Facts about Me
First of all I want to celebrate for being user here for almost a month, I've join here last month. I'm so happy that other users here welcomed me and gives me tips when I first wrote my article about myself. As the days go by it makes my writing skills more sharper, my writing style also developed.
I'm so happy that I found this website since its became my source of income. Everything I wrote an article, I'm fortunate that other users love it and give me tips. They are also commenting on my article which encourage me to write more. The fact is I bought my dream things with the use of money I got here.
This badminton racket was bought with the use of money i got here on read.cash. I'm fortunate that I found this website since it really helps me to buy all the things I want. I'm so happy when it was delivered to me since I know that I bought it with my own money.
I can't give any material things back to the creator and sponsors of this website but I want to give them my deepest gratitude for creating this website that really help us. Especially in this time of Pandemic crisis, many people have no jobs and no source of income. This website is the solution for our problems, all we need is to write valuable articles that readers be interested to it.
As a part of my celebration for reaching a month here on read.cash. I want to tell you some facts about myself. Maybe some of my subscribers already know my story since all of my articles is all about myself. This time I will tell to you weird facts about me and things about my life.
**Possibility that I became an "Albularyo"**
My ancestors have blood of "Albularyo and Albularya", my mother is a albularya and before she died she leave a message for us that one of us will inherit her ability to cure diseases of people. She said the youngest will inherit the ability. There's two youngest in family, me and my step sister. Unfortunately my step sister is already at 30s and she didn't inherit the ability that's why there's a possibility that I will possess it when I reach 21, now I'm 19 years old turning 20. It makes me scared since I want to live in normal life but if its my destiny then i will accept it.
I'm attracted to those younger than Me
I'm not child abuse hahaha, my friends always teasing me everytime have girlfriend which is younger than me. I don't know but I fell in love to this younger than me. I found them cute and lovable. Honestly all of my girlfriends are younger than me, I treated them well even though they are younger than me, but I don't give all my efforts because I need to love myself too.
I love Dark Places
Since childhood i always hiding in the dark, when my Lola scolding me. I ran to my room then hide beneath the wooden bed. Thats why I'm not afraid to dark places. When I feel lonely, I sit at dim places to hug the sadness around then make my own world.
I'm always talking to myself
I'm weird because everytime I'm walking to street, I start to monolog on myself. I'm not crazy huh but I don't know why I'm always doing that. Even though there are lots of people surrounds me, im still talking to myself. Hopefully I wear face mask thats why other people won't notice im talking to myself.
Always Daydreaming
This is my favorite thing to do, im always daydreaming about different things. Even though I'm on house im still daydreaming, one time I'm preparing to cook the rice then I start daydreaming, I didn't notice that the rice has no water hahaha, it makes me realize that it has no water when I already start the fire.
This are some weird facts about me, I know you also have weird facts about yourself,maybe you can share it to us. Its not bad to share some of our secrets since we are not perfect.
The Beauty of being Ugly
Which do you prefer? Being beautiful and handsome or being ugly? Have you experienced judgements by society due to unpleasant looks? Does looks is an important aspects of living? Looks is defined in two words, it can be bad and good. There are fortunate people blessed with good looks and they are using it in everyday life. With good looks there are lots of opportunities that will come in life, love, jobs and other aspects. For an instance, in looking for jobs, in reality some companies are looking for good looking people to hire in their companies especially in the field of modeling and advertising. There are also high class companies which had strict requirements for applicants and one of those requirements is good look. Maybe, they want to maintain the good review of their company and employees must be good looking.
Another perks of being a good looking is being fortunate in love, he reality is if your good looking its easy to find the person you'll love since it's nature of mankind that they will attracted to good looking faces but they don't fell in love to it. I'm still believing that there are good hearted people which choosing attitude over looks. They prefer those people which had good attitude rather than people who had good looks. As we can see there are lots of advantage when your a good looking person but don't you know that there's also beauty for being ugly? It's really hard to believe right but im going to cite some evidence that other people can agree.
-Decent Person is Attracted on Ugly People
This may sounds strange but I believe that there are good people who's attracted to those ugly people. They believe that looks doesn't matter and attitude is the most important thing. Its rare to see those type of people which they are neglecting the looks of a person and want to know what's inside of its heart. The only thing that person can do it to stay humble and kind to others. I've already witness these instances in which decent people fell inlove to those people which had good heart.
Being humble and kind to others is the way that people will like you. Just show some respect to them even though your not good looking people will still appreciate you. You'll also gain many friends if your kind to others, it is proven being ugly cannot make your life worse it has also advantages.
-Less Attention
I don't know but somehow there's an instances that its advantage to be an ugly because people will ignore you while walking on street. For somehow I found it advantage for me since people will not dare to talk to you and you can create your own world without disturbance.
-Less Trouble
I believe that being good looking means trouble, How do I say that? Even if your very kind to all people but still good looking, there's a high possibility that you may get into trouble. In this world, there are people who fell jealous to you because your so good looking and the attention they want is given to you. It makes them very jealous to the point that they will plan something bad to you.
For an instance, girls are attracted on you because your good looking even though you don't want that attention you can't avoid the possibility that other boys nearby is getting annoyed in you. No matter you avoid them they will chase you and it can put your life in danger.
See being ugly has advantage also, people that sorrounds you will not harm you if your not good looking but it doesn't mean if your not good looking, other people will not harm you because it still depends on how you react and move on your society. If your too boastful there's a high possibility that it can put your life in danger. I recommend just be kind and humble to others no matter how they tolerate you badly since they will get exhaust someday and they will leave you.
Over all, its not bad to become ugly since it has lot of advantages, we don't see it because we only see the bad side of being ugly. Always remember that no matter how the society judge you because of your looks, do not attempt to fight back them since it can cause trouble. The solution is ignore them and continue what your doing, you can't get anything if you notice them. Just stay who you are and show kindness in people surrounds you. I believe it can make you good person and the good impression of people surrounds you can make you gain more friends. Being ugly is not a sin, all of us is beautiful creature created by God. There's a reason why God gave you that look, do not question why you have that kind of looks. Maybe not now but someday you'll find the person that will love you even though your not good looking.
