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A Happy Delivery Rider Despite being hot temperature as of today, I manage to do my work as a rider. After hitting the pandemic, this is my life exposed to the sun. Every day I wake up early in the morning to prepare for myself. Sometimes, I got more than one thousand a day but there are times that I have no delivery and I may go home early. I can say that this I earned is much more than of being employed and a fixed rate. So I would say that this is much better compare to have employed somewhere else at minimum wages. That is why I decided to continue this part-time as a full-time. Maybe if I may not be here as a rider, my wage is not enough for my family. In which we had a lot of bills. We don't have our own home, in short, we rented a room in order for us to have shelter. So I would say that this is much better work than before, although I don't have benefits like if you if you're under from an employer, just like before. But it is okay, I apply as a voluntary member so that I can continue my contribution for SSS, Philhealth, and in Pag-ibig. We did it with my partner in life for preparation for our future. Until now we still don't have any savings at the bank. My income is just for our daily needs and to pay for all the bills monthly. But anyhow I am very thankful for we don't have much debt. Hopefully soon, we can have our savings. As of now, my income is not like before because there were a lot of riders nowadays. But I never lose my hope, I know one day, we will manage to have it, and I have to keep on doing good at my job. Even if there were times, I've got a fake book. I am glad, most of the time there was a generous customer whom they give some tips. And today, I receive a sack of 5kilos rice. I am very thankful to that client of mine. They had their foundation, and they give groceries to some people there, in a place where I delivered their orders. Only a few clients are not good, but most of them were good. We, being the rider, we were happy if there were celebration or seasons, or holidays like Christmas seasons, new Year and like Mother's day or father's day, etc. Coz we've got a lot of booking for deliveries. And most riders were glad of it. We can get more incentives, more than we expect from regular days. Especially tomorrow, it's our busiest day. A lot of deliveries and all riders will no vacant time or spare time. And by the way, advance greetings from me " Happy Mother's Day " to all mothers throughout the globe. Hope you all will enjoy your day. Being a rider, you need to be patient and be calm at all times. There were times that I got clients that so very ohhh, I don't want to mention it here. And for me, you can also tell those clients that so ironic person to be prepared all the time when they are ordering. Because every second and minute for us(rider) are precious and golden. Because after 20 minutes of waiting and the client don't show up or even replying to the messages or not answering the call we made, then we report that customer to our customer service and we file that booking as fakebook so that we can claim reimbursement, the money we paid to the merchant. And we need to take a photo of that place (or clients' addresses) as proof. Then the items we bought were I am now molding a family, so here I am. This is a great opportunity of mine, being a rider. And this is only the source of income I have. And I am happy with this kind of work. As of now, my girlfriend has no work. And I need to double my earnings, to sustain our daily needs and also for some future expenses. I don't have to surrender, because sometimes I almost give up and I say to myself it's not that easy to have a family. And this is only the beginning and I need to have a positive mindset. That this is all temporary, we can overcome it all. I need to be thankful for this kind of job, for some of the people out there, had no work. Some had worked but alternate. And maybe some are still looking for a job to earn for their livings. And for being an explorer, now I'm here at read. cash and thanks to this platform I had now my extra income. Even if I earned here a little but it gives more contribution for my savings at my crypto wallet. And hopefully, I can write more here. =========================The end================================ =======================The Picture is mine========================== Thank you for reading everyone,I hope you like this article of mine. Just hit like if you like.

