With this pandemic the children were deprived of their freedom to play outside. It's almost 2 years now and it's not certain when this gonna end. Zoe was excited to come with me in her school last Friday to submit her projects and she requested to drop by the playground even for just a little while. She was so happy. I hope this pandemic will come to an end and everything will back to normal.
Keep on spreading love, positivity, kindness and compassion because the world need it. All of us is struggling and we have our own personal problem so be kind to each other. God bless everyone! Peace!
It's throwback Thursday again. Here's our memory with my mom. I was talking to her on a video call yesterday. I was telling her that I'm not use to going out alone. I miss the times when we go out and it's the three of us always. Now it's only me. Then Zoe said you should look for a boyfriend so that you have someone to be with when you go out. My mom laugh although I can't hear her laughing sound because she's weak now. You can see it in her face. I told her that she should have find me a boyfriend in New Jersey while she was able to walk and go out. I do look after her at night while it's morning in their place. My sister was busy last night sending her son to school and doing the laundry. Now my sister is feeling sick. I hope God will give her strength and a good health to take good care of our sick mom.
I wish you guys a wonderful day.
A very cloudy morning noisers! Haven't been here yesterday and sorry about that. My sister didn't call me last night to watch over my mom on a video call while she bring her son to school. I don't want to bother her by calling first. She's busy in taking good care of our mom. She can't eat and sleep well. She's stressed and tired. All I can do is watch my mom while she's gone for about 40 minutes. The other night she didn't vomit but yesterday morning (Philippine time) while we are talking she vomited again but my sister said it's just little and no more blood on it. She didn't use oxygen but she still have a difficult breathing when she speaks constantly.
As I'm writing it started raining. I hope that Mr. Sun will show up today and also in our life and the rainbow after the rain. Still praying for everything to end well. Have a blessed day everyone. Continue to spread love, positivity, kindness and compassion. The world needs it. God bless us all.
Oh please dear God 🙏 no more pain for my mom. We lift up to You our mom dear God. Have pity on her. Please comfort her and stop all the pain. The family is in so much pain right now especially my mom. Help us through all this very difficult time. Help my sister to have strength in taking good care of our mom. She's alone and no one to help her. It's physically and mentally torture for my sister. Please guide us oh Lord. Amen.
My dear noisers please pray for my mom. While talking to her on video call she vomited. My sister was out of the room that time when she called her and told her she's going to vomit. I saw her vomit it was tons. When my sister came in she's still vomiting. My sister clean her up a little then told me that she has to end the call because she has to call the hospice care to tell them that mom vomited a blood. Then after awhile she messaged me that my mom feel much better after that but the bad thing is it's a blood. She didn't told mom about it. I did asked her if they're going to send her to the hospital or something but until now I don't have a reply. But before that we were happily talking about some memories we had. She's laughing although she has an oxygen. I'm sad in this photo because of that. While my mom is laughing my eyes is tearing while laughing with her. Sometimes I focused the camera to Zoe while wiping my eyes dry. Then Zoe and I will tell her I love you then she will said I love you too then Zoe will reply I love you more then she will said I love you most and then I will say I love you from the moon back. I hope i will receive a message soon. I was crying hard after we ended up the call while Zoe hugging me saying stop crying mommy it's okay. I love you. Let's just pray for mawu (she calls her grandma mawu).
Hello my lovely noisers! I've been busy but this morning we already pass Zoe's projects to her teacher and we're free for a week! After we went to school we drop by the town plaza to the playground. It's Zoe's request. She missed playing there. So here's some of her shots at the monkey bar and swing. She really enjoyed even for just a little while.
It's throwback Thursday so here's our happy times, our kulitan while taking photos. Missing my mom as always. Talking to her everyday. Her memory is not good now. She even forgotten that she is very sick. I love her so much.
