignore my liking or hide it maybe because of the scenarios, but, whenever I get stubborn about what I want to do then no one can obstruct me unless they want to get caught in the middle.
**Would you prefer to live in the city or the countryside?**
I would like to live in all the places at time, and that includes mountains, hinterlands, Megacities, or any other places even deserts. I would like to explore and experience all of the terrain.
**If you could acquire a new skill, what would it be?**
I would like to learn Ice-skiing, and skating.
**Do you drink your tea or coffee without sugar?**
I drink my coffee without sugar, it is very rare that you find a youngster drinking coffee or tea without sugar in INDIA, honestly, every people who know me when they hear I prefer coffee without sugar they give a look. Even my brothers when they heard it first.
**Do you prefer Baths or showers?**
I like both and would go for both, but having a shower every day is not good for our skin so I constrict it for not more than 2-3 days a week.
**What was your favorite book as a child?**
I was so obsessed with topping the class that I never cared to read anything more than my syllabus in my childhood. But, when I was in class 7th I first read a novel and it was **"MOBY-DICK"**.
**If you would be a mythical creature, what would it be?**
I would go for being "VAMPIRE", the ones like they have shown in Vampire diaries and the originals. (NEeeEKLAUS IS MY FAVOURITE) HAHAHA
**Do you prefer reading a soft copy or a hard copy?**
I never liked hard copy but, for 2 years I only have been reading soft copy. And, I think it could be fun.
**Do you like your name? Want to change it?**
I love my name more than anything else. I would never change it. I even choose my name for every next birth if it all depends on me. Yeah, the name that I use here is not my name, and I do not know if I like it but I do not hate it.
I once asked a person who hates me the most **"HOW IS MY NAME?"** and that person replied **"IT'S VERY RARE"** and there I smiled to myself.
**Who is a mentor to you?**
A lot of people had been my mentor and I have never felt ashamed asking for guidance from elders. I took it from my seniors and there is a brother of mine who is also a mentor to me right now. He is @Pegasus123
**Would you ever want to be famous? If yes what for?**
I would like to consider myself the PRESIDENT OF RUSSIA.
**Are you a restless sleeper?**
I do not know what that means. But, I do not like to sleep, I feel every second of sleep robs me of my time.
**Do you consider yourself romantic?**
No, I am not. Well, that's what my batchmates say, and even a sister of my friend keep on saying it. Also, a girl from my neighborhood comments "do you even got any feelings? "
**Who do you want to be close to?**
I do not want to be close to anyone.
**Do you miss someone at the moment?**
NO, I do not miss anyone not now, or ever.
**What can you see outside your bedroom window?**
Just, more and more flats.
**What are you most thankful for**?
For all the situations and circumstances I have been through.
**Have you met anyone famous?**
I have met ARUNIMA SINHA, she is the world's first female amputee to scale mount everest.
**Do you like spicy food?**
I do not like food at all.
**Do you keep[ a diary or a journal?**
No, But, I wanted to.
**Do you prefer to use pen or pencil?**
Pen it is. And, specifically, it's always INK-PEN. The one which is used to write by dipping the tip in an inkpot and then reflecting it on your notebook.
What is your star sign?
THE CAPRICORN :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
W**hat would you want your legacy to be?**
I just would like to pass on how to be a gentleman if it is to pass to my son, and how to be a great and ferocious lady if it is my daughter. And never to quit or blame anything or anyone.
**Do you like reading? What was the last thing you read?**
Yes, I have become an avid reader lately. The last book I read and finished was day before yesterday and it was "KAMASUTRA".
**How do you show someone you love them?**
I never show someone that I love them because I do not love, and I do not like it if someone thinks I love them or care about them.
**Do you like ice in your drinks?**
NO, it dilutes the taste.
W**hat are you afraid of?**
Not anyone and not anything.
**What is your favorite scent?**
Every scent fills the surrounding with a beautiful scent. I like the scent of "Petrol, diesel, and kerosene" so much. I like the scent of sanitizer and the smell of Whitener.
**Do you address older people with their first or last name?**
I call my elder people with a title not by their name. And the title usually are - Sir/ma'am, uncle, and aunt or elder brother.
**If money was not a factor how would you live your life?**
Just enjoy all the beauty of this beautiful earth. In other words, I would interact with most countries.
