@Nico91 23 December 2022

I had a full year... I collected everything in my soul... tears and smiles... joys and sorrows... successes and failures..., but more than anything, I discovered different people, who were around me... I saw their real faces and met other new people! Everyone offered me something and in turn, I gave as much as I could... from some I received lessons, from others, blessings! I stretched out a hand, both were taken from me and then I looked, the back... I accepted Judas' kiss, with a smile on my face and I didn't say anything, I just suppressed my regrets! I tried to understand, beyond the permissible limit and offer the status of innocence, even though I knew the truth! I took my patience to the highest heights and for every nerve, I gave birth to a smile! I hoped, even when it wasn't possible, and sought to solve every puzzle! I said hurtful words and got more in return! I looked for peace, in silence and found joy, in small things! I withdrew from people and went deep into my world and searched for meaning! I haven't been able to understand the man yet and I'm afraid it will never happen, this!... I continued to move forward, with all the baggage collected in my soul! There were days when I didn't think I could get up, and now, looking at where I am, I'm smiling! The lessons I received helped me to make a selection among people and to believe, with even more conviction, that only quality matters!... And I chose, to understand, that there are people who need me, like air, until one day and not to attach myself to them, so as not to suffer! I'm trying to free my soul, from all the little shadows, in the corners, so that I can make room for others who will come... I don't know what the future holds for me and I don't even want to think too much about it... What can I do change, what can I accept, what can I do, I will see at the right time! Now, I'm glad I am and I felt everything!