@Shawn09 5 May 2021 more from that month

It would be fine to be unemployed if I can earn$10 a day here and have some sidelines. Most of the company offer minimum wage but the workload and pressure are too much to handle. While here I can take my time and no pressure. No shout from the manager with some insult. I lost my confidence in my previous job. I've been proving myself for almost three years. And I think it's too much. He said, I'm such a crybaby. What can I do? He hurt me with his words. My colleagues can hear him. And I feel like, maybe I'm not effective in my position. Maybe, I lack in skills and other. I cried so many times. I feel worthless that's when I decide to let go. Let go in my position that I love. I still missed my previous job but the environment is not healthy anymore. I don't like seeing pity in my colleagues eyes. I feel like I don't belong in this company anymore. I did all I can and if it wasn't enough then I should quit. It's more than a month but I can still feel the pain. Pain from his words. Even on my last day, he said to continue applying for AR, pursue this kind of job. But he said he can't say that I'm effective in that job and to put him in my reference. But for me, why would I put him in my character reference if he's the one who destroy me?