**Do you prefer swimming in pools or in oceans?**
I actually have swum in swimming pools yet. I will see what swimming in the ocean feels like.
**Have you seen a shooting star? And what wish you make for?**
No, I haven't but I was interested to see it. It does not thrills me anymore even if I see one. And I won't wish for anything.
**If you have a tattoo, where would you like it?**
OH DAMN! I do not like tattoo, and I will never engrave any tattoo on my body on any place.
**What can you hear right now?**
this
https://youtu.be/1TDKCl9jRDk
**Where do you feel the safest?**
When everyone panics I feel the safest and calmest.
**What is the one thing you want to overcome or conquer?**
Learning how to give privacy to other people, and the freedom they want. Honestly, I suck at this and I do not know if I have done anything to improve myself over it. Do you have any idea? suggest me in the comment box.
**What is your most used emoji?**
I do not use emojis because I do not understand them. It's really hard to understand for me, this looks more complex to me than any difficult subject or something which I cannot understand.
**What is your favorite season? and why?**
Winter is my favourite, because when the cool breeze blows overmy face while striking the chest and smoothly climbing up the chin and slowly following and crossing ear lobes and sliding down my hairs, it all just feels so refreshing.
**How would you spend your ideal day?**
Playing basketball or going running.
**Describe yourself in one word.**
I am "INVINCIBLE"
**Thank you. And have a peaceful night**.
Q and A time.
April 09, 2022
Saturday
I read an article containing spooky questions and it come to my attention by @Tamia And while reading her I thought I will try to answer them too. Because one question was my favorite in it. Her article can be found here. https://read.cash/@Tamia/spooky-questions-lets-try-answering-them-8bf38ded
But, first I want to wish all the people an enjoyable weekend. Make the most of this weekend to refresh yourself and fill up yourselves with energy unparallel to any.
I would also like to express my gratitude to my supporters and I would also like to thank you @foryoubtc09 for considering me to sponsor, it's actually the second time you are going to sponsor me. And, I am sorry that I am extending my gratitude a bit late.
If you were given the death penalty, what you wish to be your last meal?
Well, this is an interesting question I have been thinking about it since I was a young kid and I have given a lot of time to this question in my childhood.
So, the answer to the above is that I will go for the Cutlet, Bread, Sauce, and Milk. And please keep on supplying it unlimitedly. This was the preferred breakfast in our school and I have created a record in this sector, of eating it maximum with maximum quality of milk.
I like to drink milk a lot, like a really lot.
Would you spend the night in a haunted house if someone paid you?
Are you kidding me? you seriously asking me to be paid for something which I would like to do even at free, yeah this is something which was my favorite question in her article. I like horror plot a lot and I keep on hearing some real witches story in my village by my ancestors. And, since then I am keen to meet ghosts, or witch for real. I can spend not just the one night in a haunted house rather, I would spend every day spending every night in that haunted house and I would even love if those ghosts, and witches sit and talk with me.
Have you ever had an unexplainable experience of supernaturals?
The question is asked in a plural sense, I am a bit surprised. People even do not have a single such experience and here you are asking it plurally.
I think yes I have experienced it but only in my dreams and I love every second of those dreams. Honestly, while, having supernatural dreams I am quite conscious of what is happening to me and what and how am I exactly reacting, and, there were 2-3 times when my parents come to wake me up and ask what is happening to you, and I reply to them "just go back to sleep". And, my episodes continue.
By the way, I love those dreams when they happen. But it is a pity that I am not having such dreams for about a month now.
In your way what is the most brutal way to die?
Cannot answer that because I might not know half of the ways to die. And I do not want to limit my thoughts while answering this so, I prefer not to answer this.
**Which horror movie murder did you find most disturbing?**
I really like those horror events and it becomes difficult when you are asked questions about something to answer in a negative way while you enjoy the situation in a positive way.
How about they make a movie in which the murderer goes by skinning the person and then going on to split each vein from toe to head. (Like a bamboo split)
How often do you think about death?
Earlier, I used to think about it a lot. But, one reason could be that I was not much occupied earlier. But, I learned we got to live once and since then I try to make the most of it, and I must not conceal that I still waste my time on a few unwanted things. I will control them.