Being so Timid and choosy I'd love to write even if not in a good condition and a good quality but here I am. Back to the place where I am now, I have a group of friends. They are my long and my childhood friend. We share our moments if some of us don't have work or need to have someone to talk to. I am that timid person but when it to comes to my friends I am the one who is the noisiest of all. I am the last who had no family either till now. Besides I don't have a stable job, I am that we are called an easy-go-lucky man. But now I realize that I am not going younger anymore. My age still going up and I don't have a girlfriend. A being that they called a shy boy. It's hard for me to open to those girls if I had someone whom I like to. All of my friends have their family already and they have now their kids. And I left behind. I thought that when I came forty years old then if I still don't have a girlfriend then I need to accept the truth that I will be going old without the love of my life. So in short I don't have my own family. So I need to focus on my work now, in which I am new with this work. Being a technician is not easy first. But as time passes by I know everything about my work. My employer sometimes called me just to repair her tv and electric fan. I almost know about electrical and about CCTV repairs. The small chipset in which I used to repair it and I replace that kind of parts to the unit whose had defect or problem. With the help of my co-worker, I quickly learned almost everything. But before that, I used to be a technician of a TV in which I am not repairing it but replacing every part that had a defect. Example backlight of the tv, powerboard and mainboard and other parts that are defective. But when I resign from that company and applying to another company, I started my journey being a techy one. This time I study and learned on how to repair those busted volts, capacitors, and other small parts in a board of those items we have. By the use of a tester, I can distinguish what part of it had a problem or defect. I enjoyed my work there. And I started to mingle with my co-worker and develop other skills. And I develop also my personality and I may not be that shy and timid old man lol. Going back to where I became a tv technician, I don't expect that a girl whom I tried to court or just making a fling coz I don't even think that she might want me to. We just talked in messenger and exchanging some ideas and a joke sometimes. And to make short I enjoy her presence with me. So one day, I made a joke that she's cute and I like her and the laughter of our follows. We don't mind our chats and it seems that we love our company and we are comfortable with each other too. So from that time, I change my behavior toward her and I become more serious. And one day she had a vacation leave for one week. And my entire day was lonely, I wanted to talk to her and laugh and share some thoughts to make my day brighter and more enjoyable but she can't be reached when I called her. She told me before she leaves that their place has no signal. I don't want to believe her but I don't need to show her that I am opposed to that situation. But thanks she finds a way too on how to contact me, and she told me everything that she already in their place and she is happy to be with her daughter. ANd her mother too was very happy and also her daughter as well. I started to court her, and I started to show my feelings to her. She never says "yes " to me but I hold my feelings within me. And I still wait for the time that she will answer me. She always told me, that " I have already a kid and you are still single and you can find someone that is the best and suit for you. I am worthy to be called your girlfriend coz I am a single mother. What will your friends say to you or your family?" And I explain to her, that I don't care if what they would say to me. As long as I like to be with you and I want to start a family with you. Please give me a chance to show you my feelings. And I am serious and I have good intentions for you. Please accept me in your life and I will accept you and your daughter too. Time come that she will back here. And in our company where we were working, the lover is not allowed. So if you like someone or you had a relationship with your co-worker it is better that one will be resigning from her/his job and look for another job. And when she comes, we go to a plaza where a lot of lovers, a group of friends and family there to relax at sunset till midnight. So we were there, and I don't expect that she would answer me. "Do you want the answer? " she asked me. What answer, I replied. "Yes", she said. "Okay let's try this relationship if this will work or not," she told me. What a good feeling to hear and I can't believe that time. Hahaha, I am excited. SO because of my surprise, I kiss her smock kiss only. hahaha And then fireworks at the sky exploding and wowwww and there it is, the witnessed of our first kiss. From now on, I work hard to double my earnings. I save every cent, and I don't even eat my snack just to save it. And I resign from that company and I apply to another company. I now have the love of my life and she is my inspiration. And this pandemic came, our company closed and we don't have work. And I am thankful because before the pandemic I already applied to a courier company for my part-time. I did my work there when I am off at my work. Then pandemic time, I turned my part-time to be full time. And because I earned more money at my parttime I resign at that present company in which I work as a technician. So I decided to work as a courier rider full time so that I can earn more. And because my girl had no work at that time I offer her to move in, to my apartment. I keep insisting on her, and I even make some excuses and reasons so that we'll be together. And at last, I win. And now were been together for almost a year. And planning to have our vows when everything will be alright. _____________________ **The end** ______________________ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@Picture from unsplash@@@@@@@@@@@@@ Thank you for reading this story of mine, hope you like it, and kindly hit thumbs up if you bet this story of mine. Stay safe everyone. and God bless.

