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Being a laborer at a young age When you're at ayoung age, what was your work, hobby? Did your mother/parents letting you to do some stuff or the assigned task? Did you obey with them and finished the task given to you? At my young Age Well, me, with my siblings we need to obey them. And it's automatically registered in our mind that, that was our obligation being a son or daughter. And that is also under the 10 commandments, if I'm not mistaken. To obey your parents. My task at a young age was to keep all our mattresses/blankets/pillows. We're slept altogether (side by side) in a wooden floor and a sharing of blankets as well. Before sleeping, we had singing contest, we were singing one by one and sometimes,we're all sung together. We love each other, no bullying and no one of us in our family member knows those bad words, in which now adays children use it as their expressions language. We were happy those days. Not knowing all the problems on earth,for being ignorance as a children and don't know some news if what will happen. Coz aside from being far apart in the city, we don't have radio. So we don't have any news of what's goin on in our neighborhood,countryside or outside in our country. School Life In the morning, our alarm clock is the noise of our roosters. Everyday, I woke up in between rooster's crowed o(from fighting rooster of my father). It means it's already four o'clock in the morning. So, waking up and preparing our meal and baon to school. We have to take a look with the sun rise, and that was our clock that time. In every hour we put a sign from the shadows of the mountain against the sun and marked it, so by looking at it we can now distinguised if what time is it already. I graduated in highschool of not having any clock and even radio in our home. So that's our technique to predict the time. By looking at the sun or by its shadows from mountains and trees, we've got an accurate time. And we're walking to school for almost an hour. Our way is in the middle of farms of our neighboor. Sometimes, our uniforms were wet because of those fogs or coz of the long and giants weeds wet leaves touching into our clothes. So we need to have extra dress. Labor day Week ends was our labor day. Now adays, Labor day is holiday and no work. In my young age, it was our busiest days. Every week ends we were going to the farm, to pull the weeds to clean our planting corns. Corn is important to us, it is our basic needs, the cereal of it we ate as our foods. If here in cities, rice is common but in our community corn is our everydays meal. But sometimes we planted upland rice also, and in our neighborhood too, but it's rare seasons only because the rice plants is needed more attention and there are a lot of processes compared when you were planted corn.If we said rice,that automatically hurts our pocket, then some will called you, ohh you're rich. Only will to do person can afford that rice in our homeland wayback 1990's. Harvesting Time When we sow that corn kernels , after 3-4 months it is the harvesting time. If our crops failed due to lack of fertilizer, then we have a low buget meal before next harvest comes. So we'll wait for the invitation of our neighborhood to help them in harvesting their crops. To add more a little bit reservation for the consumption of the whole family before the next harvesting seasons come. . So there, we helped to harvest their corn. They were given us our share for helping them. We need more stock of corns at home to sustain our daily meal. Everyday we were grinding it in a manual grinder made in wood/tree or in a stone. We used our bare hands to grind corns. Grinder made in a wood is much lighter than made from a stone, but more white cereal compared to that wooden grinder. Corn grits or cereal is more important to us than viands, as long as we have salts, then everything was solved. We have a lot of vegetables in our farm and other crops too. Like sweet potatoes, cassava, taro and many more. That crops were also replaced of the corn as our heavy meals. And we sometimes sustained even of lack of corn supply by the help of those crops. New Generation Now adays base in my observation, mostly all of the children had their own phone. They were in different social platforms, in gaming platform too. You can't even command them or punish just like striking them of some hard things if they will not obey you. Because it is against the law, and you will be filed subjected as child abuse case. But still we have the right to make our children to be a better version person. We still have the right to punish them in case if they don't follow us or had mistaken something into in a right concepts or in a right way. Mobile legend is now the game of most teenagers. And it's really evolving world. A lot of new things happened, lot of traffic in social medias by Video, game streaming , vlogging and blogging ,photography and a lot more of today's kids were busy at. Lessons: The lessons I learned from my past is not to give up easily, inspite of current hardships situition. And I'm grateful with my parents for leading us that way. And besides, that's all they can offer to us.And It made us all hardworking person and being a good and responsible one in our society. We never claimed that our parents abused us, but that was the nicest way of training on how to lead us into our future lives. Until here, and picture from unsplash.

How did you celebrate you Mother's Day In a remote Area....In my hometown way back at my young age..... Back then, it's just a normal day to all of us, in our hometown. Why? Because we don't know then, that there is some celebration like that, for mother's, father's etc day😊. Or maybe some of us(in that place, our hometown) , knows about that celebration but they don't give much attention or if they, did celebrate it , then we my family didn't see at all. All I know is new years , christmas valentines and womens day. I don't know if Mother's day do exists that time ,way back in 1990's to 2000.I would say that we are all ignorance. We children of that place had lack of knowledge when it comes to civilization, socializing , etc. Due to of we are far from a civilized place. We are in a remote area, in which we don't see people giving gifts to their mother for celebrating mother's day. And maybe because, we had a hard life, because farming is the only living that people had in my hometown. So I grew up, with not celebrating a mother's day yearly. Skipping from the comfort zone.... After graduating in High School, I went somewhere far from my home, to look for someone's help inorder to finish my studies. Then I am failed and work as care giver to the mother of one member of the staff of that foundation which I belong that time.Then have my work being a care giver while studying at night as dressmaking. To make the story short, I am already in the city. A civilized place, a lot of automobiles, jeeps bus in the street. My ignorance mind full of blast and gladness that time. And there, slowly I adopt of what happenings or celebration each day I've seen and I enjoyed for. From then, I studied and learned of why , we need to celebrate it. Actually, don't know , why how they implented it and who, and where. Don't need to tackle it too much. As long as I have any idea about it. I was greeted my mother, sisters , relatives and friends. And thanks to the social media. All remote areas if not all, most of them know already,of all everyday's happenings. The news scattered everywhere easily, that is the power of social media. Being me, as a mother. When I asked myself. Does they, can call me an outstanding mother?Devoted loving or caring mother? These three questions bring tears to my eyes. I leave my daughter at a very young age. To look for a job to raise her, to sustain her needs, I am a single mother. What did she really feel, that time when I left her? How did she manage to survive? Is it maybe, because she is too young at that time and she move on easily and forget the feelings with the presence of having a mother? But for me, it was so hard to move on and go along the way. I am just like crazy for more than three months. All I think that time was about her. Did she eat eat well?. Did she cry often? Did she not called me, abd cried looking for me? Remembering my daughter while at work results into big tear drops in my cheeks. At her young age she needed to be strong to survive. Reality brings pain and I can not run away with this. Here is it, I need to face the consequences, whatever will be. I need to be strong. I know she needed me, more than else. But I need to sacrifice for her, I have to find something good for her future. And no ones could measure the love of a mother. I love my daughter, and am hoping that I will never failed to be her real mother soon. And I need to take care, love her when the right time comes for us to reunite again.This morning, I was happy when her message pop up in my phone screen. She greeted me with a"Happy Mother's Day ma". My heart jumps with joy. I know my daughter loves me. But I am scared too, if she might have hated me for a long time. What If one day, she will have to ask me a lot of questions. Like, why would you leave me?And let other's take good care of me? Where are you, when I needed you? When times I am weak and I am sick , you are not here. While typing this, my tears running upon my checks, I can't stop them. I will have to prepare for that time. I know, she will asked me that, from now on I will started, let her know so that she may understand and realize how much I love her.