Now, I do not have any particular thoughts about death, I just only want that when I go to death I would be satisfied with my deeds and I can be happy and glorious about something I have given to this world.
Have you ever seen a fresh corpse?
No, I haven't seen any corpses. But, there was an incident when I had the chance to see the dead body. It was my great-grandfather who was dead and people were crying and seeing him. But, on the contrary, I was just sitting on a bed and just wandering the beautiful nature, people were crying and I was thinking come on people, he ain't coming back in trade for your tears.
I am pointed out about it a lot, my parents and friends keep on saying "dude, cannot you show some emotions?" My parents sometimes say "you don' have a heart you won't even will remember us when we will be gone''.
I just laugh about the question.
Thank you.
Reason I joined Military School
April 07, 2022
Thursday
I have been sharing a bit too much about myself, or my stories here, and today I am going to share something which is a story that happened in 2013.
It was 2009 when my brother joined the military school, and our family went to drop him at the school for the first time. My parents, grandfather, my elder brother, and me. We were asked to report at 08:30 in the morning at gate no. 02, I think my parents were excited to see off their eldest child. In other words, it was their first experience putting away their first child to a place 200 km from a big city. Given, that we belong to a remote village. And maybe, on the other hand, they were having thoughts about how they will live without their child or so and so emotional thoughts must be crossing through their brains.
And, here I was in the backseat of the car just wondering about the city and roads, the various infrastructure which I never had seen in my life. I was astounded by the environment of the city.
The meeting started where the principal (an army officer) gave a speech ensuring parents that they are doing just the right thing or so and that they will treat these young kids as his son., and they will be nurtured in one of the best environments. The speech ended in about half an hour or maybe a complete hour, they told us to have some snacks and tea. And after that parents went into the house (hostel) to choose a place for their kids to settle. And, luckily this building was newly constructed and therefore everything was so new, the bed, the desk, the cupboard. And, I helped my brother to organise his belongings to the particular place. And around 1700 hours when we departed my parents broke out, and I was like what is the need to shed tears. It's just a good thing that he will be grown up in an environment which will provide a plethora of opportunities.
We came back, and I was already fired up to join the same school. Well, my mum cried for a few days. **And, honestly, when people cry I do not know what to do and I even think is the crying going to relieve the pain? But, still, I tried to console her by saying that "Mummy, he is in right place, do you want him to stop his studies and come live with you"?**
I was still very young and I was given a second thought by my parents and relatives that I already have had my hand fractured twice, and I won't make it to military school. But, still, I was so stubborn that I refused to give a thought to their misconception. And, I sat in the exam of military school when I attained the required age. However, I could not clear the exam in my first attempt but in the following attempt I cleared it, I cleared the interview and physicals, and also was declared for by the medical board, and now we had to wait for almost a month for the final merit list.
I was so enthusiastic but, I didn't make it to the merit list. I was sad but not broken, I decided I will study hard to further go in my life and will achieve other heights in my life. I started studying more than I should have been at the age of 10 years. But after about 45 days they declared another list where they informed us that I have been selected. *(This list was declared because few of the selected candidates did not join the school, and they had to fill the void seats).*
I was happy. I finally was in military school enrolled as a cadet on May 06, 2013, at the age of 10, even younger than my brother's age at the time he was enrolled. And, I also was the smallest cadet in my batch in terms of age.
I prospered, failed, learned, and grew there. But, when we passed out from that school, I still haven't learned one thing there, which is remembered not just by me but by all of my batchmates occasionally. But, now they have grown in that sector too, while, I still am behind or you can say I am far behind the starting line of that sector.
Thank you, Have a peaceful night.
Book: 15 Min relationship fix.
April 06, 2022
Wednesday
I recently read this book **"15 min relationship fix"** and the title itself suggests that it is meant to clear the obstructions in a relationship, especially the intimate one. Written by **Joel Block, Ph.D.** but I do not like the last word of the title. Maybe they should have chosen a counter-word for it, which wouldn't seem to materialize.
It claims to be a clinically proven book to counter the hindrance in marriage and revive the real intimacy among the partners. The things ruled out in the book seem to depict the methods used in marriage counseling therapy. And, I think this book is really helpful to those couples who are hesitating to pay a visit to the marriage counselor to save their relationship.
