Between liking to give and wanting to always be given In living life in this world, humans are always faced with various kinds of needs that must be met, both material needs and non-material needs. Various ways people do to meet the needs of their lives ranging from ways that are commendable to ways that are despicable. The best people are those who are able to ease the burden of suffering from others and in fulfilling their needs based on their own abilities and results of…
@Tegesan234 in October 2022
Don't Worry About Misfortune Accepting the situation and hoping for a better situation are not two contradictory things. The two complement each other, and therefore can be reconciled, only the timing is different. We accept what has happened and hope for what has not happened, so not the other way around. Expecting something that has already happened is making it up and worrying about something that hasn't happened is torturing oneself. How a person reacts to events that…
The same ? Maybe we've been standing in the same window Observing someone who matters Those who never know But in fact we never hide Only blocked by the transparent glass barrier Touch it but don't leave a mark But and slowly but surely We get a lot of wounds Looking at your back Like looking at my own back Bearing the burden of despair in the name of love Never step in through the day Too fixated by the figure of the past At that time maybe we also looked at the same sky…
Feeling in a dream Why do I feel like I'm in a dream? it won't go away and I feel as if I'm stuck in it like I won't wake up. This is happening to me right now. At first I panicked. I spent two days feeling like I was going to go crazy and the thought that I was losing my mind wouldn't go away. But now deep down I know I'm worried, to wake up. Actually, this is the best thing that ever happened to me. I take it in a positive way and I have never been more positive or active…
Feeling Good & Happy It is normal to talk to friends and family when you are happy. All the time, you want to express why you are happy and want to share your happiness with those close to you. In this lesson, let's look at the various ways in which you can express yourself when you are happy. Here are some examples. "I’m very happy right now." "I’m happy." "I haven’t been this happy in a long time." "I don’t think I can be any happier right now." "He is very happy." "She is…
I like this taste One hour was so long when I once again looked at the time. See how the seconds move. Alternating numbers. They move to a rhythmic beat but not to my uncontrollably beating heart. I hope no one hears, no one can hear. As time goes by, I wait for you to move with all my heart. Ohh... I love this taste. When I pay attention to the time, people look back at me. Whisper with his friend without hesitation. As if people's happiness is foreign, but who cares. I…
Hope At the end of the never ending reciprocated.. I'm still standing alone Staring at the sky.. Create hope.. I'm always cornered with a wait.. Which in the end I had to crash into a reality.. Hard reality that must be a friend of everyday life.. It hurts to be someone who is always waiting.. Expect more to be loved, and always do what's best for the heart.. Although sometimes the struggle is never appreciated.. And sincerity is always ignored.. For some reason.. Sometimes…
Miss Tone Dark skies cover mega blue Like a heart that turns gray Fade the lights of the heart. Along with the frenzy that circulated at that time. The wind blows the silence. In the illusion of life. Between the lines of God's destiny. That closes the void. If......... Time can heal old wounds. Which has turned into a dilemma. In the illusion of a mirage. Eliminate longing in the world. Tears of longing rule over the tragic story. In the midst of a beautiful and sweet…
Empty I wonder how the rain feels when it falls. Do you feel a lot of pain? Or is this what he expects? He said He is a Grace from the Almighty. But many of the Humans who sometimes worship and then curse for various reasons. I wonder, did the rain notice it too? When it rains like this, will I curse too? Behind the tightly closed window, the rain continued to fall. And who dares to stop him? There isn't any. The word echoed in his skull. It throbs in every nerve even when…
Share Heart My heart for you is like your heart that you gave to me. Love penetrates all boundaries, even through eleven dimensions. A friendship I try to carve, so that each of us can call it: ETERNAL. One day I said, "My heart is breaking." He's rowdy. Ask. Asked me to speak up. I wonder why he's the one crying. He was the one who threw away the tears from his beautiful eyes. Asking me to speak up, what's the story behind the broken heart. I am quiet. Mute. Choose to save.…
Be Anything, Anyone I like changing roles. Be anything, anyone. But unfortunately, I'm stuck with the characters that I play. I became a reduction, a distortion, I lost the real me. I searched, but he had run away. I often call the lost ME “he” or “the man” or “the man”. I lost him, a man who was a man (a dizzying ). First born, I was brought up in a spoiled role. The distinctive character of the last child, the only man. Whatever I want, it's always there. I was not allowed…
Even men cry... Once upon a time, I had a crush on a woman. A woman with a strong desire I want to marry, of course I want to marry her as an adult, not the old me who was still too childish and unable to be independent. That woman means so much to me, even between her and the god is like only a thin line. I adore him too much. That woman with the passage of time I love more than the princess. Although maybe until now he would never realize how much he meant to me, but that…
At the end of the line Every time the guy glanced at me with the corner of his eye, just as our eyes met afterward, he always asked, "What are you looking for?" And, I was always the same, just silent. Confused. Abstrud. Too floating. I don't know what to answer. I couldn't even afford a simple answer, let alone a detailed answer about the simple thing he always asked. What am I looking for? I'm actually looking for "me". The real me is not lost, but the "me" that has yet to…
Offering Sorrow There is a lot of sadness to offer in every journey of life. Even joy must be offered, lest it be too sweet, salty, or bitter. Most people never offer themselves to happiness, like the sweet that always lives inside of us. We continue to consume the sweetness of life so that we have no room to remember that in every episode, there is sadness. Sadness often come with a variety of flavors. I sometimes feel it as something bitter, bitter than medicine. Sometimes…
Let's Green the Earth Do you realize how our earth, whether here or in other parts of the world, is in crisis. Global warming, the greenhouse effect, waste oil on the beach, and indirectly we will also feel the effect. El Nio, La Nia, is the effect of global warming. And all of that is the work of human hands, starting from the industrial revolution in England. Not only gas pollution, we also easily throw plastic waste everywhere, and we do it without guilt. Do we know that…
A piece of hope a man A man of hope Trying to arrange a heart from the broken pieces Learn to stand up straight from adversity Trying to run from the misery of the heart The man who is always rejected A man of hope The man sat down. Just as those words killed his soul, he felt utterly defeated. Never like this, NEVER. He rejected him, with a very gentle but lightning-like repulsion to his wry souls, souls untouched by challenge and maturity. "Sorry, but at the moment I don't…
Hallucination It's just getting worse. Suddenly I thought about hitting the clock in the lower right corner of my laptop screen. I felt like stopping time, but just as I was about to do it I realized: no one can stop time. I've been sleeping for almost a week after sunrise. Sometimes it's 8 am, sometimes it's 9. Sometimes I don't even sleep at all. There's a process I have to pursue and I'm really nervous. When I was shocked how stupid I was with the brain capacity that…