11th of February 2021
Every day we encountered so many things, and there are some important events that we want to remember forever. It is hard for us to remember all those happy and bad memories we had if we're going just let it pass. That's why one of the solution is using a Diary, diary in old days is consist of notebooks filled with important events happened in one person's life. Its really sad to say that its rarely to see people using diaries to preserve their memories but in this 21 st century, technology is rampant and social media is the way to preserve memories. By using Facebook, people can share their pictures into it or posting what's their on their mind. Its one of way to treasure the memories since the photo will stay in account forever unless the owner of the account will delete it.
My point is when we heard the word diary, we can only prefer in pen and notebooks but as we dig deeper into its meaning, we can notice that social media, websites like noise.cash and read.cash can be also diary. The beauty of making read.cash as a diary is, readers didn't know your true identity thats why your free to share your thoughts and problems in Life. Its also helpful for those people who experiencing stress and depression to release all their pain here so that their burden in their hearts will ease.
Now I will try to make a diary here on read.cash, this is my first time that I will make a diary in my whole life. I'm aware that some people close to me here on read.cash already known my identity but im not afraid since I trust them. I thought that if I'm going to write my everyday life in a notebook using pen, its gonna waste of ink and paper thats why I come up with an idea to use read.cash as my diary. The beauty of read.cash is your earning while writing something and other users can saw your article then they will comfort you when your experiencing problems. Trust me I've already published many articles about my difficulties in life and users here are very friendly. They are giving me advise and words of wisdom to make me strong again.
I'm going to start my diary and its all about what happen to me yesterday. Enjoy.
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*February 11, 2021*
*Yesterday my class is scheduled to come in school and take photo for our school I.D. I've woke up 6:30 in the morning and it makes me panic since I need to go to school by 8 AM, first I've cooked our food then went to bathroom to took a bath. After that I've prepared my things such as bag, important documents, my tablet and money.*
*I'm done preparing my self and things then I went to terminal of tricycle and sat at the back. It cost me 20 pesos since its pandemic and social distancing is must, the fee is almost triple since the capacity of tricycle is 6 but according to safety protocol tricycle must contain only two people. Thats why the fee is almost triple.*
*When we arrived at my destination, I walked few distance from the university then I saw my classmates sitting at the bench of terminal. I recognized them but they don't know me hahaha, I entered inside the gate then the guard gives me 2 small piece of paper in which I need to fill-up my Name, Temperature, and place to visit. I can feel that they are very strict and I understand them since its pandemic, they are just following the command given to them.*
*Sadly, I didn't bring pen thats why I bought first at store then go back to university. I saw my classmates sitting at the bench thats why I silently walk towards them then sitted also at the bench. I fill-up those papers. After that I got my tablet inside my bag then starts to browse at Facebook, I heard laughters from my classmates and I found them close to each other. Maybe they've already built circle of friends. Don't think that im jealous I just want to be alone and I don't want to become feeling close to them.*
*My other classmates already arrived then someone recognized me, she approach me then say Hi and as a good citizen of this nation I also wave my hand then raised my eyebrows to her as a sign of noticing her. After a while they decide to get inside then I followed them, while where entering we fell in line and measured our temperature. Hopefully I'm 36 degrees and it's normal. We show our paper on guard and let us enter in university. When we're walking around the university it makes me amazed how beautiful and wide the university is inside. While walking, my boys classmates starts to call me in my surname then I just curse them hahaha, I want to shake hands with them but it's prohibited due to pandemic thats why we just first bumped.*
*We finally reached the stage then I saw aligned chair in which we need to wait until one of us already done then next person will go to library to take a picture. I don't know that we had online class, then my classmate send link to group chat. I entered in Zoom then I saw our professor angry at us for the reason that she doesn't allowed us to go in university to take a photo for I.D and she found out that the whole section is at university. I makes her mad to the point that she starts yelling at us, she don't want to believe that we are scheduled today to get a photo for I.D. She was very mad and she told us that she will make the subject difficult for us.*
*I know that its the whole class fault since she asked for letter from doctor of the university that allowing us to go in university but our president didn't submit to her that makes her mad at us. I can feel that it's gonna be a hellish subject to us and I need to prepare myself especially in speaking English. My God, im not good at speaking English. The whole class planning to drop out the subject but there's a problem. There's a possibility that our professor is the only one teaching that subject. I can feel little scared for this professor but I know I can surpass all the challenges she will given to me. I know that the whole class will unite to surpass all the challenges she will throw to us.*
*Almost 2 hours when its my turn to go in library to take a photo of me for I.D. While I'm walking I can hear silence around and birds singing at branch of tall trees. I went inside the library then I saw a teacher and I asked her where's the library then she laughed at me. It makes me embarrassed since the library is already at my front. She told me to sit at the chair then took me a photo. She was so accommodating to the students, after I finished I gave thanks to her then walk out at the exit door.*
*When I finished, I checked my things inside my bag then say goodbye to my other classmates that I'm going to get home. While walking towards the exit I took some photo of the campus. Its not very good picture since im not good at photography. After that I decided to walk from campus to my house since it's near. I'm in mood of walking and the reason why I want to walk is to saw girls on the road hahahaha.*
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That's for today thank you for reading my article, I will publish future articles about me regarding important events in my life but today there's nothing special happened to me yet.
My Beloved Sister
`This article is all about the most Tragic event happened in my life. It is an article in which I will pour all the pain I have to ease the burden in my heart. If your not interested to read this one you can skip it since its all about myself.`
Loosing my Sister
Have you lost important person in your life? Whats the feeling of losing someone which is close to you? As of today do you accepted the reality that the one we love is already gone? For me, I didn't want to accept that my sister is already dead. Everyday I'm always wishing to God that all of this is a monstrous nightmare. I want to escape from this nightmare and wake up someday but it will never happen. This is the reality in which I need to accept the fact that my beloved sister is already dead 2 years ago. I am going to tell you what happened and I wish you have tissues in your hands.
