Answering Hypothetical Questions
I really enjoyed being asked with questions that will make me think deeply or will sometimes confuse me. Yeah, I'm that kind of person, it's fun and entertaining for me. Actually, I had a genius classmate before when I was still in Junior High School, his name is Xian. He is the Kuya Kim in our classroom as he already knows every term's scientific names and their latin name whenever we are having a dicscussion especially in Science. He's so intelligent at everything, that's why I love sitting beside him because his mouth was full of new knowledge for me. He sometimes asks us some difficult questions too, and let us find its logic, sometimes hypothetical questions too. It was fun and best time killer too whenever we have a vacant time at school.
So then, I started to like answering hyphothetical and logic questions. So, credits to @Jijisaur, cause I got the idea of this from some of her articles because I get really entertained by them, then I decided to create my own naman hihi.
So, here's the first question;
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What would be your best strategy for a zombie apocalypse?
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I will going to find an abandoned convenient of grocery store and will stay there. But ofcourse I'll make sure that every windows and doors of it are safe and cannot be easily destroyed by the zombies. I chose this place to stay because there is a lot of food in there, such as canned goods, instant noodles, frozen goods, snacks, water or even fruits, basically all the human needs. And when the shortage of foods happens, I would like to wear the knight's suit or the full suit of armour everytime I go outside to find some food so that zombies cannot bite me anymore, if they do, then they should say goodbye to their teeths LOL.
Based on your personality, who among all the actresses in the Philippines best suits your personality and why?
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I think, I would say Kristine Hermosa. We all know how Kristine's life and career are so peaceful and private. I am like her, I really value my private life and I will always choose to stay it like that 'till I die. I don't want my life to be at the spotlight and being watched by a lot of people. My desired life is to just have a peaceful life, to live in a peaceful place and most especially is to have a peaceful mind.
You are currently at the mall when time suddenly stops except for you, what store would you go first?
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If this will happen in real life, I would definitely go to Jollibee. I don't want to be greedy or materialistic that's why I won't go to jewelry shop 😂. I just want to take advantage of this situation to eat and get all the chickens as I can from this favorite fast food chain of mine. Also, I will get a bucket so I can get some of their gravy too. Because when I was a kid, I didn't had a chance to eat from this fast food that's why I became so thirsty of their foods as I grew older now.
If you could change the color of your eyes, what would it be?
https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/797066834054964266/
I'll choose green. Ever since, I was fascinated by people who has these green eyes, they look so cool and is really beatiful to see. I rarely see people who has this too that's why I want to be part of that small population. I want to be rear too haha.
If time machine is real, what event in the past would you like to go back?
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I want to see how egyptian build their pyramids so that there will no longer theories or speculations anymore about this issue. Someone witnessed it already and that is me, I will be the answer for everybody's questions about these pyramids and giant egyptians. Also, I want to see Jose Rizal, our national hero in personal. I want to talk to him and see his face with my own eyes. I will tell him that he became the country's hero because of what he did and that is to sacrifice his own life for the whole country.
Would you rather become more arrogant or more uneducated?
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I would rather choose to become uneducated than arrogant. Being arrogant is what really makes me turn off about a person. I'm a kind of person where I will never ever do it to others as long as I don't want it to happen on me too. I would rather choose to be the uneducated one but with a good manners than educated but arrogant.
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And there you have it! These are the 6 Hypothetical Questions I chose to answer in this article, I really enjoyed sharing my answers here, I hope y'all enjoyed reading them too.
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Have a great day wonderful people ♡.
My 3 Most Played Facebook Games Before
Way back 2011, I rarely use or open my facebook account as I was still young that time that I can't open a computer all by myself or even go to google chrome to search for these games. When my uncle gave us his old laptop to us so we can use it for helping us with our assignments and also for my older brother who were already at high school during that time, we were so happy and excited at the same time because that was just the first time that we've receive a gift like that.
And that was the time I started to learn how to use computer, how to go to chrome or use fb and google. Here in the Philippines, 2010-2013 are the years where we love to take selfies with powders on our face, pouty red lips because of the Lips Candy, pa-cute face and then post them on facebook with a caption of *"pA lyKes pHouh"* or sometime *"Me, Myself and I"*. This was also the time where **piZap Photo Editor** dominates the facebook, that you could see most of your friends used it in their post or even on their profile pictures. But one thing that became also viral that time was the Facebook Games such as **Tetris Battle**, **Pet Ville**, **Icy Tower** and etcetera. However, among all of these games, there was only 3 games that I became addicted on playing, the first one is;
Sketch w/ Friends
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This is a Facebook game before where you can play online with different strangers around the world. Basically, there are different rooms in this game where players can enter and play with other people in the same room. You just need to guess the word that the player who trying to draw, and if it is your turn, you just need to draw the word given on the screen. There's a point in each correct answers and at the end of the game, there will be a ranking among all the players in that room who got the highest scores down to the lowest scorers.
I think I became competitive in life because of this game LOL. Everytime I play this game before, I feel like I'm representing my whole country because all my competitors were from other countries.
Marketland
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Among all these three games, this was the games I became really addicted to play. I remembered, I was rushing to go home at noon after my class because I want to check my market again if I've already out of stock products, how much do I earned for the the last hours or clean my market. I don't have problems during this time besides from deciding my market's interior design. I became busy on how could I widened my market so I could buy a lot of products to sell too. Because of this game, I became into businesses too, I started to dream building my own business and also, because of this game, my dream business is a grocery store. That dream of mine was inspired by this game.
Millionaire City
https://www.yugatech.com/guides/popular-facebook-games-we-used-to-play/#sthash.h3OHlWNH.dpbs
From managing a small market, let's go on to managing a city naman. Yeah, I'm multitasker before, I have a market and city at the same time hehe. This game is a simulation game where players can build their own city, can be millionaire as well but in this game only not in real life 😅. I can still remember the feeling of being so rich at the time when I was still playing this. Feels like I'm so smart and so rich because I can already manage and build infrastructures in my own city. I was like *"Don't touch me, I'm rich"* at everyone around me everytime I see my money in this game LOL.
I have no idea if they're still on facebook as I can't see it on my facebook app. But based on my research for the game Millionaire City, it was already ended on the year 2016. Also, I searched the official page of Sketch with Friends on facebook and their last post was already 6 years ago. I felt sad after knowing that my favorite games before has already been closed for a long time. Yet, I'm still thankful for them, for making my facebook awesome and is really worth opening for everyday. These games taught me a lot of things, not just on how to play the game but also to be competitive and be wise not just in money but also in managing my future real life business.
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Have a great day wonderful people ♡.
Things I got from Shopee 10.10 Sale
Because of pandemic, everything became online such as classes, meetings, weddings, job interviews, I remember there were so called "Online Rambulan" that went viral in the Philippines too, it is a page where a random people that belongs to that group can rant and invite someone for fight but all of these were just for fun. Also, online shopping dominates the whole country too, especially girls. We all know that women loves to shop more than boys do. Personally, I love scrolling through my Shopee or Lazada app, seems like most of the things online nowadays are so useful, trendy and cute that's why everyone will be hesitated to buy them especially today where malls are not yet back to what it was before so what we will just do is to lay down in our couches and bed at home and open our shopping application apps in our phones.
This is inspired by @Sequoia 's article about the item she purchased on Shopee. I get the idea to show here the items I ordered too from the most awaited sale of the month which is the 10.10 sale on Shopee. So this would be a haul but poor edition LOL because most of my orders on shopee has the most affordable price only cause I can't afford higher prices. Also, I don't want to take a risk by buying a products online that is too pricey that I didn't even saw personally.
Here are they, let's start to the cheapest product I bought.
*A Mini Haul (Kuripot Edition)*
**Masks**
This is the **KF94** masks, I bought 5 pieces of it for my self but I gave the two of it to my parents, I already used the other one so there is only 2 masks left here. What I loved about this mask is that compare to the surgical mask, I find it really breatheable and doesn't irritate my skin's face too because it has a space inside where the mask itself isn't touching my face such as my chin and the part of my cheeks near to my nose. Unlike to other masks that I've used, that after I used it I can already see some small red bumps on my cheeks or chin. Also, I can't breath normally with them so I'm so glad I found this mask. Another one that I would prefer to use is the silk mask, its texture really fits my sensitive skin but I don't know only if it is breatheable, but that's already one in my lists to buy for the next sale.
**Hair Clip**
I bought this because I'm starting to get irritated with the hair tie I used before and I just want something like this where I'll just clip it on my hair and done. Besides that, it's also trendy and I liked the design of the clip. I chose avocado in the variations but it turns out that it was darker in person, but it's okay, I still liked it.
**Sling Bag**
One of the most popular kind of sling bag on shopee, I guess. That's why I won't be shock if I see this bag from other people in any public places I will go. I got this for only 34 Php. At first, as usual I am expecting the quality of this based on its price. But after unwrapping it and saw the bag, it seems like itsprice doesn't fit its quality and look in person. The bag is actually nice, it's simple and can fit my different outfits. Imagine for only 34 Php I have already a bag 😅.
**Slides**
Am I the only one who doesn't even had their own outside slippers for about 2 years? Yes, 2 years. I have my slippers inside our house because I can't live and walk inside our house without wearing a slippers but when it comes to my slippers for outdoor walk or activities I never had one. I only barrow my mother's slippers for 2 long years because I don't go outside that much too that's why I survived without buying my own for a long time. But now! I've decided to buy my own. Finally I have one na 😁. This slides are just plastic, I got them for only 45 Php.
**Foundation**
This is my most favorite purchased among all my 10.10 products. I bought it from Shopee Mall because when it comes to products for face and skin, I prefer buying a products them in Shopee Mall as they're more trusted to have an authentic products than other shops has in shopee. But I'm not saying that others are selling fake if they're not belong to shopee mall. It's just that, my trust with these kind of products will always goes to malls. Still, reading the product's descriptions and reviews is always a must so we can avoid fake products that could harm us as well.
Back to this product, this is so affordable. Also, I bought this because my face prefers powdery make ups because I have an oily skin. It has a mirror, foundation and the small sponge inside. Because of the discounts, I only bought this for only 42 Php.
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If I will have to choose between In-store shopping or shopping online, I can't choose one. Both of them has its advantages and disadvantages. Maybe I'll give my vote to both of them, 50% for In-store shopping and 50% for shopping online.
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My First Hiking Experience - Mt. Balagbag
I never thought that reaching and making it to the top of the mountain would be one of the most satisfying achievements I have ever done in my entire life. Indeed, biglaang lakad are the best!
Our hiking topics were started a day before we went to the location where the mountain is. We were just talking about a friend of my friend who just recently hiked the mountain with his friends and seeing their photos really made us excited too to hike that mountain with ourselves. So after a few hours, our class is about to end too and we don't have a class for tomorrow so before we go home, my friend Jasmin invited us for an adventure and that is to climb that mountain, since I don't have experience yet in hikings I get really excited to that adventure and I know to myself that it would be fun, I said yes with a very excited face. My other friend Mych who never said no was really excited too.
***February 14, 2018***, this is the day of hearts, the day we hiked Mt. Balagbag. We bring food with us ofcourse, I bring San Marino Corned Tuna and a tupperware full of rice.
As we made our way to Rodriguez, Rizal (where is Mt. Balagbag located). I've saw how the life of people living in that area were so unindustrialized. It feels like I'm now on the other part of the Philippines and I'm already too far from my home and my city. But the life there were so simple and peaceful.
As we reach the terminal, we need to pay for an entrance fee, after paying for it we were asked by drivers if we want to ride because it will took us time before reaching the foot of the mountain, so we decided to ride a tricycle. As I remember, our ride took maybe 15-20 mins, since the road along our way was too rocky, it hurts my butt actually 😅.
And finally! We reached the foot of the mountain, the trails are so easy to walk through especially for people like us who are just beginners in hiking. This is what the trails looks like.
My friend Jasmin bring his boyfriend with her and another friend of us named Alejandro so it would be safer for us since we're all girls.
We started walking at around 10 am, but we were so lucky that time because even though that we are late and 10 am isn't a good time anymore to hike, the sun were covered by clouds that makes it more easier for us to get there for a short period of time since it's not too sunny. As we reached the middle part of the mountain, we saw a small community there, we stayed there to rest our feet for a while. The people there were so nice, we had a small talk to one the owner of sari-sari store there, she said they have no electricity in there, they only use solars for their lights and radios. There is also a small resort there which we never expect that's why we didn't had a chance to bring extra clothes with us.
I took this photo of my friend while we were staying at ate's sari-sari store. We are halfway there!
After another hour of walking, we finally reached the top of Mt. Balagbag. As I'm so thin I became a bit nervous because of the strong wind up there. It feels like the strong wind will take me so I mostly stick to my friends or hold to any rocks I see. My phobia in heights rises too as I saw how high that mountain is, I could clearly see the whole Rodriguez.
Here are my photos hihi.
Sorry if I can't show my face, my face would ruin the scenery so I better hide it LOL.
While we were enjoying the view from this part of the mountain, we've noticed that there are some cottages on the other part of the mountain where it was higher and because that we're all explorers, we've decided to go walk and climb a little more again so we can rest in those cottages. We reached the top of the moutain at 12 noon therefore it's a perfect time for us to eat our lunch while enjoying the wind and the view at the same time.
Because of the strong winds, all the cottages there becomes like this:
You can clearly see the direction of the wind from these cottages, but still they're okay and still strong and safe to stay for a while. We were the only people who are there that's why it feels like we own that mountain. We put our bags in our chosen cottage and ate our lunch in the middle part of the mountain.
These are the photos of us, pretending that we're the powerpuff girls and we already owned the world 😂.
And ofcourse the jumpshot that should not be lost in hiking photographs.
It was so fun.
*The rocks, the mountains, the wind, the clouds were so perfect. Feels like I'm in a paradise, away from sadness, away from problems, away from toxic people and pollutions. Also, I overcome my fear of heights too that makes this adventure really unforgettable and is indeed a great adventure for me.*
*Thank you Mt. Balagbag for the experience!*
*And also,*
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Planning the Designs of my Future Home
Last night, before I sleep I decided to use the website Pinterest to look for some HD images for my wallpaper, and then I saw an image of a bedroom with a minimalist design so it came into my mind, why not to look for an idea on how I can design my future home with these different designs on internet. So here, I compiled these images as I found them really interesting to become the designs of my home 10 years from now. So let me become too ambitious this time hehe, it's free to imagine naman e so let's make it higher and wider 😁.
I also planned to look for an app where I can create and design my own bedroom with my own choice but their sizes are not acceptable anymore by my phone's storage so I took some photos on internet instead but ofcourse I'll put their links in the image itself.
I want my future home to be themed by neutral colors because I love neutrals. I want to see some woods in my home too, as I found them really comfortable in my eyes and I can feel that it's a home for me. Also, I want a bright house especially in day light, my desired home is to have a lot of windows in it where fresh air can pass through.
