My Valentines Day
It's everybody's dream to receive something special on Valentines Day. Some received a bouquet of flowers, bundle of chocolates, love letter, etc. How about you? What have you receive on this wonderful day?
As for me, I received a bouquet of flowers. Yeheeeyy, I never thought I got this this Valentines Day because I already set up my mind that no one will give me something this valentines Day but tadaaah!! my husband woke me up this morning holding a bouquet of flowers. Thank you my love.
Before, when we are still on a girlfriend/boyfriend stage. He never fails to surprise me every Valentines Day. I could still remember how he decorated my room with so many heart-shapes hanging on my sailing and cut-out objects of cupid on my wall with "Happy Valentines Day" Word on it. He even cooked food for us to celebrate the special occasion. So many bouquets of flowers that turned into ashes, and so many foods that rot. But one thing is for sure, his efforts will never be forgotten. Until now when I remembered all his efforts for me to be happy it makes me Kilig to the bones.
But everything changed when we already got married and have a child. He barely surprised me with this flower thingy or chocolates. Our priority has changed. Flowers and chocolates turn into boxes of milk and diapers . But you know what? It doesn't make me sad at all. It makes me realize that We are not only celebrating Valentines Day every 14th of february but we're celebrating it every day. My husband shows his love to me every single day. He never fails to kiss me every morning and whispers in my ears "Good morning, I love you". He woke up early every single day just to prepare our breakfast and even wrapped my lunch box for work. He does the laundry always. He took care of our child every single day. While me, I just woke up doing nothing because he already does everything in the house.He makes me feel like i'm his Queen. I can say that I'm so blessed having a husband like him. When i'm with him everyday feels like valentines day.
I'm just so thankful how God blessed me with a wonderful husband.
Thank you for reading my Blog. Always remember ,***" You don't need a very expensive gifts for you to be a happy, Being CONTENTED is the key to happiness"***.
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY everyone, Godbless ❤
My Miracle Baby
They say having a baby is the greatest Gift someone could ever have. This brings Joy, contentment ,and a new perspective in life. The excitement that it gives you while waiting for the angel to comes out is unbearable. You try to prepare for everything to go smoothly as possible. And so the baby will be comfortable in the outside world. You buy all the stuff that the baby would need like clothes, diapers, crib, etc. You plan things to make everything at it's place. But what if things don't go like what you've imagined?
This is the story of our journey with our miracle baby.
It was January of 2019 when we found out about the very special gift that was brewing inside me. I was happy, very happy, but very nervous as well. I'm about to bring a life into this world and i'm not really sure if I , we, were up to the challenge. Me and my husband, who was still my fiancee at that time, was preparing for our wedding and the stress that it brought to the both of us was really exhausting. After we learned about this news we immediately went to see a doctor. We researched all the information that we needed so we can be better prepared. I took all the vitamins that was necessary even though some of it really taste bad. Along with all the advice of my OB and our friends who are already parents, we really thought that we are ready. Then come my last scheduled check up before i give birth. My doctor ordered a biophysical ultrasound and they saw a congenital anomaly. We immediately asked our doctor about it and she advised us to see a perinatologist, an obstetrician who specializes in pre-natal care of women. When we went to the said doctor she did a series of tests to know what the anomaly was. Then she told us the most probable condition of our baby and it was called "Duodenal atresia", babies with duodenal atresia have a closure in the part of their small intestines (duodenum). In short, their is a blockage in our baby's intestine that will affect his vowel movement. We are both devastated when we knew our little angel's condition. That feeling, that you want to cry but no single tears fall down to your eyes but your heart was like teared into pieces. We cannot explain the pain we felt that time. When we got home after that check-up, Me and. my husband went to our room and we both burst into tears. We tightly hugged each other and gained strength from each other. We hoped that it was all just a dream and that our baby is doing okay inside my tummy.
Why of all the people it's us who experienced this devastation? This is not an unwanted pregnancy. We planned this to happen, but why?There are some there who become pregnant of an unwanted child but their baby come out healthy. When I, who are took my pregnancy extra carefully for my baby to be healthy then came out that my baby has the condition I mentioned earlier. This were all the question I had in mind during that time.
It's really hard to digest the reality we faced that time. Me and my husband prayed for a miracle to happen. I believe that miracles do happen as long as you pray,believe, and trust in Him. We kept on praying every night for our baby's condition.
It was 27th of September 2019 around 10:30 pm ,I was rushed to the hospital because there were blood coming out in my vaginal area. And that week was my expected date of delivery. When I was in the hospital the doctor checked the heartbeat of my baby but they cannot clearly found them so they used that fetal heart monitor to detect my baby's heartbeat. After i was monitored the OB came to me and said that they will do an emergency CS to me. I was shocked, I wasn't prepared to have a C-section. All I know was, I was going to delivered my baby through normal delivery because he's not that big inside. But according to the doctor I need to undergo C-Section for my baby's heartbeat is so low. And I was running out of water inside my tummy. I begged to my doctor to have a normal delivery because I'm scared to have C-section.But the doctor insisted to have C-Section because my IE is still in number 2. She added that when my IE is in number 8 maybe I could have a normal delivery but it's yet too far. So I had nothing to do with it but agreed to what the doctor said.