What this pandemic brings to your family One night a phone call awaken me from a deep sleep. When I saw the name registered in my phone, the call is from my cousin. I answer the call, and he said that our nephew the son of our cousin was dead last night. And he told me, that he is here of where I am now. We're in the same province. So, I said why they dont't tell me about that. I don't even know that he is here. So he gave the contact number , contact person and address , so that I can have communication with the person who is incharge for my nephew. I called the number in which my cousin gives to me. And the person I called is their relative also , in his grandmother side. He told me that he didn't overcome it the pain he feel. It's too quick, they even set the schedule for the next day for him to bring to a hospital. But sad, he give up and died. How sad it is. I ask the person I called if he is in diagnose of covid? But he said to me, "no he is not positive of covid". And I ask him, what would be the findings of the doctor when they were already at the hospital last time? He told me that, the doctor send them back home coz its just a mild problem as what the doctor told them. He is anemic and he is okay , don't have to bother and not to panic. And because my nephew is got recovered from that time he went back to his work as bagger in a grocery store. He is not just like some of us that we share our problems and of what we've been feel. He is very quite person and he rather keep in his own of what is his problem than to tell to the others. Even to his mother, he don't want to open some of his problems. But I ask if I what to do with the corpse, and the person whom I called told me that he will wait for the body coz someone examine it. So in short, the corpse is not in their custody at that time. They are waiting when it will turn back to them ( the person I called and the employer of my nephew). He is stay in, they had accomodation at their work. I told to the one I'm talking that, I need an update if when the body return them. I am willing to help for paper processing if ever. But two days passed I never received any update. So I called him again, but the phone is just ringing. And I called for the second time, and it cannot be reached now. So I decided to contact my cousin and she told me not to worry anymore coz he's(my nephew) is already in the grave, yesterday. So I ask to myself, why they don't even inform me? Maybe because they don't want me to bother? How sad my nephew died, he even not sees his mother for his last breath. How heart breaking, the things happened unexpectedly. He work far from his family to help them out of poverty and at the end of his life, he is alone.No Family member,no relative except (except the one I called) I don't even see him for the last chance. And I can't easily go there too, because till now its MECQ here. And I know there were a lot of families too that suffered of that happenings. That they don't even touch their love ones before they were gone forever. To all who are in sorrow: My prayer and sympathy for all the bereaved families and I'm sorry for your loss. It's really hard to bear this. And the pain is still there, for we don't need to force ourselves to forget everything, easily. Instead we have to follow the process. We need more time to move on and accept the truth. Time can heal everything. I salute to you all families who were fighting and striving in this heartbreaking happenings. For God see us all with our sufferings. To All people still Alive Today. We must very thankful that we are still alive. Of all people in the whole world we still exist till now. For God be the Glory. Don't you ask yourself, why till now we still alive? For you, what this pandemic brought to your family? Is it good and meaningful or is not good experiences base in your situation right now? I've notice, mostly good people were died nowadays. Have you not notice it, in your country, province or place/area? Maybe this time, we need to examine ourselves . Be prepared because we don't know yet whem will be our last day here on earth. Thank you for reading everyone. Picture from unsplash.