April 25, 2018
This is the date of my birthday, I don't to celebrate it since I don't want to accept that I'm growing old. I want to stay at house and just play mobile legends but my sister wants to treat me on the day of my birthday. I told her a simple pizza is OK to me but she want to treat me at Mall. At first I don't want to accept it but I can't refuse it since it's free.
We changed our clothes then wait for jeepney to arrive, I can't feel any excitement on my birthday since I'm not kid anymore to celebrate birthdays. When we arrived at mall, we rode at escalator then go up to cinema section of the mall. We can't afford the ticket thats why we sat at the floor of cinema section then she said sorry to me many times but I keep telling her it's ok. We just played ml there and after 1 hour we decided to buy some foods at mini stop.
After we bought some foods, we find a place in which we can eat the food. While we're eating she started to complain that her legs is in pain. I'm worried to her that's why I convinced her to go home since I enjoyed this treat. When we got home, she told me that his legs is no longer in pain but after one day, the pain in her legs got worsen to the point that she can't walk normally and she needs my assistance if she needed to go in bathroom. I feel pity for my sister, we go to the doctor to have a check up for her legs and the results said that its a "Sciatica", in which her nerves in the legs are not in original position that makes her in pain if she's moving it.
After that we took care my sister and we do everything to cure her legs. There are lots of medicine need to buy and she needs to take it everyday. We started to feel the financial problems but its not matter because we want to cure the legs of my sister.
May 2018
This is the time in which we felt very happy for my sister since she recovered from sciatica, she can moved now her legs and she can walk every morning. We are very glad to see her walking again but we don't know that another problem will arrive. My sisters weight drops and her face becomes pale. We are worried what's happening to her that's why on second time we go to doctor to conduct a check-up to her and the results said she had "Anemia". Her platelets is so low that makes her pale, that's why we do everything to make her platelet count rise again. She takes medicines and we give her fruits and vegetables so that it make her healthy again.
While she had sickness, she stayed home and didn't go to school. She decide to drop her subjects in college and retake it next school year. It's really hard for her to fight against her sickness. I saw her crying while taking all those medicines since it was so bitter. She don't like eating the liver of chicken bought by my eldest sister.
After 2 weeks, we brought her in hospital to have a check-up for her. The doctors said there's no difference in her platelet counts, it's still low. We went back home with sadness on our faces. I can remember that the last moment I glance my sister smiling when we played mobile legends together. We laugh everytime we had been slayed and she was so happy when she got a kill.
Honestly there's a high possibility that my sister will recover from her sickness if our environment is peaceful and healthy. It affects her daily cycle of sleeping since our neighbors is too noisy and always had a fight. It makes my sister irritated and want to stop our neighbors. Another problem why the sickness of my sister got worsen is due to our home. Our house is too small, the windows are too small that a fresh air can't enter. It also very hot inside and need an electric fan to have a cold air. If i can go back time I wish we never lived there.
June 2018
On this month of June, my class is already started and my sister is not yet recovered. She stayed at home while my eldest sister go to work and my older brother also studying. I remembered that night it was 1 AM in the morning when my sister vomited. My eldest sister immediately called a Grab so that my sister will sent to hospital. They went to hospital but I decide to stay at home because no one will left to guard the house since there are lots of thief roaming in our area. That's my biggest regret, I hope I accompanied them into hospital so that I saw my sister before she left us here on earth.
I remember that day when my older brother together with my auntie got back home. I greeted them with smile on my face but I saw them crying a lot. I asked them why they are crying and they told them that my sister is already dead. My tears starts streaming on my face, I can't believeed what I heard. I wish they are just joking around me but they are not. They told me that my sister attacked by symptoms of brain tumor and the doctors didn't detect the sickness of my sister. I can't believed that it's happening, I want to believe I'm in nightmare right now and I want to wake up. I cried a lot that it makes me fell asleep. When I woke up my eldest sister also got home and I saw her most problematic more than us. I wish I could get back time so that I can stop what's happen on my sister but I don't have that ability. I'm hoping that she's already happy in heaven together with my mother. I know that everything happened for a reason, if someone lost there's someone new comes to our life.
Message:
To all those people who read this article, you must cherish every moment together with your family members. Treat everyday as your last day here on earth and enjoy it together with your family. Since we don't handle the time and anytime our loved once will leave us here on earth. Make a beautiful moment together with your family that will never fades in mind and heart. Again thank you for reading this article and have a good day.
Mga Hinaing ko sa buhay
Gusto ko lang ibahagi dito ang sakit na nararamdaman ko, hindi isang uri sakit na nararamdaman sa katawan kundi sakit sa kalooban. Matagal ko ng tinatago ang sakit na ito, sa loob ng halos pitong taon walang nakaalam tungkol sa mga naramramdaman ko. Pati ang aking pamilya ay hindi alam kung ano talaga ang nararamdaman ko dahil mas pinipili kong itago na lang ang mga saloobin ko dahil ayaw kong malaman ng iba na may pinagdadaanan ako. Kilala ako ng mga kaibigan ko na tahimik at sobrang bait, sa buong buhay ko din ay wala akong pinagsabihan tungkol sa problema ko. Mas gusto kong ako lang ang nakakaalam dahil alam kong mahuhusgahan ako ng mga tao, marahil sasabihin niyo na dapat mong ilabas yung sakit na bumabagabag sa iyo sa matagal na panahon para maging maayos na ang pakiramdam mo. Madali lang sabihin pero mahirap gawin.
Alam kong kapag sinabi ko sa iba ang problema na meron ako marahil ang iba sa kanila ay susuportahan ako ngunit alam kung may mga tao paring mas pipiliin na husgahan ako at sabihing ako ay maarte lamang. Isa pa sa mga dahilan kung bakit ayaw kong sabihin sa iba na may problema ako ay yung katotohanan na isa akong lalaki. Alam naman ng lahat na kilala ang isang lalaki bilang isang matatag na nilalang at hindi makikitaan ng problema. Sobrang nakakahiya kapag ang isang lalaking tulad ko ay magbahagi ng saloobin sa iba kaya mas nananaisin kong itago na lamang ang bigat na nararamdaman ko.
