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@Takshi

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@Takshi

Colour of greed Once I went on an educational tour from our varsity to Cox's Bazar. As I was leaving, I asked my mother-in-law, "What can I bring for you, mother?" He wanted nothing. I insisted and said, "There are beautiful shoes there, Mom. You'll like them. Shoes of many colors. Shall I bring a pair? He agreed. And he asked me to bring a pair of red shoes with heels. But what about the shoes?" He insisted that it was "red shoes." His daughters laughed at his weakness for red, but I brought him a pair of beautiful red shoes. No one has ever written a word like the happy look on his face when he got those shoes. Couldn't. That year, when I was going to my father-in-law's house, my father gave me a sari to celebrate Eid. Light purple color. Every year on Eid, Amma gets many sari gifts. Eid-ul-Fitr was no exception. I noticed that my mother was wearing the purple sari given to me by my father after returning for a week. When asked to wear the other ones, he would say, "White is not good, throw it away later in the morning". I had a dark blue sari. I went to Seba's father's house and wore a sari. My mother suddenly said, "Wow, your sari is very beautiful. I had a hobby of a sharp blue sari. I have never been told about your father. I am still greedy for the dress I am wearing. A few days ago, we three sisters took three green colored saris to look the same. I took that blue sari for my mother. My mother never wore that saree. Instead, he said, "Are you crazy? At this age, I will wear a tight collar? What will people say? I will come back with it." . My mother-in-law is over eighty-five years old. And my mother is fifty. My mother-in-law wants something colorful. You can ask because he has learned to wander like a child now that he is in his eighties, keeping in his chest the regret of not fulfilling his mother's wish since he was over forty. My mother and maybe one day when she was eighty-five, she would suddenly say to one of us, "Bring me a bright blue sari, white is not good to me." I am very sorry. We do not see the inside of man. Or don't want to see. If our mother, father-in-law, father, father-in-law, grandmother, grandmother or anyone goes to buy something for them when they are a little older, I say old people will wear it and show it in a little white. Or if you want to buy for the bio-groups, the shopkeeper brings all the light colors of the shop in front of him. If I ask them to show me something colorful, everyone will look as if they don't have to wear anything colorful as they get older. Being their age means removing all colors from life and dipping them in white! But why? Why don't we think that a person becomes very lonely as he gets older. It is difficult to find people who have not been pushed by life. As you get older, the list goes on and on. After so many things, their life is just black and white. On top of that if we draw their boundaries even in clothing or decorations aren’t we a little more selfish? Why do we tie the age in color? Age is just a matter of time, the mind cannot be stopped in time. Please don't give that color of time a little color. One day we and old age will come, one day we too will be annoyed to see white and say "white is not good, throw it away later".

@Takshi

Dark night with music When I'm completely asleep, that's midnight. Just then a call came to my mobile from an unknown number. With a lot of sleep and the phone is silent, I can't catch the call. So suddenly one day when I received the phone call, I heard something from Opash. 'Please don't keep your phone silent before going to sleep!' This is my first conversation with this voice that day. If you want to know his identity, one of his words. I have not come to harm you. Just to hear the song. It is not very important to know the identity, but I am relieved! ' Well. I'll listen to you in the middle of the night, it won't hurt my sleep? I heard you love to listen to music. He heard me in the middle of the night. What a loss! I used to talk to Rahat only about one thing. He wanted to listen to music, and I wanted to listen to music. We never talked about anything outside of him. Rahat never asked me any questions. However, I had a thousand questions about him, but did not have the opportunity to know! When I left the hostel and came home on a seven-day vacation, I went after it very worried. Rahat who will listen to the song? Apu sleeps next to him! But he did not call me for relief in one night of seven days. I talked to him after the holiday and went to the hostel. I asked, 'How many days have you not called?' He said, 'Late next night, when I went to listen to music on my mobile from my sister's side, my sister thought that my younger sister had probably left the hostel. I wanted to hear his answer, I will not talk if you do not introduce! But he was stubborn, did not introduce. I couldn't help but listen to music. It has become a habit! One day I said, 'Let's meet!' But on hearing this, Rahat became very angry. Look, my relationship with you is just e song. I just want to hear music from you. Nothing is possible with me other than that. I know that, so I never want to come in front of you. I call you on my own, just want to hear the song. I have never interfered in your personal life. There was no harm to you other than just staying awake for a couple of hours. I know, you didn't have to worry about talking to me. If I understood that time, I would never remember you again. But you just asked for my identity! After finishing the words, Rahat became silent. I did not understand what to say in reply. Even then we talked. But I did not ask him any more questions. But it can not be a relationship! Then after I finished the course and came home, my marriage was fixed in two months. I tried to tell him but he never called me again. From the time the bridegroom came to see me to the time he got married, I looked for relief but somehow I could not get in touch with him. But did he know everything? Today, almost two and a half years have passed since my marriage. I still remember him. I want to know the identity. But he doesn't catch me anymore! Our lives revolve around strange people and some strange relationships. We can't name the relationship even if we want to. But we find them. Lifelong! Like finding a black cat in a dark room! Thank you.