@Tomi-Ajax 2 August 2025

***Daily Update*** I’m not okay today. There’s this thing called *"anhedonia"*: where nothing really feels enjoyable, or the absolute lack to feel or enjoy pleasure. I’m not feeling joy, excitement, or even much motivation. I still check my phone. I still think about crypto, school, future plans. But all of it feels distant, and it makes me more anxious and worried. But I still showed up here. And maybe that’s the only thing I can do right now; show up and be honest. There’s a part of me that still believes the fog will lift. That I’ll wake up one day and feel something good again. And that's precisely what I want.