Where Are you Waking up from a long a deep sleep. I stretched my whole body and yawning just like a cat. And oh, I feel hurt in my head. I look at the wall clock, ohh it's already 10 o'clock in the morning. I force myself to think about what happened last night. I stand up and take a short walk within my room. Going to the kitchen and there scattered a lot of plastic wrappers and a bottle of alcohol, how messy is this! And my stomach is humbling just like when someone beat the tumble so I hurriedly looking for something to eat. I am hungry and I am thirst. I want to drink that is very cold water or soft drinks. But ouch, I forget I don't have a refrigerator. So I go outside and buy ice cube and something to eat I buy noodles. Going home I remember that my long-lost friend visited me yesterday and we started to drink at exactly 1:oo in the afternoon. " Wow it's too long we've been drinking. And that is why my head is aching hahaha. So after taking my lunch and I take a bath to refresh again, for I need to report at my work. I send already to my workmate that I am going to work late. So I rushed going to my work. There will be a lot of workload waiting for me. At last, I'm here at my workplace, just recollecting first the moment that we had yesterday with my best friend(before). His name is Jake, and we are very close before since we are neighbors and at our young age we had a lot of memories. The day after the recognition day (we were in second-year high school) he rushes to enter our house and he said to me that we meet maybe for how many years from now. So I ask him, why? But he didn't answer me and go back to where he coming from. Their house is closed and I don't have any clue of what had happened. My mother asks me, what had happened to Jake, and I only answer her - I don't know Ma. I didn't see Jake from that time and I don't have any news from him. Their house is close and no one there. No one knows where their whole family going. And I even ask also to our classmates and friends, I am hoping that they know where is Jake and his family. But I am sad because they don't know too, and besides they ask me back coz we were too close just like were twin. As what our teacher called us. I am lonely and I don't want to be close to others. Enrollment comes, and still, I don't have any news about Jake. I even ask our latter adviser if Jake got his report card already. And the teacher told me, that yes. Before recognition day. And I ask my own self why is it Jake doesn't even mention it if he already knew that they had to go somewhere. I felt like I am betrayed at that time. I told to myself if I see him again, I don't want to talk to him. I don't want to be his friends anymore." I will have to look for another friend and I will forget him forever." That was my word. If you are at a young age, you sometimes don't even know what it means. SO I tried to move on and forget Jake, but sometimes I had a smile on my face when I remember our past laughter and memories. But with the help of my family and older sister, I had some new friends at school. I know how to mingle with the other students at school. I now participate in any curriculum at our school. My mother is happy because now I know how to dance, I am not that same kid that is so timid before. Fast forward, I finish my studies in high school. And I am working as a construction worker to sustain my studies in college. Even my mother can't afford my tuition, I look for any option just to finish my course. And thanks, I am accepted to be a helper to a foreman. At first, I don't know what to do, I thought being a helper with a foreman is good for a foreman is the high position at a construction. But I am wrong, I have no difference with the laborer. But it's okay I lift and carry based on my capability. I finish my contract for only six months and I don't apply there again. It's really hard being a laborer, but I salute them all. We mostly exposed to the sun and a lot of dust and sometimes you've been wounded if you don't have to take good care of all your moves. There will be a lot of debris and sharp other things that can cause you to death. And I apply to other sector jobs, and I been into groceries working student. I work in the daytime and before five o'clock I am preparing for my school. It's just I enjoy my work and I know how to handle customers too. And because of that, my employer adds a little bit more to my salary. And because my employer is good and has a generous heart also, I stayed there till I finish college. Let's fast forward the story, I graduated my college life and got my diploma. My employer at that time, allow me to resign from my position. In order for me to apply for another decent job. So now, I am here being an executive assistant at a big company. But wait, where is Jake now? Is he going to....Where? I don't have any contact number for him, since yesterday I ask but he always said that later, I will give you. I am into despair again, so I put all my paper works again on my table and I ask my team leader that I have an emergency. I don't know if my team leader answers me when I immediately open the door and rush home again. I look into something, hoping there will be any documents or something that Jake can give me a clue this time. I look at all those messy things in my room and there will be no clues. What the happening this Jake will be? What and why is he doing this to me? I go out to the neighbors' door and knock. And ask them if by any chance they saw someone going out for my house. But I got a negative answer, they don't see and they don't even recognize someone even if yesterday. I feel frustrated. My head is