@Orchidaceae 15 November 2020 more from that month

What wrong with me?

*****I look so strong 💪, but you know Im tired🤦.Tired of being okay with things Im okay with.*****

*****I want to give up already but i know that i can't.*****

*****I want a long long hug, Im mentally, physically and emotionally tired.*****

*****I hate that moment when i Know im gonna break down and in need of a shoulder to cry on, But Will soon I realize that nobody's there, Im by myself, Im always by myself. I don't want to be alone I need somebody to hold me tight even if its just this time.*****

*****at night in our room, we can be our time selves, No pretending, no happiness. Just pure pain and sadness.***** *****Can i have a night where there's no sadness and pain?*****

*****I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me But I want to say thank you to all the people who still love me at most unlovable*****

*****I may feel lost and alone. But God knows where am I and has a good plan for my Future*****

Thank you! Have a Nice Day! *****By: Orchidaceae*****