I woke up this morning with a little bit of headache. Maybe because I always sleep late. I will try to sleep earlier later to make up with lack of sleep. I have to go to our town to buy some materials for Zoe's projects. We have to make a poster with math problem in our mother tongue and draw. The diorama of a community is on going too. We already make some structures that consists the community.
Have a wonderful morning noisers! May your day is as amazing as this sunrise. Always remember to spread love, positivity, kindness and compassion. The world need it the most. God bless us all.
Zoe and I have been busy doing her activity task for her school. We have done doing her video presentation of an alphabet story and her teacher said she did a great job. She memorized her lines over night and I filmed her the next day and edit it a little and send it immediately to her teacher. The teacher said she shows a good attitude of a fast learner. I posted a photo of her in her costume as she recite her alphabet story. We have other activities to do so I will have to rest and sleep now. So here's my sunset this evening. Good night noisers!
Happy throwback Thursday noisers! Here's our happy moment taken during a Christmas party with the Fernandez clan. Look how cute Zoe is with a little bit of hair. Hahaha... missed all happy days of gatherings and togetherness. We missed you nanay. We love you so much.
A rainy morning noisers! But before the rain begins I have captured the beautiful sunrise in our terrace. Just finished a little video call to my mom. We just joined her in her daily prayer before she goes to sleep. She's been vomiting this past day so the nurse told my sister to change her liquid food. They tried a popsicle type of liquid food so far so good. She didn't vomit for couple of days now. Zoe is teasing her that she wanted one too. She said her grandma looks like a baby with a baby bottle. 😁 Hope you guys have a wonderful day, a beautiful afternoon and peaceful night.
Make sure to spread love, positivity, kindness and compassion. God bless everyone!
Yesterday is All Saints Day and today is All Souls Day. We put some candles from the balcony to the fence door last night. Its a belief that it will guide our love ones who passed away and to welcome them to our house. We put some food in the altar too. We can't visit the cemetery because it's closed to the public and some police are guarding it. It will be open on November 4. Some had visited their love ones before they closed the cemetery. Zoe and I will visit my father after it will open.
Good morning, good afternoon and good evening noisers around the world!
Happy Halloween noisers! What's up guys? How are you going to celebrate your Halloween? We don't really have it here in our place. It's just another ordinary day but I hope you enjoy yours. We will see you guys in your dreams. Good night!
A rainy morning noisers! Taken around 6 in the morning before it starts raining. Most of my sunrise has been taken on the upper floor of the house and this view is from the front yard down stairs. I hope you like it. Have a wonderful day everyone!
Always remember to spread love, positivity, kindness and compassion. God bless us all.
A wonderful morning noisers! It's throwback time. Zoe and my mom at the mall way way back when Zoe is a little cutie patotie. Until now she's afraid of ghost and other kinds of scary things.
Yesterday we don't talk much with my mom because she's not feeling well and they didn't call today. I message my sister and she said mom is not feeling well until now. I just send her a voice message so I feel a little bit down today. I hope she will feel better soon. Our house is not the same without her. I love you and missed you nanay!
Hello noisers! My sunrise this morning! A cloudy morning and it rained. It's a busy week. Every morning my sister call us to have a time with my mom before they go to sleep 'cause its evening to them. After the call I will cook for our breakfast and then feed Sell and walk her out. After that we have to do Zoe's modules while I'm busy with my catching up on social medias and she will just asked me if she doesn't understand her modules. It's already late almost lunch time but haven't cook yet so I have to go. Have a good day everyone!
Always remember to spread love, positivity, kindness and compassion. God bless us all.
Happy Thursday everyone! It's throwback Thursday and the Holloween is approaching so here's our photo. Me, Zoe and my mom had a good time exploring my phone's camera and some effects. Do we look scary or cute? Hahaha! Just remembering the happy old days with my mom.
Good evening noisers! Hope you had a good day. Good morning to the other side of the world and have a good day.
Always remember to spread love, positivity, kindness and compassion. God bless us all.