still aching because of that alcohol and I have still hungover till now. I called my mother. Because I am now alone in my house, I am far from my hometown. I am now in the city. And, I come to my senses, why and how we meet again Jake? How did we meet yesterday? How did he know my address, is he ask my mother? Did my mother know also my address? In which I don't give them yet my exact address because it's my first month here in my new house. And I don't have time yet for these past few weeks, busy with our new company's project. How come we meet Jake yesterday? And why there is a lot of Alcohol at my place? No, I am not dreaming... I need to call my mama. Who knows that I mention my address to her in which I forgot to think of when. I dial the number of my mama. And mama is very happy just to hear my voice. He asks me If I am okay. I almost forgot to ask her my purpose why I called her. I ask her if she still remembers Jake. My mother replied, " Jake the son of our neighbor, that most called you and Jake are twins? ". Yes, ma I said. "Yes, of course. Do you have any idea where are they now? " Did he send you a friend request on Facebook?" My mother asks me another question. My mother too doesn't have any idea where they are now. I feel numb at that time, I am frightened and started to stand my hair strands in my skin. Where are you Jake, and why are you visiting my place? And I started to cry. Why of all those times, you are not showing me? But what might really happen to you, Jake? These are my questions that remained in my mind. I wanted to shout, but what the purpose of being dumb? I don't fool myself, maybe it's all a dream and I drank with no one last night. No one here aside from me, Jake is only a dream. I put that in my mind. A few minutes later, my eyes catches something, I found my tablet at my table. Maybe I forgot to put this in my bag. So I open it, to my surprise I see Jake on my tablet screen. And I stared at it, and it's just like he still there. I scold him. Why are you doing this to me? I forget you totally, but why you appeared to me just like a dream? I don't want a joke and I don't want a horror. If you are a ghost, just live me alone. I am now happy with a lot of friends. Go away from me! I cried a lot. And I continue talking to myself. " You don't even tell me where you going at that time and now you showed me, and again you flew away not even saying goodbye to me? I am like a crazy one, talking to myself. And crying. I feel hurt again that time. And I can't bear this. Maybe I will be turned into a real crazy if I will not open this to my family. I trust my family so they are the only one who must know about this crazy thing. I packed a little thing so that I can catch up with the Bus going to our province. I don't need to ask permission from our office if I will absent. I am going crazy now. So thank God, before leaving my place someone called me, oh it's my boss. He asks me for the file I made last week, and he offered me another vacation leave for a month because we'veve done already our project and we got our target. My mama surprise at my arrival. She doesn't expect me at that time to come home. My mama discovers that I am pale. " What is happening to you? Are you sick? Mother asks. " No ma", I replied. "Okay, why you don't even tell me that you're going home when you called me this morning." "Ma, I don't know." "Do you have a problem, my son? " "Just tell me, maybe I can you out of that". I started to cry and told her everything. My mama feels confused about what he heard base on my story. I show her the picture, so that she may have sympathy for me and comfort me. My mother did not speak. "He not even change his looks! Are you sure, that this is Jake? This is the young age, Jake! How sure are you?" She asks me. Mama opens up another conversation, why don't you try to search for him on the internet? Before mama asks me that question, my older sister arrives. "Oh, handsome bro you're here. Oh by the way..., your twin!" "What? I interrupted her with that question. DO you have any idea where he is now ate? (Ate is my callsign to my older sister) Where is he now?" I ask her three consecutive questions. " Oh poor boy, I have a source that Jake was looking at you. Oh sorry younger brother, Jake was already dead. He is now at the morgue, oh where are you working? I think it's in the city where you at." "Are you kidding me?' Where you got that fake news ha? "I am serious younger bro, her sister adds me on Facebook this morning. And he sends me this, she asks help with me to process the papers. Their family lives in Alaska for that time they leave. His mother remarried one of the citizens there. And they had a hard life there. That's why they don't even send us a message or just add to some social media. Jake knows that you hate him. And he pursues his studies to show you one day when he can come back here and personally ask forgiveness with you. But after landed the plane at NAIA the bus he riding on got an accident. An he is the only one who got injured. Upon arriving at the hospital, he got complicated with his heart problem. And don't even recover from that accident. " I'm sorry brother for this happened to your long-lost friend. "she continued. While listening to her, my tears fast running away from my eyes. And that was the sad story. Jake even shows his friend how happy he is when he sees his long-lost friend. That is the real friendship, he even visits him even if he is already dead for the last time. __________________**The end**________________________ This is a fiction story only. Hope you like it. Thumbs up if you like, thanks for reading. Picture from Unsplash.