Upon looking for different **Exterior Designs** of a house, this really catches my eyes and my heart.
https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/337066353370790019/
Ever since, I'd always love to have a terrace in our house which we never had. Therefore, I want to have it in my own house as well as the roof top. Even though that I have fear of heights, I still want my house to have that 3rd floor where it is wide and open to sky and sceneries. Especially at night, I really love staring at the sky, the stars and especially at the moon, they're indeed a stress relievers for me.
When it comes to **Living Area**, I want my living room to look bright and fresh. I want my living room to look like this but not exactly like this where it is bright especially in morning and even sunset cause I really love sun, I love taking sunkissed photos that's why I love sun rays hehe.
https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/310959549280680601/
My desired design for my **Kitchen**
https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/880383427126860817/
I don't only like windows in cars or other public transportations but also in my house. Since kitchen should be air ventilated, I want my kitchen to atleast have 2 or 3 windows in it. I love the wood like floor too, I love the black marble surface where appliances or utensils will be placed. I also want my kitchen to filled with colors such as cream, dark brown, black, white and light brown.
When it comes to my **Bedroom**, this is my desired design for it.
https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/160300067976857266/
Since I'm not a fan of wide bedrooms, I want a small bedroom like this, exactly as wide as this only. You know why? It's because I'm afraid of ghosts lol. I want my bed to be placed next to my room's window, so I could clearly hear the outside when it rains. I want to have my own table there where I could do my activities, paper works or even my makeup thingy. As you can see in this image, I really want my bed to have a floor like wood as this and I want it to be painted in neutral colors.
I want my bedroom to have a **Balcony** too.
https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/180003316373395888/
I want a balcony as comfortable as this where I could sleep or stay while staring at the sky at the same time when I'm tired in life. A balcony where me and my friends could stay and talk about everything.
https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/1548181144505913/
Since I am really a bathroom person, I want my bathroom to be as comfortable as my bedroom cause this would definitely be my second to the most favorite part of my house after my bedroom. This is the design which I like my future bathroom to look like. Exactly as simple as this bathroom.
My third most favorite part of my future house, the **Rooftop**!
https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/493636809166385890/
I want to have a modern rooftop design like this that has a mini garden, a single table with chairs so we can hang out here with my family or friends. I'll put a lot of lights on it too so it would be a shining shimmering roof top at night. I also want it to be as wide as all of my family and second family can fit in it.
And last but not the least, my future home won't be complete without this **Hanging Chair or Swing Chair**.
https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/757449231082005949/
I may be too ambitious in this article but just like what the saying said "Libre lang ang mangarap". But IF ever I can already afford to build my own house in the future, I would definitely go back to this article and will change its title into ***"I made it!!"*** hehe, if ever only.
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Have a great day wonderful people ♡.
My Top 5 songs of Taylor Swift
I've been a fan of Taylor Swift since I was still in junior high school. Do you remember the collaboration of Taylor Swift to a brand of ice cream called Cornetto? I remembered, me and my friends used to save our money everyday just to buy that cornetto and collect her photos from the cup of it. Also, I remembered during vacant hours when our teacher didn't attend to our class, me and my friends used to kill our time in singing her songs in our classroom but in a very very soft sounds only, so that we won't be heard in other classrooms that was next to us because we're all introvert swifties you know.
What made Taylor Swift special for me? Is because, she writes and shows the every girl's thoughts and feelings through her songs, that's why I mostly relate myself to every songs of her. There were also a time where I jusf want to be dissappear when our teacher said that we need to expose our talents in front of the class as a part of getting to know each other in the beginning of each school years. Since I can't draw there, I would rather sing than to dance there lol. So I sung the White Horse by her, after that I can't show my face to the class anymore but still happy that it's done already.
Since I'm a fan of her for so many years and already listened to her songs a thousand times, there is some songs that really touches my heart and soul. So these are my 5 most played songs of her through these years, songs that have been there for me through my joyful and sad times.
Let's start to my most favorite song of her, it's the song *Red*.
**Red**
Yow, I can listen to this a hundred times a day. My love for this song has never changed after 8 years. I used to listen to this song in loop while I'm sketching her face during my junior high school years, her face was my favorite face to draw because I became addicted to her during these years. I can also still remember the pain I felt before when Taylor Swift had her world tour and one of the countries she'll going to visit was the Philippines, but I'm broke and can't even afford the cheapest ticket, and my mother would definitely yell at me once I inform her thay I'll going to attend a concert that will held in MOA. But going back to the song, the lyrics, the drums, the guitar, T.S's voise was so perfect, If I would rate this song, it would be 20/10 lol.
Second to my most listened song of her would be *Style*.
**Style**
This is my to-go song whenever I'm at a public transportation. No explantions needed, I just found this song that is so accurate to listen while I'm riding a vehicles.
**All Too Well**
Have you tried listening to a song that you used to listen before and the moment you listened on it, you remembered all the places you've went, the feelings you've felt and the memories during the days where you last listened to it? All too well really brought me back to days where I was still looking for school for senior high, the days where I spent most of my time in my classmates house and sometimes exploring our school campus even though my class is already done. Whenever I hear this song, I remember all the happenings on that year where I was addicted in listening to this song ugh, music is so magical.
**Crazier**
Everytime I hear this song, it totally reminds me of my ultimate crush back in high school. He literally made me become crazy of him during those days, everytime he's around I'm so nervous and feels like I'm floating. But during this time, he has a girl but I don't care if they're, I just want to get inspired by him for he is so handsome like an angel's face and is really good at academics. This song was my song for him and until now, it feels like this song still belongs to him.
**Enchanted**
I always imagined myself being at a studio singing this song, but the only problem I am worrying even before is my voice. I really want to achieve a voice like what Taylor did in this song of her. But I accepted the fact that Taylor can only do that, no one else can especially if it is me lol. This is my favorite to listen when I was still a grade 8 student, basically I was 13 years that time. That was also the time where earphones and headphones are still not in trend, so what I did was to put my phone in a tube so I can hear it clearly once I started playing this song while I'm doing my homeworks.
Taylor Swift was really a part of my daily life back then, I'm so thankful that she became my idol, I am so inspired by her songs to that extent that her songs were the reason why my memory card are always full that time and it was so hard for me to delete even one of her songs from it. Even though that I'm not that addicted to her like what I used to be before, still I'm one of her greatest fans. I hope someday, oneday I can meet her personally. I think I can die instantly once it happens, just kidding. *I love you Taylor Swift.*
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How we've lost our 7 year old Business
It was all started on the year 2013. Both my parents and my uncle decided to build a business and starting a business is really tough and costly. My mother suggests to build a karinderya or eatery in front of a factory of plastics that is not so far from our home, the place is very convenient for us and since my mother loves cooking, it is a perfect business for her since she's the one who will manage it because my father were still working that time and my uncle was an OFW.
This is our store when it was still under construction before.
It was indeed stressful and needs a lot of money for renovations. They also built a wooden shelves besides from tables and chairs for our products to be placed because my mother wants it to not a become a karinderya at all but also have a mini sari-sari store inside.
On the first day of running our business, my mother said she only received 1 customer, which is only normal for every newly built businesses. I remembered my first ever experience of being a waiter and seller on our business, I was only second year during that time, instead of going back to our house I changed my path and went to our karinderya. I came there with a heavy arms because I just got my vaccine that time from our school. I saw my mother taking care of her ulams while ate rose are arranging the canned products on the shelves. Helped them to clean and assist our few customers. I stayed there until our karinderya's closing time which is 6 p.m.
Seeing the improvements especially the customers of our shop day by day was really satisfying. The other workers of the factory just in front of our business were starting to eat on us. Until they became very comfortable to us and us to them too. Every time I have nothing to do in our house, I'll just go to our karinderya to help my cousin and my mother their. Whenever I'm there, cleaning the table and washing the dishes are my tasks that's why I'm really good at it 😁.
Our business became our main source of income in the past years that makes our life became easier back then, not until when pandemic came. Pandemic ruined everything on us especially our business. When lockdown started last year 2020, the factory in front of us stopped operating too that really affects our income since 90% of our customers are workers on that factory.
As the lockdown starts, we closed our business too as for the community restrictions and for our safety too. We tought it would only take weeks but we're wrong. The Enhance Community Quarantine lasts for months. I remembered we only able to reopen our business when it was already June 2020. But running our business during those times became so different than the normal days especially in our daily income.
My mother were so stressed during these time thinking how we can get back everything. So we decided to make something different such as selling some packed meryenda's for the workers inside the factory because they were not allowed to go outside during that time. Some of it are no bake macaroni, pancit bihon, palabok etcetera. However, since the lockdown still continues to happen in the whole country, we can't do anything anymore but to stop. The rent for our karinderya will still continue to grow if we will continue to open our business too that was not kinda worth it anymore to continue in the midst of pandemic.
Then, October 8, 2020 my family decided to totally close our bussiness because we are running out of money and we can't afford to continue it anymore. All those years of running this business, we finally say good bye to our second home that was full of memories with our customers and on us too. Pandemic was indeed a life changer especially on us, but I can't blame this pandemic because no one wants it to happen, we are not the only one who experienced this kind of problem too, so all we have to do is to move forward, accept what have just happened and start a new plan again in life.
I want to share our karinderya's photos here when we're still running it but all the decent photos that I captured before are gone because they were saved at my mama's old phone that was already dead and can't turn on anymore. But anyway, our beloved kainan will always be the best karinderya for me. Thank you for letting me experience to become a waitress and a dishwasher for 7 long years.
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This or That
I often see the **This or That Challenge** on Youtube and Instagram stories so I decided to create an article answering the different questions where I need to choose only one from the two given words and since this is a blog, I would like to give my explanations from each of my answers so that you would know me as well. So, let's make a blog version of this challenge too!
The given words are not mine, as it will not be exciting for me to answer these questions anymore so I searched This or That question ideas on different photos on Pinterest and collected them in one for this article.
I will be having a two kinds of This or That challenge here, one is the random and the other one is a food edition. Let's start!
City | Beach
I would go to Beach, nothing could beat the satisfaction and calmness I feel everytime I'm on a beach. Nature is the best healer for me.
Sweet | Savoury
Actually, I'm a person who doesn't like sweets and I always prefer savoury foods. I love foods that is full of flavor so I would definitely go with Savoury.
Cat | Dog
Since I'm a pet lover, I can't choose one. I love them both, sorry for this but I really can't choose 😅.
Adventure | Comfort
I have this two personalities, where sometime all I want is a cozy room with a nice internet connection with a pet beside me. However, I am also a person who loves to go on a adventure and go the places where I've never been. I'm stucked again... But I would base my answer on what I just feel and want right now, so I would choose adventure since I really missed going outside.
Books | Movies
Movies! I prefer watching and seeing it in my own eyes than just reading it.
Night In | Night Out
Introverts go to Night In and I am an introvert. At exact 9 pm, we should be in our house.
Summer | Winter
I was born in a country who has a tropical weather, so when it comes to summer I am really used to it so I would go to Winter because I've never been experienced snow in my whole life.
Tea | Coffee
I don't usually drink these two but I would go to coffee instead because for me the taste of coffee is more nicer than the taste of tea.
Pizza | Pasta
I would go to pasta since I don't like pizzas ever since.
Europe | Asia
I'm an asian but my dream countries to visit soon are belong to european countries. However, when it comes to food and culture, I would choose asia so I will go with Asia.
Breakfast | Dinner
Since most of the time I skipped my breakfast, I would choose dinner.
***Let's go Food Edition!***
Dine In | Take Out
Take Out, we have a lot of rice in our home so it would be more practical to choose takeout rather than Dine In.
Ice Cream | Cake
I will definitely choose Ice Cream. I don't know I just feel like eating cake is nakakaumay.
Waffles | Pancakes
Waffles! I remembered during my SHS days, I always save 30 pesos from my everyday expenses on school just to buy it a waffle on Waffle Time store outside the mall near to our terminal. My favorite to buy back then was their American Hotdog, that's the best for me among all their menus.
Rice | Noodles
Since I am a filipino, I would definitely choose rice. I can't live without it, rice became my life, I think I can't survive a day without it LOL.
Vanilla | Chocolate
Hmmm, I would go to chocolates.
Vegetables | Fruits
Before I hate vegetables but not anymore right now. I started to like vegetable dishes now like diningding, pakbet, chopsuey etcetera.
Salt | Pepper
I love salty foods but I'm avoiding it now after I found out that salty foods can cause pimples. I just had a pimple breakout and I don't want it to comeback so I need to change something in myself too and that is to have a discipline in myself. I would go to pepper, it makes our dishes tasteful too.
Burger | Taco
I only eat the patty in burgers because I don't like breads. But I will still choose burger.
Spicy | Mild
I don't have a high tolerance with spicy foods so I would go to Mild.
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You have another ideas in me based on my answers, I really enjoyed sharing it here too and I hope you enjoyed reading it as well. That's all for my This or That Challenge. Till my next article again.
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Have a great day wonderful people ♡.

My Pet Peeves
As being a young adult, I am now starting to experience and feel the things that most adults finds irritating or disgusting. Like I never find myself being irritated to a certain thing not until I reached this age. I can understand now how peaceful it is being away from loud noises and loud people. Another one is I don't want to be outside anymore before 9 pm, I need to be at home at exact 9 pm, away from people, just me and my foods while recharging myself for tomorrow.
As what the titles says, here are my Pet Peeves or the things I find really annoying and irritating. I think you can relate to some of these.
Loud car horns and motorcycles
https://www.google.com/search?q=loud+motorcycle&client=ms-android-oppo&prmd=vsixn&sxsrf=AOaemvIaWmR-cr2fPLVt_2rKqjEQdl3Hcg:1632885407142&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiU0ZqVnKPzAhXX6mEKHQkfCTgQ_AUoA3oECAIQAw#imgrc=me0pJhBVEHCx7M
What ever mood I have, once there is a loud motorcycle that was passed by on me in wherever road I was, it can change for about 1 second. Loud car horns and loud motorcycles really stresses me out, I don't know it's just so annoying to hear. Those person who drives these kind of motorcycles and uses a very loud horns on their cars are so insensitive.
Crumpled paper being used as an eraser on chalkboard
https://www.google.com/search?q=crumpled+paper+on+chalkboard&client=ms-android-oppo&prmd=ivsxn&sxsrf=AOaemvLacAcJOx0UEFobJ9ctjyu7K_mQ0g:1632885599816&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjQyYrxnKPzAhVLEogKHX_wDaQQ_AUoAXoECAIQAQ&biw=360&bih=566&dpr=2#imgrc=YdhEHnrT_JeigM
Hearing the sound of crumpled paper being used as an eraser really annoys me too. It really hurts my ears, I can't help but to cover my ears everytime one of classmate do this in front of me.