Have you been into sorrow? When you're young, are you curious too ,if what is the feelings if one of your family member died? When I am in gradeschool, I am asking what is the feeling if you've lost one of your love ones, or a family member. I know that it really hurts and sadness is there. But I wanna felt that time , how hurt or sad being a bereave family? How did they move on, or how did they handle loneliness for someone they'd miss whom passingby? And a lot of questions in my mind when one of our schoolmate and classmates died at a young age. Mother and relatives of ours died, neighbors. But I am very thankful at that time, that we are all complete our family. Because I thought maybe, if this happens to our family, how can we live?How can we move on, and do we really move on or accept the truth easily? I am frightened of that thoughts, because my small heart can't accept if what might happened to my family. I know to myself that I can't handle it . And that's a big questionmark to my mind," How to handle and face if this tragic of life comes to us". Time passes by, let's move forward to where I am grown enough. I forgot all those stupid question in mind. We had a fight with my papa(father). For a complicated reasons, I lost my respect to him and I'm looking a way to go far from my hometown and comeback to where I'm working, before going back home that time. My mother warned me not to tell to my eldest sister and older brother about what happened between me and my father. So I did what my mother requested. And going back to the city with my other sibling. But one day my younger sister just mention it unintentionally to our Ate. She make an excuses and some alibi to cut their convo but our eldest sister forced her to tell the truth because she knew that I never made an argument if I was not right in my decision or my Manang(ate-our callsign for eldest sister) knows that I made an argument or fight something when I knew that I am in a right claim or position. So my Manang won and she told her everything. Then two months passedby, I am working already, not even recovering yet my debts from our fares that my boss sent me for I've been asking it. A night before father's day, I inserted my simcard to the phone of my daughter's boss. I read one message and it says. "(kawawa naman kayo tsoy, fathers day pa naman bukas.). Its Father's day tomorrow, and I feel pitied on you." Then I called her. And I even scold her not to joke like that. I am shouting out loud and cried after of what I've heard from her. She even comforted me and told that I need to confirm it coz that's all she knew. Because she too not in our hometown, shes working somewhere like me. Then because of noise I made, that I was crying out loud from the deepest chamber of my heart, all of my companion at that house ,were all taking up stair to check if what was happening. I don't want to believe the news, its maybe a fake news. So I called out one of our neighbors cellphone coz that time my family don't have one. And she told me everything and it was true, that my father was dead. It hurts, so much pain I bear that time. Aside from being blame by my brother for not telling him the truth, I don't have any chance to lower my pride and to ask forgiveness from my father. It's too late. He doesn't hear me anymore. And aside from that, I have a lot of questions and complaint for him if there is still time to talk to him. But no more time , no chance to talk to him personally. At my age 21 years young, I don't know how to handle problems that time: much better to go away and just neglect it(the problem). My young mind can't handle and don't have that capability of taking care of those problems. In which I think that my decision was right,is to stay away from it. It's really hard for me to bear it,after my father died. I had a lot of complaint to him but I can't open it or voice it out personally when he still alive,that is why I look a job far from our hometown to avoid those problems or misuderstanding with my father. Even when in my dreams. At first when he appeared and visit me in my dream, I still hate him. Through in my dreams I open up, all my hurtfeelings towards him. How and Why did he do those things to us? I even ask him in my dreams that: "after you knew that you already dead! Who you visit first,is you visited them first?" I cried in my dreams and its just like ,its real that were talking with my father. Because when I awoke from that dream there were tears in my eyes. When I'm alone, I still crying and I can't accept the truth, even at my work when no ones there my tears voluntarily falling down in my checks, when I remember my father. I regreted that, all the time. I don't even made a move even a little decision on how to make it right. I don't even talk to my father to make things be cleared . So that he can explain his side and he may know also towards my feelings. And the burden and hurtache is still inside me for a long time. And I forgot to count the years , if till when did I carried all those sadness and loneliness in my heart . But actually for the second time my father appeared in my dream, this time I ask him for my forgiveness. It's just like he appeared me personally through in my dream. And after that time, my burden and sadness in my heart were lessen. And I started to understand in every situition and slowly I am moving on and accepted the truth. Third time when my father appear in my dream, he told me that we need to help each other(my siblings).Lend our helping hands always and reaching out each other . That was his last will to me through in my dreams. Sorry for my grammar , I can't clearly elaborate it. Lesson: Don't reject your problem, instead just face it. We must to face it and talk, poured out all that hurt feelings of yours if you hate someone most especially if they are your family member and open it up, don't try to avoid it coz it's all going back to you someday, you will carry the burden that kills you slowly. If you can't handle that sorrows. And now I understand and have the sympathy also for those who had lost their family member. Most especially, todays happenings, there will be a lot of people died throughout the whole world. My sympathy and prayers to those families had gone through for lossing their loveones because of this pandemic. Stay strong and go on, move forward, there is still life and a lot of reasons to laugh and to live. //////======////////=======////////// I understand now everything and accepted the truth and moving on. Image from unsplash.

Bitcoin Cash & Dogecoin Early in the morning, while scrolling some post one of the social media I joined, I saw user posted there that it is now going to the moon the dogecoin. Then I checked also my Another wallet in which Input my Bitcoin cash...., boommm! There is it😍😍😍. Its going to moon already few steps more for BCH. In another hand, when I looked at my dogecoin, wowww it almost triple from the amount I invested it there last two months. Then when it hits at the middle of the price now, I am tempted to cash it out and change immediately into peso. In which I think I can invest more if when its down. But sad to say its continuing going up. How sad am I😢. I thought I could buy more dogecoin when it will go down again, huhuhu. But till now I can invest it again but its not the same amount in dogecoin. Actually it is said from one the youtuber in which I followed in youtube, dogecoin will hit soon into 1dollar equivalent. So now its the time to invest more, if you haven't yet. Until now , I can't still move on from it, hahhaha I will have to laugh instead hahahha😄😄😄😄😄 . I am not expert actually when it comes in crypto trading. But then I still have to invest more coz I know it will going hit soon to its top😅. I invest dogecoin coz its more cheaper as of now, and this only I can afford for. And in BCH or Bitcoin cash, I already cash out my coin at my wallet coz I am in shortage of buget. Luckily, today I have now small amount of savings and I'm holding it there. Those are from the tips in noise.cash and from here also read.cash. Hopefully I can earn it more, if maybe I will have more effort too, then I can earn more . Thanks for this site and I learned on how to make my effort double😁✌. .. And I guess I now improve a little bit of my English. But my grammar is still in critical situition 😄. Until here , and thank you for the time and effort reading this.

A Gift There were a lot of gifts we receive everyday, we called it blessings. Day by day we always receive our gift from God. He gives us everything what we need. He abides us also for our daily lives. He protected us from danger, especially from those deadly virus scattered nowadays. He gave us life to see this beautiful world. He blesses us good friends, family and brother and sisters that may help us to stand up again if we're down. They help us to solve problems in life and comforted us if we are in distress and in sadness. God give us also wisdom. For we use it in our daily lives. We have different aspects of knowledge that God gave us. But it depend on us on how we use and manage it. We have different ability and responsibilities too. And also we have different standing in life, there were rich and poor in this world. Good and bad people live here also. We encountered different problems and God also give us solution from it. But we need to figure it out in our own on how to solve it. Just like to a student, given math solving problem by their teacher. Their teacher wants to make them brilliant using their analytic knowledge. He ponder their ability and testing them so that students grow and gain more knowledge by solving it. Students may recognize some techniques or ways on how to solve it properly during that time. And if some can't get it, their teacher is always there to ask for guidance and help them to understand the process. So, we are also the same. When we are in hardships situition, we need to ask guidance from God. We ask also to lead us to the right formula to solve everything in which we could not understand. We are grateful for everything we had. We need to ask his guidance all the time. For better and worst we don't forget to give thanks to our Almighty God. Cause he is the provider of everything we had, by working hard also, we got it, our dream , goal in life.By doing it so, pursuing our dream, all our labors we do , then he rewarded us of what we aspire for. So the gift we received is you can't count it all. So if you fall into various trial, count first your joy in this world . How lucky you are that God blesses you, most especially of what you have now. Compare yourself to those person who are less compasionate, before you complain of your status or standing in life. God give us everything we need, we give thanks to him every now and then. And we need to use our gift wisely and in good way too. For we only have one life exist and we only die once.

