@Shang88
God, I know you are there and whatever happens, I know it's part of your plan, I just do hope that things will get better soon. Keep everyone safe❤️
@Shang88
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-ZePhYr- What a scenic view to witness, facing the ocean, looking at the end of horizon and the gentle breeze touching my skin, so dramatic. What a bizzare feeling you gave me, I don't want this to end, I could live with this forever! Truly an exceptional creation. You warmth my soul, mend the broken and fills the emptiness in me. If only I could hold on to you, if only... Then my world would be light and easy. Window will be open for you, don't disappoint me, for I will always look for you. Happiness is what you brings me. Zephyr will always be the best in a day.
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Concealed Emotion A choice. Because I respect you, I care and all I ever wanted is for you to be happy. Your satisfaction comes first even if it means a step away from you. I always got your back and will always do. There are things better hidden, feelings forgotten and pain enduring, just because you have to, you need to and for the others to keep going- Sacrifice because your capable of doing so. It's hard but you have to keep them with you and believe that's the right thing to do. Concealed it deep down with you, like crying without tears, sadness without bitterness, concealed it like wounds without scars. Crazy isn't it? But what can you say? Things aren't always happen the way you wanted it. Even fairy tales is not always' they live happily ever after', movies are even cliff hanger. So, live with it, dive it in for real happiness is always within.
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-Euphoria- Intense! Uncontrollable! So good that it's like a dream you want to live in. Waking up is the hardest part. Can't find a word to explain but the feeling is overwhelming. If only I could hold on to it, if only it could lasts forever then there will be no sorrow, no broken soul and no more hidden tears. Reality, it's all temporary. So embrace it while you have it, share it. Don't let it pass you by, ride in it cause it may never come back for you. Always find it in everything even in the darkest hour of your life, it will always be there, just believe in it. 🙂❤️
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Katatakutan: Si Lola Laking probinsya ako, 4 lang kaming nakatira sa malaki at lumang bahay. Nang mamatay kasi ang lola ko, kinailangan namin lumipat dun para di tuluyang masira ang bahay. May 4 na kwarto at bakante ang isa, yun ang silid ng lola. Ilang buwan makalipas mula ng nawala c lola, ok naman ang lahat, napaayos namin ang bahay at muli itong gumanda. Ok na rin kaming lahat, kumbaga medyo naka move on na. Balik na lahat sa normal at busy na ulit sa trabaho. Hanggang isang gabi, alas 9 na nung nakarating ako sa bahay, sobrang tahimik at nakita ko sila papa, mama at kapatid ko sa sala, umiikyak ang kapatid kong lalaki. Kinabahan ako, di naman siya basta basta umiiyak, ang tapang nun eh. Patuloy ang pag iyak niya, sabi niya nakita niya sa lola sa kwarto nito, nagdadasal pero di maintindihan. Sobrang lakas ng boses tila ba sumisigaw na raw ito. Tumakbo raw siya pero di cya nakaalis sa may pintuan ng silid hanggang sa nakita siya ni mama dun at pina kalma. Hindi naman naniwala ang papa ko, sabi niya baka guniguni lang daw yon ng kapatid ko, di raw nagpapakita si lola. Malalim na ang gabi, tulog na sila pero ako gising pa kasi gumagawa pa ako ng lesson plan, yong kwarto ko katabi ng kwarto ng lola ko. Takot ako sa totoo lang, pero sabi ko si Lola naman yun eh, di ako tatakutin nun. Makalipas ang ilang segundo, narinig ko may nag rorosaryo, si Lola!!! Alam ko boses nya yun, dahan dahan akong pumunta sa kwarto niya, siya nga! Nakaluhod at nag sasalita. Nanlamig ako, para akong mahimatay sa takot, di ako makasigaw, di maka galaw. Nag dasal ako, hanggang sa nawala si Lola. Kinabukasan sinabi ko kina mama at papa, kaya yun ng desisyon sila na ipa blessed ulit ang bahay, ok naman ilang gabi na kaming nakakatulog ng mahimbing. Hanggang sa isang gabi, may sumisigaw sa silid ng lola, kumain kame ng hapunan nun, sa takot namen lumabas kame ng bahay, andun lahat ng kapitbahay namin, di kami natulog sa bahay ng gabing iyon. Kinabukasan, may dalang albolaryo ang tita, sabi nya makakatulong daw iyon para matahimik si lolo pati ang bahay. May ginawa siya tubig na may langis at tawas at kung anu anu pa, may ritwal siya. Kahit mahirap paniwalaan pero ginawa parin namin ang lahat. Sabi ng albolaryo, di pa daw handa ang lola mawala sa mundo kaya bumabalik siya at ginagawa ang nakasanayan niya, sabi nya lagusan daw ang bahay namin kaya nakakabalik ang mga kaluluwa sa mundong ibabaw. Kailangan daw isara yun, pero di namin alam papanu. Lumipat kame ng bahay para sa ikatatahimik ng lahat,ilang taon ng patay si lola, dinadalaw nya ako sa panaginip pero hanggang ngaun di pa ako nakabisita ulit sa bahay niya. Na truma ako sa nangyari, totoo man un o hindi, ngdulot iyon ng malaking takot sa akin. Alam ko mahal na mahal kami ni lola kaya siguro ayaw pa nyang umalis. Ang gusto ko lang matahimik na siya. Hanggang dito nalang muna, babalitaan ko kayo pag nakauwi ako sa amin at sa bahay ng lola ko.