Spitting on the sidewalk
https://www.google.com/search?q=spitting+on+sidewalk&client=ms-android-oppo&prmd=ivnx&sxsrf=AOaemvI_-Iq-aucijmNHN7mkvcigXSD8iA:1632885721932&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjw4aernaPzAhUEMd4KHQBRDJsQ_AUoAXoECAIQAQ&biw=360&bih=566&dpr=2#imgrc=JtwQ7hvYKhgG8M&imgdii=Jyqavc8cslnB0M
I find this thing really disgusting especially if it is not only saliva (you know what I mean). Seeing this on roads, sidewalk is so unhygienic. We should not tolerate this kind of bad habits. Discipline ourselves to not do this, instead we should put whatever we want to spit in a paper and put it in a place where no one can see it such as trashcans.
Holding my arms
https://www.google.com/search?q=holding+arms&client=ms-android-oppo&prmd=isvxn&sxsrf=AOaemvIbLOmo_VY3SvQWDZ4kbpp85YcvKA:1632885815231&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiQpebXnaPzAhXQDN4KHWh1AgEQ_AUoAXoECAIQAQ&biw=360&bih=566&dpr=2#imgrc=8jF2FUDTU3OWhM
I am not a clingy person, I really value my space that's why when other friends of mine do this to me, I will always make a way just to get her hands off to my arms. It's not that I hate her, I really understand those friends who are really clingy to their friends but they should understand mine too. I just don't like it when they did this to me 😅. It's uncomfortable for me.
People who talks so close at me
https://www.google.com/search?q=close+talkers&client=ms-android-oppo&prmd=ivsxn&sxsrf=AOaemvIA3__7eu0rQmYNef6C9K9AXZBBtQ:1632885936125&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjyqbmRnqPzAhWLfd4KHTAYAE0Q_AUoAXoECAIQAQ&biw=360&bih=566&dpr=2#imgrc=ITBI7hvb02GgZM
Just like what I've said from the previous one, I really value my personal space. Even when pandemic isn't yet exists I've always used the social distancing rule in my life. I don't want to be too close from the people or friends that I am having a conversation with. But since I am not a straightforward people cause I really care about their feelings, I will be the one who will just step back from them, that's what I always do.
People who don't cover ther mouth when sneezing or coughing
https://www.google.com/search?q=sneezing&client=ms-android-oppo&prmd=invx&sxsrf=AOaemvLR7zmoEm44I9iude1Njnv0ft6L0Q:1632886078315&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjZ6Z_VnqPzAhXDO3AKHUI8Ay4Q_AUoAXoECAIQAQ&biw=360&bih=566&dpr=2#imgrc=rYpL6dWrxrz0dM
I really hate those people who will just cough or sneeze as if they didn't care about the people's health around them. Prevention is better than cure. Practice covering our mouth especially if there's other people with us or around us.
Slow connection
https://www.google.com/search?q=slow+connection&client=ms-android-oppo&prmd=ivnx&sxsrf=AOaemvL-LQ9OBtxgC10lz5U9HENOxkUuYw:1632886138982&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjmypbynqPzAhULBd4KHU0yBCsQ_AUoAXoECAIQAQ&biw=360&bih=566&dpr=2#imgrc=7l474S-f5pAdsM
We can't deny it all, slow internet is really frustrating and annoying at the same time. Slow internet once made me cry too, when I really have to finish my project and I can't even start from doing it because the internet were so slow and I need the internet so badly since my project requires researching. That loading really irritates me.
Slow walkers
https://www.google.com/search?q=slow+walker&client=ms-android-oppo&prmd=isvxn&sxsrf=AOaemvJPwI7onrGoe3T3qaidqwH5CvDCnA:1632886197081&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjb3vCNn6PzAhWOe94KHRlSA0MQ_AUoAXoECAIQAQ&biw=360&bih=566&dpr=2#imgrc=t-KFWn-1iPLE_M
I hate it when I am in a rush and the person or people in front of me walks so slow. It annoys me more when they're just talking or doing something while walking and not thinking of people behind them. I hate it so I never become a slow walker, when I need to get something from my bag, I will go first to a corner or side or I will look first if there are people behind me so I can do whatever I want without annoying other people.
And these are my pet peeves. I guess, I am that person who really get annoyed easily but with these things only 😅. Anyways, I really enjoyed sharing it here.
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A Day In My Life
During the normal days, the usual thing I do once I leave my bed was to prepare myself for school. Taking a bath during these days isn't that hard, skipping for a meal isn't that hard and my social life is not destroyed as it was today. I rarely go outide but once I do, it means my mother asked me to buy toyo at the nearest sari-sari store. To be honest, I don't know what our mall here already looks like because the last time I went there was 19 months ago, basically before pandemic starts last year 2020.
Since then, my whole life happened only in the four corners of our house, without friends, teacher or even strangers just with my family and pets. My busy and fun life before are now became lonely and boring most of the time 😅. However, I am really grateful that I met noise and read during these times, they helped me improve my writing skills, meet a lot of virtual friends and kill my boring time. Speaking of boring, here's my a day in my life blog edition cause this kind of title are commonly sees on youtube as a content by vloggers so let me share it here, hope y'all not get bored from reading my non-sense life everyday.
At night, I usually sleep at around 11 pm and I usually woke up at 7-8 am.
The presence of our cat lying beside me is my alarm clock, Luna (our cat) often to lay down beside me at around 7 am, so once I feel his fur on my leg, I know I need to get up because it's 7 am already. This is our cat's photo that I took while calling his name, his face seemed shocked here after hearing his name while he's asleep hehez.
Once I walked down from my bad because we have a double deck bed here, my sister sleeps under me while I sleep at the top bed. Here's another photo of our cat being pacute at me. His face here was literally look like this :3 lol.
After playing with our cat, I will prepare my clothes because taking a bath is one of my priorities to do every morning. Before I leave our room, I will let the other cat of ours to go inside our room. He's mingming, he waits outside our room each morning to wait us open the door so he can finally enter to it and sleep at my sister's bed. That's my morning routine with my cats and their morning routine too 😅.
But before I took a bath, I will cook our rice first and wait for it to boil, while waiting I will feed our cats with some treats and once the rice are already boiled up I will proceed myself to our c.r to take a bath. Morning bath is the most refreshing bath for me than afternoon or night baths.
Once I finished my bath, I will now prepare our food for breakfast but most of the time, we don't have a breakfast so I'll prepare our dish for lunch instead. Some of my followers on noise saw how I prepared the ingredients I use since I often share my cooking preparation on that platform. After slicing all the vegetables I will cook it at 10-10:30 am because 1 and a half hour before 12 noon is enough time for me to cook our food. While waiting for our food to fully cooked, I will spend my time with our pets outside especially our dog named Mishi, she loves attention and loves play. She also liked it when I am massaging her back and head, she almost fall asleep whenever I do that to her.
When the clock reached 12 noon, it's time for us to place all our plates on the table, prepare the rice and our ulam. After that, I am always incharged of cleaning the table, refilling the bottles we used while eating and feeding our dog and cat (Mingming), unlike to luna, mishi and mingming both loves to eat table foods while luna doesn't like it so he needs cat food.
During afternoon, this is my rest time, sometimes I take a short nap but most of the time I just watch mukbang while lying down on my sister's bed. This is also my time for making my article, afternoon is the best time for me to think of a topic for my next article. Afternoon is for my rest time but not for my mind.
Just like in the afternoon, I will prepare our food for by 5pm so that by 6-6:30 pm everything is done and we're ready to eat again, cause that's how lockdown affects us right? To become fat because most of the time we can't stop ourselves but to eat hahaha. At around 7 pm when I am done with all the house chores, it's time for me to entertain myself by watching livestramers play MLBB, one of my most favorite livestreamer is Bulldog because he never use bad word such as swear words in his livestream, he also teaches his viewers about the best builds for every heroes he uses.
***Watching ASMR and 3D Binaural sounds*** are one of my favorite thing to do before going to bed or while on my bed. You can try to listen on them too, especially the 3D Binaural sounds, listening to them is so satisfying and will put you to a sleep as well.
By 9 pm, that is my skin care time, I will now get my soap and toothbrush. For my face I always use safeguard pink with aloe vera for moisturizing my face and sometimes I use kojie san too because I still have visible scars from my severe pimple breakout last year during lockdown. After rinsing my face with water, I'm gonna use tissue to wipe my face, I don't use towel because all the recommendations that I've watched about skincare it says there that it is more hygienic if we use disposable tissue than towel. It also depends on the texture of towel because if it is rough to touch, it will damage the skin of our face.
After that, I will back at watching youtube videos and I'll create a short post on Noise. I'll just wait 'till it gets 11 pm and I am ready to go to sleep and hug my teddy bear named ***Chichi***.
`And that's my boring quarantine life lol.`
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Have a great day wonderful people ♡.
My Dyshidrotic Eczema Journey
It was all started on February 2018, my right hand's little finger becomes itchy and I thought it was just normal like it was just bitten by an insect or what but everything gets worser on the next day. I keep on scratching it because it was so itchy until I looked closer to it to see what was wrong to my pinky finger's skin. I noticed a small little circles on my skin, I popped it and it has a water inside. I get goosebumps that time because my Tripophopia attacked me again after seeing those small circles on my skin.
*This is how it looks like:*
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Until I decided to search it on google. At first I really have no idea what to search, I just searched "Small bumbs with water inside on my fingers" lol because that's the time where I don't even know that these itchy bumps with water inside are called **Blisters**. Upon searching for it, I finally found out that I have an eczema and it's called ***Dyshidrotic Eczema*** where a small itchy blisters will appear on our hands, palms or even at the sole of our feet.
These blisters became a torture for me to the point that I can't even have a good and quality sleep because the itchiness keeps on bothering me. Each day it gets worser and worser until these blisters spread out all over my five fingers and even on my palms. My whole hands were so itchy as hell, until I made a big mistake and that is to scratch it every single time I felt its itchiness. Because of this mistake, it make my situation becomes worser, each of my fingers becomes swollen especially my little finger where my eczema started. It affects my life, I can't use my hands properly from doing the things I used to do before like washing dishes, washing our clothes, taking a bath, it also affects my handwritting as it feels hurt whenever I try to fold my fingers into my pen.
My friends were started to ask me about what happened to my hands and all I said it was eczema. Even though their words didn't say it but their face says it all. This eczema took my self confidence. Most of the time when I am at public places especially in our school, I often hide my hands from my classmates even to my closest friends.
*This is how my actual hands looks like before, it was swollen and the texture of my hands changed too.*
And to totally stop this, I decided to search for its home remedies and the one thing I really sticked into was to avoid my hands from water. I bought gloves for me to use when I am in-charged of washing the dishes, I used to cover my hands with plastic before I take a bath like I literally avoided all the things that might cause my affected hands from getting wet.
On my first experience with this allergy was on the year 2018, after a 1 and a half months of this torture, I finally got rid of it, but the one thing I hated from this allergy the most except for its itchiness is that it leaves my skin dry and flacky. I thought it won't comeback again but I'm wrong.
January 2019, I started to see the blisters on my hands again, I almost cried after seeing it as it means that a month of torture are about to starts on me again. I have no idea why this allergy came back until google taught me that **Dyshidrotic Eczema is a Seasonal Allergy**, it means it may come back to me all over again. So I decided to search for a product that will help me to get rid of it permanently. But because I was broke during these times, O can't afford to buy those products I've saw on google.
I showed my hand's condition to my mother and she told me that she knows a certain product that really cures eczema. On the next day, she brought this product to me;
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It is an ointment (Anti-allergy/Anti-pruritic), this product is a holy grail for me, it really helped me to reduce the itchiness I felt every single minute. It somehow reduces the swelling of my fingers too. I always have this with me wherever I go. My mother said she bought it from a chinese store in Novaliches. At first, I really don't have idea for it, I just applied it on my skin 3x a day because I am really desperate during these time. But then, this product really helped me with my eczema, I thought my eczema would comeback to me again on 2020 but it wasn't, until now 2021 I never experienced those blisters anymore after using this product. Though I don't have an idea if it is the one who helped me in curing my eczema permanently but I think it made a big effect on my allergy before to not come back on my hands again.
Now, it's been 2 years since the last time I had this Dyshidrotic Eczema, it was really tough, it really affects my life but I'm happy now that I am not experiencing it anymore. Thanks to my mother and thanks to this product 😁.
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How I Prepare and Pack My Shopee Orders
I started creating my own shop on shopee last year (October 2020). As usual, at first no one will find your shop, you won't receive any orders yet and for me it took me 2 and a half weeks to receive my first ever order on my shop. I remembered it was 2 maong shorts. By the way, my shop's products are mostly clothes for girls, I have for teens and even for kids. They were all from my mama's paninda before that she bought from Taytay and sold it to some of her friends here, so I decided to post and sell the left clothes of my mama's paninda on shopee, some of my products are already used as well but most of them are brand new.
My shop went well from october to december but when 2021 arrives, my shop were started to receive 0 orders, not until on February and March. On february, I started to sell some personalized keychains, kpop keychains and even personalized QR Code keychain. I think the last order that I've received was already 6 months ago, that is why I thought shopee deactivated my shop already as I am not already active to it, but on the other day, I received an order from someone who lives in Camarines Sur. I was shookt and happy at the same time because I didn't expect that I will receive another orders after almost half a year of being inactive.
Yesterday, I received an order again and I want to share here how I prepare my orders because I missed doing it after 6 long months of focusing my self with my contents on noise, read and also to cryto. I am now able to prepare and pack my orders again 😁.
So here's how I pack orders from my shop. When someone ordered on your shop, the **To Ship** icon will look like this, (the number depends on how many orders you have received).
***This can be a guide as well for those who doesn't have any idea with preparing their first orders on Shopee.***
The first thing I do is to click the arrange shipment from the app so that I can get the waybill of this order. The waybill is the one we see the barcodes, seller's info and the buyer's info. By arranging the shipment, if you're only using your phone, you must go to chrome, click the desktop mode and login your account to ***seller.shopee.ph*** so that you can arrange its shipment. Shopee doesn't allowed users to arrange shipments from the app itself, we need to open our shop in web in order for us to view and be able to print the waybill.
The second thing I do is to print the waybill (you will be asked what date you prefer to pick up the orders from your house, it depends on you). Since I'm just a small seller on shopee and can't afford to buy the waybill printer, what I do is to go to the nearest computer shop where I can print the waybill in bond paper only.
The next thing I will do is to prepare the products. I will prepare my table where I will place everything that I'll use in packing this order. I sanitize everything for my buyer's safety of course such as the products they will receive, the pouch and even my table and hands.
I will prepare my **"Thank You"** stickers that I bought on shopee and the J&T Express pouch as well since this is the courier of this parcel.
After this I will prepare the products, she ordered 2 shirts for kids, it was Peppa and Barbie ♡. I will fold them nicely and put them in plastics after.
Once they are already inside the plastics, I will sealed them using my Thank you Stickers.
And this will be the finish product! Once I am done with this, they're ready to put inside the pouch of J&T.
Alcohol is a must for me when it comes to preparing someone's order. I sanitized the clothes as well before I fold and put them inside their own plastics. (To all the buyers out there, don't forget to sanitize your products too before sending them hehe).