Keep on Learning Now adays, we can say that it is more advantage if you have your degree or you've finish your studies. If you are going to apply those compamy, or any establishment, they were preferred for those in degree holder. You may be accepted but a small chance only, if you are undergrad and no experience. Use logic why they will hire you, if you know nothing. They will pay you for the exchange of your talent and knowledge. But there will be another establishment that they don't mind your education level. As long as they need manpower for their company or businesses. It is really on high demand on getting work if you are graduated at any course. So be mindfull that you all guys need to finish first you studies. Even if you finish it, just pursue to learn more. There will be a lot of things to learn. Engage yourself with knowledge. Spend more effort time and even money to have it. Just like me, even if I am not in college grad., I enrolled to some online course to gain some knowledge. In order to add some ideas and techniques. And now all my question before some of it answered by the help of my course. Before I'm alwqays wondering on how they made this and that. How to construct that kind of design or how to make it. Then by pursuing my online course, I know now , on how to do it. Slowly but constantly exercising it on how to improve my work. Some says, its okay to be slowly but surely. So, I don't rush this small knowledge of mine, I need to boost it gradually. Just take an action then , so that you may not forget what you have taken then. We need to have more knowledge most especially if you are like me. That you are under grad. Then hop into some online courses, you can do it. Now is pandemic , we have a great chance to apply it in our lives . Or even only in youtube, you can gain more knowledge by simply watching those channel that you can learn from. Before , I am frustrated for not having a work. Such until now I still don't have work, heheheh😁. But luckily, I am busy with some stuff. And I am still learning it more, before I will dive into applying stage. Now I am formatting my assignments to use it as my portfolio. Most bussinesses now , if you don't have any experience , they will ask your portfolio. Then after those task, maybe I can say to myself that I am now equipped and ready to face the battle of interviews.

Be cautious When you don't have any expensive or luxurius things. In short you only have yourself to show. Some of us or maybe mostly of us, experience this kind of set up in life. If you look or what we called poor in short, you look untidy for others or even to some of your relatives because of your looks, don't have any new clothes to wear to, no new gadgets to show. They recognize you maybe, but then ignored for some selfie moments. In short they don't want to mingle with you. You are rejected for their gatherings, you are not counted for their happy moments. Then you are trying to go with the circle to join them. You are just don't mind if they ignored you once thrice, just to go near with them to join their laughters too. You don't mind those negligence, because you have a positive thoughts that you can level up too someday. Every gatherings of my family circle, me and my mother were always at the kitchen to clean all the dishes, to serve for those visitors coming. After that gatherings, me and my poor mama will clean it up. All over that house just to make them(our relative) admire us. Wowww how hard working are we😁? Sad reality, if you are not in the top situition of life , you are always be in helper for your relatives or somebody just to show them that you are also worth it. Inchange for the hardwork we offer for them, they gave us some relief goods, and some amounts of money too. But when I'm in my right age, during my employment period. I don't allow my mother to do it again, its okay to help but not just like she devoted herself to our relatives. Instead just to focus her ownself on how to aim a higher dream for her own family. She started to refuse for some gatherings, coz she is busy in her own activity at home. Looking back to where they are now, those who used to reject and ignore me before.... Wheels of life is still on spinning . You don't know when you will be down or sour up in the sky. Be cautious of your action. Just give fair attention to all, most especially if they are related to you. If they are not toxic in your life, then why not to give them a chance to connect with you. Even if they don't have any expensive things to showcase . Let them be come to you and be friends and let chitchatting and exchanging laughters moments with them. For you don't know one of these days they will be successful too like you. So you both happy and helping each other. If you are that will to do person, don't hesitate to help your family if you have plenty of it. You know what I mean, because sometimes for those person that you may refuse to help, they will become an achiever. For they were inspiring those hardships in their life. And it ended sometimes that they can help you at any helps you need to.

Fighting It's April 2021 already. And now going April two two thousand twenty one (April 2, 2021.It's been a year since crisis started. And now again its Good Friday. Holy weeks end , lockdown ECQ not over yet. Not or non essential vs. essential needs. Essential needs is allowed to deliver at curfew hours. Non essentials are prohibited. Six o'clock curfew, beyond that and if you will be caught penalty or you will be detained. All at six o'clock will be intact at home or inside at the house. Even if you had quarantine pass. You are not allowed to go outside. And all stores will be closed before that time. I didn't hear anymore children laughing or running outside our house at that implented time. It's going down deeper and deeper. What soon will be happened? What month or year does this covid end? Well, let's wait and see. Fight for our weaknesses to survive. It's over a year but we still here. Remember this one: we're here because God protected us from that virus and we still have a lot of things to do. We've not yet finish our mission in this world which God assign to each of us. Let's now focus on what are we going to do for our unfinish job here in the world. And what really Him wanted us to do? Is am almost forgotten the good deeds?Did I obey all his commandments? Did I follow the two commandments , the Love your God with all your hearts and Love your neighbor as you love yourself? But wait, what is really your God? Is it not the money, the fame yourself?Or belongings that you can't live if without it?Or your love ones more than God? Don't put too much effort love or value them more than God. Don't over think it. Love God with all your heart, and everything will be followed. God first before anything else. In case You've lost it all then you still there strong, for you know, its all passing by . And everything will not last forever except God's word and His love to us. Prayer is a strong weapon, most especially for those person who are in depress, stress and for and who do not know what to do, because of different problems encountered. I would say that I've been there too. I cried and cried asking for help with Him coz , no one to turn to, in short. Asking for forgiveness, even if how much I cried time won't turn back to make everythings in order. What was done is all done. You can't undo it but you can redo everything to make it happen accordingly but not in the same time, process or place or to a person. Truth hurts but acceptance is one of the process to gain more bearable pains in the future oh its only a joke😁. Most successful person always say this: trust the process. Everything will be okay. Fight for your stressful life, hardships like poverty all of this will overcome by a person who is fighting hard to live. Why? Because they don't allow that laziness wins over their hardworking abilities. /////===picture from splash===///// It's until here, maybe you don't understand the way I used to elaborate what I mean, hope you bear it my wrong grammar . Thank you for reading.