Mystery Last 10 years ago, while we were riding on a boat to the place where my grandpa and grandma living, my sister suddenly ask my mother." Mama, what in there?" she asked pointed to the edge of the cliff. My mother answered " shhh, keep quite its stone , its an awesome , right? My sister got confused of what she'd seen afar. " No mama its not a stone, its waving us." Then suddenly one of our companion at that boat, interrupted her." Okay, darling, its a kind of our friend. Just ignore it, don't look at it. Much better you to look at those water , the blue sea its calm and so beautiful." the man told and convince her . But my sister keep on looking at the top of cliff where our boat passing its side of that cliff. Instead of obeying of the advice of that man, my sister shouted at it continuously. " Who are you? Can we be friends? Hey come on , jump over here. Faster were running out of time. Come here, faster....don't be scared of us. Yooohhooooooo, she shouted come over here. Then suddenly the strong wind blew and the big waves came and crashed into our boat. Because of that strong wind , all the passenger were got panic. All things there were scattered and scrumbled all the way. Someone shouted in a big loud voice. "Please don't go with us , we are just passing by with no harm at your pace. We don't want to be friends with you. We are just passer's by, we don't intend you to disturb at your peace and calm sleep. We are sorry for the disturbance made by this young little child. For give us and allow us to continue our journey". Strong and big wave crashed into our boats once again. And we all sink into the deep blue sea. Its just like I am dreaming at that time., I heard the bubles of water groaning in far away .... And I felt that Im going into sleep again , that my body like carrying heavy loads and my eyes were closed. But suddenly someones waking me up from my deep sleep like. But the fact Im drowning instead of sleeping. I'm back to my senses when already at the surface top of the wood where mother brought me in. I swallowed a lot of water, then it brings me to keep on vomitting and coughing that time. Then again I remembered what happened, it was the strong wind and big waves. But what happened, to those people around me, how about my sister? Why is it happening like that when the weather is just so calm now. Is it just a quick typhone, or a bad weather that comes along our way? Or is it because my sister shouted at the creature where she seen and told that its waving at here? Why is that so? These were lot of questions in my head whom I can't asked someone that time. When my mother came back at me, She give me dry clothes and let it change with the wet one clothes. I asked all those question to her. And she even stared or look at me, no words come out to her tounge. Instead of answering my questions, she asked me too if there is still pain that I feel. Then she gave me food to eat. But to my surprise , why is it all is in order? No ones get hurt , all things is in order and no ones get wet too, asides of me and my mother. "WHat's really happening here? I asked my mother. She touched my hair and wipe with dry towel. She smiled at me and said, don't worry my brave son, it's okay now. Just finish your food and let your hair dry soon. Your sister looking at you. What's really happening on me? When I splashed back all the things happened before I'm drowning at the sea, I remember all. There is strong wind and a big wave going to our boat, and I clearly seen at my two eyes that this boat was going to sink. SO,why should it happened like this? Am I dreaming under the sea? How am I going there? These are all remain unanswered question through out my life. ___________________**The end**________________________ @@@@@@@@@@@@@Picture from unsplash@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ This is fiction story only, random thoughts came up my mind, hope you enjoyed reading this article of mine.Hope you can bear my wrong grammar. I'm not good at it. Please hit thumbs up button if you like this short story.

