@TAHANAN 26 March 2024 edited

Nostalgic feels **I am longing for the old days, for the homies and friends I’ve got from this world before.** I revisited this world a few months ago, and even last year after being inactive for how many months. I remember that I’ve been inactive on this platform due to my academic responsibilities, it was 2023 of January. The last article I was able to publish was “please, help me!”, and my hectic sched continues, that’s why I chose to stop and take a break. To be honest, it’s so basic for me to dump this account before and be inactive because of the unappreciated mindset I had back then. **I thought it would be easy for me to let my works and homies slip away in just a blink of an eye, but I’m wrong.** I decided to read again my works on this platform, and I am shocked by the impressive writing skills I have before. I can’t imagine how I wrote my articles at the age of 15 years old, and in an English language that I'm not into with. I found it captivating, and at the same time, while reading the comment section and stalking those peeps who became part of my journey, I suddenly regretted the time I decided to stop. **The nostalgic feels when I've read my old peeps here, they were inactive and most of them has published their last article one year ago.** I remember when I tried to enter this world, I am very hesitant because I thought it would not easy for me to make things work. But then, after how many days, I became comfortable with this world and the people around here. **The comfort, support, love, care and genuineness of people here is no doubt. I suddenly missed. If only I chose to continue even on busy days, perhaps I wouldn’t feel this way; sorrow and regretfulness.** Indeed, people here before become busy with their lives and possibly, they have already forgotten each one of us. Idk, but there’s a high chance? **But regardless, I wish them the best. I’m so grateful for the memories and little life update we have shared with each other. We learned to each of us, and I won’t forget the people here who became part of my life. I treasured and will always the short bond we created with each other.** **I hope we can go back to the time when I am with my homies, sharing my life with them, and they will as well. I just suddenly realized how it's beautiful to reminisce with those great memories**.

**Tahanan will always be grateful to all of you. My gratitude couldn’t express by words but one thing’s for sure, i owe y’all!** ; image is edited by me.