My Opinion of Christmas We are now in the Month of December, and the Christmas season's is coming . And the cold breeze touches your skin as well . Why is it, that it has Christmas season's in every year? Why and what it means? Why most people busy preparing for their noche buena, and their is always exchanging gift at school, churches,other small or big groups and company and at home? Well, as what I've know from the beginning, when I was a child. There is christmas in every year because we celebrate the Birthday of Jesus Christ, the (our) saviour. This was the belief of Roman Catholic and the other religion. Stated at the Holy Scripture, back then when Jesus Christ was born, the shepherd at the farm saw an Angels at the Sky singing Glorious songs and they rejoiced and told them that the King and saviour of the world is born in the Bethlehem. And they guided through that big star in the sky until they reached at the place where Jesus child lying in with his mother Mary. And also the three wise King saw the star for they know that is the stat sign for the King of all King finally come and they followed it. They bring their gifts to the baby Jesus for welcoming to this world. So from that time people who believed Jesus sharing their blessings to their neighborhood,friends relatives. And not only that by Jesus they forgive each other if they had argued someone. Rejoicing, singing Glorious song for Jesus Christ the saviour is born to save the people from sins by dying at cross. December 25 is the Christmas Day in which we Roman Catholic as Christians beleives that, it's the Natal Day of Jesus Christ and the other religions (christians) too. But some Christians or religion they don't beleive, that date is not the Jesus Christ birthdate for them. For me, as long as we celebrate His birthday every year,it doesn't matter when and what is really is the exact date. Most important every year we remember and think Jesus was born for us. And we join to the angel's rejoicing and singing glorious songs. And we are glad too that he comes for us. Let's share our blessings to others as what Jesus told us, love your neighbor as you love me.Love them as you love yourself. If you give other you give Jesus,if you please other by doing good things you pleased me too. So let us not stop celebrating christmas every now and then because christmas is love. If we had love in our hearts Jesus is there. Let's be all prepared Christmas by preparing ourselves first so that baby Jesus comes first to our hearts. Let's clean inside out our emotions feelings, what's inside of our hearts? We need to meditate and ask ourselves what we been done this year? What kind of son/daughter are we? What kind of friend,neighbor sister or bro to the people around us? Are we that kind of good or not so good human beings to them? If some sentence or paragraph you may not understand if what I mean,sorry for that. And if I had some wrong statement stated in this article correct me please,write at the comment section below,thank you.

Soar High When I'm passing by in an under pass, I saw a lot of stall inside it. It had different Name post in it's different stall in each of them got there things accessories align in a corner or in a place where they stayed. Walking down the stairs, I'm looking at them, busy talking to their customer, the other busy doing their job, sewing. They made of different style clothing , in which their customer order them. I'm amaze of their work, and actually it's my first time looking that kind of a living. Yeah I alredy did seen someone sewing holding clothes and holding the wheel of their sewing machine to run and by the help of their feet holding and pressing the pedal under the table. It's my first time looking them, making a living besides of a pathway's underpass. I don't even imagine myself doing that, I've felt that I feel pity on them. Mostly because I heard some working in a company but not like this. But I know that is a decent job. And that is their job for them to raise their family. That work is very important to them than to have nothing at all. Than to beg for others for the living. And I think that's better than to have an employer, if you owned that stall right? Maybe at that time, I don't understand them yet, for what is more important in this life. And that's better for being employed to had minimum wages. But for some other cases it depends also of where and what kind of work you had. Besides there were lot of people unemployed now a days. Striving hard for their living. For them to have their food for the family they enter any kind of work that they can as long as its a decent job. But some they ignore of being that decent one, even if it is looses their dignity inorder to provide their needs. Back to myself, after how many days months, or even years working as a housemaid, I wanted to have my work that is more challenging one. I wanted also to be free of what I used before working as a factory worker. I talked to myself that " this is not the life I wanted to". I just keep on talking to myself while mopping on the floor. I wanted to fly high and soar up in the sky 😀😀😀. Hahaha, I've laugh when I remember that time. I was lost my focus in my work that time. I think that its enough for being like this more than a year. But I really forgot that time that my salary is my only source to sustain the need of my family and to myself as well. But by that work, I explore of what being me now😁😁😁. Sorry for my grammar, hope you don't mind it. And I wish you could understand of what am I going to emphasize with. Okay lets proceed. I lost now , where am going to say hahaha. Now in short maybe I am tired with that kind of work maybe, because no socializing moment, no gala mode (gala in tagalog means loitering or going out of your comfort zone). But then, I told my employeer to quite my job in short. Lets fast forward my story, I went home. I'm there for only two months and a half, going back to the city and I stayed to my cousins,where there I found my temporary home to stay. After two months for staying there, I found my new job in which I lasted that company for more than five years. Until pandemic came. When this crisis strike all over the world we all suffered with it. Lot of companies closed and their employees being unemployed. There were more and more added to the list of unemployed persons. But then, we can't blame them for this is uncontrollable situition. And I am one of them too😀. I am jobless now, but I know this is not the end though. I am still breathing so I know there will be a lot of opportunity coming my way. Or else I will find them if they may never look for me😁. But maybe I have to plant some more knowledge 😀 and that will be my wings, so that I can soar high,high up in the sky, when the harvest time of wisdom come. Hahah , don't you get it? Well, we need to improve more our skills, its that what I mean. We can enroll for some courses which is for free, when we had internet,right? We need to gather more information,knowledge for us to have an unexpected job we longed for. Or instead of looking a job, who knows that you are good for being entrepreneur. And you have a big chance to improve your life being that. For those who are jobless now, lets go looking for our inner wisdom. There lies behind within us,lets explore now ourselves.Let us not allow the negative thoughts to destroy us. Let's all fight with this mindset. Be positive always. If not now, not tomorrow then one day come for you. Just keep going, maybe someone will come to your rescue and help you out in despair. Don't loose your hope. Positive attracts positive, so never mind with the opposite words. So that's it.