The book explains the exercises to be followed by the couple and each session comprises just 15 minutes it also says, it may be hard initially to go through the exercise without being interrupted by our partner but, gradually the involved parties understand the importance of the exercise.
**So summarising this 15 min session, I would mention what they are supposed to do-**
**5 minutes for Partner A to reveal their emotion like, how they feel, what they are going through, and what they want. And this is limited only to 5 minutes just to avoid the chaos of over-showering of emotions and to let the opposite partner grasp what her/his partner is actually saying.**
**The next 2-3 minutes are given to the opposite partner to summarise what their partner just said in their own views**
**Then, it is confirmed by Partner A if they think their partner has actually understood what she/he wanted to say.**
**The same process is repeated by Partner B and vice versa.**
It is said that initially the sessions may not be found useful but they will bore the desired result and the desired way the session is supposed to go. And, it is also being suggested, not to use the information revealed against their partner.
It tries to cover a diverse probability that is responsible for our partner's behaviour. And, this is the portion that I believe should be read by all. Our partner's behaviour could be a result of some childhood traumatic experience or something undesirable that they have gone through in the past and those incidents have planted a seed of insecurity in them.
Many a time, the couple conveys their messages in an indirect way and which backfires in the majority of the cases and thus, leading to an unwanted argument that keeps piling up and straining the relationship.
The bottling up of emotions is an act of playing it safe, thinking that it is of no use or your partner may get over her/his misunderstanding sooner or later is no solution. The act of real intimacy involves being emotionally naked and expressing yourself and at the same time hearing your partner's emotions.
Some people are not loved in their childhood or are devoid of the attention they desire at an early age and when they enter into adult-relationship, their behaviours guide them towards fulfilling these things that they lacked, and in some forms, it could be a straining factor in a relationship when these things are not handled carefully. Or, take another example where a person has not been given any privacy in their life from early on and when they are in a relationship they seek this privacy but, when they feel they are still not having the privacy they are hoping for they tend to act out or start becoming annoyed and irritated and lash it out on the person who does not deserve it.
People tend to act to play safe but, they don't remember that their partner loves them for who they are, they fell for each other for a reason and it would not bring any harm if they are emotionally naked to their partners. Instead, it makes them feel loved, and feel trusted because you are willing to let your guard down and show your vulnerabilities to her/him.
**For a person who is willing to spend their life holding your hands, they definitely expect their partner to be able to share even the smallest things which makes them sad or joyous. We need not overthink that we are burdening our partner with emotions or problems, remember we shouldn't underestimate the power of a mysterious force of love. Maybe, it is this love that will let you sail through, even the harshest of the storm coming your way. Find a way to maintain a work-life balance.**
Thank you, And have a learning day.
I must say that this book is just a 96-page book and one should read it.
A quarter month user and report
April 01, 2022
Friday
It's Friday and I feel like I am fried or freed or bonded to another thought whatever.
It has always been very interesting to read and watch people's reports here and gladly I also mention mine always because it makes me feel little good as an excuse it makes me calculate what I really collected from here and what I gained, learned, and published.
But, before that, I would like to express my gratitude to all the people who are here and are supporting me in their own ways. And thereby, I would like to express my gratitude to my sponsor block who keeps it filled.
It was November, the last week and if I am not mistaken it was twenty-eighth when I joined and keep on interacting with people.
And I feel quite good that I completed four months already here and I have all the energy to keep going and explore it more and more. And it is coming from a man who never refuses to sail and learn.
A brotherhood of mine @Pegasus123 joined this platform a month ago and he too shares a similar background as I do though I must say he is a person who never supports me but the person who is opposite to me, and I like this quality of him as I think it helps me to let go of my ego and take a look on things in a very different way. But, we laugh at each other when he is wrong and my ego was right. So, these things aside let's mention that he too published his own report of his journey on read.cash which you can read here. https://read.cash/@Pegasus123/month-of-consistency-and-growth-504a8972
And, here I am with mine-
So, at first, I started the march with different energy and it didn't go well as the energy I was hoping for.
I published a total of 23 articles in the month of March which was a unit more than I targetted for, and I wasn't even thinking that I crossed the threshold but glad I did.