New day. New beginning. Good morning noisers! My sunrise awhile ago. It's already 10:27am here. I was supposed to post this earlier but I forgot it. I have talked to my mom and sister through video call. My mom's memory is failing sometimes or she got confused after she had a mild stroke and a kidney failure after she got operated for the tumor in her spine. My sister is asking her where she is and answered in the hospital. My sister will tell her you're at home now mom for a couple of days now and she will asked again and then my mom will answer that she's in the hospital for treatment. My mom is being hospice now. My sister will tell her that she should answer her correctly or else she will call a taxi to bring her back to the hospital and then she will asked again "mom where are you now?". She will answer again in the hospital. Then they laughed as my sister said to her that she will call a taxi now to bring her back to the hospital. We don't know until when we have our mom so we just make most out of it and make her happy and make her laugh. It's hard but we're trying to be strong especially me who is far from them and can't be with my mom. Haven't seen my mom for almost 3 years and I'm so sad that I can't be with her in this very difficult time and can't spend time with her or hug and kissed her.
Make sure to spend more quality time to your love ones. In our time right now we don't know what will gonna happened next. Be thankful to what you have and always remember to spread love, positivity, kindness and compassion. God bless us all.
Hello my friends. Just wanna share our photo after my mom got home from the hospital. She's being hospice. She looks much better now and although the doctor said they can't do anything about my mom's current situation we still hoping for miracle to happen. 2 days ago as we are on a video call my sister left the room after she gave my mom a frozen ensure and a watermelon. Although it's only the juice of watermelon she can swallow and spit the ... what do you call it? Sorry I don't know what it is called. Then my sister help her exercise her arms and legs. My sister left the room. After 5 minutes she said that she's hungry and then she's tired. I was just telling her to wait for my sister maybe she's just eating her dinner (my sister cooked dinner for her son). I was heart broken because I can't do anything for her. I want to feed her or change her position because she's tired of lying down but I can't. My eyes began to shed tears. About 15 minutes my sister came back and I told her that our mom is hungry and tired of her position. My sister said she got stress also when mom said she's hungry because she can't swallow any foods and the only thing she can eat is a frozen ensure and it can't make her full. The sad thing is when my sister finished in taking care of my mom at 11pm she will just sleep for 2 1/2 hours and have to wake up to feed our mom and change her position. It is really hard for both of them and I can't help them. So all I did after that video call is cried until the next day when I think about their situation I cried again. So hard and sad. Please continue praying for our mom Columba Navida. Thank you so much. God bless you all.
Hello guys! Missed you especially in the GC but our situation right now is not good and I don't think I can handle it. Very stressful and the nervousness I'm feeling everyday is no joke at all.
As I missed you guys so much here's a white orchids as pure as my love to all of you. God bless us all.
Hello noisers. I hope you guys have a lovely day as lovely as this pink flower from my mom's garden. My mom looks a bit better for the last 3 days. Just praying for the best for my mom.
Always remember to spread love, positivity, kindness and compassion. God bless us all.
Hello friends. Update from my mom. They're gonna send my mom back home maybe on Sunday. The doctors can't do anything about her now. Later they're gonna set her room in my sister's house. She told my sister that she feels tired now and want to rest already. She's wishing that God will let her rest now. We are just hoping that she's not in pain anymore. We already told her that if she wants to rest she can now and she shouldn't worry about us anymore. My sister asked her if she has been happy in her life she said yes and very proud. They have said thank you and sorry to each other and I can't say anything to my mom on video call 'cause I don't want her to see me cry. All I say is that I love her and missed her so much. It's really hard to see her suffer. Please pray for nanay. 🙏 Thank you so much.
God bless us all
A pretty hibiscus flower from my aunt's house. Before I went to Zoe's school to get her modules and bring back the modules from the other week we went to their house. I drop Zoe there to play with her cousins. Then I do some errands and after that went to their house to get Zoe and went home.