Steps From the beginning................. We were taught in every steps we made in this life. Guardian taught us on how to speak, on how to walk. Every steps every move we made, there were some hindrances at it, sometimes we don't expect it there, in which we need to use the techniques we used to know from them to make us stronger. Our journey here in this world were long and wide when it comes to range or angle or vision in life. Even if we don't have much time left or too far from the destination but still we had been into a long walked from the very beginning. How was our trip? Isn't too hard to find your way to the right path? Did you experienced the rocky road, how did you overcome it all? Well, if you are the one of it,whose paths is too hard ,then now you're here and smiling, cheers to you for the happiness and congrats, you did great. And to those, whose paths is so easy, well I thumbs up to you then. But just keep on doing good. Just remember the advice and precautions from elders. You know already what is wrong and right. But that is the difficult quiz ,way back from my high school days. Mostly it just similar meaning but there were a little difference. It depends on how you understand with its sentence, words to words or with its deep meaning, the idiomatic words. It's really hard for me to analyze the idiomatic meaning for its word. We don't have dictionary, library in our school or at home. But then, I managed to overcome it all,even until now there were lots of vocabulary words which is not familiar with me. I've been there , those rocky roads. Every now and then, I didn't recognize it how dangerous was. Its maybe because my life is full of adventurous and I don't mind it before. But all I aimed that time is the outcome. And I always think positive result. And in the other part of my mind,there was negative thought of course, but its just a small part of it. And for that negative thoughts,I may always ready myself for it so that the pain is not that hurt if I may failed and I am always busy finding another option if I may failed. So there were always another plan on how to succeed. I never loose my hope. This is my motto in life " don't loose hope" . I stumbled how many times, but still I may get up and move forward. You may feel the pain, that no ones can describe how hurt is it, but you need to get up and walk slowly, don't let the by passers laugh and spit at you. We still breath, so we still are a living things. Just like the trees, they wave their leaves when the wind passby. Leaves go with the flow, waving their leaves when the winds blow. They stimuli with it. As we, we had to live as what we need to conquere to the fullest of its meaning. The meaningful life is the best. We had to face all the problems, we don't need to neglect it. Embraced it, because that was the result of our wrong decision or mischief in life. If you accept it then there will be the process on how you can proceed to the next stage into being free with it, the solution. The more you avoid, the longer you had to indulge it. The quickest you acknowledge it, the fastest you solve it. That's how really life is. Just follow the pattern, on how you will live or exist here on earth . Follow the steps to the fullest.

How useful water Is Is water important to you? Yes, absolutely. Water is very important to all of us. We need 60% water in our body. For safe drinking water, laundry, cooking, cleaning and etc... After the strong typhoon Ulysses (Vamco) lot of families lost eveything, because of that big floods that up to their ceiling or even up to their rooftop of some houses. Many Filipino families lost their houses as well as their belongings. Families affected mostly for those residing in coastal areas. Infrastructure, agriculture damages expected to be more millions of it . There were a huge flood, that leads to destruction of all. And it brings damages for those areas affected of that typhoon. Due to the unexpected water exceeding in the dams some dams released some it , and it added to the flood and it leads for more destruction and more affected areas happened. In my area, thanks God were far from that coastal place and only strong wind we encountered. I feel sorry to those affected families. Only pray I can offer to them, for their immediate recovery and for some helps from those who can afford to. After that typhoon, sad to say we encounter, side effect on that typhoon. It brought us little worried for that water interruption. People got panic, for few days we got a little amount of water.And after, we experienced more than a day, no water at all. I am one of them. No water for cooking, for dish washing , for toilet use as well for taking a bath and also for laundry use too. It's my first time being like that, in our area no more water refilling station for our drinking water. And one of our neighbor, got an idea he had connection people and he had some and had large pocket, so he order and ask helped for us to have water. So firetruck came. And ohhh, thanks we had some water for us to use. Then after that night,the following day there were another water supply from our government officials(barangay). So again we need to bring down our container to the side of the street for us to have some water again. People got panic , so do I. We're there almost 1 to 2 hours to wait for the firetruck. No more social distancing happened. If our containers full, then ww need to transfer it again to the empty galloon or any container to have more stock of water. Rushing here and there all of us, children and grandma were there helping in order to have plenty of water. It's really important, the water,doing chores mostly and eventually we all need water in our daily lives. So we need to save and not wasted it . Perhaps you don't know when you encountered like that when you always have plenty or abundant of it.

A little bit knowledge for design Have you been into designer? External or interior designing? Or whatso ever? Photo editor, web designer etc.... Past few days, I'm busy looking for some jobs... And I am preferred for work from home. Looking into some websites . And as I landed in a group in facebook in which they talk about being freelancer. There were lot of them posted, that they got their first client and others got already their six digit salary/ month. And I am curious too on how to become like them, I am following their group. By then I am reading every member posted in that group, and I am also watching for the free webinar and enrolling also to some of free courses. Then I realized that its not that easy though to become a freelancers. When you have zero knowledge about it, the background or niche you've been applying for, I don't have any idea what is all about. So upon browsing at that group, there's alot of choices of what and where you loved most being freelancer. So I felt that I wanted and I loved to make some designs or in shorts just like graphic artist, even though I have zero knowledge on that. From that time I searched for it, on how and where can I study to make some designs. So I found out about canva. At first I don't know how to make it Then later on after viewing some youtube channel I've got some an idea. First I made my Virtual assistant resume in canva. So here is my canva design for my resume. So from that time, I practiced on how to make some other design. I know my design is not that good as what others did, but for me its a very big achievement for my own. Then the other day , I told my cousin that I will made her a youtube thumbnail. I don't even know on how to remove background in photoshop or even in picsArt, but still I manage to do it in Remove bg, then now I showed this to her. She was amazed with it. And now I know, I have now a little bit knowledge about photo design, or editing. I will continue studying about it to pursue my goal being graphic designer , hehhehe, someday. How I wish so. All of you there who are looking for some career or job aside from writinh here, just keep on studying or educate more yourself for your own sake, someday it will be usefull for your own bussinesses or careers too. Until here only my friends, thanks to all who read this. Have a fruitfull day to all of us and be safe all the time, God Bless.