When someone bought a product from my shop, I always give them freebies like this chiffon scrunchie for their children. Because they ordered shirt for a girl kid so I'm expecting that it is for their daughter, niece or even for their inaanak with a sticker saying *Thank You* again because they made me smile by just ordering the products left on my shop.
I will sealed the pouch and I will stick the waybill using a clear packaging tape so that it doesn't get wet and shopee also told every sellers before that we should also protect the waybill by using a waterproof sticker, but since I can't have that kind of waybill I just cover it with packaging tape.
Ready for pick up!
However, I think this would be the last time that I will receive an order because this is the last items from my shop. But I'm still planning that if I have an extra money, I will use it as my capital to buy clothes again to Taytay Tiangge and sell it on my shop.
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My Rainbow
While I am scrolling through my news feed on facebook, I saw a shared post from one of my facebook friend where she shared her result after taking a few questions from a certain website where it says there that the result will tell about what kind of personality did you have and what colours in rainbow suits your personality. I because of my curiosity about it and clicked the link from her shared post.
After answering some of its questions it will let us wait as the codes of our answers are analyzing by the system to make a result and this is my result;
Although I know that this is just for fun and won't tell exactly what kind of personality we have. However, from the result I get, it's kinda accurate. Because first of all, orange was my favorite color since I was only 6 years old that's why when I get the result that the color of my rainbow is orange, I was amazed and what made me feel more amazed was when I read what color orange says about my personality.
Let's go first on the first sentence,
**"You are a strong person."**- I am the kind of person where as much as I can and as much as possible I don't want to show my weaknesses to others. I don't want them to see me cry or to see that I am in pain. I've always want to show them that I am strong, that even though it really hurts me, I can still show them my smile, my laugh. I am strong at holding back my tears when I am in front of others. I can solve my own problems without even telling it to anyone, even to my closest friends. Even though that life seems to be harsh on me and not giving the life I've alwayd wanted, I still fight. I am always focusing my self on the positive side even though it affects me negatively. Because in those way, I know I can survive, I know that there's still a small chances for me to become happy again and I will stick to it as much as I can. I've fought so many silent battles as well that's why I know to my self that those experiences are the reason why I am strong enough to face any future problems I may encounter in life.
**"You appreciate a challenge."**- I am the kind of person who somehow wants to get hurt or challenged by someone, not physically but emotionally and mentally. Sometimes when I feel like I am struggling, I somehow liked it because if I am struggling means I have to do better, I have to give my best and it also challenges my mental health.
Like 3 years ago when I went through my very first heartbreak, I cried for 3 days and on the 4th day I realized that hurting me will destroy me, instead they just made me become stronger and wiser. I already knew what things I should avoid if in case it'll happen to me again. Another example is when deadlines for projects in school is fast approaching, even though that I'm having a hard time finishing my projects yet I still managed to pass it on time because I am the one who challenges myself if I can work under pressure haha.
**"Others are amazed at how you don't give up."**- I am also the kind of person who has a strong fighting spirit, others might not see it on my actions, but in my mind I never surrendered. Even though that it's completely impossible to happen, I still believe in miracles and biggest twists in life. Like when I am playing **Mobile Legends (MLBB)**, when some of my teammates are starting to loose hope by clicking the surrender button, because they think that we will just being defeated at the end but for me I never clicked the surrender button even though that we have big gap from the enimies such as the number of kills, team gold and the number of destroyed turrents. I will still fight until the end even if we might get defeated because atleast until the end I know I gave my best. Just like what **Gatotkaca** said ***"Legends never surrender"*** 😁.
By the way, I tried visiting the website again so I can share it with you here if you have some play time and want to try it to yourself but sadly the creator of that website said that;
Probably after a few months, he/she will put it back to world wide web, so here's the link of this cute website so you can find out what's the color of your rainbow too: https://spacefem.com/quizzes/rainbow/
Thank you for Reading my non-sense article!
Have a great day wonderful people ♡.
What my Messenger Made me Realized
Aside from learning the crypto universe, Noise.cash, read.cash and others that helped me earn money while I'm just staying here inside our house are considered to be one of my greatest achievements for this year. But despite of these achievements, I've lost so many things in my life as well and it was all started when pandemic came in our lives.
And with all of these achievements, I discovered something to myself and I think that would be one of my biggest flex this year. My biggest flex is that I learned how to survive without anyone, I learned to face my problems all by myself, I learned to become independent in every decisions or actions I made. Because all through out this pandemic where I spent 1 year and a half of not meeting my friends, family and other people that is close to me, I've realized that sometimes, your friends or even your closest friends won't be there for you at any time. The messages I received from these months are too far from what it receives before, most of the time I received 0 messages for a whole week, that's why I am no longer bothered to visit it or use the messenger app because no one wants to talk to me and the most saddest part is even my closest friends before didn't even wanted to. That'why I changed myself, a change that would help me and will improve my personality, a change not because of what others did to me but for myself and that is to remove my expectations from others. I realized that the more we expect, the more we may be hurt.
I am at the point of my life right now where I can finally say the word **"IDGAF"**. I am the point where I don't care anymore, but that doesn't mean that I don't care at all to my friends or family, it's just that I don't care anymore to what their actions may cause to me. Because, I taught my self that expecting others to talk to me or just greet me is bad, bad because it might cause me to instill hatred in them and bad for me as well since I am having a high expectations for others. They have their own life and just like me they're might be busy.
However, spending my quarantine without talking to anyone is somehow peaceful. I witnessed how peaceful it is to the point that I am already addicted to it and I have no plan from going back to my old self. After all of these, I learned to survive and face my problems without the help of others, without their advices and help. Because to be honest, the most difficult times in my life happened in the midst of this pandemic, I have no one to cry on or to share my struggles, I faced the one of my most frustating and stressful situation without telling and sharing it to anyone, but because of that, it taught to one thing and that is.. it made become stronger.
I am really proud of myself after realizing and changing myself. I think this is one of the most helpful change that I've ever done in my whole life. Pandemic really challenged everyone's faith, motivation, life and health but we cannot deny that pandemic made us realize a lot of things, it taught us a lot of things and the most especially it taught us to be grateful for what we have.
I have zero expectation from anyone right now. I love spending my time with myself, it made me love myself even more and I'm happy for the **Peace** that I have right now. That we can still found our new happiness from the things that once hurt us and I called that *Unexpected Happiness.*
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I'm a type of student who...
Can you still remember your very first day at school? I guess most of you can't remember it anymore but for my very first day in school, all I can still remember was I was crying. I don't care of how do I look like in front of my classmates because all I want that time was to go home. But then, after a few years I started to love going to school, started to love my classmates and teacher and also my school. I can say that school taught me a lot of things than other places I went, even in my own home. School helped get throughout of my comfort zone, helped me build my confidence and helped me improve my social life.
In this article I will share to all of you what kind of student I was during my school years. Some of you might get relate from one of these, so high five in advance 😂.
**I am a type of student who prefers exam/quiz than recitations or presentation.**
-The reason for this is that the moment I stepped in in front of my classmates my brain seems to have a system errors inside it. I can't say everything I've planned or practiced for once it's my turn to speak up in front. That is why I prefer taking written activites than having a presentations. I can express everything through writting such as my memorized terms during exams, my feelings through essays and poems. In fact, my classmates and my teachers back then really knows that I'm bad at speaking but I'm good in written activities as I've known to be one of those students who are always getting high score at exams and quizzes.
**I am a type of student who are always late.**
-Few years ago, the university where I'm enrolled at was only 5 minutes away from our house yet I'm still late everyday. I don't know either why I move so slow when I'm preparing myself every morning. I can't take a bath for five minutes, I can't eat my breakfast for five minutes and I can't do everything in the morning in just a short period of time. However, I need to change myself from being like this because it's not good at all especially once I get a job, and being late isn't being professional so have to remove it from my habits.
**I am a type of student who loves to observe.**
-Since I was quiet most of the time, my favorite thing to do in school was to observe. By being observant at school especially in our classroom, I've witnessed a lot of ***Pasipsip Moments*** of my classmates to our teachers, through observing I can already know what type of person my classmates are, I can say how true and how fake they're towards others too, I also know it first if someone are having a crush from one of my classmates, how they smiled at each other and how they become awkward in every presentations and groupings. Yes, I'm looking at them but I'm not jelous tho 😂.
**I am a type of student who are a Lowkey Marites.**
-I am also a lowkey marites at school back then. Everytime that someone from my classmates says something to one of my classmates too, I also get excited about it but after knowing it I mostly kept it within me or sometimes I share it too to someone I am really close with. The lowkey marites inside me are being awaken when there is a fight in our classroom and chismis makes it most exciter if the conflict was involving by my girl classmates. But as of now, I'm no longer a marites because I'm at the point where I am literally **IDGAF** at everything around me, and knowing how peaceful it is, I don't have a plan to go back from being marites since it doesn't helped me after all.
**I am a type of student who's a teacher favorite when it comes to graded recitation**
-This is what makes me wonder most of the time, like among the 50 students in a class why do I always picked or chose to answer their questions. Like, I don't even know why I am so lucky at this thing but when it comes to prices, money or even crypto airdrops I am so unlucky. Though sometimes I answered them correctly but that is just sometimes. I guess when god created me, he only put a drop of luckiness onto my bowl that's why this is the result, I am destined to be picked in recitation just to answer the question that I don't even know the answer LOL just kidding.
`How about you, what type of student you were?`
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A lookback from the year 2016 in PH
First of all, the year 2016 was already 5 years ago. Time flies so fast right? I feel like 2016 is just 2 years ago because every happenings during that year are still fresh in my mind. I can still remember my first ever university experience during this year, it was fun and full of momerable moments. That's why I chose this year to become my topic for this article cause it became very memorable to me.
*So let's go back to the year 2016 for a while, and start remembering the trends during this year. I hope you'll enjoy reading it!*
Way back 2016, this man became viral for his song named **PPAP (Pen-pineapple-apple-pen).**
Do you still remember this song?
**PPAP** was sung by **Pikotaro**, I can still remember how this song went so viral in the internet, though I still don't know what's the purpose or the meaning of this song and I assume most of you didn't know it as well, it's just that this song is so catchy that made a lot of people sung it too. I remembered as well how this song made my classmates go crazy and sing it in our classroom over and over again LOL.
And of course, the dance craze during this year, the **Fetty Wap Challenge**.
Have you and your friends did this dance challenge too? For me, YES! me and my classmates did it to and it was fun.
I think it's July or August when this dance craze started here in the Philippines, I'm not sure by the way. It is mostly danced by a group of people. During this time, the song used in this challenge which is **'Nobody's better' by Suzi ft. Fetty Wap** are literally everywhere. You can hear it in jeepneys, occassions, school events or just in your neighbors house.
**The Dabbing pose**
This pose were so used by millenials and Gen Z during this year. Doing a dub pose is just a gesture for being playful or just becoming youthful. Dub pose are in memes too that's why it became viral in internet in the whole world.
We often used this pose as well with my friends whenever we want that swag look in our group picture haha.
We're done with the dance and pose craze, so let's go as well to the most played song by everyone during this year. It's the song '**Closer**' by **Chainsmoker**.
Like the song Nobody's Better, you can hear Closer being played everywhere too. I actually became addicted to this song too. I remember, I once used this song on my powerpoint presentation before and the moment I played this song, all my classmates sung it and all of a sudden our classroom became a bar because all of us know it. That's how popular this song is five years ago. This is also the year for **Chainsmokers**, they've other songs that went viral as well such as **Roses** and **Don't let me Down**.
**The Snapchat's Flower Crown Craze**
Have you once used this effect too? I bet most of the girls used this flower crown on their selfies before and I'm one of you. I really love this effect back then, I have a lot of selfies having this flower crown on my forehead too but I can't show it here since I'm too ugly LOL. But hey, this flower crown are one of 2016's trademark for me. Also, this is the year where snapchat became a well known camera app here in the Philippines.
Let's go naman to shoes! This what I've noticed that everyone has during this year, it's this white **Adidas** shoes.
Hey, everytime I see this kind of shoes it reminds me of 2016 😅. What I liked about it is it's unisex, a lot of my girl classmated back then wore a shoes like this during our P.E and I actually wanted to have this kind of shoes too but I don't have money hehe.
The most watched videos back then are from this facebook page. **Filipino Vines**.
We often see funny videos from this page that sometimes made our day. However, the popularity of this page has come to an end maybe on 2017 I guess, I'm not sure. But let us be thankful to **Filipino Vines** because it once made us laugh and happy by just watching viral videos on the internet.
**The Pokemon Go App**
This application became viral and was used by a lot of people even celebrities. You just need to catch some pokemon once you see them on your screen. But this trend didn't affect me that much since I don't have a nice phone back then and it can't support applications like this so I can't relate on others who are using or once used this app.
**The frog in memes**
2016 isn't complete without memes and I'm sure that you are familiar with this frog, you can see him in different memes and those memes sometimes made you laugh.
I have a memory card here from my old phone that I'm using during this year and seeing the photos inside it made me realized how this frog made me happy back then because I have a album there full of memes and some of those memes have this crying/sad frog. Until now I still have an album for all my saved memes from the internet cause memes are my happiness LOL.
And these are the trends in the internet from the year 2016. Do you relate yourselves from these trends before? Also, if you know or have an additional idea for the 2016 trends you can share then at the comment section 😊.
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https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/362750944983041813/ (****Lead Image****)
https://www.google.com/search?q=pen+pineapple+apple+pen+meme&oq=pen+pinr&aqs=chrome.2.69i57j46i13j0i13l2.8147j0j7&client=ms-android-oppo&sourceid=chrome-mobile&ie=UTF-8#imgdii=0sTxxg5xKR8FbM&imgrc=8hAqgOnaagBaSM
https://www.google.com/search?q=fetty+wap+challenge&client=ms-android-oppo&hl=en&prmd=vnix&sxsrf=AOaemvL_bF3KFHg8_u3V6Lu6TkEFMqSG9g:1630994956491&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwj_44vYmezyAhUrQPUHHVbNBRwQ_AUIGSgD&biw=360&bih=566#imgrc=vpmr54JclnYAVM&imgdii=oOe3iKcAX6DuzM
https://www.google.com/search?client=ms-android-oppo&sxsrf=AOaemvKLfTdCBoukMSKCVSIxJM9dLbe9LQ:1630996181928&q=dab+pose&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjUxragnuzyAhXJA4gKHYTiDPEQ7xYoAHoECAEQAg&biw=360&bih=566&dpr=2#imgdii=l0p8N5crRqU78M&imgrc=M77SKzPPWqmJ8M
https://www.google.com/search?q=snapchat+flower+crown+filter&oq=snapchat+flowe&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j0i512l4.5430j0j9&client=ms-android-oppo&sourceid=chrome-mobile&ie=UTF-8#imgdii=uZNlxqQRWtgjnM&imgrc=ODi_A6BtfphYzM
https://www.google.com/search?q=white+shoes+with+black+stripe&oq=white+shoes+with+black+stripe&aqs=chrome..69i57.11343j0j4&client=ms-android-oppo&sourceid=chrome-mobile&ie=UTF-8#imgrc=qmlYr9xPQottAM
https://www.google.com/search?q=filipino+vines+original+cast&oq=filipino+vines&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j0i512l2j0i22i30l2.5693j0j9&client=ms-android-oppo&sourceid=chrome-mobile&ie=UTF-8#imgrc=hHX3oVnHenpRaM
https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/822962531886706044/
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The Pressure
There was never a day that I didn’t think about my future, what would my life be like in the years to come and if I could fulfill all my dreams in the coming years. Everything I see, I read and watch from different people on social media about their successes in life at a very young age makes me question myself ***"Why am I just like this"***. I can't help myself but to feel jealous about their achievements.