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Hi everyone! I'm glad to have found this community. Bago lang ako dito at lahat kayo magagaling mag sulat. I am still learning so thank you all 🙂
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-Not just a Friend- I always have this one friend who stands out, she's not with me all the time but when I needed someone who understands, who cares, it's She. I haven't known her that long but things are easy with her. The connection hits me that I let my guard down in an instant. She's fascinating and I admire her in many ways. I can be dumb at times but she always believes in me. Those words she usually utter were relevant and heavy, it goes deep into my heart. I can rely to her, she never disappointed me nor left me. Having her is enough and I don't need more of her, I am thankful that I am surrounded by people with the purest intention, it's a gift. She's not just a friend, she's a family. I cherished her. Things aren't going well all the time, but giving up is not an option, friendship will forever remain and pain can be mend. At the end of the day, you still find each other.
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Sa Pagpikit ng Mata😌 Araw man o gabi, segundo at minuto, ikw lang ang naiisip kahit akoy nakapikit. Mukha mong kay sarap titigan, na kahit sa pag tulog,ako sayo'y nahuhulog. Mga tingin at ngiti mong sadyang kaytamis, alam mo bang araw araw ko itong namimis. Siguro akoy baliw na, baliw naba? Ewan ko lang ko talaga, basta alam ko di na yun mahalaga. Sa pagpikit ng mata, akoy nababalisa, gusto kung tumakbo palapit sayo, pero nasan kaba? Di kita makita. Sa pagpikit ng mata, akoy napapasaya, sa panaginip ikw parin at walang iba. Hinihiling na maramdaman mo, hinihiling na malaman mo, sigaw ng puso at nagsusumamo. Sa pagpikit ng mata, minsan ako'y napapaluha. Yung may kirot pero masaya. Alam mo yung pakiramdam, na kahit di mo pag aari pero minamahal mo siya, walang kapalit at walang galit. Kung dumating man ang panahon na magmamahal kana, wag kang mg alala, sisikapin kong maging masaya kahit wala ka. Ok lng ako, di naman katapusan ng mundo. Maniwala ka lahat may nakalaan, minsan matagal pero andyan lang yan.❤️
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Tanong po: Anu yung reason bakit nababawasan yung $? Ganun po talaga? Sorry, dami ko pang di alam. Salamat sa makakasagot 🙂
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-In A Somber Day- I see a little light ouside, it's almost fading, I look at the sky and it's about to cry. I know its going to be a downpour, I sat on the bed and waiting for you to envade. It's a perfect time to bond, talk and and a cup of coffee too, then! there you are! So lovely and happy. This somber day makes me lazy, I want to do nothing like an ordinary. But hey! You're presence annoyed me and yet I want you to stay, silly me! Now what, does it mean love? Or maybe it's just the mood of the day... 🙄 Thanks eveyone, please subscribe 🙂🙂🙂
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In The Midst Of Crisis... We often ask ourselves, will I be okay? And my family? When will this be over? I frequently asks my self too, I am thinking a lot of things now, sometimes it keeps me worry especially for my family, I am away from them and I just hope they take good care of each other. As for me, I can somehow manage and I know I am stronger than them, I've been through a lot and was able to surpassed everything. In this crisis that the world is facing now changed our lives, the world is bleeding and trying to heal, its tough, risky but in the end it's unity and trust. It unites us to fight, to become strong and protect each other and trust that God has always our back, trust to those people who ensure the safety of human kind. Let's be thankful of every little things we received and look the at the beauty in every situation. Let's all surive and to continue living for the world is going to get better soon. Sun always shines upon us. If you're feeling weak and sadness knocked you out, cry it like a river, endure then be ok after it. Talk to your loved ones, friends and even strangers, it would help you. Pray for its powerful. In the midst of crisis, what we have is each other. God bless everyone! 🤗
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How is it outside? It's pouring here☔. Weather like this, a cup of coffee, chillin' music is perfect. Plus, bed time is a total temptation😉 stay safe everyone!