No Destination Where are you going... A question that requires an exact place or address for you to answer approprietly. Where are you going, this phrase stated or sited a place, but we can convert it into our own life..... if, where are we really going after our life here, in this beautiful world.Some says, it depends on how we used to live here, of what we've been through good or bad. Due to a lot of religions scattered all over the world,today. And by the help of the Holy words used or written in the Holy scripture,some men/women enlightened by it, and they also scattered it through out the whole earth. And they can say it now, that they had already their destination after death. But in some points, in my case , as of now still not so clearly, if where am going to be. In my present situition, its hard for me to analyze, what am really wanted to. I don't know yet, what work am going to try for. I have no destination as of now. I don't know how to handle this, lack of confidence. I wanted all, I wanted to know it all, I wanted to study all those stuff or things that I'd love to do. But in my own self, I know I can't handle it all, its hard for me to do a multi-task. I resigned 16days ago to the company where am used to work for 5years, because I wanted to try the WFH or work from home, but ohhhhh...,till now I can't decide of what kind of work from home am going to apply😥. It's really hard, if you do not know, where your destination is. Most especially if you don't know what kind of transport you're going to ride . Just looking all the possible way on how to apply and what going to do, but still am not doing my first move . It's not that easy as I thought before. Its really hard huhuhu.... Just like, before you going to some destination you wanted to, you need first to have background check to a place,or else you have known it already. Or you'd been there before. That is why, I need to know first my destination. What would it be, or where is and what kind of work do I really love to . And before am going there I need first my transit which I mean is a course to study to get that knowledge before applying there. To be honest I don't have any experience being work from home, but as what I have been read to some groups of freelancer, they started also a zero knowledge, then ohhh, now they got already their 6 digit number salary per month. Now I need to know myself deeper, coz I know this is the only way that I can handle this situition. I know myself but not that as deep enough. I know I have some hidden talent too that until now it didn't show up yet. I have to know first myself better than before to have my destination for being freelancer. I hope someone who's reading this, had their own destination already in this present time. I mean you were successful or settled person already, if not in status but atleast in your job. If you were like me, then let's start to know ourselves deeper and better than before. Thank you all, for reading this article of mine, if you like then just hit the like button. God Bless all, stay safe and Happy Halloween.

Lockdown time Busy street before, Look! Cars , street vendors no more. Covid change it all. -rena- This is my second entry for Haiku Poem contest for @Dolores. That was taken during ECQ time,lockdown implemented at NCR. The busy street looks like a ghost-town that time. Few people roaming around and few private vehicles there. No sidewalk vendors allowed. So I made my Haiku poem out of this picture. Hope you will like this. Again,thanks to ms @Dolores for her contest. Here is the link for more information if you want to join : https://read.cash/@Dolores/haiku-writing-event-bring-your-best-7d8184b3 If you like this,please like and comment. Thank you for your time and effort reading this.

Feeling Free Insects , stream sounds and Green mountains peak views abide, Make us free alive. -rena- Hi,this is my first entry for Haiku Poem Contest for @Dolores . Actually this is my unforgettable poem I made during my high school life. Unfortunately it was not following the rules or the formula, 5-7-5 syllables. So I add more word(s) to make it real Haiku poem. I never mind the formula before as long as I had one to pass😁. Now I know and remember about it. Allow me to post here the original one whom I thought was The good Haiku poem. Here is it👇. Insects sound and ***(lack one syllable****)* Mountains views abide ***(2 syllables more)*** Make us free alive. ***(right )*** So I hope, you like my haiku poem, the words stated above..... I really dont know what is the best title suited in my poem. And it comes to my senses about feeling free, so that's it. Please let us all join for the Haiku Poem contest, here is the link for more info. https://read.cash/@Dolores/haiku-writing-event-bring-your-best-7d8184b3

Love In Vain Remembering a song that full of love in its lyrics Mesmerizing its rhyme every words in every line How sweet and wonderful words was to be heard of It's kind of fascinating words into the air and it echoed there How lovely that words to be heard so often Applying it is so aching and frustrating though My love is so sad not like yours ,a happy and ever after. Longing for it, being loved by someone whom I love It's not a true and a real one I have in my life Being so selfish one and hugging my ownself When it's raining, nice to be with someone Whom he can give you a hug and comfort when its cold Love that they said that never fade, but this is not a real one I feel banish with this love of mine, hurting myself Thinking about it, sadness and emotions I can't hide I'm in vain, hoping that this will not last long , so that I can move forward. Looking back at our memories, my heart is aching It's all opposite of what I'm lookin' and wanted to, It turned out to be I'm looking for nothing But still I'm fighting to make it works, for our love is my everything. -rena- Hi, this is my second entry for the poem contest. Lets all join here, and here is the link for more information👇👇👇👇👇👇. https://read.cash/@Dolores/my-first-ever-giveaway-join-earn-and-improve-7b232fa8

Good day to all of us here. Am now opening my sponsorship, at first its hard for me to open. Then I'm find it by searching in a search bar, luckily I found one post. Thank you @CrazyInsane for the chance of being one to be sponsored by you. My sponsorship is now open,thank you again for your generosity.

At a Young Life Stage When I'm at a young age no sadness, loneliness strike me Nothing to worry about, everything is in the line Focusing my studies, is that all I know that time My mama and papa always there abiding and guiding me I don't care of every problem we've face that time As long as I can go there at our school, then I enjoy more I am not asking money for my mom, coz I am contented to be there I used to stay at a corner when its recess time, But when graduation comes, Im sad and happy then It felt that am not ready yet to be growned up I miss my classmates ,I missed my high school life. I'm afraid to face the reality, I wanted to stay as young I don't want to leave my parents,and my sisters Going faraway from them is hardly to bear My young understanding and innocent mind can't easily bears it. Though pursuing a dream,is just hurting my soul. Pain is there to pursue your dream to be achieved for, And no one to be there to assist and guide your path. Crying all along by night and day when no one looking at me. How hard to be far from your loving and caring family, At the end I know already to handle this little things to pursue everything. -rena- This is my first entry....Thank you @Dolores for this kind of contest... If you wanna try this poem contest she had a lot of giveaways guys let us all join , just click this link for more information. https://read.cash/@Dolores/my-first-ever-giveaway-join-earn-and-improve-7b232fa8

Good day everyone, while opening again my readcash, I read in my notification the post of @Jdine that @CrazyInsane is giving sponsorship or giveaway. You only have to follow the instruction. You can check the link here : https://read.cash/@CrazyInsane/im-giving-out-sponsorship-8789ad52 And here is my article for my entry: https://read.cash/@Rena/remedy-treatment-for-hair-loss-coconut-oil-fe809ef2 . Just giving a try though.Keep safe and stay at home.😊