I hoped to gain subscribers from 73 to 80 initially but to my surprise, it was achieved and then I extended it to gain at least 85, that was achieved too so I extended it to 90 and that too was achieved in the same month. Now, my subscriber base counts at 94. However, the subscriber base is something I do not particularly like to flaunt.
About my earnings, I thought this month I will touch around 45 or 50 dollars maybe but sarcastically I managed a sum of 38.83 dollars all.
I was able to finish 2 books this month which were "The Psychology of Money" and "The Prodigal Daughter".
I also did some meditation this month which was new. I got some clear vision, some fog was cleared from my sight which was obstructing me in some way or maybe helping me to go slow in a joyful manner.
With that note, I will end up here without any targets for this month, let's just enjoy what comes the way up.
Thank you.
Have a thoughtful day.
Runtastic.
March 31, 2022
Thursday
It was November 2020, when I first joined a running platform (just an app to record your run) which is of Adidas. The main disadvantage which I see in using these apps personally is that you have to carry the phone with you while running which I do not like not a single percent. But, still, I downloaded this app because a batchmate of mine wanted me to download it and compare our runs. We already live in different cities. So, I downloaded it for him because he curse me a lot hahaha because we always keep on fighting every time on every single thing.
I was not any running enthusiastic from the beginning and trust me when I say that it is something which I used to see a very tiring thing. Since, I owe my background to a special school therefore it was just compulsory to run everyday except on Sunday. And in one of my article where I mentioned how I lose 16kg in less than 30 days it was, when I realised running is something really worthful.
But, still after that the circumstances didn't allowed me to run for another next 2 years after that. I missed running in that 2 years and when I decided to continue with it again I found that I cannot even go 200 meters and I came back to my house and I was so terrified and keep on thinking what happened to me and this scenario keep on being disturbing me for almost 2 months when I at least can run 5 km but with very terrifying pace just 06:30 min/km and I started searching how to improve my pace.
And it was then when I tried to further exploit this running app and I found there was almost all type of blogs being published about nutritional care, physical care, dieting, losing weight without going calorie deficit and guided meditation and so many articles all related to your health and physical activities.
I read all those blogs one at a time and apply some of them and also there is an extraordinary feature in there we can add friends all over the world and leave a comment on their running. (Don't confuse it with a dating site)
I interacted with some of the most wonderful people but slowly some left who were my favorite and there was a person who I asked help for improving my pace and he suggested some ways and since then he continuously interacted and he cheers me always up. I added so many friends there that I used to spend a lot of time scrolling runners' activity.
Recently there was an update in this app which I do not like as because I believe it is a breach of privacy. The feature brings that it can show your exact place on the map where you ran, what track you used, and everything nearby. It directly takes you to the google map and you can easily track that person and if being issued this feature people can suffer a lot.
There's few other perks of this app that there are some point system and every activity you record, awards you some point and you can redeem it on the adidas store for availing discount on your purchase, and also the most fascinating perk is you can have an early access to the products of adidas.
The greatest perk which is achieved only when you have reached Icon level where you have the access to attend all the meetings and parties organised by adidas.
Overall, it is something which I started liking because it brings back my pace and also it makes me realised that I love running a lot.
There are many race dedicated to various events like women day, or saving oceans, or how we can reduce the plastic. The various events which it conducts and publish articles and when I see them and see people's reaction I feel delighted that people are actually coming forward for some good cause.
The guided meditation in it is really beautiful if you struggle with meditation then you should definitely try the guided meditation not just from but from anywhere you like such as you tube.
Thank you and Good night.
Review on "The Prodigal Daughter"
March 30, 2022
Wednesday
Many of you are already aware that I have been reading a bit of **"THE PRODIGAL DAUGHTER"** lately, *a fictional book*. And I am just glad to say that I added one more book to my already completed **'book-read-list'**. With that and according to one of the traditions that I start following lately to write a summary of the book that I finish reading, here.
But, before reading further why don't you all turn the volume up-
https://youtu.be/9Ke4480MicU
So, this book is the sequel to Kane and Abel.
The main character is **"Florentyna Rosnovski"**. Her family was **'POLACK'** and settled in America and therefore Florentyna was bullied in her school. But she was taught by her governess and her father how not to overreact about all the fuss that doesn't require ur attention. Her father wanted a son after her but he couldn't have one because of his low sperm count. But, then he was contented and channelized all his energy towards the upbringing of his only child.