Dedicated this flower to my mom. We know she has no chance of surviving the cancer and all the complications that manifested but all we want is to make her wish come true. But God only knows. I really, really missed her and wanted to see her and hug her for the last time. All we need is a little time with her. I can't sleep and I can't eat just like her. My heart feels so much pain for her. I can't imagine life without her. 😢
Good evening noisers. Before I go to sleep I wanna share with you my mom's conditiontion. After my sister sent her son in school she called and told me that she got a call from my mom's nurse. She told my sister that mom got a little better now. She suffered from a mild stroke and she had kidney failure. My sister asked her if she needs a dialysis and the nurse answered that not to that extent so we are hoping that it won't get worse. My sister went back to the house to eat and after that to the hospital. I told her to call me if nanay is awake. I got a chance to see her and told her that I love her and we ended up the call because my sister needs to talk to the doctor. She just sent me a message that my mom went back to sleep and we let her rest more for her to recover soon. Thank you and please keep on praying for her. She has other tests to do.
Thank you so much and God bless... goodnight!
First photo is a sunrise from our front yard. It really has a province vibe. More trees even in the front of the house and near the main road. Not only we have sunrise but we also have sunset in our backyard. The second photo was taken at my room' s window in the second floor facing the backyard.
Good afternoon to all.
Taken last September 25 on my surprised birthday party! I didn't really have a hint that my mom and sister has been planning my birthday celebration with the help of my cousin and her daughter with all my neighbors participation. They help preparing and cooking the food. If you are a Filipino you know "bayanihan" is. It's a perfect example of the Filipino characteristic. They have been planning it before we discovered my mom's tumor in the spine. So it was also a thanks giving for my mom's successful surgery and my mom's birthday was September 17 and my sister 20.
Hello beautiful people of noise! How's everyone? Let's be thankful to be alive because it means that we still have a purpose in life. Always remember to spread love, positivity, kindness and compassion. God bless us all.
My first post for Flower Diaries. A pretty pink periwinkle from the garden of one of my mom's cousin. I love the name that's why it was my first choice as my username but someone used it already so what I did is combine the color purple and periwinkle which give birth to my unique username purplewinkle! Has any of you saw a purple periwinkle? I do really want to see one.
Good afternoon noisers!
Always remember to spread love, positivity, compassion and kindness. God bless us all.
Zoe is such a sweet girl always makes her own card to who ever has a birthday in our neighborhood. That is if she's invited to the party! Oh and she also gave me some money. P120! She always does that whatever the occasion but I secretly put it back in her wallet.
Thank you God for another year. Having my family is more than enough for me and thank you God for my mom's successful surgery. The only wish I will make is for my mom to get back home and spend more time with her. My mom cried last night (morning to them) when she saw us. Maybe she can't believe or she's relief to be alive and be able to see us again after the surgery. Zoe and I cried too. My sister is in the hospital again in the afternoon until evening and they called us again to greet me a happy birthday. She looks much better that last night when I saw her. Thank you God.
Hello wonderful noisers! Have a wonderful day ahead. Good afternoon and good evening to some of our friends in some different time zone.
Always remember to spread love, positivity, kindness and compassion. God bless us all.
Hello beautiful people of noise! A wonderful day to each and everyone. Taken almost 3 years ago from Manila airport. We're waiting for our flight going back home in Iloilo City. Vacation is over! My #ThrowbackThursday with Zoe, nanay Teens, Cha2 and toto Chray. Such a happy vacation memory.
Praying 🙏 for my mom's successful surgery and fast recovery. Her surgery is at 8am in the morning U.S. time for removing the tumor in her back in the spine area.
Always remember to spread love and not hate (war). God bless us all.
Good evening beautiful noisers! Such a rainy day here in my place. I captured this pretty white flower with some bug on the top this afternoon while raining. I did used an umbrella to go out to lock our fence and take some photos with raindrops. I hope you had a good start of the new week. Take care everyone!
Always remember to spread love and not hate (war). God bless us all. Good evening from me to you and Good morning or evening to our other friends from different time zone.
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