You can't predict your future Sometimes you feel good, but you can't predict your future. When you are still strong today, then who knows when tomorrow you're weak then. Or when today you are feeling happy then even after a blink of an eye or hour or a day,you've felt sad or you're broken hearted? Just like yesterday, we went there at a beauty salon for our pedicure. We're happy and we're attending the Holy Mass after. Going home, preparing together with our dishes. But how sad this morning happenings. I didn't expect that much worse than I think to be happened for. It's really surprising, we've broke up. Its so sad, I can't handle it, and I loose my temper then I walkout, packed all my things then go. By the way, I wanted to share with you my story. I've been there at my boyfriend's place last July 22,2020 till this morning. I thought being with your partner is comfortable enough to sleep with, most especially when its raining. But sad to say, we're just like very far away with each other or LDR situition when it comes to sleeping time. I'm just hugging my ownself when I felt cold. He don't want me to hug him, because he may awake of that hug of mine. I wanted to hug him so that he may feel that he's not alone anymore but to the contrary of that he got angry when I gave him a simple hug. We are just using pillow for the barrier last night . We were applying social distancing also 😀. But this morning I tried again to make my move, when I saw him hugging his pillow I ask him not to hug his pillow, instead to hug me. He agreed. He gave me a hug for a minute and then turn back and sleep the other side so I put on my left hand to his body ,then to my surprised he's shouting and giving some bad mouthing about that thing I used to be. Hugging or even putting your right or left hand to his any body part is not allowed. I tried to understand him for how many days but it comes to an end this morning, when I tried again to give him a slight hug at his backside while he's sleeping. So that's the end, I go back to my cousin's place with all my things. It's never gonna workout. Our relationship comes to an end this morning. Good thing were not yet married. Then I easily leaving him, I felt ashamed with his neighbor for shouting at dawn. He made them awake for his loud noise. Before, I'm wishing that our realtionship will last till the end, but this time it's confusing. Most of my relatives and family members don't like him anymore and they don't want me to accept him again. I'm sorry if you don't get the point or you don't understand my story. I make it short. Please bears with my wrong grammar and crooked english. Kindly understand it ,thanks. Thank you for your time, reading on this short story of mine. If you like hit the like buttons and comments if you had some advice on me. Goodnight...Bye!

Goodmorning everyone! How's your sleep guys? Anyway, Have a blesses Sunday to all of us......keep safe and healthy...

Hey, everyone! Good morning and have a wonderful day to all of us here at readcash. Let's have to greet one of the member here at readcash, celebrating her birthday today. More Birthday and blessings to come ms @FerferClear. Stay happy and pretty as well.God bless you. Celebrating in my birthday is just like an ordinary day to me. Since when I'm at a young age were just celebrating it just like that up to this day. Because it always happen that natal date of mine always happened or included in Holy Week which is March 25. It's either Holy Thursday or Good Friday. That is why my family don't bother any preparation for me, and besides we're poor. We were contented of doing Novena for my birthday. And its okay for me then. Until now, I don't want some preparation too, I'm okay with it,just like nothing happens. But my mama don't forget the Novena for my birthday.Im thankful with her even when when were adult enough to do it in our own,but still she manage herself for that obligation for us . If you wanna send your greetings to ms FerferClear, and join her giveaway.Here is the link, check it here👇👇👇👇👇 https://read.cash/@FerferClear/happy-birthday-to-me-9592516c

Goodmorning everyone.... Hoping that you are all in good condition right now. As being a housewife to be, I've started my daily chores now😁. But still I'm in a state of adjusting level. New daily routines,new location, new life and new status😍.

Have a wonderful Monday everyone. It's been a long time since my last post here. Hopefully I can post my articles again here. I am so busy for the last few days. I'm just cleaning my new place 😊. New life, new experience and new normal life😁.

Decision Making Ponder Words that we didn't always read. Its rarely in every article or some post you've been recognized. But that words means a lot. In every decision you will be made of, you need to ponder it first. Something that you have to be scale of, you need to go down deep into it, (into your decision) so that you may never regret. I do have a lot of wrong decision, most especially when it comes to investment. I clearly remember, last year I invested just big amount for me. I do hard of labor to earn that money, but then the people who I used to trust were not gonna put some value of it. It turned out to bankruptcy , I invested it more that 30K pesos in our money here in the Philippines. After three months of operation, our small canteen was closed. Its my first time joining here at freewriting. I will have to try again then. Device: Vivo Smartphone Timer: Smartphone Lead image: Unsplash Started at 18:00 Ended at 18:10 I am not using grammarly , I only use correct spelling apps. I don't have buget for monthly fees.😁

Planning to be fixed of Alone at daytime March 17 till today I'm all alone at daytime, sleeping for how many hours a day. It almost 4months since my last day of work. I already did waking up at noontime. Wandering here and there at a small place where I've been. What am gonna do, nothing after eating my meal, just sitting here, looking at the sky. It's a cloudy day, and still I feel the hot temperature. At daytime I'm avoiding to use electric fan to minimize our electric consumption. What to do? Frustration? Yes, I still have a lot of deadline to paid for. But what should I do, untill now I don't have any work to earn more money to paid those loans of mine?Hmmmnnn. Monday, 20 July 2020 Planning to move to my boyfriend's place. Does my plan will be carried out? Then, let's see. Today is the day of asking permission from my cousin, in which I use to stay here in her place for more than three years. Sunday 19 July 2020 Yesterday I'm done opening it up to my mother about my plan. Then I let my boyfie called my mother to ask permits if she will allowed us to stay in one place, in short we're going to start and mold our own family. Then, my mother agreed to our decision. Hopefully, we will be comfortable with each other. And this is it, I hope it may not be as hard as that. Having an obligation to your partner, understanding, pampering and taking care of.I know its not that easy though, but I will have to beleive in myself, in that way maybe, I will be a good partner to him. There will be a lot of worries in me. If we can survive , most especially in this crisis. Do we not always arguing something? Most of the time were just quarreling, every week. For a small things, and for that nonsense reasons. If someone just read this article of mine,kindly comments your suggestions. What am gonna do, to make our relationship strong and some tips please on how to become a happy couple then. Thank you for it, in advance.

Goodmorning everyone! Again, its Sunday... Still at home, its 4months since the implementation of closing the non essentials company. And our company is one of it. But anyway, have a blessed sunday to all. Keep safe everyone.

I missed up my grammar 😁 for not writing of how many weeks. Though its not that big deal for me, but I feel that I forget how to elaborate my sentences in one paragraph in a nice way😀 so that it may caught some attention to the reader. But anyway, I'm still here to read and give comments sometimes. Gathering some thoughts and good ideas by this time,I will post article soon whether its high or low quality .😊