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I am new here, please help and subscribe. Have written few articles and still learning. Thank you guys and stay safe 🙂
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-Buhay sa probinsya- Laking probinsya ako, simpleng buhay at pangarap, masaya naman kasama ang buong pamilya. Nung nagtapos ako ng koheliyo, walang pahinga at nag trabaho agad. Pagkaraan ng isang taon, napag desisyonan ko na pumunta sa ibang lugar. Mahirap sa umpisa, nakitira sa tita ko ng dalawang taon, hanggang sa nung kaya ko na, umalis nko sa kanila at nag simulang mag isa, nakasanayan ko na rin na buhayin ang sarili ko at makatulong sa pamilya. Ang laking pagbabago ang nangyari sa buhay ko, ang dami kong natutunan, sa trabaho at sa mga taong nakakasama ko. Naisip ko na iba talaga ang buhay sa probinsya, walang makakapantay, simple pero masaya, ung mga tao na gumigising ng maaga para mag saka sa bukid, yung mga kapitbahay mong parang kamag anak nyo na kasi kahit anu hinihingi sa inyo at imbitado sa lahat ng okasyon, ibang klase talaga. Kakilala lahat ng tao sa barangay na kahit personal na pangyayari alam nila. Yung bahay namen na gawa sa kahoy lahat, di na kelangan ng aircon kc sobrang lamig sa gabi tapos alas 6 palang tapos na ang hapunan ang handa na para matulog. Ang sahod dun sobrang laki na, makakatipid kana lalo at kung may garden kapa(hehe). Sobrang miss ko na sila. Matapos lng to pandemya, uuwi talaga ako. Kayo anu gusto nyong balikan sa probinsya nyo?
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Monday hustle🙂 How's everyone? I hope you all had a wonderful weekend. So, it's Monday- my hustle day! I woke up 5:am and go straight to set up my computer, then of course Coffee! Everyone in the house are still sleeping. I am thankful that our company allowed us to work from home,no more 4:00am alarm, no more running for jeepneys and in office just make sure I get there on time. This job means a lot especially this time. Yeah, everyhing is light and easy for the past 4 months. It's an advantage for me working from home, I get to spend more time in my family, have more time in my self and Netflix/ korean series(hehe) and I get to think and write more. I am now a house chef and I can take a break whenever I want to. After 9 hour of shift, I can immediately drag my self into the bed and rest. But you know what, I miss the people in the office and the routine I used to have. People there are loud and annoying but I love that about them. Everything has changed, it's positive and negative but let's not forget that these all happens for a reason and its up to us on how we handle things, embrace it, fight or leave it. We are all surviving and doing the best we can to continue living. I am proud to those who did. You got it! Now back to work, have a great day! 🙂
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Borrowed Time... It was just an ordinary day, you and me have fun and gay. We talked, walked with hands around each other, the normal we always used to be. I call you mine, you call me love, oh! That was crazy, I feel butterfly in my belly. We din't notice the time passed by, you looked at me and saw the sorrow in my eye. I don't know the reason but I felt a sudden good bye. Tears were running down my face, I can't hold back my sadness. What's going on? Please hug me and tell me it's okay but you turned your back away from me. I freeze and feeling numb and dumb, how could this happen? Am I just nothing? Question here and there! So confusing, my sanity is leaving me. I ran closer to you, I said ' i love you' you answered 'i don't deserved you, go find someone else for I can' t be with you, not now, not later not forever. 😢 You left just like a wink of eye, all I do was watched you untill the end of your shadow. Then, I have to let you go. Be free and be happy. Me? It's gonna be an endless pain, i'll pick the pieces then mend it, it won't the same yet I know i'll find my self again. By the way, it's okay... It was just a borrowed time anyway. -A poem to the person I used to know-
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Thoughts to Ponder🙂 I am new here and I have a lot on my mind. One thing is cyrstal- this is awe-inspiring! People here are creative and I admire how you express yourselves in writing. I'm delighted to be in here, I don't know many things yet but I am learning and will continue to do so. I have been reading write ups here and it makes my heart full and help my mind functional. I've always wanted to be an artist, a writer in particular but it didn't grant me to become one however, my love in writing is still alive that sometimes I am day dreaming of becoming a famous writer (hehe). This opportunity gave me reasons to be a passionate person, to express more of me, to inspire me and other people. I will always be grateful and I hope I can write more soon. Thank you everyone 🙂❤️
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Question: What scares you the most? Uhmm... Paused and think. As for me, nothing in this life situation scares me but its the people in it that terrifies me. It has been a journey for me to meet people, some encourage me, bring happiness in me, letting me down and disappoint me. I have to endure these and it scares me that I may not pull my self together, that it would affect me entirely, I am scared that I may be shattered into pieces, by then I can no longer look into the mirror and call me- I am me, this is me, I am the control of the world created for me. It's hard losing sanity just because people is dragging you in solitude. Imagine the pain, loneliness and tears, no one is designed of to give you that, they are not capable of giving you life misery. But you know, life isn't fair, it never was... Accept it nor fight it. Scary isn't it? You? What's scares you the most? Please your thoughts. We can talk about it 🙂
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She was the epitome of Love and Kindness❤️ I remember she as the most loving person in the world. Everything she did was out of ordinary and I wonder how could she be perfect as that? I am breathing her scent and it leave me breathless if she's not around, oh how sweet and relaxing her presence can be! Her gesture was gentle, her genuine smile melts my heart and I can't bear to hurt her. She calls me darling and that explains everything. I couldn't ask for more, just let me have her even just for a second, let me touch her and hug her, I want to tell her i love her. Please let her know that I am living the life she always wanted me to be. Worry less for now I found my happiness. Thank you, you are the epitome of love and kindness...Mom❤️
