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@Sydney2OnNoiseApp in July 2023

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I don't know why teaching is my passion. You know I want to quit and develop a skill because being a teacher one day is exhausting and not rewarding enough with all your efforts. It doesn't pay back all the hardships and restless nights unlike other tiring jobs but high-paying. Teaching is never lucrative but as for now, I don't aim for a lot of money. Just like other jobs, teaching is not for the faint-hearted. Everytime I tell myself that teaching might not be for me..my…

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Religion will only hurt you if you are a material person. Likewise, worldy things will hurt you if you are a spiritual person.

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I just listened to the song "Ode To My Family" by The Cranberries and it make me cry. I don't know but this song makes a lot of sense compared to all the songs in this world. Dolores voice is so genuine and perfect. I actually have never felt frozen listening to my favorite songs because when I love something, I always enjoy listening over and over again but this one, it made me feel paralyzed, empty, staring at the ceiling, thinking about this: "The song is actually…

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Why do as we grow older we become dissatisfied and our desires were getting bigger? Maybe this explains why we get a frowning face as we age.

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Everytime I think about the uncertainties in life, my favorite song out of nowhere would suddenly pop and it makes me teary because it just reminded me of the good old times.

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Damn, my neighbours are singing along with Avril Lavigne songs and all I can say is thank you because it uplifted my emotions.😭

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I find marriage a scary thing.. The one who has a biggest impact in your whole life is the person whom you will marry and this is why it's really scary. What if you marry an abusive partner who will physically abuse you? Are you going to suffer for the rest of your lifetime since you are married? Battered wife/battered husband role in this world? What if you marry a partner who is manipulative and toxic to your mental health? Are you going to suffer for that painful words?…

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I am always left wondering and thinking everytime my father talk on his pal on a phone that "another fisherman drowned." Like, it wasn't the first time hearing such conversation in the call. Last year, I heard the same thing too and if there's something that caught my nerves wondering, it is the thing that he alway say "maybe he was pulled by a merman." I don't know if I heard it right but today he said on the phone that he has a friend who went fishing and then went…

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I'm at the point of my life where I won't force myself to vibe, if I don't like your vibe then I don't like you.

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Margot Robbie is actually my best friend. (Although I still prefer her iconic Harley Quinn look).

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When you changed your cover photo twice and thought no one will notice it because you uncheck the share update to the newsfeed and then found out it will notify everyone in their notification instead. Damn, I am feeling like a stupid. Maybe I should just unfriend that particular person who's affecting my mental health everyday in Facebook. Damn I really hate this.

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I hate how the devil is pushing the people we hate inside our minds, like, Hey, can you just kill that person instead of making us hate them?

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To be honest, I wasn't really religious not until I encounter this subject in college "Folklore & Mythology." In fact, this is the most unforgettable subject in my chosen field and it really explain a lot the origins and understanding of every religions and set of beliefs in the world. It was in college where I learn that religions are from sacred writings and myths are based on ancient observations. From being a doubtful believer transformed into a sincere believer.

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I cannot believe how easy it is for other people to enter marriage without thinking about the consequences. I won't take risk entering a serious relationship not until I will fully KNOW the character and personality of the person. Imagine marrying a person who is very good and swears you are the one for so many years. Then 2 years after the marriage, the person is beating and cursing you! Kissing another woman! Really scary.. Imagine taking a risk to enter a relationship at…