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@Smilescole

Joined 21 May 2026 · 3 posts

Writing the feelings I can’t always explain.

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@Smilescole

Small Beginnings Don’t Mean Small Futures People laugh at small beginnings too much. Someone starts a low-paying job and suddenly everyone acts like their future is already decided. But most people who eventually succeed did not begin with comfort, money, or a perfect plan. They began with survival. Right now, many young people are under pressure. Social media makes it seem like everyone owns a car, lives alone, travels, and has life figured out. Meanwhile, some people are…

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Sometimes I don’t know how to respond, so I just stay quiet Sometimes I don’t know how to respond, so I just stay quiet. It’s not that I don’t have words. It’s that I have too many, and none of them feel right. So I pause. I delay replies. I go silent for a while. Not because I’m angry, not because I don’t care… but because my mind is trying to settle itself. People see silence and think something is wrong with me. But most times, I’m just trying to feel okay again before I…

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People think I’m fine, but I’m just good at hiding it I don’t always know how to explain what’s going on inside me. Most times, I act like everything is normal. I laugh, I reply, I show up… but inside, I’m not really present. It’s not that something is always “wrong.” It’s just that my mind gets loud sometimes, and I don’t know how to turn it off. So I stay quiet. I delay replies. I isolate a bit. From the outside, it looks like I don’t care. But the truth is, I care too…