GIve Value TO your Life That time, I don't have any obligation that comes up to my mind. I really don't care about those lot of things, at home , our situition. All my concerned was , how to find any amount of money to pay for an hours to the internet cafe. I forgot my obligations to my mother to all my dreams. And that was all a dream that it never happened. I don't have guts that time to get the glory for victory. I even don't care the situition of our situition, as long as my mother existing in this world so no worries, she provide everything for the whole household. I don't know that time if she got tired, if she not feeling well or what ever , I never asked her about her situition. But when she needed my help I always there to offer my help, and that's all. Until there such a time, maybe she can't handle the pain she felt inside, and we brought her to the hospital. There were lot of laboratories made, and I were there assisting her. And the doctor told us that she had breast cancer at stage four. And I don't have work , and we don't have savings. But thanks, the sister of my mother help us , my mother to undergo all the laboratories and for medication. My aunt shoulder all the hospital bills. And I can't describe my feelings that time. Crying inside and out of my heart, but still I show to my mother that I never affected of what being happened. And the time came that we need to check out to that hospital and my mother still had that apparatus connecting her inorder her to survive. We have our routation to watch over my mother . But I'm always with her , I'm the one who is just we called the "apple of the eye " to my mother. And me too being called "mamas boy". So the bonding were made is there. I remember back then , when I was at my grade school, she waking me up at dawn everyday. I go with her to the market to buy those vegetables and most the bananas. I am her courier at that time. She made bananacue and some dishes to the market where I'm there too to accompany her, and we went home when it sold out. That was the living of our family at that time, but then mother stop doing it and she've been in a lot of things. She's not even tired of doing everything chores at home and lot of things outside our house. But that time the sister of my mother help us to provide of our needs, because we are in one house with my lola. So my aunt is in the other country so we got a little bit easy life that time. We are just like the other children that we can eat the delicious and tasty food or what sweets food. And that's the time I've been astray, going somewhere with my friends, drinking alcohol and thanks God I not been to drugs and trying tobacco, even my friends do that kind of addicted habbit but me, I can't resist to take it. Although I tried it too but I can't carry it to my abdominal problem, I keep on vomitting. So my friends don't forced me to use it anyway. And let's go back to the time where my mother confined to the hospital. It's just like I'm sunk down under the eath, its hard for me to breath to move my tears just keep on falling down into my cheeks. It's really hard to bare most especially when she was gone. Holy week that time when were home, then we don't noticed it that there were no more gas in that apparatus. It's too late that we knew it. And were very sad that we touched her in a cold pale body. We felt so deeply grieved over the loss of our mother. She was still young, why of all people in the world why my mother? I'm asking it to myself, maybe because of we don't have enough money for her treatment? THere were a lot of questions in my mind. And the sorrow takes me for so many years. A lot of process before I moved on and accept the truth. So how many years then that I don't have any ambiton and no goal at all, just like then when Im still young. But thanks to all my friends surrounds me, they accompany me with the good advice and they help me laugh again. Then when I know how to handle again my life, I started again looking another job. Where one of my friend helped me to apply at the company where she's working at. Then I loved the job there , but I don't like the people surrounds me there. But there I met the one whom taught me how to be strong in life despite of the hardships whe've been through. And now I am with the journey with her, were living in the same roof.Setting our goal and dream in life. Wishing for so many years and overcoming all the obstacle in life. _________________**@@@@@@@@**____________________ -Picture from unsplash- I hope you enjoy reading my story, and if you like this kindly hit the like button and thank you for reading this. Have a great day ahead.

Life Changing Time goes by, like what other said. And you are now grown enough to build your own ambition and decision in your life. All of those things you've wanted to do, you did it. NO one can stop you, even your mother can't stop you if you really insisted to. But by passing those days , you didn't recognize that you are just wasting a lot of your time for doing nonsense. You don't have any savings, you spent your money for some trips you ever wanted to, for some liquor for friends happiness and as well to the content of your temporary happiness. I remember way back when I'm at my age of 20's. I spent most of my time going through with my friends hanging out all the time. Going to the bar, were very alcoholic, going with my friends to their band and a lot of girls there. We used to enjoyed most of the time around. And I don't even remember what was my ambition at that time, as long as my friends there it had no problem at all. But most of the time you can find me at computer shop. Playing Dota all day, sometimes I even forgot to eat my lunch , dinner or even breakfast. Then my mother was looking for me but sometimes she let me do those stuff as long as she knew where I was. After at my college life , I find my job in some places but sad to say I am always failed at the interview then I am prepared to be astray than to apply for work when nobody wants to hire me. But