Like at the age of this, they already have their own house or car, own apartment, they can travel wherever they wanted to go, they can buy all the things they want or need, they have already a degree, they have nice job, some are starting their own family while some are enjoying their youths by exploring a lot of things in this world.
I feel like I am too weak, I feel like I've been left behind by other people at my age. I feel so pressured about anything I saw on social media. People at the age of 20 has already hundreds of thousand in their bank account, people at the age of 19 already found their partners, people at the age of 18 have their own businesses and more. I frequently saw a lot of my batchmates posting on facebook about how happy they are after been accepted from the company they were applying for, my friends who often show their new computer/laptop they bought for themselves, my batchmates who are so happy this year because it's their last year of being a college student and they are about to wear that black toga that I've been dreaming of ever since but sadly as of now seems like black toga isn't yet for me.
I'm so happy to all my friends who are now already a 4th year college student, onr more year and they're done! Yes, I'm happy for them but not for myself.
I feel pressured. I feel pressured for my self, and for my life in the future. I can't help but say in my mind *"I wish I was too"*, *"I wish I could achieve what they have right now too"*, *"I wish I could go back to college"*, *"I wish I have the things I want too" and "I wish I could be as successful as them too"*.
But after all, I realized...
I am not them.
We have a different names, we live in a different places, we have different personalities and beliefs, we're living in a different bodies, in short we have our own different life, we have different paths and perfect times so why do I have to compare my self from them? Also, I realized that it's not because they've achieved these things right now doesn't mean that I should do it for my self too or felt sad and pressured about it. When it comes to education, though it is normal to feel sad for my situation right now, but I just realized as well that feeling down for myself won't help me at all, especially in these times where I need to get out of my comfort zone, I need to show the strong part of me as I face these kinds of struggles and hard times of my life, I need to let go of these feelings and doubts for my self because in these times, I only have is my self, I should be the number one fan of me, I should be the one who won't say negatives about me and instead...
I should feel proud of my little achievements too.
Even if others may not see it as my achievement, I would still and forever be grateful for it.
Because life isn't about how wealthy or how successful we are, it is not a race nor a competition between us and other people in our age. What we should do instead of comparing ourselves from other's life is to make their achievements as our inspiration for our goals.
Maybe it's not my time yet, but the thing that I'm hundred percent sure for my self is, I will give my very best so that I can have my own house, car and get that degree soon.
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Things I Do When I Can't Sleep
Before, sleeping was actually one of my biggest problem in myself. Like every single night I can't sleep, even though I already applied to my body the most comfortable positions when sleeping, still I can't fall asleep, and this is the reason why I can't sleep even more because of my stress over this difficulty in sleeping of mine.
Regardless of how tired I am during the day, it still didn't helped me to fall asleep easily once I layed my body on my bed. I envy my cousin and sister who shares a bedroom with me every night because even if they just lie in their bed, later on they already fell asleep and sometimes even snore. Sleepless nights was also the reason of my pimple breakouts, I had a lot of pimples in both of my cheecks and forehead, and that cause to feel stressed even more. So I decided to change, change my night routines and make my own way on how I can fall asleep easily.
These are the things I always do when sleep doesn't want to visit my body.
I roll my eyes counterclockwise and clockwise
I know this is seems to be weird but this method of mine really helped me to fall asleep. I roll my eyes counterclockwise and clockwise until I get tired of it and then I will close my eyes and just wait until I fall asleep. However, I am not saying that this could also work on you just because it worked for me. We're in different bodies.
Stretching my whole body
When I started to feel like I'm still not sleepy after 20 mins of lying at my bed I will start stretching my body in my own different ways of stretching my bones on my hands, my arms, neck and most especially are my back bone until I hear those satisfying cracks from my bones. I'm doing this for atleast 5 mins, and after that I will try to lie down again on my bed and wait 'till I fall asleep.
Creating scenarios in my head
I think most of us did this before going to sleep but I think this is the best way for you to easily fall asleep. What you only need to do is do not ever think of something negatives like your most embarassing moments, the people whom you feel angry, jelous and scared cause these thought might cause your emotioms to boost that may result to difficulty in sleeping. The things you should think of are happy and calm moments, like remembering your first ever out of the town trip, moments with your crush, thinking of your future or even creating fake scenario in your head like being married to your crush, travelling into places where you really wanted to go, being at the most calm and relaxing place in the world etc.
And speaking of calm and relaxing, this is the best way I can recommend to you if you are having a hard time doing the first 2 ways I've mentioned above. This would be,
Watching ASMR for haircuts, skincare, makeup, ear therapy etc.
This is what I'm really obsessed right now, watching ASMR skincare really improved the quality of my sleep each night. By just turning atleast half full of your earphones volume by the way, earphone or headphones is a must so you can experience the satisfaction of hearing those very calming sounds in your ears.
By the help of this ASMR videos, you can experience of being at a salon or spa, having your haircut, face massage, skincare and other therapies while just being at your home. The purpose of these kind of ASMR's are for us to feel relaxed, calm and sleepy by the help of the sounds they made that will somtimes tickles your ears. This is tested for so many times of mine and proven so many times as well. Sometimes I can only finish the first 3-5 mins of these videos because I always fall asleep watching them. For you to have a greater experience, you just need to be at a quiet place for you to become focus and can hear it clearly.
I'll share here the video of one of the best ASMR skincare (for me) that I've watched on youtube. Her channel's name is **ASMR Mongsilunnie**, her contents are all about ASMR's, and most of them are for relaxations and helping people fall asleep. I do not know her personally, I just want to share her here because her contents helped a lot of people who are struggling to fall asleep by themselves. Also, her channel is really worth sharing for.
https://youtu.be/5E4-iLDh3iE
***~Remember, earphones is a must :) ~***
And that's the things I always do whenever I started to feel that sleep doesn't want to visit me. I hope they can help you too if ever you're experiencing the same problem that I had before.
Thank you for reading!
**Lead Image:** https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/247486942013545165/
Have a great day wonderful people ♡.

Self Care Tips
Minsan, para sa ibang tao nakakalimutan natin ang ating sarili, ang ating mithiin, sariling desisyon at sariling kasiyahan. Ngunit ang pagiging selfless ay hindi rin mainam sa ating pagiisip, kalusugan at kasanayan dahil maari itong humantong sa kawalan ng tiwala sa sarili at pagdepende lamang sa iba na maaaring madala ng isang tao habang nabubuhay siya. Ang pagpili sa sarili kung minsan ay hindi pagiging bastos at walang respeto, ito ay isa lamang na gawain ng isang normal na taong pinahahalagahan ang kanyang sarili. Sa artikulong ito, nais kong maiparating sa mambabasa na minsan okay lang na unahin ang sarili bago ang iba, lalo kung ang mqgiging epekto nito ay siyang mas ikakabuti at ikakasaya mo.
Narito ang ilan sa aking mga tips na maaaring makatulong sa inyo na maiwasan ang ilan sa inyong mga nakasanayang gawin sa iba.
**Tip no. 1: Magsimulang humindi (Start saying NO)**
Halimbawa na lamang ay kung ikaw ay nasa sitwasyon na kung saan ay niyaya ka ng iyong matalik kaibigan na makipagparty kasama ang kanyang mga kaibigan sa kanyang bahay ngunit sa unang pagkakataon pa lamang nang makilala mo ang mga ito ay hindi mo na nagustuhan ang mga paguugali at talagang ayaw mo makihalubilo sa mga ito, mas karapat-dapat kung sasabihin mo nang direkta na ayaw mo. Huwag kang mahiya sa kung ano man ang iisipin o maaring masabi sa iyo ng ibang tao kung ang desisyon naman na ginawa mo ay mas makakabuti at mas ikakasaya mo. Minsan ang pagsalungat o hindi pag-ayon ay hindi sumisimbolo sa pagiging negatibo ka agad. Ibig sabihin lamang nito ay mayroon kang paniniwala sa sarili at sa desisyon mo.
**Tip no. 2: Ang pagiiba ng iyong desisyon o pagiisip ay okay lamang (Changing your mind is okay)**
Minsan hindi natin masasabi kung ang nararamdaman natin sa ngayon ay mararamdaman muli natin kinabukasan o sa mga susunod pa. Kaya't kung minsan sa kadahilanang ito, nagbabago ang ating pananaw at paniniwala na siyang nagreresulta sa atin upang baguhin ang ating mga desisyon. Kaya't sa tip ko na ito, okay lamang na magpalit ng desisyon kung ikaw ay may bagong pinaniniwalaan. Hindi ito kawalan ng dignidad kundi pagsunod lamang sa iyong nararamdaman at naiisip. Nararapat na maintindihan rin ito ng ibang tao sapagkat ang lahat ay dumaranas din ng ganitong sitwasyon.
**Tip no. 3: Pagreply sa mga messages kapag ikaw ay handa na (Replying to messages when you're ready)**
Maaaring ang pagseseen o hindi pagreply sa mga messages ng ibang tao sa atin ay kabastos bastos sa paningin ng iba ngunit kung ikaw ay wala sa mood, may problema, gusto mapag isa o kung ano pa mang dahilan, ang mga ito'y isa na nating malaking excuse na hindi na kailangan pa ng explanations o kahulugan sa iba.
**Tip no. 4: Paguna sa sarili (Putting ourself first)**
Ang pagpili sa sarili ay nangangahulugan lamang ng pagmamahal sa sarili. Minsan hindi masamang piliin ang sarili bago ang iba, kung saan natin mas nakikitang masaya tayo yuon ang sundin natin dahil hindi sa lahat ng oras ay kailangan nating magpakumbaba at isantabi ang sarili para sa iba. Kaya't huwag tayong mahihiya sa kung gagawin natin ang bagay na ito, lalo't kung wala tayong tinapakan o sinaktan na sinuman.
**Tip no. 5: Pagtigil panandalian (Taking a break)**
Hindi masama ang pagtigil panandalian sa mga bagay, gawain man natin sa araw araw o sa pagtupad ng mga pangarap. Ang lahat ng tao'y natural na napapagod at nasasaktan ngunit nagkakaiba lamang sa paniniwala at determinasyon sa buhay.
Sa aking sariling karanasan, ang pagtigil ko sa pag-aaral ngayon sa gitna ng pandemya ang itinuturing kong Pagtigil Panandalian, maaaring hindi pa umaayon ang panahon para sa akin na makapagtapos ng pagaaral. At ang pangyayaring ito sa akin ay gagamitin ko upang mas tumatag at mas maging inspirado ako sa buhay at sa panibagong mundong tatahakin ko dahil sa pagtigil kong ito. Maaaring balang araw... Mahahawakan ko rin ang aking diploma habang suot ang aking itim na toga.
Mahalin at alagaan natin ang ating sarili, dahil laging sa huli ang tanging matitira lamang sa atin ay ang ating sarili.
Ang huling mensahe ko sa artikulong ito, hindi pagiging bastos o pagiging masama ang paguna ng ating sarili bago ang iba.
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An Open Letter to My Old Bestfriends
*It's been a while since the last time I published an article, it is because I had a problem that's why my brain isn't functioning well these past few days and seems like my will is out for a vacation but I'm back on my track now. I just took a rest for 5 days because my mind deserves some rest too after thinking a lot of things hehe.*
****This article would be my open letter to all my closest friends back then. Hope you'll enjoy reading this.****
To my bestfriend from grade one, hi **Deseree**, I can still remember your whole name but I would prefer calling your first name here only. I can still remember how you comforted me every start of our afternoon class because I just can't hold back my tears everytime I see my mother saying goodbye to me from outside of our classroom because she had to go home. I can still remember how you shared your crayons to me whenever we had an art project for Ma'am. Donna, our adviser. We're seated in first row, right in front of our chalk board. Can you still remember that there is one time when most of us in classroom had a scatch tape on our mouth because we were all loud and noisy? You were my first ever friend that I brought to our house just to have our meryenda there. I can still remember your face, your bangs and your eyes that has a natural eye liner. Probably, you can't remember as of now because that was 15 years ago and you've already met a lot of people in your life, but that's okay. What really matters for me is that you really became a very good friend for me and I really thanks you for that. Thank you for being there with me during my iyak moment at school. Where ever you are right now, I hope you're safe, healthy and most importantly happy.
To my grade four bestfriends, hello **Mika, Ericka and Jolina** 😊. I really had fun being with the three of you. To be honest, I sometimes felt jelous with your things like your pencil case that has a second floor, your erasers that has smell like a fruits, your ballpens that has a lot of colors and your hair ties that has different colors and styles everyday. But even though you have all of these y'all never treated me like I'm others. Instead, you shared them to me each day and I feel very swerte that time for having a friends like the three of you. I'm sorry if I didn't even say goodbye to all of you when we moved to Caloocan City and had to transfer to another school. I think all of you were surprised of my sudden leaving, I didn't had the chance to say goodbye to all of you as well because my parents told me to not attend our class anymore since I'm about to leaves na rin. However, the last time I checked your social media accounts, I saw how pretty the 3 of you, I just don't know if you were all still have a communication to each other. Thank you for sharing me your rich kid abubots in school, even though I only had a short period of time with you, still grateful for all the happy moments with all of you, hope you are all in a good conditions right now, keep safe and happy.
To my grade four bestfriend **Alondra**, I can still remember how cold and scared I am during my first day at your school. I was assigned to seat at the back row with a girl who's very talkative. You were seated in my front and the first thing you asked me the moment I placed my bag at my chair was *"Where school did you came from?"* and I answered with *"Nagkaisang Nayon"* and we both smiled to each other, and that was the start of our friendship. We became bestfriends, when you started to share me your crush at our school, you also shared me your experiences with your first ever monthly period, I was so scared that time because you were also telling me how hurt it is. You were also helping me in assisting our classmates whenever I was assigned to be the seller of the soup or the tray from canteen. All the happy moments with you are indeed unforgetable.