Sa buong buhay ko wala akong pinagsabihan tungkol sa buhay ko ng harap harapan, kilala nila ako bilang tahimik at mabait na tao. Simula ng makapag aral ako sa hayskul, walang nakaalam ng tungkol sa buhay ko, naalala ko noon na nagkaroon sa loob ng klase ng pagbibigay saloobin tungkol sa mga pinagdaanan sa buhay ngunit tumanggi ako, sinabi ko na lang na wala naman akong pinagdadaanan at ayos ang lahat sa buhay ko kahit na hindi.
Simula noon nakaramdam na ako ng kalungkutan, may mga dahilan kung bakit ako nalulungkot sa araw araw at mas lalong nadadagdagan ng mga kabiguan na nararanasan ko araw araw. Mula sa problema sa paaralan hanggang sa loob ng tahanan, isa isa nitong dinudurog ang kalooban ko at nagiiwan iyon ng sakit na mahirap tanggalin. Ang mga problema ay parang karayom na dahan-dahang tumutusok sa puso ko at kahit tanggalin ko ang karayom na iyon, nagiiwan parin iyon ng sugat na hindi na maghihilom.
Ang mga sugat na iyon ang nagpapakirot ng puso ko na nagiging dahilan ng paghikbi ko tuwing gabi, isang hikbi na walang ingay dahil ayaw kong marinig ng iba na umiiyak ako. Sobrang init ng pakiramdam ko sa tuwing umiiyak ako para bang nasusunog ang puso ko dahil sa sakit. Sobrang sakit ng iyak na walang tunog, mas pinipili kong ibuhos lahat ng iyak ko sa gabi upang pagkatapos ng paghikbi ay agad akong makakatulog. Pagkagising ko sa umaga ay pansamantala kong makakalimutan ang sakit at magpapatuloy sa buhay na parang hindi nangyari ang lahat.
Minsan hindi ko maiwasan na magisip ng masasamang bagay na maari kong gawin sa tuwing nakakaranas ako ng mga problema. Sa tingin ko ako ay nakakaranas ng tinatawag na stress na nagiging dahilan upang mag-isip ako ng mga bagay na maaring makasama sa akin. Minsan naiisip ko na kitilin na lang ang sarili kong buhay ngunit may boses sa loob ko na nagsasabing makakaramdam ako ng sakit kapag unti-unti kong kikitilin ang sarili kong buhay. Naisip ko rin na magpasagasa na lang sa humaharurot na sasakyan upang isipin ng lahat na isa iyong aksidente at hindi pagpapakamatay, pumasok sa isipan ko na maganda ang paraan ng ganoong pagpapakamatay sapagkat may makukuha pang pera para sa pang libing ko. Ngunit mas nanaisin ko na lang na ang panginoon na lang ang kumuha ng buhay ko, yung tipong hindi na ako magigising sa umaga upang hindi na ako makaranas ng problema dito sa mundo.
Isa sa mga dahilan kung bakit ako nakakaranas ng istress ay ang problema sa aming tahanan dahil sa tuwing may problema na nangyayari sa loob ng aming tahanan, ako lagi ang sinisisi sa mga problema na hindi ko naman ginawa. Minsan tinatanggap ko na lang lahat ng masasakit na salita na pwedeng ibitaw dahil sanay naman ako, sa harap nila hindi ko ipinapakita na naapektuhan ako ngunit pagkatapos ng lahat ay pupunta ako sa loob ng kuwarto o di naman kaya sa loob ng banyo para humikbi ng walang tunog. Doon ko ibubuhos lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko. Iyon lang kasi ang paraan para ilabas ang lahat ng galit at sakit na nasa loob ko dahil wala naman akong ibang makakapitan kundi ang sarili ko.
Ilang beses na din akong naapektuhan sa mga sinasabi ng mga tao lalong lalo na sa paligid ko. Kahit na hindi nila sabihin, bakas sa mga mukha nila ang pangungutya sa katawan, itsura at pananamit na meron ako. Iyon ang naging dahilan kung bakit sobrang baba ng kumpiyansa ko sa sarili. Alam niyo ba ayaw ko sa madaming tao, nahihiya akong magpakita sa maraming tao dahil sa itsura na meron ako. Ilang beses na din akong nabigo sa pag-ibig dahil hindi ako guwapo at hindi ko kayang ibigay ang mga bagay na nais ng mga babae.
Minsan tinanong ko ang panginoon kung bakit gantong katawan ang ibinigay niya sa akin, hindi guwapo, payatot, tigyawatin at marami pang masamang bagay. Sa totoo lang naiingit ako sa ibang lalaki na pinagpala ang mukha dahil tanggap sila sa lipunan at pinapahalagahan at ang mga tulad kong hindi guwapo ay mahirap pagkatiwalaan ng lipunan. Magbibigay ako ng isang sitwasyon na totoong nangyayari sa lipunan sa pagkakaiba ng mga guwapo at hindi guwapo. Kapag ang isang guwapong lalaki ay sumipol sa dumaang babae, iisipin ng babae na ayos lang ang bagay na iyon dahil guwapo naman ngunit kapag ang isang di kaguwapuhang lalaki ang sumipol, magagalit ang isang babaeng dumaan at sisigawan itong manyakis. Ito ang isa sa mga hindi patas na pagtrato ng lipunan sa mga tao. Sobrang hindi patas ang mundong ito at nakakalungkot na nakakaranas ako ng diskriminasyon dahil sa aking itsura.