then some of my friends refer me to a company where I got backer then I started to work there. And slowly I have another bunch of friends which I was sometimes accompanying them to some spots where most of others hanging out for night life. And I am not a selfish son, every payday I give my money to my mother 80 percent of it. So even I'm going out with my friends, but still I know how to budget my money. And there slowly my goal in life growing. I let my mother to buy washing machine when our next payday come. And sometimes I help her washing our clothes , letting it dry to sun rays outside. But I may not see that I am a good son, but sometimes maybe I am not a good one. We can't say it, others would notice who really you are. But lot of people around me would say that I am a good person. But I know too in my own who really am I. But there is still consequences that you tend not to act like a strange one , but maybe if you are not aware of it you are out of your comfort zone. WHich lead to others to be shocked, that you will explode or burst something like that, you forget to hold your temper. Then boommmm...there were chaos, but thanks God its okay now. No physical damges or something like that. But the feeling inside is aching , its different you know. When you got quarrel with your best friends or maybe at that time I'm tired from work, and I know I am not the one had fault, but I accept the truth then actually now were be friends again. No more hearthache no hurt feelings just like before that were talking and chatting to each other.Maybe the second time around is the better. And now I have now my goal and ambition in life. Living with my family and I'm hoping that soon were gonna tieng the knot. And I have a lot of reason to live. Someday when I will become a father then I can tell to my kids to set and do the right things in life. And I let them know the ups and downs in life so that they may be prepared in their life. Being responsible one is the best ever. Facing the possibilities and problems may help us strong in this world. Problems and frustration happiness in life is the our background in life. We all encounter those things. The heavier or biggest hardship we encounter the farther we tend to go and the strongest person we are. As what the quotes said: "there is always a rainbow after the rain".

About Life Every day of our Life As we gone through our daily routine. We encounter different situition, or sometimes we have some difficulties. Some unexpected happening, some as usual no changes at all. Every morning we wake up , eat our breakfast and go to work if you have work. But even if you are not employed or what we called a jobless one, but still you have some task to do at home for your family or even for yourself too. Through the whole year of our life. We been so many years in this world. If you are still young then you have still more years to undergo in this world. We manage every now and then facing those harships in our life. WE are very thankful if we been through that kind of happenings in our life. Problem and poverty makes our life stronger and wiser than before facing it all, it's just like our solving problem activity at school. Making trial and error , experiment on how to make it. Overcoming it all is the big achievement in life. Then another set of problems ecountered and so on. It is said that we can harvest the labor of our life if we go on to the finishing line. IF we don't surrender then we can get the reward and a lot of award awaited us. Even in life, even if you are not that kind of person, even if you quite all your dreams, but still you can countinue it by pursuing and finding another option. Who knows that you will be successful in other field. There will be lot of under graduate or not a college graduate or a degree holder, but they are now asuccessful businessmen/women. Dream Big If you are one of a kind that is jobless now and a father or mother not even going to college and had already a family then continue to live your life that is full of dream and goal in life. I am not encouraging not to continue your studies, to those student here, but you have to strive hard to get your goal in life. Finish your degree, so that you may not like us whose life be in miserable one for looking some job. Most of company right now are looking for those college graduate. So you who are still studying, just focus in your studies and find some ways to pursue it. It is really hard if you can't get your diploma for looking some works it is required. I am encouraging for those who can't make it because of some reason, we have to go on dreaming big. DOn't look down yourself because of that reason that you are not graduated for any course. There is still a lot of ways , find people that had positive thinking. Make friends them, go away with your friends that's always making gossip everyday about your neighbors or etc. THere will be a lot in internet if you wanted to have some any ideas of what you like to. I am buying a very very cheap sewing machine at the price of three hundred plus and I bought it in shoppee. I made our cutain by the help of that machine. And I have a lot of stuff to do now. I am planning now to make some pillows and sell it in online so that I can help my wife from our financial problem. I never give up , I am still studying everything. I am just like a student right now , more knowledge more income to come. Even though we are still struggling now with our financial budget but thank God we are not starving. Just keep in believing yourself, maybe the right position and right work not yet to come . Be patience and be wise then for you and for your entire family as well. Just live your life to the fullest, even if you failed in so many times about decision making but don't stop , just go on. There will be the light and the right way ahead of you. Thank you for all of you , who are reading this article. Hope you give a thumbs up if you like. Thanks for doing it and reading this. Keep going safe all of us. Picture from unsplash.