But when we turned grade 5, that was the year where I saw your weakest part... That is when your father died because of Leukemia. I was so worried for you because you were absent for almost 2 weeks, and the time when you came back I saw how sad you are by just staring at your eyes. You shared to me all the happenings before and after your father's death. I almost cried to your situation that time and what makes me sad even more was when you told me that you and your whole family are going back to Samar since there's no one who will support you here in Manila anymore because your father has already gone. But then, I am so happy seeing you again as my classmate when we turned grade 6, our last year in elementary. As I remember, our graduation day was also the day when we last saw each other. But until now, we sometimes talk through messenger application. You have a son already and I'm so happy for you, your son inherited your eyes, nose and lips. I'm so happy for what you have right now, I wish you all the best for yourself, son and your whole family. I hope we can meet someday. Stay safe and healthy **Alondra ♡**.
To Deseree, Mika, Ericka, Jolina and Alondra. Thank you for making me a happy kiddo back then, thank you for all the memories, you are all the best! I will never forget all of you, love yah!
- Your Introvert friend.
That's all for today's article!
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My Grandmother's Condition
When it comes to the matter of growing up with grandparents in our side, I can't relate myself because I grew up not living abd not even seeing some of them in personal except to both of my grandparents from my father side which is Nanay, we call her that name and Lolo German. Both of my grandfathers were already dead, first is Tatay Ide, my mother's father. He died 10 years ago due to heart attack and my other grandfather from my father died on the year 2007 which I can't barely remember because I was too young during those time and I can't even remember as well if we had a moment or bond before. But with my lola from my mother side, which I never met in person that's why I can only talk to her through messenger or phone call only through the years.
They live in Capiz, my mama's home town but due to financial reasons, we can't go there that's why I never seen her in person. She was taken care by one of my auntie named Tita Nine, she followed my mama and she doesn't have family nor husband or boyfriend so she's the one who took care of their mama which is my lola.
Last October 2020, one of my auntie called my mother through phone to inform her about my Mama Nani's (My grandmother) condition. My mama started to cry, and we also started to cry and get worried about our lola. My mama said that lola had to have a surgery for her to lose all the water from her lungs. The doctor said that she might have a cancer once her lungs are started to filled with water again after the operation, but the good thing is they've disovered it earlier so it still can be cured and has a higher possibility to be cured than discovering it late.
November 2020, the operation of my Mama Nani's lungs was successful, the water from her lungs has already gone. But after a few weeks, she started to complain that her back is hurting. My aunties their decided to check her health again from the nearest hospital in Panitan, Capiz but unfortunately after examining my lola's lungs, they said that my lola's lungs were started to fill with water again so this is really a bad news for us. It means that my lola have a cancer but what makes things worser was when the doctor said that Mama Nani has already stage 4 Lung Cancer which makes my mother burst into tears and us as well.
But after knowing the result, all the family decided to kept it within us only and never tell it to Mama Nani as it will cause her stress that isn't really healthy for her condition now. Until now, August 2021 Mama Nani still don't have any idea about her real condition now, all that she knew is she was not diagnosed with lung cancer.
Everytime we talk through video call, we feel so sad but we can't show it to her that's why we choose to show that we are happy for her and always being positive while talking to her. I remembered, one time after her operation, we video called her and the moment she saw my face, she started to cry and I almost cried too. Because she always telling my mama even before that I'm the only one among all my siblings who she have never seen in person.
I feel so sad about my lola's condition right now, if I can only have a lot of money right now, I would probably do everything just to make my lola's cancer be cured so that she can still see me and I can finally meet her too.
Even though that I didn't grew up with them, I can still feel the sincere love and care of a grandmother to their grandchildrens through my lola's eyes in every video call we had. And now, this is my only wish for my lola. I hope, she gets better and her illness will be healed, so that we can have a lot more time to bond with each other and also, she can still witness us her grandchildrens becoming successful in life and making her proud and happy.
This is my lola Mama Nani with my cousin and my nephew through messenger video call during her stay in hospital.
I really wish nothing for my lola right now but for recovery and happiness. I really hope to see her in person soon ♡.
***-Iba rin talaga magmahal ang mga lolo't lola. Kaya't mas mahalin natin sila, bawat oras ay importante kaya't wag natin ito sayangin habang kasama sila.-***
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Ang aking Diary
Habang sa pagliligpit ko ng aking mga mga kagamitan nang ako'y nagaaral pa lamang, nakita ko ang talaarawan na aking gamit gamit noong ako'y nasa ika- siyam hanggang sa ika-sampung baitang pa lamang ng high school. Sa pagbabasa ko ng bawat pahina nito, muling bumabalik sa akin ang mga di malilimutan at masasayang sandali na siya ring tumulong na bumuo at humubog sa aking pagkatao at sa kung ano ako ngayon. Ang ilan rito'y mga kahihiyan ko noong ako'y humahanga sa isang kapwa ko kamag-aral sa parehong paaralan.
Nais kong ibahagi sa inyo ang ilan sa mga laman ng aking Diary, noong mga taong 2014-2016, narito ang unang pahina.
Sa unag pahina makikita ang pinakapaborito kong mga quote, una ay,
*"When you do fantasy, you must not lose sight in reality".*
***-Walt Disney***
Naaalala ko, kaya ko napili ang quote na ito ay dahil sa pagkabaliw ko noon sa kpop at lalong lalo na sa aking hinahangaang lalaki sa aming paaralan, ngunit siya ay may nobya noong mga panahon na iyon kaya't tanging ang quote na lamang na ito ang tanging pinanghahawakan ko, na balang araw mapapasaakin rin siya kahit pa't imposible LOL.
At narito pa ang isa,
*"Enjoy the little things in life, for one day you'll look back they were the big things".*
***-Robert Breault***
Sa mga panahong ito, mas pinahahalagahan ko ang bawat oras na kasama ko ang aking mga kaibigan, kaklase, guro at paaralan, dahil sa nalalapit na araw na tuluyan na naming lilisanin ang paaralan na siyang naging pangalawa naming tahanan sa loob ng apat na taon, at higit sa lahat ay ang pagtahak na namin sa kanya kanya naming landas kapag nangyaring kami ay tuluyan nang makapagtapos. Kaya't dahil sa quote na ito, masasabi kong naenjoy ko ngang talaga ang aking high school life.
Narito ang isa sa mga naisulat ko noon sa aking diary.
`"OMG, Nakita ko siya syet ang gwapo niya taas pa yung buhok nya then brown yung eyes nya kyaaa! Gwapooo (*>.<*) ♡.`
`#Tiwalalangmaghihiwalayyan`
`#(korean ng kanyang apelyido) ♡♡".`
Isa sa kinabaliwan ko sa aking crush noon ay ang kanyang maamong mukha, kayumangging buhok at mata at higit pang mas lalong hinangaan ko sa kaniya ay ang kanyang katalinuhan lalo sa paksang matematika dahil siya ay laging laman ng quiz bee at laging laman din ng entablado sa tuwing nagkakaroon ng pagkilala sa ilan sa mga estudyanteng nangunguna sa grado sa buong paaralan.
Sa aking ginamit naman na hashtag ay dahil sa pagiging ampalaya ko lamang ng mga panahon na iyon sa kaniya at sa kaniyang nobya, na nawa'y maghiwalay na sana sila haha.
Natapos ang **JS Prom** nang hindi ako sumali, natapos na rin ang **Field Trip** na siyang pinaka aantay ko. Naging masaya naman ang lahat ngunit para sasaan pa't darating din talaga sa pagtatapos ang lahat. Labis ang aking pagkalungkot sa mga panahong ito dahil una, hulu ko nang naenjoy ang buhay ko sa high school years, pangalawa ay takot pa akong makisalamuha muli sa mga taong hindi ko pa kilala dala narin ng aking pagkamahiyain.
Sa huling dalawang araw na ito ng pagiging 4th year student ko sa aming paaralan naganap ang **Closing Party**.
`"Closing Party, masaya na malungkot syempre masaya dahil gagraduate na kami at malungkot dahil magkakahiwa-hiwalay na kami".`
Tanging saya at lungkot talaga ang maghahalo sa tuwing magtatapos tayo ng pag-aaral at iyon na iyon ang aking naramdaman habang inaawit namin nang sabay sabay ang kantang **Still (Hillsong Worship)**, bilang pagtatapos ng aming isinagawang moving-up sa covered court ng aming paaralan. Muling nanumbalik sa akin ang mga iyakan ng magkakaibigan, maging ngd aming mga guro sa amin kasabay ng kanilang mga munting mensahe sa amin sa tatahakin naming landas sa sandaling makalabas na kami sa paaralan na iyon. Maraming Salamat **Amparo High School** sa pagiging parte ng aking buhay.
Salamat rin at natagpuan kong muli ito, Ang aking Diary dahil nanumbalik muli sa aking alaala lahat ng mga masasaya, nakakahiya, nakakakaba at nakakalungkot na mga sandali ng aking high school life. Bagama't hindi ko maibahagi ang lahat sapagka't ito ay aking talaarawan, lahat ng nabanggit ko sa itaas ay siya ring laman ng diary ko na ito. Ang sayang may babalikan kang isang bagay na kagaya ng Diary na magbabalik sayo sa nakaraan mo, ang sayang alalahanin ang lahat.
At iyan ang aking artikulo sa araw na ito, maraming salamat sa iyong oras kaibigan.
**Disclaimer**: Ang mga ginamit na mga quotes sa artikulong ito ay maaaring nailahad na sa ibang artikulo, kaya't bilang pag-galang sa may sulat ng mga quote ay nakalagay rin sa ibaba nito ang mga pangalan ng pinanggalingan nito.
**Maaari mo ring basahin ang ilan sa aking mga artikulo ♡.**
Magandang hapon 😊.
Signs of Having a Toxic Parents
Our home is the first place where we should feel the love, care, happiness, safeness and it should be the most comfortable place for us. But what if the house where you considered as your home are also the place where you feel very uncomfortable, stressed and the worst part, is the cause of your depression? How can you survived if the the people whom you should run for whenever you have a problems are the one who'll also put your feelings down?.
In no particular order, here are the signs that will help you clear your mind if ever you're still in doubt if your parebts are toxic or not.
**They keep on comparing you to other people.**
I've read a lot of posts like this on facebook, and I can relate myself with this because before, when one of my cousin from my father's side got her new job as a non-voice virtual assistant from a well known company, my family especially my father and uncle started to compare me with her, that I should imitate her, that I should be like her and I should also apply for a job like what she currently have etc.
Parents, you must never ever do this to your childrens, be sensitive enough to know all the words that you will say to them, as they will make your child feel like they're weak and worthless just because you are comparing them to someone who has a different life from them.
**Being Manipulative**
Being a manipulative parents is like putting a bird in a small cage where he/she can't fly by themselves freely. Just like raising a child, they will not know who they really are if their life and decisions are in controlled by others.
Parents, just like a bird, they are made to fly and explore the every braches of different trees, let your childrens explore the world but never forget to guide them as well. Let them do the things they love, the experiences is the best teacher so in this way, you are also molding your childrens to become a great person someday.
**They want you to respect them but they never respected you as their child.**
This is one of the most toxic traits of most of the parents that I've encountered in my whole life including my own father. As what they say ***"If you want to be respected, then respect others as well"***. Sadly, there's a lot of parents who feel very superior to their childrens to the extent that they doesn't even respect their child's rights because what they only believe is *"I am your parent, you owe me anything that's why you should always respect me"*. Regardless of how wrong it is to their child still, they want your respect.
**You are hesitated to share your problems or even accomplishments to them.**
If you feel this way, it's just the fruit of how they were raised you. Because of they teach you to become comfortable with them telling your problems, you won't feel this way now. Also, the other reason is that you already know what would be the bad comments you are going to receive from them once you shared it so you often suffer from silence and keeps it only to yourself for so long.
**They always throw hurtful and swear words at you regardless of how big or small mistakes you have made.**
Parents, saying hurtful words to your children won't make them learn from their mistakes. Instead, talk to them personally until they realized all the things and finally learned something from their mistakes. Shouting and throwing swear words at them are not really helpful.
**Seeing their children as their retirement plan**
Some parents forgot that their child needs to have their own life too. So they'll end up feeling mad or dissappointed to their child once it didn't gave them the support that they were asking.
Just like my own father, he always says hurtful words to my older brother who's currently working abroad everytime my kuya fails to send us money every month. I pitty my kuya, because he's already 25 years old yet he still don't have savings for his future. But we can't do anything but to accept the reality of our life with our father.
Personally, I was raised by having a father who are really bad at parenting. Until now, I can't go out of my comfort zone because he's the one who will let me feel that I'm weak, he always telling me that I can't do this certain thing because I'm dumb, weak and are afraid of people even though I already told them a hundred times that I can do it.
`Sad to say this is the reality to most of the parents nowadays. A lot of anak like me are suffering from this situation too. Kaya pakatatag lang tayo ♡.`
Do you think that you are experiencing these things too? You can share your experiences down there.
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Ang Masalimuot na Nakaraan
Nagising ako noon mula sa aking mahimbing na pagkakatulog nang marinig ko ang pag-galaw ng aking dalawang taong gulang na kapatid sa aking tabi na siyang agad kong ikinabahala sapagkat akala ko'y magsisimula na siyang umiyak at makagawa ng ingay ngunit laking pasasalamat namin nang siya'y bumalik muli sa mahimbing nitong pagkakatulog.
Matapos kong siguraduhing tulog na ang aking kapatid ay agad na akong bumangon at tinulungan ang aking inay sa paghahanda ng mais na aming kakainin para sa aming almusal. Maya maya ay tinawag ko na ang aking mga nakakabatang kapatid na si hulyo at josefina, matapos ay sinunod ko nang tawagin ang aking ama na nasa sulok at abalang inaayos ang kanyang mga sandata, tumango lamang siya bilang isang senyas na ibig sabihin ay "Susunod na lamang ako".
Sa gitna ng aming pagkain ng isinaing na mais ng aking ina ay may narinig kaming mga pagsabog sa di kalayuan, agad agad na nabahala ang aking ama at ina kaya't tumayo ang aking ama at pinapunta kami sa pinaka sulok ng aming tahanan na nasa ilalim ng lupa. Agad na inilabas ng aking ama ang kanyang mga sandata at sumilip sa maliit na butas sa lupa na ginawa niya upang malaman kung ano ang mga kaganapan sa itaas. Matapos ang ilang minuto ay may narinig uli kaming mga putok na mistulang galing sa mga baril, labis ang takot na nadarama namin noon lalo na ang aking ina na nakayapos lang sa aming magkakapatid. Ilang minuto pa naming naririnig ang palitan ng putok na para bang galing sa dalawang magkaibang grupo. At ang mas ikinatakot pa namin ay nang may marinig na kaming mga ibang pilipinong sumisigaw, sumisigaw sa galit at hirap sa kamay ng mga mapagsamantalang mga banyaga. Maya maya ay mistulang nabingi kami sa isang pagsabog na siyang nagpayanig ng aming tirahan sa ilalim ng lupa, at ang pagsabog na iyon ay nanggaling na sa mga naglalakihang mga kanyon at tangke. Umiiyak na kaming lahat sa takot sa mga oras na iyon, nakita ko ang aking inang takot na takot at umiiyak habang mahigpit parin ang pagkakayakap sa amin, nakita ko ang aking amang dedikadong protektahan kami sa kahit anong paraan na kaya niya kahit buhay man niya ang isaalang alang.