Isa pa sa mga dahilan kung bakit ako nakakaranas ng istress ay dahil sa pagkamatay ng aking ate, simula ng mamatay ang ate ko sobrang bigat na ng nararamdaman ko at parang gusto ko ng sumuko. Hindi ko matanggap na wala na ang ate ko dahil siya lang ang tanging nagiging kakampi ko sa tuwing may problema ako pero ngayon nawala na siya, hindi ko na kakayanin ang lahat. Hanggang ngayon hindi ko parin matanggap na nawala na siya, gusto kong isipin na isa lang matinding bangungot ang buhay na ito at magising ako balang araw na nakahiga sa malapad na damuhan. Lagi kong naiisip na sana ako na lang yung namatay at si ate ang nandito ngayon dahil siguradong madami siyang magagawanf mabuti para sa pamilya namin habang ako puro pasakit lamang ang dulot ko sa pamilya. Gusto ko siyang nandito sa posisyon ko at ako ang pumalit sa kanya para maranasan niya ang buhay na siguradong magiging masaya siya pero hindi na mangyayari iyon dahil wala na siya.
Lagi kong tinatanong sa panginoon kung bakit di niya pa ako kunin, hiniling ko din sa kanya na ibalik dito ang ate ko at handa akong pumalit sa posisyon niya. Sa tuwing umiiyak ako ng sobra lagi kong sinasabi sa kanya na wakasan na lang ang paghihirap ko at kunin na lang ang bjhay na meron ako dahil wala naman akong nagagawang mabuti dito sa mundo.
Sa kabila ng lahat ng problemang nararanasan ko at kinuwestiyon kjng bakit pa ako nabubuhay dito sa mundo, isang araw may ibinigay sa akin a sagot ang panginoon. Habang nasa ***noise.cash*** ako may nakilala akong isang babae na mas matindi ang pinagdadaanan kesa sa akin. Inalok ko siya ng tulong pinansiyal at may sinabi siya sa akin. Hiniling niya sa panginoon na sana may tumulong sa kanya para mabawasan ang mga problemang pinansiyal na kinakaharap ng pamilya nila at ang sabi niya ako ang ipinadala ng panginoon. Biniro ko na lang siya na akala ko nasusunog na ang kaluluwa ko sa impiyerno bakit pa ako ipapadala ng panginoon at doon napatawa na lamang siya.
Doon ko napagtanto na ang lahat pala ng ito ay may dahilan, marahil ayaw kunin ng panginoon ang buhay ko dahil nais niyang may tulungan akong mga tao. Natatandaan ko na simula bata pa ako hindi ako madamot magbigay sa iba kahit na konti na lang ang matira sa akin. Naalala ko na noong nasa daanan kami ng ate ko ang isang inumin na gusto ko ay ibinigay ko na lang sa isang batang namamalimos dahil alam kong nagugutom na ito at gusto niya ang inumin na hawak ko. Doon ko din napagtanto na may mga tao na nagmahal sa akin kahit hindi ako guwapo at may mga kaibigan akong tinanggap ako at nililibre ako sa tuwing walang wala ako.
Gusto kong magpasalamat kay @Maemaee dahil sa iyo napagtanto ko na may silbi pala ang buhay ko. Ipinapangako ko na gagawa kami ng paraan para tulungan kang mabawasan ang mga utang at bayarin na meron ka. Wag mong isipin na tinulungan kita dahil ang totoo ikaw ang tumulong sa akin para masagot lahat ng katanungan na ikinimkim ko sa matagal na panahon. Sobrang salamat, grabe naiiyak ako habang isinusulat ito, hindi ito iyak ng kalungkutan kundi iyak ng kaligayahan. Sa mga nagbasa nito maraming salamat at pinaglaanan niyo ng oras na basahin ang mga hinaing ko. Sana magsilbi itong inspirasyon sa inyo na kahit gaano kahirap ang buhay, merong dahilan ang lahat. Maraming Salamat.
Don't Read
I don't know but I learned this method of writing from one of my friend in which some authors are using reverse psychology to attract people to read their stories. Its because of curiosity, due to curiosity they can't stop themselves looking or trying the things that is prohibited. For example, there was a post on the internet saying that do not click this website it can harm your computers.
Since people are very curious they can't stop themselves looking for it and they don't want to believe until they can see it. They are deciding between the choice if the website contains virus or not. Sometimes people regrets what they've done if they experience trouble due to their curiosity.
That is not my topic im just showing how the reverse psychology works on many people. My true article pointing out about my mobile games which is mobile legends and how it affects my life.
Since I was in province, I'm very interested in video games, I can remember that one of my classmates had PSP and he was playing Pokémon. I watched him while he was playing and it makes me interested about video games. I can remembered that I saved some of my money so that I can play a video game at Lawigan (a place in our province). Everytime my Lola brought me to Lawigan to buy some goods. Im always asking her permission to play in Video game Station.
Everytime I play there I just need peso coins to insert so that the game will run and when the timer stops the game will pause and pop up to screen to insert coins again. I'm having fun while playing video game. My favorite game was Mortal Combat in which I need to move the controller and click the buttons will certain skills.
When we lived here on Manila, I'm very curious about computer games. When I was on my 6th grade, everytime the class end and its time for students to go home. I changed my uniforms then eat lunch. After that I locked the house then go to computer shop, not to play but to watch other kids playing computers.
I cannot play on computer because I don't know how to use it. As the days go by I learned how computer works and how to use keyboard and mouse. Sometimes I'm playing y8 on Google and I enjoyed it a lot especially fire boy and water girl.
When I reached 8th to 10th grade level, I learned to play computer games such as Crossfire, League of Legends and Counter Strike. I'm slightly addicted to those computer games to the point that I stole money from my sisters wallet but I believe that every kids experience that. It also drains my money since before and after the class I'm playing League of Legends. My sister always scolded me because I'm always at computer shop. There is also point that I'm not eating just to play at computer shop.
I stopped playing League of Legends when mobile legends was released on 2016, it makes me curious again about this game and I try to play it. Its less consuming on money since I load my number 50 pesos and it will expired 3 days. I'm also slightly addicted to Mobile legends to the point that I am playing overnight and sleep at 4 AM in the morning. Even though im playing mobile legends too much, I didn't forget to take care myself and eat.
There is also point that it makes me mad because my phone is very lag thsts why I press it too much that makes my screen broken. After that I cried too much and hoping that it will work again but it didn't. I have no phone for almost 3 months and I learned that life here on Manila is boring without gadgets.