I liked his character but in some aspects, I beg to differ with his character I believe it was a normal circumstance for him according to the new place he was now living. He was just a penniless immigrant but he went on to build chains of hotels in his own country and across the border. He became a millionaire with his strong will, determination, and intelligence.
Florentyna on the other hand wanted to become the president of the United States of America since she was 11 and she has gone into various characteristics from a sweet little kid to an egotistical teenager only when she got a seat in the student's council of her school and started seeing herself as someone who can do anything with her power and with a view to become the president of the same council next year but un-surprisingly she could not even make it to the list of the council next year. But, her governess and father helped her out. She again becomes calm and composed. She studied hard again to win the top scholarship to one of the finest schools in America where she graduated and made some good friends. Fell in love with a boy only to see him being married to someone else.
Picture source https://images.app.goo.gl/nBmkGhbDeHzkMtwT6
Her father had all the wealth and she can join her father's business anytime she wanted also as she was the only child. But, she fell in love with another guy and they both elope after finding their families are not so hot in the background. She took a job in a shop and decided to open her own shop and anticipating she can get a loan from one of the banks for her plan. But, her loan was being rejected and she never knew that her father secured to get her loan without knowing her. *(I actually am a fan of what a father can do for his daughter: the father-daughter love is really so amazing).*
She opened her first shop and it didn't go quite well the first year and not even the second year but then slowly like the universal truth always prevails **(Trust on time when you are doing all the things possible by yourself)** she was able to manage some considerable profits and she also decided to expand her another shop in another place and then so on with her intelligence and quotient.
Her father died which saddened her. She became the chairman of her father's chain of hotel **"Baron's group"** and she took her responsibilities explicable well and run the hotel quite amazingly as her father used to and with that, she gave the responsibility of her shops to one of her close person. And her husband also managed to become the chairman of the only bank his father have been serving and therefore they both were elated with their life.
**It amused me when her husband ask her what is she up to next and she boldly replied to become a "billionaire"**.
The life circumstances brought her back to something which she always dreamt of, her friend asked her to file her nomination to be elected as a senate member from her hometown. And she won the election to become the only congresswoman in the congress. She adapted very well. And then things happen that she realizes she should try for the presidential election but her opponent allured her that if she won't fight as his only opponent he would appoint her as a vice-president and since it can be his last term, therefore, he will let her become the president only in the next election and bingo! she was already lured into the tempting offer to her. Which I find very stupid behaviour of her. How can she be underconfident even though having great support? When the next election was near she approached the president only to be disappointed by his statements. She had it all lost which she knows deep down. She decided that after her tenure as vice president she will be dedicated to her hotel and spend the rest of her life.
Surprisingly, the president died of a heart attack and she was made the president as per the rule of hierarchy the story ends here. With an ending where her childhood dream came true.
And another sequel of this novel continues as **"Shall we tell the president"**
Well, from this book I gained a few things.
There was one thing that keeps me thinking and I want to know your thought about it and it is- If you are running for president/Prime Minister and when the media questions you about your capability and you boldly reply that they will witness their victory in another conference after the result. My question is suppose you lose the election, how you are going to see in the eyes of all those with whom you blatantly went to length about your victory? Or you don't have any self-esteem left that you ignore people, and, lose after revealing your overconfidence? Haven't you anticipated the outcome with a rationale pessimistic view, And how will you face it?
**THANK YOU HAVE A THOUGHTFUL DAY.**
This has all my attention
Tuesday
March 29, 2022
Right now an hour ago I was watching a series **"LEGACIES"** it's available on Amazon Prime. Though, I am not any admirer of **'Amazon prime' or 'Hotstar' or 'Netflix'** these all are just lame for me. And also movies and series or shows aren't my things they all are just reel and lame. It all just evoke the fantasies in all of 'em.
