*Today Truth* Lately, it feels like I’m moving through life on autopilot, stuck between regrets I haven’t forgiven myself for and responsibilities I keep dodging and right now binge watching series to keep the emotions away. I am not writing this for pity but just to write out the voice I have in my head. I have disappointed people who believed in me. Worse, I feel like I’ve disappointed myself. I ran from something I built with my own hands; something I once thought I was ready for. And now, everything feels heavier. I catch myself wishing I could disappear quietly and return as someone who has it all figured out. Someone sure. Someone brave. But right now I'm still stuck in my hell loop..