It was 28th of September 2019 12:51 am, our miracle baby was born. Weighing 3.1 kilogram. Though I'm scared but it was the happiest moment of my life. 30 minutes after he was out, he had his first vowel movement. And it was all fine. Knowing that he was diagnosed with duodenal atresia that could affect his vowel movement. We were all happy that time because we knew that the condition that was found with him no longer present in his system.We prayed to God for his complete healing and He heard Us. Miracles happened. We are blessed with a healthy baby boy. All our doubts and fears gone away.
Thank you Lord for hearing our prayers. You blessed us with so much joy and happiness then and now. You never failed to perform your miracles to our family up until now .
Inspiration
Whatever we do in life. What ever we believed in.When you are in you hardest times and filled with so much doubts and worries .Just don't forget to ask help from above. Always put your trust to the Lord . Just believe in him, work hard , and everything will be alright.
*Thank you for reading this Blog. I still have so much to share to you about how God bless my small family and that how He performs his miracle to us.*
Betrayal
Many of us have experienced Of being hurt. You're hurt because they took an important thing from you, they didn't give you what you wanted, or they took someone so dear to you.
All that are mention above are kinda painful. What's the most painful is when someone you love and trust the most betrayed you. Someone you've known for so long and you didn't even give the benefit of a doubt that this person will betray you and take you for granted. It seems that your body and soul slowly dying because of the pain your feeling.
We cannot feel all of these when that person is nothing to you. We felt the pain because that person or someone is important to us.In short, we love them. Someone cannot hurt you when you don't have feelings towards that someone. We are hurt because we cannot accept the fact that that someone did something that broke our heart.
When you feel like this or when someone betrayed you always remember these 5 things to help you cope with this difficult situation.
5 ways that will help you from betrayal :
1. Pray
When someone betrayed you, their is this feeling wherein you choose to be gone because of the pain. But don't forget to PRAY. Talk to God about the situation your into . Always remember " God is a best Listener". Trust me, after you did this all the pain and your worries will go away.
2. Inhale and Exhale
Take a deep breath. Inhale peace and exhale Happiness. In that way you will be relieve.
3. Talk to the person who betrayed you.
Talk and ask the person why he did that to you. In that way you will be enlighten . Who knows? maybe it's just a misunderstanding.
4. Forgive
I know it's hard. But trust me, forgiving someone who hurt will give you peace of mind. When this is hard to do, don't forget to remember the number 1 : PRAY.
5. Forget
As the saying goes, "It's easy to forgive but hard to forget". I know this is so hard to do too. This will also help you move forward. When you forget all the pain you can go on with your life and start something new.
After you did all of these, trust me my friend. You will have a positive outlook in your life. There will be no space for negativity. It's okay to be hurt, but don't hurt yourself because of that. We should always remember to always love ourselves. We cannot love others without loving ourselves first.
Thank you all for reading.Hope this inspires you. See you on my next Blog. God bless .
My Happiness
There are lots of definitions of happiness. You're happy because you got promoted in your job, you build your dream house, you earned higher this month, you got the car you dreamed the most, etc.
As a woman. When I got pregnant and gave birth to my son gave me so much happiness in life. It feels like I fulfill my greatest mission here on earth and that is to become a mother. Motherhood isn't that simple and easy. Actually it's the hardest job on earth without having any paycheck. But seeing your child smile or laugh gives you so much happiness that money can't buy.
My Child is now at the age of two. I can still remember when I'm 8 months pregnant to him when the OB said that my baby might have congenital anomaly or should I say, their might be a blockage in his intestine that may affect his vowel movement. Me and my husband were both devastated and in pain that time. I asked myself, "What have I done to deserved this?" As a first time mom, I did all my best to have a healthy baby. The moment we knew that I was pregnant. The first thing I did with my husband is to have a pre-natal check-up . We did it monthly so we could make sure I could give the best to my baby inside my tummy. So, he will come out to the outside world healthy. Though the doctor said about the condition of my baby, I didn't lose hope that he will come out normal. We kept on praying that time. And thank God, the Lord heard our prayer and a healthy baby boy was born. I do believe that Nothing is impossible with God as long as you believe and put all your trust to him.
I know, I still have a long journey to go through. A tears to cry. A problem to face. But one thing is for sure, I will have my happiness with me till my last breath.
Hello everyone ! I'm a newbie here, hope to get along well with all of you guys. I'm so excited to get to know you all here and to share my utmost self here through my stories. A friend of mine introduces this platform so I could express myself in times of despair and of course as another way of earning just by sharing my thoughts and ideas about what's happening daily in my life or in our lives. I know we are facing a great challenge in our lives today as this pandemic arrived. But by holding each other's hand, I know we can all get through this. Godbless us all.
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