Ay dahil sa mga pagsabog na ito ay siyang dahilan para umiyak ng malakas ang aking bunsong kapatid. Pilit namin na pinapatahan siya mula sa kanyang pagkakaiyak ngunit kami ay hindi nagtagumpay nang ang isa sa mga banyaga ang makarinig ng pag iyak ng isang bata. At sa mga sandaling ito, mistulang panaginip nalang ang lahat na para bang bumagal ang oras at pangyayari sa paningin ko. Agad na hinanap ng mga banyaga ang lagusan sa aming tahanan na siyang natatakpan lamang ng mga bato at mga halaman. Mistulang nagliwanag ang dating nababalot ng dalim na aming tahanan, nakita ko ang mahahabang mga baril ng mga banyaga na siyang nakatutok sa aking ama na siyang pumunta sa aming harapan upang protektahan kami. Gawa ng marami sila ay wala nang nagawa ang aking ama nang bigla siya nitong hawakan sa magkabilang kamay at kinaladkad pataas, labis ang aking galit at iyak nang mga oras na iyon, matapos ay sinunod nila ang aking ina na siyang hindi bumibitaw sa pagkakayakap sa amin, ngunit dahil na rin sa laki at lakas ng mga ito, napabitaw ang aming ina sa amin at ginapos na siyang dahilan ng pagbigay sa akin ng aking ina sa aking bunsong kapatid na isang dalawang gulang pa lamang , hanggang sa lahat kami ay tuluyan nang nailabas lahat mula sa ilalim ng lupa.
Nasaksihan ko ang bawat putok ng baril mula sa mga armas ng mga banyaga na siyang tumatagos sa bawat katawan ng aking kapwa pilipinong nakikipag laban sa gyerang ito. Nasaksihan ko kung paano sirain ng mga naglalakihang mga kanyon ang mga puno, bahay at lupa. Sa paglingon ko sa aking kaliwa ay nakita ko ang pag alipusta at pananakit ng mga banyaga sa aking ama habang ito ay nakagapos, labis ang galit sa mata ng aking ama nang makita niya rin ang pag kaladkad ng isang banyaga sa aking inay na walang ibang ginawa kundi ang magmakaawa ngunit inilayo nila ang aming ina sa amin. At sa sandaling makita kami ng aking ama na umiiyak at nasa gitna ng mga nagpuputukang mga baril ay bigla siyang nagpumiglas upang puntahan kami, dahilan kaya't bigla siyang tinutukan sa ulo ng isang banyaga at ipinutok ito.
Sa sandaling ito, mistulang nabingi ako, na para bang iyak na lamang namin ang tanging naririnig ko, hindi ako makapaniwala sa nakita ng dalawang mata ko... pinatay nila ang ama ko! Pinatay nila!!. Sa pagbagsak sa lupa ng aking ama ay biglang bumuhos nang malakas ang ulan, kasabay ng pagbuhos din ng aking luha habang sinisigaw ang "Itaaay!". Pinatay nila ang ama kong walang ibang hinangad kundi ang kaligtasan namin... Sa sandaling ito, tila nawala ang paningin at pandinig ko ang mga nangyayaring putukan sa paligid ko, habang bitbit ko ang kapatid ko tumakbo kami sa aming amang nakabulagta sa lupa at wala nang buhay. Walang tigil ang aming pagiiyak, walang puso ang bumaril ama ko, tanging paghihinagpis at galit na lamang ang laman ng isip at damdamin ko nang nga oras na iyon.
Ngunit biglang tumigil na lamang ang lahat nang may marinig kaming *"Cut!"* mula sa aming direktor, sabay nagpalakpakan ang lahat dahil sa matugmpay na natapos ang eksenang ito.
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`Bago natin makamtan ang kalayaan, marami muna ang anak na nawalan ng magulang, maraming ina/ama ang nawalan ng asawa, maraming nawalan ng pamilya at maraming buhay muna ang isinugal mula sa matatapang nating mga ninuno, makamtan lamang ang kalayaang tinatamasa natin ngayon. Isa lamang ang hinihiling ko sa pagsulat ng kwento na ito, nawa'y matuldukan o matapos na sana ang lahat ng sakitan, labanan, gyera at digmaan sa buong mundo.`
**At iyan ang aking kwento para sa araw na ito, maraming salamat sa pagbabasa!**
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Isang Buong Taon ng Eskwela
Naaalala ko noong ako'y nasa ika-unang baitang pa lamang ng elementarya, labis ang aking iyak sa bawat araw ng kanyang paghatid sa akin patungo sa aking paaralan, pilit ko sa kanyang sinasabi ang mga salitang *"Ayokong pumasok"* at *"Mamaaa"*. Kaya't kung minsan ay nagdadala siya ng pamalo para lamang takutin ako na pumasok sa loob ng aming silid aralan. Nakakatawang maalala ang lahat ng mga kahinaan ko noon na siya ngayong labis ko nang ikinasasaya, na kung minsan ay ayoko nang umuwi pa sa aming tahanan dahil sa kaaliwan ko sa aming paaralan.
Marahil ang lahat sa atin ay dito natutunan ang pag-gagala kasama ang ating mga malalapit na kaibigan, gawin ang mga bagay na hindi pa natin nagawa sa buong buhay, magkaroon ng paghanga sa isang tao, masaktan, mangopya, magreport sa harap ng klase, mapagalitan ng guro, mag floor wax ng sahig ng klasrum, magperform ng sayaw para sa isang proyekto, matali ang bag sa upuan, manguha at mawalan ng ballpen, makapag cut ng klase at higit sa lahat ang maranasan ang isa sa pinaka memorableng araw sa ating buhay... ang grumaduate.
Sa artikulong ito, ibabahagi ko sa inyo ang isang buong taon ng isang eskwela, mga kaganapan at karanasan sa loob ng sampung buwan na kasama ang ating mga kamag-aral at guro.
Buwan ng Hunyo at Hulyo
Narito sa mga buwan na ito ang pagpapakilala ng iyong sarili sa harap ng klase, nariyan ang iyong pangalan, edad, kapanganakan, ang iyong personalidad at minsan kung mamalasin ay nariyan din ang pagbabahagi ng iyong talento na siyang isa sa dahilan ng pagkawala ng iyong dignidad. Sa buwan ng **Hunyo**, madalas ay tahimik pa ang klase dahil sa nagkakailangan ang mga magkakaklase, makikita mo rin dito ang mga kaklase mong kung tawagin ay "**rich kid**" dahil sa kanilang mga notebook na mala-gatas sa puti ang papel, mga ballpen na iba't iba ang kulay, magagandang bag at makikintab na mga sapatos. Malimit mo ring makikita pa ang mga kalat sa bawat sulok ng silid aralan ngunit unti unti rin namang makikitaan sa pagsapit ng buwan ng hulyo. Sa pangalawang buwan o **Hulyo** naman ay makikitaan mo ang unti unting pagusbong ng ingay ng klase, nagkakaroon na ng closeness ang iba't ibang estudyante sa bawat isa, ngunit marahil ay naroon pa rin ang kahiyaan ngunit kakaunti na lamang. Sa buwan rin na ito masgaganap ang mga freding program at mga pakain dahil ito ang **National Nutrition Month**.
Sa unang dalawang buwan rin na ito, madalas magdiwang ang ilan dahil dito madalas nagaganap ang mga suspensiyon sa klase dahil sa bagyo.
Buwan ng Agosto at Setyembre
Sa pagsapit ng mga buwan na ito at sa mga susunod pa, mararanasan ang madalas na mga programa sa buong paaralan. Unang una para sa buwan ng **Agosto** ay ang **Buwan ng Wika** bilang pagpapahalaga sa sarili nating wika. Nariyan ang mga patimpalak gaya ng sabayang pagbigkas, tula, pagtatanghal at iba pa. Sa buwan naman ng **Setyembre** ay magaganap ang **Science Month**, marami uling magaganap na mga events sa paaralan na may kinalaman sa siyensiya. Magkakaroon ng mga pambato ang iba't ibang mga klasrum sa isasalang sa quiz bee at iba pang patimpalak. Sa mga buwan rin na ito nakakaganang pumasok dahil sa mayroon na tayong mga kaibigan, maingay na rin ang klasrum na siyang ikina iistress naman ng mga guro.
Buwan ng Oktubre at Nobyembre
Ito ang mga buwan na puno ng mga events at mga surpresa sa buong paaralan dahil dito ginugunita ang **Teacher's Month** tuwing **Oktubre**. Kaya't madalas mong makikita ang katagang *"My Teacher my hero"* sa mga gawa ng mga estudyante na sumali sa mga slogan making contests. Madalas mo ring makikita ang ilan sa iyong mga guro na maraming bitbit na nga bulaklak at letters galing sa kanilang mga minamahan na estudyante. At nakakasiguro akong minsan ka ring nagbigay ng mga ito sa paborito mong mga guro 😊. Ang ilan ay sinusurpresa pa ang kanilang mga guro na siyang isa sa mga masasayang araw ng buong taon dahil puno lamang ito ng mga programa at walang pagtuturo o klase. Sa buwan naman ng **Nobyembre** ay madami ring kaganapan, itong mga buwan na ito ang simula ng pagkabusy ng bawat estudyante para sa mga darating pang mga competisyon sa paaralan na siyang lalahukan ng bawat seksyon.
Buwan ng Disyembre at Enero
Sa mga buwan na ito madalas tayong wala nang ginagawa sa silid aralan, dahil puno ito ng mga celebrations at events. Sa buwan ng **Disyembre** nariyan ang isa sa pinaka inaantay ng mga estudyante, ang **Christmas Party** na siya nilang pinaghandaan at pinagplanuhan mula sa mga nakalipas na buwan. Makikita mo ang mga pinaghandaang kasuotan ng iyong mga kaklase, matitikman mo na rin sa wakas ang mga pagkaing pinagplanuhan at pinag-ambagan ninyong magkakaklase sa mga nakalipas na linggo, nariyan rin ang mga palaro at higit sa lahat ang piktyuran ng buong klase kasama ang kanilang guro. At hinding hindi mawawala, ang gala ng magbabarkada matapos ang party. Makikita mo ang mga iyan sa mga mall o mga sikat na malalapit na pasyalan, masayang sinusulit ang mga sandaling kasama ang mga kaklase bago ang dalawang linggong break mula sa pag aaral. Sa pagbalik naman sa buwan ng **Enero**, nariyan ang **Intramurals**. Dito magsisimula ang halos araw araw ninyong pag eensayo sa sayaw na nilahukan ng iyong klase. Ito ang buwan na pinaka nakakapagod pero pinakamasaya dahil sa mga masasayang sandali kasama ang mga kaklase manalo man o matalo.
Buwan ng Pebrero at Marso
Dito mo masasaksihan ang mga paglalahad ng mga sikretong umiibig na mga lalaki sa mga babaeng hinahangaan nila sa paaralan, nariyan rin ang mga pasurpresa ng mga magkakasintahan sa isa't isa. At sa pagpatak ng ika 14 ay bubungad sayo sa pagpasok mo ng iyong paaralan ang mga booths gaya ng Marriage booth, Jail Booth at iba pa.
*Ikaw, naranasan mo na bang makatanggap ng bulaklak o ano pa mula sa taong umamin na hinahangaan ka sa araw ng mga puso?*
*Ako kasi hindi hahaha!*
**Marso**, nariyan ang mga **field trips** at ang event na pinaka magiging memorableng araw ng iyong high school... Ang **Prom Night**. Marahil ang lahat ay dito naranasan ang kauna-unahang sayaw nila, na may tugtog na mababagal at pagkaing tinipid ng eskwelahan LOL. Ngunit matapos ang lahat ng ito, dito na papasok ang pagtatapos ng taon. Hindi maikukubling nakakalungkot ang huling buwan na ito dahil ang pagsasama sama ninyong magkakaklase ay magtatapos na. Lalo't kung kayo ay nasa huling taon na, nariyan ang mga naiiyakan habang suot ang toga, halong saya dahil ikaw ay tapos na ngunit may lungkot rin dahil muli na kayong magkakahiwa hiwalay ng iyong malalapit na kaibigan.
Noon, para sa akin walang masaya sa paaralan, ngunit nang tumatanda na ako, doon ko napagtantong masaya pala mag-aral, masaya palang matuto, masaya palang magkaroon ng mga kaibigan at ang saya palang magkaroon ng mga masasayang alaala sa paaralan na siguradong dadalhin ko hanggang sa huling sandali ng buhay ko.
Sobrang saya pala...
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At ito ang aking artikulo para sa araw na ito, salamat sa pagbabasa!
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How I Handle My Problems
Human life is naturally associated with some problems, worries, difficulties, troubles and dark days and it's normal because just like the the sun, even if he's so bright for the whole day, he will also come to the point of sinking because it just means that it's not his time anymore. It's sad to think but that's how life really is, it just depends on how we manage it until we get through it. How about you guys, how do you handle your problems?
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I'll share my different ways on how I deal with my problems. Hopefully, it will help you too if you're having a hard time getting through with it.
**I sometimes preferred being alone**
So I thinl some of you might disagree with this way on how I handle my problems because keeping your problems within yourself only might get things worst. But for my, this is the first thing I always do whenever I have something in my mind that causes me to get stressed all the time. I preferred myself being alone, because in this way I would have a lot of time to think of it over and over again until I get tired of thinking it, until I accept it to myself that it has already happened and the best way I can do is to get through with it, so I use this alone time of mine to think and find the solutions, what are the things I should do in order to solve this certain problem I'm currently facing.
**I go to the mall**
Going to outside our house such as malls can help us divert our attentions from this problems. What I'm doing is, if I think to myself that I can't think of any solutions to my problems yet I'll just go to the places where there is a lot of people, places that has a lot of noise everywhere, places where there's a lot of foods and arcades. Though this isn't the best way to resolve my problems but it helps me forget them even for a short period of time and not to stressed myself out for the whole time.
**I usually spend my time with my pets**
Pets are one of the best healers, they can't speak but we can feel their sincerity toward us only through their eyes and tails. I've been to many silent battles especially in this time of pamdemic but having a pet by my side really helped me in overcoming my problems. And because that I feel very comfortable with them, they'll be the one whom I will preferred to be with during the dark times of my life.
**Accepting the reality**
The best thing we can do in order to overcome our problems is to accept it first. Because I believe that everything happens for a reason, it made me easily accept the things that had already happened, that I cannot change what happened from the past anymore but the only thing I must focus my mind is the future instead. Once I already accepted the reality, it will be easier for me to come up with different solutions and bring back the confidence in my self again.
**Believing in my self**
And lastly, at the end of the day, the only person that will help us is none other than ourselves. Yes, other people can help me too but the things is, it's my problem and I will be the one who will fight for my problems that's why it is very important to believe in my self that I can get through with this, not believing in myself can make things worst and also, not believing to my self is another problem as well.
