Joined 18 July 2021 · 353 posts
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@Stea
I spent the last few days crying which was a consequence of joblessness. I'm not unemployed, I'm simply jobless. I've been thinking a lot too. My career was decided by my father. I just followed through. It would be my Mum who'd decide whom I shall marry. So basically, the first half of my life was ruined by my father, and my mom plans to ruin the second half. Sometimes I feel I'm just watching a show, and I do not get to participate in my own life.
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Hello!:) I was away for two days. I had no internet. Today also I'm surviving on the last bits of data (pun intended). The connection guy was supposed to fix it today, not only did he tell me that he won't do it today, he made it clear that I'd have to stay without data for 3 more days. Damn, the guy. I'm giving him business, he should be grateful! Meanwhile, my boyfriend's best friend is fully in love with me. I'll update you with the story as it progresses. Uploading some more pictures of nature's beauty-
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I'm not naturally a nature's person. I can't appreciate greenery as other people do. I can't adore the flowers, they're too colorful for me. As much as I like the coolness the rainy season brings us, I start crying when it starts showering. I have a weird thing and some unpleasant memories regarding the rains. How can I let the clouds cry alone? I can't enjoy the beach after being there for few hours. The humidity gets me. I can't take a dip in the beach water either. But I'm a human too, attracted to the nature, by nature. It's the clouds that fascinate me. I can take endless pictures of them. They're never constant. I embrace change. They're so much like me. They're just as restless as I am. I was the only one who took pictures of clouds amongst 40 odd people. Sometimes I spend hours watching them change their form and shape. Weird no?
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When my boyfriend was here last month, I showed him around Mumbai. In turn, he showed me all the stars under the galaxy. I miss him so much, I'm so excited to see stars again. Long distance relationship is tough! I can't believe both my relationships were long distant considering how much I enjoy experiencing heaven on Earth.
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Today I woke up laughing. I don't mean I woke up with a smile, I was laughing which broke my sleep. Last week I had woken up crying. Tears fell through my eyes, rolled all over my cheeks. Does anyone of y'all experience this too?
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My hair has been growing like weed. Do you think I should cut them very short, or should I just get them shaped? I also look like I'm checking out someone. But there were only empty chairs there. McDonald's at 10pm is fun!
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It's illegal to be an Indian and not have watched Bahubali and its sequel. I always felt left out of conversations. But now, I've downloaded it, both parts and shall watch it tomorrow itself! Let me see what the hype is all about.
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The one minute I was away, I missed calls from the Director and an angry boyfriend. Now I can hear my phone ringing in my head lol. Yesterday was Tuesday, so office day for me! We ordered pizzas for lunch. Today I shall be 'working' from home.
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In case the payout thing doesn't work, I'm assuming most will leave the platform. I've said this before and I'll say it again- I'm here despite not getting fts, because I like corresponding with some people here. I'm no one to stop anyone from leaving the platform, but I'd still like to be in contact with (some of) you guys. If you're planning to leave, drop your Ig on the comments.
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My nightmares are coming to life. I got three work related calls and I didn't understand my role in either of them. The first work itself got revised based on new meetings, thus rendered my work meaningless. Which means, I'll have to redo it. The second, after an hour of research, I found only one reference and submitted it. In the next 30 minutes, the person who had alloted me the work found 7 more. He must've thought to himself, 'why did allot this work to her?' I'm sure he didn't even check my submission. I'm not sure if the third work was done correctly. My role was limited, but I don't think I've forwarded the right information. I have dropped a mail, and waiting to be disappointed at myself. I'm shattered, ready to resign😭.
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I'm always late. Anywhere and everywhere. Office meetings, social meetings, I can't be trusted with punctuality. But, since we've moved to this place with no WiFi, I'm always early. I'm at the Golden Arches, waiting for my friends who were supposed to be here 40 minutes ago. Well, I was supposed to be here 30 minutes ago too. I've been waiting for 10 straight minutes feeling all anxious. Now I understand what I put my friends through. The longest I've made someone was 2 hours, but that was his own fault, totally. I reached an hour late and he reached an hour early. Anyway, my point is, I wish I could disappear and come back when my friends reach. Not that I wouldn't make anyone wait ever again in my life. That's probably one reason my post is so long it's almost never-ending. Oh fuck, it's 6:30 (3hours now) now and I forgot to post. She came and we got talking.
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So here's the deal with my family- My mom, my brother and I are all introverts. We don't always like being spoken to, and need our space. Hence, we all hide in our respective rooms. My Dad is an extreme extrovert. He'll find us from any corner of the house and find topics to talk to us. We'll have to tell him things like- ... but we've already spoken about it ... it's 4 in the morning, we should sleep ... I'm writing my exam, please leave me alone ... I'm giving an interview, stop, please stop Yet he won't take the 'hints'😭 and continue talking. He would avoid our plea like I avoided all the red flags in my past relationship.
