@Paganprincess in July 2021

@Paganprincess 9 July 2021

Tara: 'I'm going to go play instead of laying around like a little lump.' Me: 'Ok. I can't talk. I'm laying around like a lump.' Tara: 'That's because you're hurting. I'm not.'

@Paganprincess 28 July 2021

Please Understand I can feel it getting bad again. I find myself biting my tongue and gritting my teeth far too often right now. I'm doing my best to not snap as almost anything seems to set me off at the moment. I am forcing myself to eat because I know I have to but the truth is, I just don't care to. Talking to people right now feels like a chore rather than a pleasure. I recognize the signs; having dealt with this for so long I should recognize them by now. I'm trying my…