Today I'm playing mobile legends but I can control my time to play. I'm too busy in school and earning money in websites and apps, especially here at read.cash and noise.cash.
If there's one thing I learned from all of my experience. Its not bad to try new things and play mobile games but everything must put under control. Health is more important than stars and points that can get in mobile legends. It also important that prioritize people around me and my studies since my future is slightly secured if I'm going to choose study first before playing mobile games.
Message to all gamers
It's not bad to play mobile, computer and online games since it can help us to escape from cruelty of life. Some of us are playing online games so that we can forget the problems we have and feel happiness temporarily but always remember that one is OK two is too much then three is poisonous. Limit ourselves from playing mobile, online and computer games since too much playing to it will affect our health and can cause problems to us.
Dennis Nilsen: Necrophile and Serial killer
On the 9th February of 1983 Detective Chief Inspector Peter J got a phone call about drain with what appeared human remains. According to Detective Peter J, they've found flesh and bones, those flesh examined by the pathologist and confirmed that it was human remains.
In April 1982 Carl Stata a 21 year old moved to a hostel in North London, one night he came in a gay pub in which Nelson already brutally murdered 13 men. While Carl is in the pub he met a man which sitted behind him and they were talk about their ex partners. According to statement of Carl, he is attracted to this man because he was so friendly to him.
After they talked they take into a taxi and went to an old house, Carl find the house had bad smell and it smells like an old age, but Dennis explain that they have dogs that why the smell is like an old age, Carl believes it, then they enter inside the house and drink alcohols while listening to music.
When he already drunk Dennis Nelsin help him to sleep in bed but he felt like he have been putted in a sleeping bag, when he was awake he realized that the sleeping bag is twisted around his neck, he saw Nilsen at his top and he presumpt that Nelsin is helping him but he found out that Nilsen is balling the sleeping bag tight and he became unconscious.
According to Carl he remember that he wake up in a cold water and Nilsen keep drowning him, he tried to pull out from water but Nilsen keeps drowning him, he's also weak and exhausted to fight Nilsen.
Nilsen brings the body of Carl into sofa, when the dog licked on face of Carl, Nilsen realize that Carl is still alive thats why he revives Carl with mouth to mouth resuscitation. After Carl revives, Nilsen explains to him that he was in shocked thats why Nilsen drowned him in the water. Then Nilsen invited Carl for a walk for 5 minutes but they've been walking almost an hour and Carl realized that Nelsin had intention to finish him off but he can't remember anything, he fell on the ground hopefully there's a man with a dog roaming around the forest. After that incident Nilsen brought Carl into train station then left him there.
After days Nelsin asked Carl to meet him but Carl didn't want to meet up again, he went to hospital to know what's happen to him. The doctor said that there's a person want to kill him based on mark on his neck. According to psychologist there are cases that those victims who had trauma can't remember the exact happen to them.
After few weeks Nilsen killed again but there's a man that survived from nightmare of Nilsen. Dennis Nilsen is a former Army Kirk and police in which he had a job in a office in which he met a lot of younger men and one of those is Martyn Hunter Craig, Martyn was convinced by Nilsen to treat the drink and Martyn find Nilsen as a good man since he makes a lot of jokes. After they drink they went back to Martyn house. On almost 2 years, the lust of Nilsen for killing didn't stop and he killed 11 men on that place. He buried those bodies in the garden then put it on fire, he also burned tires while burning the garden to disguise the smell of the decaying body.
Nilsen and Martin had a friendly relationship but Martin didn't know the dark secret of Nilsen even though they lived under one roof, until Martin decides to move in another place, thats why Nilsen burned those remaining bodies in the garden and clean all those traces. After they moved in another house, Nilsen got more victims, he had a problems in disposing his victims and those body parts are on his house. When Carl visited Nilsen, he smells like decaying body but when he trying to ask Nilsen, he just make laugh at him.
Nilsen was arrested because there's a phone call that Detective Carl received about a drain that contains human remains, when they've searched in house of Nilsen they've found out 3 decaying bodies hidden then bones hidden in cabinets. After they've arrested Nilsen and questioned him, he finally revealed his horrific murdering.
Just Sharing
Yesterday our grade 12 Adviser announced that diplomas is now available to get in school. Its sad to say that we don't graduate in an actual ceremony due to pandemic but they tried their best to give us what we deserve. Our diploma is what we need because we work hard for it for 6 years just to get it.
I'm still happy that I've finally finished my studies in senior high school and then graduated, I've received with honors and some achievements. Even though, were not in stage to accept our diplomas, im still grateful that they gave us a beautiful graduation. Maybe if there's no pandemic, me and my classmates will graduate with full of memories that will never forget.
Let's go back to topic, so after 6 months, our teacher announced that we need to get our diplomas in school, hopefully my house is near in school thats why its not easy for me to get there. After I've finished cooking at home, I've changed my clothes then went to school. When I'm on the entrance the guard stops me because I have no face shield thats why I returned home to get my face shield then got back to school.
I've encountered my crush together with her friend walking on my opposite direction, they noticed me but I ignored them and walk straightly hahah im a snobber. Then, I entered inside the school and I saw my classmates at the Gazebo, they welcomed me like im an artist haha, I don't know if they are all abnormal but they are the best classmates for me.
I sitted together with my close friends and talked many things. They didn't changed, as always my one friend always a joker then my another friend is still a playboy but our one friend is problematic because his younger brother had Tuberculosis, and his brother is currently treating inside their home. One time he ask helped for me, then I helped him with all I can. Now he said his younger brother is getting well and they are giving it proper treatment.
After we've talked, my other friends are approaching my other classmates which is girls hahah, they didn't change but im still on my seat and observing my classmates. I'm happy to saw them again after 11 months. I also talked with our adviser, and he kept advising us about our course and goals in life. He kept telling us that when we reach our goals, then don't stop there and make a new goal. He is very inspiring since he finished his masteral and now he is graduating in Doctorate. I hope I could achieve my goals too.