Well, before you further read, only if you read, why don't you play this song.
https://youtu.be/eC-F_VZ2T1c
Actually, I watched a web series last year only because my brother had a Netflix subscription, and back then he used to suggest to me why don't watch some series and my firm answer was always a straight "NO" but since I have a thing for Evils, and Monsters and Villians I asked him one fine afternoon if he still has that Netflix subscription thing? He rejoindered "Yeah, he do have". I then said to him, can we find everything on Netflix? He said yes. Then I said please give me your ID and PASSWORD. He logged his account into my laptop. And I searched for a few movies which I had in my brain since a long time ago like a really long time (say 5+ years). I couldn't find any of those movies. I then said to him, as expected this Netflix doesn't have all the things we wish for.
But, then I searched for **"THE VAMPIRE DIARIES" <3)))))** I already mentioned I have things for these things. And gladly I found it, started watching it.
With really all the excitement and it was exciting till season 3 then I was getting bored and skipped. Indulged back in my books. After a couple of months, I give it another shot from next season. And whoa! I was loving it all again. I keep on watching with just 2 episodes at most in the whole day.
The story hovers around two brother vampires so called- Salvatore brothers. And the smaller brother was kind enough lately but the elder one was the one with all the evilness and I like those acts of him. The thrills exponentiated when there was the introduction of The oldest vampire "THE ORIGINALS" The NEEEEEKLAUS the real greatest devil. He make it all very thrilling and exciting and I finished watching the vampire diaries all 8 seasons with each season having at least 22 episodes and each episode with at least 55 minutes.
I then continued with another web series which was associated with it "THE ORIGINALS" I finished it all too. More thrilling and more enjoying I watched it as per my regime to myself. And When I finished it I wanted to watch the next continuation series of this series "THE LEGACIES" which is actually based on the daughter of Neeeeklaus. And my opinion about it is that his daughter turns out to opposite of m expectations. She is stupid enough to fall in love. And she is stupid enough not to unleash the hell-like his father used to. And she too when she was young. But the most interesting thing in this web series is that it has a lot of different monsters and a new monster to be exact in each episode.
Ah, I forget that one of another favorite evil from "the vampire diaries" is "Kai Parkar" he was really a psycho. Anyway, The smaller brother vampire once used to be a Ripper but he switched on his humanity and when his humanity is on I don't like him. But once his humanity is off. I like him.
Well, Ripper means whenever he used to suck the blood out of the carotid artery of a human he sucks the blood off until the last drop out of their bodies and finally uprooting their head. And one of his interesting acts of him was he used to write down the names of all his victims on a cupboard and I saw the list so full. I was like Wooow.
Thank you.
Reading and reading.
March 28, 2022
Monday
I have not been publishing any sort of articles here lately. Well, there's no particular reason for it. Everything is just an excuse. But it doesn't mean I was being lousy these days I just was reading different things like really different. And, though I must say it could be good, maybe bad. For me, it is both.
I also am involved in reading a fictional novel by **"JEFFERY ARCHER"**. The novel is **"THE PRODIGAL DAUGHTER"** Just 638 page**s.** I decided to read this fictional novel because lately, I have been reading books which only is based on imparting knowledge. As you have seen I have published my personal reviews on some books which include **"The Psychology of Money", "The Atomic Habits"** and many more.
Yesterday a batchmate of mine called me from the **"NATIONAL DEFENSE ACADEMY"** and he just lashed out at me the moment I picked his call. Our convo was like this-
***Him: Hey, General sir it's very delightful you pick my phone***
***Me: Oh yeah?***
And we keep on being on call. We actually don't have anything to talk much about we talked for 3-4 minutes and after that, from both sides, there was only one thing to say- ***"Say/tell something more"***and we both know that we don't have anything particular to talk about. But, neither he was hanging up on me nor I was hanging upon him.
We were both silent on the call like literally there was not even a single sound and after a minute...
***He: "are you there?"***
***Me: "yeah"*** then we again kept silent then I asked after 1/2 minute...
***Me: "Are you there"***.
***He: "yes"***.
We were silent and after 4-5 minutes...
***He: "say something coz I am already falling asleep"***
***Me- Then sleep already there's nothing to talk about you already know.***
***Me: Have you read "The prodigal daughter"?***
***Him: No, The prodigal doctor seems interesting.***
***Me: Its "The prodigal daughter not doctor."***
***Him: Who wrote it "leo tolstoy"?***
***Me: Nope, Jeffery Archer.***
***Him: Oh then I am not going to read it.***
***Me: Why?***
***He: He put so much of thrill like really too much.***
***Me: Ah, I see. I am reading it right now.***
***Him: (SILENCE)***
***ME: (silence)***
(we both kept silent till someone bang his door and he said ok then bye)
By the way, everytime he calls we normally talk a length about 30mins to an hour but we normally keep silent on the call because we never have anything new to tell each other.