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So here's what happened- He got high and drunk, booked a cab and went out about 60 kms with at friend at 3 in the morning, fell in love with a dog and brought him back. How can you not fall in love with such a guy?:)
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To me, an ideal Sub has all the sauces, all the vegetables, and as a consequence of which, is also soggy 😭. Its all so confusing and I have no idea which sauce complements the other, and and and, I have to realize full value of my money! I'll add all the sauces and all the vegetables even though it tastes illegal. My stomach is a garbage disposal and she'll take all that I'll give her :). It smells very savory here :)
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'Why were you away for 3 days?', I asked. (Teasingly) 'I wanted to give you time to have fun and sleep' The audacity and the accuracy is the reason I love him. He knows as a 24 year old I have absolutely no life and to me sleeping is fun.
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Sleeping while getting paid is the dream job! I understand I would be loaded with lots of work in the coming weeks, but now I'm a new employee and I'm enjoying all the benefits of being one. I'm being told that I will be briefed for some work on Monday. They all look exciting! I hope I'll be able to perform well. I'm worried because these kinds of works are new to me. Let's see! For now, I shall logoff and enjoy the weekend. I already have some plans. I'm not sure how many of them would materialize, but I'm excited nevertheless. If they all get canceled, I shall bug my boyfriend. I'm hoping he shall be available for me. Pretty girls are never lonely *wink wink *.
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Yesterday I had some work but no internet. Today I have lots of internet, but no work. What to doooooo?
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Monday I slept for 16 hours, Tuesday, thanks to some work I slept only for 9 to 10 hours. Wednesday I don't remember being awake. Only Lord personally knows how much more sleep this body needs. Anway, I have a work call between now and anytime during the evening. I don't know when would I get to sleep next. Let's pray for the best!
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I hit my foot somewhere and now it's bleeding. I woke up with a small injury on my fist, felt like I punched a wall. I'm also bleeding in general. Red fluids dislike staying within me:/
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So my boyfriend thought it was right to be excused from boyfriend duties for two days straight. I had to take the matter in my own hands to advice him and make sure he understands that apart from work, I'm the priority. Specially these days when I have a slight cold, and some other minor inconveniences, lack of attention could kill me. The conversation went smooth and I'm sure he understands things better now. I appreciate it this way too.
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Ok, so, um, Luna was attacked and I existed as if nothing happened. I lost a very small investment amount, which is still not alright because I hate losing money. But the fun part is that I realized this after 4 days it happened lol. Waiting for Bch to tank to hear that, 'I told you so' from my Dad. It's been a while since I've been scolded.
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Good morning:) I was supposed to read a few things for office, but it's almost 7 am here and I've just started. And this is only the first month! I've already started doing things in the end moment. Let's see what the first day of work looks like after training!
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Heyyyyyy! I finally reached a 100 subscribers! With this speed, and the inactivity, I never thought it was possible. My old account took less than 4 days for me to reach a 100, but the new account did the job in 4 months ♥.
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I too received an anonymous tip of a dollar on my last post where a promised a sunset. I should post the picture to make the anonymous user happy! Thanks!:)
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May 15th- The partner is still here, didn't leave me, and they have not fired me from my job in the first week. Everything seems to be going too well and this is not a dream. Have a great Sunday! I shall be going out with a friend to view the Sunset.
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I tried to instigate a pillow fight with my brother by beating him continously and all over his body with a pillow, but, he didn't respond. He just turned his back toward me and continued sleeping peacefully. Sometimes I hoped my younger brother wasn't so matured. Or maybe he was just sleepy. Just last week only he was punching me in slow motion and I was acting hurt it was hilarious hehehe. Have a pleasant Sunday you guys! Wait, it's only Saturday! In my old internship place, Saturday was a walking day. I love my new place!
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Soooo today I didn't do a lot. My nose and eyes are leaking profusely. How has everyone been? Give me some nice updates no please?
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I've been missing for two days! My work was not hectic, infact I had no work at all, it's the shifting and settling to the new place that caused me to be away for a while. I have lots of stories, but the reason I came back to life was to show you this- The headquarters of Indian Railways.
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Is it just me, or are extroverts really chatty?
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So yesterday since my everyone were busy packing or helping pack, it was decided that we would go out for dinner. Had dinner at a decent restaurant and I fell asleep on the way back. When I woke up, I was hungry again so we went to a different restaurant to eat. I live within two kilometers of the first restaurant. It's uncanny how I fell asleep and woke up hungry within a span of few minutes. We ended the meal with our favorite dessert- flavored kulfi (cream icecream?) I'm so tired but there's more to pack. It's my first day of work life tomorrow, and my things are all over the place!