While I'm talking with my adviser, im still observing around my classmates then my eyes pointed out in direction of my crush, but I'm not looking at her and her close friends misunderstood it and they start teasing again thats why I looked away. Honestly, my crush is so cute and she's my friend, I belong to their circle of friends which all of them are girls, hey don't think over that im a chickboy, im just friendly.
Never mind let's go back to topic, so she was my crush since grade 11 but I didn't show any motives to her. I'm happy that I can sit behind her and sometimes I hold her hand hahaha. Until our classmates starts teasing both of us, everytime I'm reporting at the front they start to tease me and I can't focus on my report.
One time we're playing mobile legends together in outside of room, then my classmates teased us again thats why we separate apart but they didn't stop to tease us. I didn't do anything in room but they are creating an issue about it hayszz.
Maybe your asking, If you have crush on her? why don't you court her? The truth is I've also asked that question in myself, then there's a one answer. Its because I'm still inlove with my ex, If I'm going to court her, its not love because there's a woman already in my heart and I don't want to hurt any woman. I'm still waiting for the girl I loved most thats why I promised that in the meantime ill never find another woman to court.
Thanks for reading this content haha sorry if its about myself, maybe some of you find this content as nonsense because I'm not a good looking guy whose right for this girl but the important is I'm a good person and im not doing anything to harm others. I'm just a simple person whose waiting for someone to comeback.
THANK YOUUUUU!!!
When Death Fell in love to Life: Chapter 1
Prologue:
At the beginning of everything the creator made the universe balance and create spirits that will help him to manage his creations. Those spirits possess a form of a human, Life is the most favorite of the creator and she is considered as the daughter of the creator, on the other side God also created Death but he knew that Life and Death cannot take with each other due to their roles given to them by the creator, that's why the creator gave Death to his older brother which is Darkness.
In place of the Creator, Life grew and became a beautiful maiden, she loves to play with flowers in the garden and she also made things happy and alive. While on the other hand Death lived in the arms of Darkness, and he was trained, his role is to fetch the spirits of dead people and assist them to the afterlife.
One time Life asks consent from the creator if she could visit her friend animals and flowers up on the hill. She was very happy when she was allowed by the creator, she hugged him and immediately prepare to go on the hill, while on the way she happily sings a beautiful rhythm that makes trees and plants cherished her. She already reaches the top of the hill and sits down on the grasses.
On the other hand, Death was bored in his role that's why he escapes from his task and wander around, he didn't notice that he reach an unknown place and everything surrounds by a beautiful light. When he roaming his eyes he saw a creature moving at the top of the hill because of his curiosity he goes uphill and hide in the bushes so that he can't be noticed.
When he closely see the creature he felt something beating fast inside his chest, he touches it and feels pain, he accidentally trampled a branch of a tree that makes the creature look in his direction. He ran fast so that the creature can't see him and after he escaped he sighed deeply and went back home.
Death can't stop thinking about what he saw, and his curiosity is convincing him to see the beautiful creature again. On another day he secretly escapes from their house and went to the hill, he hopes that he could spot the beautiful girl again, then there's an unknown emotion he feels it's happiness.
Someone is pushing him to talk to this creature, when he gets close enough, the beautiful creature stared at him, but he shows that he won't have a bad intention that makes beautiful creatures talk to him.
After that, they become close to each other, that hill is the witness for the love developed between them, but it is a forbidden rule that the two of them should not meet because the balance in the world will distort. When Darkness knew that Death disobeyed the rule, he wants to sever the relationship of the two but Death wants to fight Darkness to defend Life.
This makes Darkness very angry and he reveals all the dark plan using Death, since the beginning Darkness envy the Creator due to its ability. The creator is the one who receives many things and can create anything, Darkness had a duty to create darkness as a contrast to the light, the world needs the light and dark so that everything will balance and if one of them will disappear, the world will imbalance and things will be in chaos.
When Death hears all the plan of Darkness, his ability starts to awaken, the sky starts to turn Dark and thunder is rumbling, Life felt scared when she saw how tremendous Death is when Dark attempts to attack Life. Death blocked Darkness and they start to fight, but Dark was so powerful that makes Death fell to the ground.
Darkness laughs loud and curses two of them that no matter how they love each other, they will never live eternally and the curse will follow them even in their reincarnation.
When Darkness attempts to stab Life using a sword, Death runs towards Life and blocks the sword, unfortunately, Death and Life both stab by the sword and they fell to the ground. They smile at each other and at the last time a tear fell from their eyes and promised each other that in the afterlife they will find each other and love again.
That time the Creator came and punish Darkness for its evilness and thrown him into the infinite dark dimension. The creator felt sadness and pity for the two of them, the creator makes the sky bright again as an opposed to Darkness curse, the creator also fulfill the wish of Death that the two of them will meet in the next life but the creator can't remove the curse because it was too powerful.
Chapter 1:
1st POV:
I awaken with strange dreams, a tears drop on my face. I don't know why I'm crying, I wipe my tears and wake up in bed. I prepare myself and go down so that I can take my breakfast. My mother greets me with a smile, asking why I'm acting strange then I tell her that I'm ok. Then I realize that today is my first year in college, I need to get ready because my class will start at 10 AM. We're here are the dining room, I'm with my mother since my father is busy handling the company. He's the president and the CEO of Alvarez Enterprise, it was founded by our Ancestors that's why it passes from generation to generation.
It means I'm the heir of this company that's why I choose a course that related to business, I also choose one of the most prestigious schools and I pass there because of my scholarship. After I take my breakfast, I prepare things that I need in the University.
I'm Davidson Alvarez, I'm 19 years old and I can tell that our family is one of the richest people in the world because of the surname that we have but I don't use that surname to become famous even though we live a wealthy life, I choose to become simple and live like a normal person. It's already 8:30 AM and I need to go since it's very hard to find a jeepney during weekdays. My mother told me to use my car but I refuse I still comfortable commuting and I don't want any attention from other students once they saw me riding a sports car.