I decided to take my mind for strolling through creativity and since I have downloaded this book quite a time back when a batchmate of mine told me that **"The prodigal daughter"** is a continuing series of another novel **"KANE AND ABEL"** which I read in 2014 and passed on to my batchmate for them to read. I thought its time I should read it. WELL, I am still reading it and there was a moment when I started feeling to give up the book. Because of a second thought, I took my decision to keep reading it. I perhaps will publish a review on it too.
By the way, I feel good that right now the price of BCH is a little considerable. And also lately I am being lazy with the workout but that doesn't mean I skip my workouts I just am not working out with the excitement. It's just like I start my work out and keep on going and going till I complete it.
These days I am not much involved in long-running as I earlier claimed that I run for at least 5 days in a week to relieve myself from all the things (running is a medication) but rather I run short distances to develop another type of muscle which my elder brother about how "XYZ" muscle can be developed. And gladly I am seeing the result. a bit.
I am just reading things like everything the articles here, the newspaper, other few things from the internet.
By the way, one special reason that I was giving a second thought to read this book is that I come across a particular thing in the book which was fading away from my interest but still I continued, and right now everything is going well in the book.
Thank you.
Have a lively day.
More of me.
March 25, 2022
Friday
Last time I wrote a few things about myself and now I want to continue it further.
It's all about normal school incidents.
I was the monitor of my class from second grade to fifth grade when I finally changed my school. And I was also the school prefect in grades fourth and fifth.
I have skipped school to have fun well it's not as fun because we normally skipped it to sleep and because it used to be boring for us.
Once I get my hand fractured at school and once at home too. My right hand was fractured 2 times both the bones radius and the ulna of the forearm and both times it broke at the same spot.
Yes, I have a fair share of whether I enjoyed studying or not but right now I am so keen on studying.
I played a prank on a girl and regret it. It created a rift between us I apologized but I didn't know what to do and she said it is ok but later I found out from another person that she still hasn't forgotten the prank I played and now we do not talk any longer. I do not know if she misses me.
Impress someone who disliked me? Huhh NO I even made myself disliked to those who even like me.
I never acted cool for a bunch of stupid attention. It's never my deal.
We shared lunch with each other not stolen it.
Yeah, I took part in school's play once I was a goddess.
Sent a love note? NO
I make most of my school life from class 7th to 12th where I was in a military school. I played all the sports except Hockey and Squash. I had been in arguments with the teacher and it all started because of a teacher who thought me wrong and had some misunderstanding about me he even told me that he will fail me when I would be in class 11th but I was the guy who was the best scholar. I helped my batchmates through and out in their rough times.
We all broke rules together and were awarded punished which we accepted gladly. Our batch was all-time disciplined but we were seen as one of the worst batches just because of a certain stereotype and honestly, we used to laugh about it. The oxymoron of being the disciplined and the worst batch. Teachers were not at par with our batch.
We enjoyed lot in school enjoyed the open theater in the school watched movies there and even slept in the open theater. We wanted to change the school at a good level and were glad we did what we were capable of and up to what the school authority played with us.
I was quite famous among seniors because of my achievements and once I get an ALL INDIA RANK 412 which for people is amazing because seeing the competition and number of students taking the exams are so high. And I remember an incident when one of my seniors called me while I was moving to my room. He asked "dude are you so upset or depressed... your expressions of all time being serious tells a lot" and I answered him "Sir, I am happy there is nothing I am upset about." With that, he said I can approach him if I need anything and I said "Yes sir".
He was one of the ferocious seniors of the school at that time.
When I become a senior I also never hesitated to punish juniors for their misdeeds. Though I ensured they get a lesson every time they were caught in something unusual.
I can go to lengths when I am talking about my school. But, I do not like to reveal incidents and things about my school. We have the glory and the darkness both.
Thank you. Thank you all those who keep on supporting me.
@Trofi01