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If you're not okay right now and something that keeps on bothering you everyday and everynight, just believe and have a trust in yourself that you can handle that.
***I 🐝🍃 IN YOU.***
That's all for today's article!
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My Hodlings
Being an investor and owning a business is one of my biggest goals in life. As what other people say, rich people comes from those who owns a business and I really agree to that. It is always a matter of dedication, hardwork, good mindset and trust in ourselves in order to achieve things we want in the future.
I am happy that I am now able to invest in different cryptos even at small amounts unlike before (April 2020), the time when I learned that cryptocurrencies exists. I was so desperate that time to the extent that I tried different cloud mining sites and different websites where I need to do some simple tasks then I'll earn crypto once it was completed but later on all the mining sites I've tried ended up as 100% scams. However, I'm still thankful that I never lost any money from these websites, just my time. But then, my hopes that was disappeared because of being scammed from different websites came back as I learned the Noise.cash website.
I can still remember how happy I was when I first saw my earnings from noise.cash using my coins.ph account. I really can't believe that I finally found the legit website where I can earn BCH by just posting. Until now that I'm already a 6 month old user of noise.cash, I'm still grateful that this website never failed in helping me.
In fact, I used 30% percent of my noise.cash earnings to invest also to another cryptocurrency coins. Here are the coins I'm currently hodling.
I have 2 cryptocurrency wallet on my phone and they're Coins.ph and Abra, so I'll first show you my holdling on Coins.ph since it became my first ever crypto wallet here in my phone.
As of now I currently have 0.33 BCH in my coins.ph account. Since I have a huge feeling that I have a bright future for **Bitcoin Cash**, 70% of my earnings will be in this coin. Gonna hold them until the right time when BCH finally landed to moon.
Like what other user's goal this 2021, I want to achieve the 1 BCH too but I'm not sure if it will going to happen since I have a lot of expenses here in our house such as bills, but nothing is impossible haha if I will reach 1 BCH this year I will definitely celebrate for it.
I hold **Ethereum** too, but just like what I've said I am not a big investor 😂, I just divided the 30% of my earnings from noise.cash to these cryptos that's why. I have 0.004 ETH that is equivalent to $11.40 when the time I bought it.
I also have hodlings on **Bitcoin** but it's only worth 100 php or $2. Maybe I'll add more once the market becomes red again.
If I'm not mistaken, coins.ph had an update last month which is july about their new supported crypto coins, but I'm not sure tho if it was june or july since I'm really makakalimutin but yeah I decided to buy **Chainlink** after I updated my app. Because based on my research, Chanlink has a good feedbacks from different crypto enthusiast that's why I decided to hold it too.
That's what I only have for my Coins.ph wallet, so let's move on to my portfolio at Abra wallet.
Firstly is **Polkadot**, I currently have 0.349 DOT on my Abra wallet, since the minimum amount for exchanging currency from one another is $5, so all of my hodlings their are $5 only. Walang labis walang kulang LOL.
Second is **Uniswap**, I have 0.238 UNI. Actually, one of the reasons why I bought this coin aside from its positive reviews from youtubers who knows a lot about cryptocurrency is because its logo, it's so cute and I want to have that pink unicorn in my portfolio, so I can see it whenever I open my Abra wallet LOL.
Third, I also have **Vechain** hodlings. This is the first ever crypto that I've bought using my Abra wallet.
Fourth will be **Ripple**, what I love about this XRP coin is their charges in our transactions just like with Bitcoin Cash. I have a little regret as well with my xrp hodlings before when I had a chance to buy them during that time when their value were only $0.12 but I sold them when they became $0.60 per coin and then when the month of April came, the major bull run 2021 happened, my bad. But it's still okay because the important is I still earned from them 😅.
Fifth will be **Doge coin**, If you know the Money Whale application I earned these 3.06 doge from playing that game. I learned that app from watching different "Earn money" on youtube, and as I saw a lot of positive reviews from it, I tried it too. But stopped using that app when my phone becames log most of the time when I used it so I decided to uninstall some application to have my phone a enough available storage again.
Sixth is **Litecoin**, I only have 0.002 LTC because I only earned this amount of litecoin from using Faucet Crypto, it's a website that pays every users by just doing simple tasks such as viewing ads, ptc and more.
Last will be **Bitcoin SV**, I only earned this from using Twetch, another social media platfrom where users can earn BSV by just socializing using the website. It's like what we do on Noise.cash.
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I'm planning to just hold some of these coins for years. They're my long term investments for now especially my BCH hodlings and I'll add more of them so that it will more worth it when the harvesting time comes hehe.
That's all for today'a article!
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Lockdown
It's been a year and I still can't believe that I've survived the almost 17 months of being here at our house. It's been a year since the last time I saw my classmates, friends, my professors, our school campus and especially the sunset at my favorite tambayan after my class. I really missed the happenings after a tiring day at school with my friends, renting a karaoke room, watching other kids play at Tom's World because we can't afford to buy tokens, the gala after class, the kainan after making our thesis, the travel while listening to sad songs to feel like I'm at my own music video, the tokneneng and pares mami at front of SM, my favorite kainan during my breaktime, attending to birthday-an and a lot more.
I never imagined that 2020 could have a big change in my life and to all of us. To be honest at first, there is a part of me that feels glad after knowing that there will be a suspensions of class due to the virus spreading in the whole country. I'm glad because we still have a lot of things to do for our projects in different subjects and we're already lack of time because the due date is fast approaching, that's why we are just waiting for a miraculous announcement of moving the date of submission else we will be marked as failed, but things didn't went to both of this because Covid-19 virus came and changed the whole world.
I have a lot of realizations in this pandemic and these lessons told me things that I will live for until I die. Firstly is, **Health is Wealth.** This pandemic taught me that yes, money is important but health is more important among all the material things we have. I just realized that showing off your brand new bag, car, phone or even house are no longer trendy in social media, what makes us wealthier in showing off on social media is how us and our family still managed to become healthy and happy despite that we're in the amidst of crisis.
Secondly, **Saving Money is really important.** Based on my family's experience, we really had a lot of things to let go just to survive this pandemic because we were not prepared that there will come a crisis like this, we got to the point that we sold my uncle's car, sold the other appliances in our house and sell some of them online. And the worst thing is they could no longer support me in my studies that's why I stopped for a while last year and until now I've decided to start working once this another ECQ ends. It was really stressful, I regret the gladness I felt before because of the suspension, because I never thought that it would be a forever suspension for me in continuing my college.
Third, because of pandemic, I had a lot of time to get bond with my pets, they literally fades all my problems. Whenever I feel sad I'll just sit beside them until I realized that I slowly forgetting all the worries in my mind. I loved them even more. And also with my friends who never forgot to chat or greet me in the past two birthdays I had in this pandemic. Lastly, this pandemic taught me to value each time I have, don't waste it on things that could lead me to the wrong path, be wise in every decisions as wise on how picky I am when it comes to what I'll wear, value your time with family and friends, don't feel pressured about other's achievements and the most important thing is to never forget to enjoy life because each and everyone of us has our own perfect time for that.
Today is August 5 and tomorrow will be the first day of another Enhanced Community Quarantine here in Metro Manila so stay safe, healthy always be positive guys (not in Covid) mwah.
Before I end this article, I just wanna flex my own closing message gif for all the readers I have. I made this using Kinemaster editing app and converted it into a gif, so that it won't be plain as image only 😅. I put everything that I love the most there, such as alien, planets, waves, neutral colors as the background and bitcoin cash with a message "Thank you!" from me because I really appreciate those who spent their time in my articles and to those who even leaves a comment, honestly it really makes me feel the kilig again literally ♡.
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I Am Guilty Of..
We all have our guilty moments, but except on crime -related incidents. I wanna share my guilty moments here, put a finger down if it also happened to you charot!.
Let's start,
**~I** **am guilty of pretending to be sick at school so that my teacher could send me home.** I only did it once, because my conscience never lets me to do this for a second time or more haha. I was just grade 5 that time, and because of the nervousness I felt for our next subject which is Math where we will be having a graded recitation where we need to solve a certain problem on the spot and in front of the whole class with our terror teacher besides us. I was so nervous that time because I'm not really good at math ever since, until my classmates noticed that my hand were so cold and I look so pale, then I became an actress and so I told them that I feel so dizzy and I want to go home na. One of my friend informed my adviser about my situation and my adviser decided to send me home instead of bringing me to our school clinic because he said that I look very sick. This moment is one of the most unforgettable for me because this is the time where I started to realized that I have a potential to become a great actress someday.
This is one of the **"MISSION PASSED"** moments of my life 😂.
**~I am guilty of hurting one of my playmates unintentionally without admitting it.** Have y'all remember the straw with a cigarette's filter inside? basically, you'll need to place it vertically at the center of rubber band then you have to pull the rubber on your hand for it to fly. So this is how it happened, I was just looking for something around me as my target using that straw and all of a sudden I accidentally pointed it to one of my playmate's face and it hits him, luckily it didn't hit his eyes, but it's too close on it. Then, he scratched the part where the straw hits him, he looked around to see who did that on him but as I saw that part of his skin turned into pink, I immediately turned around and pretended to be playing and knew nothing on it.
**~I am guilty of not informing my parents where I'm going.** It was happened during the last days of my senior high school years, me and my classmates planned to hike the most well known mountain in Bulacan where a lot of hikers had been there because of it's beautiful view at the top. Since I have a strict parents, I already knew to myself that they would definitely not allow me to go on a place like that, so I decided to not inform it to them. Actually, I'm still not informing this adventure of mine to them 'til now 😅.
**~I am guilty of hiding the favorite thing of my siblings after we had a fight.** Growing up with a siblings is fun, and having a conflict with them is such a normal scenario too in a family. I have this habit before of hiding my sibling's toy or anything that I think they would cry for once it's lost everytime we had a fight. Though I am not destroying it, but to hide it only from them so that I can finally have a revenge on them from what they've did to me during our fights. But after all, I am still putting it back to the place where I get them once we're okay to each other again LOL.
**~I am guilty of borrowing a book from one of my friend and didn't returned it anymore.** It was all started when a friend of mine shared a great story that she was currently reading but because of her busy schedule she lets me borrow that book. Until a week has been passed she started to tell me that if I'm done reading it but I always respond to her that I haven't done reading it, which is true because I am really slow when I read. Days after it, she told me again about the book but again I responded to her that I still haven't yet finished reading it, but honestly it is just my excuse because while reading it, I noticed that the other pages are starting to detouched from the book's cover and I can't tell it to her because she might think that I just destroyed her book after all, so I planned fix it but another week had passed, the school year ends too, she forgot to inform me about the book and I forgot to return it to her too.
**~I am guilty of hiding the product or clothes that I want to have but doesn't have enough money to buy it.** Whenever I'm at a shop or mall, once I found a specific product that I really want to have but can't afford the price, what I always do is to hide it using the other products so that other customers won't see them and I'll still have the chance to buy that on the next day, same with clothes 😅. Me being mapag-angkin.
*And that was my guilty moments... What's yours?*
By the way, don't judge me for what I've done when I was still a kid, I'm a grown up women now.. I've changed 😂.
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20 Random Facts About Me
A lot of youtubers have already made this content on their channels as I've watched some of them from a well known people on youtube, and after watching Maine Mendoza's 20 facts about her on facebook, it gave me an idea of writing this, so I decided to make a blog version of it. Though, all of you doesn't know me personally as I prefer myself as anonymous writer here on read.cash, and that will make you lose interest on reading this kind of content because you didn't not even know even my name and has no idea of how I look 😅. Maybe soon, if I already have enough confidence, I will show my real name and photos here. I just want to use this platform to share these facts about me that I never told to my friends.
*Here are the 20 facts about me, enjoy reading for those who are interested to know hihi ♡*
**I don't like pizza**
- I think most of the people loves this food but except for me, I don't know either, it's just like tounge doesn't like the taste of it, especially if it has a pineapple.
**I am a fan of Taylor Swift**
- You can see it in my display photo here on read.cash ♡.
**I can't live without lotions**
- I have an obsession with putting lotion on my hands especially on my feet. I can't sleep peacefully at night without putting lotions on my feet. It was all started when my mother started to sell avon and personal collection's products to her friends during my childhood. So then, I become addicted to it everytime my mama buys another set of different lotions and start using one of them. Until now, feels like I'm so dry without it by my side.
**I love the smell of celery**
- Whenever my mother cooks a dish that has a celery, this is the best time for me to smell all the leaves of celery, especially if they were already sliced.
**I love smelling the smoke of a burning match and cigarette**
- This might be very harmful to my health and weird habit at the same time. But I am now avoiding this habit of mine, as I already knew the risks of inhaling this smoke to my lungs and health.
**I don't like breads**
- Everything that seems so dry inside the mouth and makes me thirsty are the food that I don't like the most 😅.
**I don't like sweets**
- I ate sweets, but rarely. It's because when I noticed that I chocolates or other sweet foods causes me to have tonsillitis.
**I love soups**
- As I have mentioned on the part where I hate dry foods and makes me thirsty, as the opposite of it, I really love soups, that has a water that I can sip. The foods that I love the most that has a sabaw are Sinigang, Nilaga, Tinola, Bulalo and Papaitan.
**I have helminthophopia**
- This one really scares me to death since I was a kid, I hate seeing worms. I can touch everything but except for them hehe.
**Super makakalimutin is me**
- I think I know na what will be my illness when I'm became a grandmother na 😅. This is what I hate about myself, that moment when I'm about to say something but I forgot it in just a seconds after thinking of it. Argh!
**I am good at memorizing**
- Even though that I am very makakalimutin, I am good at memorizing different words or even dates. That's why I love history and science when it comes to exams since these two subjects often requires us to memorize words, names and even dates.
**I'm so bad at mathematics**
- My brain doesn't want to cooperate with me when it comes to numbers and formulas. I can easily forget formulas and to solve them for a very short period of time.
**I love universe**
- I'm a bit obsessed of planets, stars, moon, the darkness, and aliens.
**I was born at the year of the dragons**
- I belong to 2000's babies 😊.
**I love watching horrors and crimes**
- One of the Philippine tv shows that I love to watch is Imbestigador and SOCO. I love watching zombies, Saw, Wrong turn etc. I prefer watching movies that will make me thrilled and scared.
**I have 3 fur babies**
- They were 2 cats and 1 dog. They are Luna and Mingming (2 cats), then our dog's name is Mishi.
**My dream country to visit is Korea and Italy**
- I promise myself that I will go and visit these two countries once I have enough money.
**I'm very kuripot**
- As long as I don't need it so badly, I won't buy it.
**I love watching ASMR videos**
- I love hearing sounds that tickles my ears, ASMR videos are so satisfying to watch as well.
**I am good at sketching**
- Though I will not consider my self as a pro but I know how to sketch. And I love doing it during my spare time.
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