I'm already inside the jeepney and it's on the way to University, I wear my headset then listen to music that's my hobby if I do nothing. Finally, the jeepney arrived at the highway, I need to walk a distance to reach the entrance of the university. When I reach the entrance my eyes can't believe what I see, this university is unbelievable, it has a large greenfield and in the middle, it has a large garden in which students can freely hang out there. I need also to walk to the side since there are lots of beautiful cars in the middle which rich students are inside. Many students are amazed by those cars but me, I'm just walking towards the information desk so that I can find my room.
I'm looking for my section when suddenly a girl was on my left looking also for her section but I didn't notice much of her because I'm busy also. After I knew my room, I locate it and I'm happy that there are few students are inside the room. I saw a vacant chair at the back then I choose to sit there since I want to enjoy the music without disturbance. After 15 minutes students are coming and some of them know each other. One student sits at my left then he starts to talk to me.
" Hello bro what's your name?"
At first, I was a bit worry because might he knew about my identity but as a good person, I tell him my name hoping he didn't recognize me.
"David, David Alvarez"
"Sounds familiar"
Then my heart starts to beat fast, if he recognizes me then it's the end of my simple life.
" Oh, I remember, you're the Valedictorian, btw congratulations!" the man said
I feel relieved, I thought he could recognize me but he just knew about my academic background.
"Yes? Are we in the same school?"
" Wow it's a coincidence that we met here, now I feel relieved that I can pass all the exam hahaha"
I don't know what this guy thinking but I don't want to share my answers with him. I just ignore him but he kept talking to me until he stops when a beautiful girl enters the room, I notice also that became silent in the room. I saw a girl approaching my direction, time became slow and my surroundings became white, there are no other people surrounds, she's the only one I can see, her dark hair, beautiful almond eyes, and such a cute face makes me look at her like there's no tomorrow. I came back to reality when the guy beside me touch my shoulder.
"Dude look at her she's so beautiful, I hope she had no boyfriend."
I glance again at that girl and I admit she's beautiful but I need to show that I'm not attracted to her that's why I wear my headset again and listen to music, she sat at my left chair next to me but I ignored it.
I feel bored but the class still not starting, I remember that I brought the novel that I didn't finish reading, that's why I get it to my bag and open the bookmark, while I'm reading I notice that the girl beside me was also reading a book since I'm very curious about books, I try to look for what she's reading then I saw something that makes me surprise.
*In mind*
"Despite your captivating beauty, there still a hidden chakra inside you"
I smile a little bit then the girl noticed that I glancing at her book that's why she immediately close it and feel ashamed. I don't want to confront her since it's not bad to read those types of books.
The professor finally arrives, everyone became quiet and listen to the professor. She instructed us to introduce ourselves, Here we go again, as usual during the first day, introducing ourselves is a must so that everyone will become familiar with each other. Those people in front start to introduce themselves, I can feel their nervous but some of the students are confident to introduce themselves. The time has come, our row is the last line that needs to introduce, a boy at the far seat starts to introduce himself.
" Hello guys I'm Zhawn Alcairo, I'm 19 and it's nice meeting you"
Then the next girl stands.
"Hi everyone I'm Samantha Loraine Benarde, I'm 18 then my hobbies are reading books, watching k-dramas and singing that's all thank you"
Then the next girl also stands with confidence.
"Hello everyone I'm Hannah Galanga, I'm 18 then my favorite hobbies are reading books, k- dramas and playing volleyball, it's nice to meet you all"
It's the moment of truth now, it's time to know the name of this girl. All of my classmates are looking at that girl waiting to introduce herself, I can feel her nervousness and pressure since all of my classmates are looking at her except for me, I'm busy reading my book but honestly, my ears are listening to what she will say. She stands slowly then introduces herself.
"He-Hello guys I'm Lhaine Delos Reyes, I'm 17 and my hobbies are reading novel books and collecting stuff related to BTS, nice to meet you all"
She sits fast and I notice on my male classmates that they are using their phones like they are searching for something. I know that they are searching for the FB name of this girl. Then it's time I need to introduce myself, I can see that my classmates are looking at me, I stand straight then deepen my voice, I introduce myself to them and after that, I sit, then the guy next to me will introduce itself, he made the whole class laugh because he brings a birth certificate just to show that he's saying right. I like this guy, he had a funny personality.
After all of us, introduce and our professor was also done introducing herself, the remaining time is spent chatting with others, making their stuff, and clicking cellphones. There are also boys which approach the cute girl asking her and inviting her for a date until my ears caught the attention of a girl which saying something to boys.
"Boys are always boys, if there's the beautiful girl they immediately approach it and get its attention but after the girl falls in love, they begin to hurt it and find another woman to fool."
After the boys hear the complaint of that girl they began to walk away and sit back in their chairs. Everything turns back to normal until the guy beside me answers that girl.
"Don't say that all boys are cheaters, there are still guys who are loyal to the girl they love, the truth is women are cheaters."
I can sense that the quarrel will form with these two people, the argument between these two will start when it was interrupted by a professor, the professor starts teasing them that makes them two hate each other. That's the start of everything, those two became the mortal enemy, and every time they meet each other they start to say something.
-End of Chapter 1
Sitio Kulyatan
This place can be located in the province of Iloilo, the municipality of San Joaquin. This place is my province in which I was born and raised. I can say that it is one of the most beautiful places in the world. There are lots of things that can discover in my province, high mountains, a wide-open sea and lots of trees. It has no malls, high building, and fast-food restaurants but I can assure you that there are beautiful things can be found in Sitio Kulyatan. Come with me and I'll your you on my Province.
Welcome to Sitio Kulyatan, this is the place where I was born as you can see there are corn crops, this is how people here lived every day. Planting crops like corn, rice, and other crops is the job of people in Sitio Kulyatan, it is peaceful and stress-free because there's no noise from the background just the sound of birds and animals around. This place is located in the middle part of the Mountain and sea that's why people here can get seafood like shrimp, fishes, and squids. If you like to swim it's easy to go to the sea because it's just a few meters away from the house.
This is our farm in Sitio Kulyatan, this is the land of my Lola and Nanay when I was a child, we always go to this place to get dried branches of woods and also we planting here trees and fruits like pineapple, Kalamansi, and other fruitful trees. This is the place where my ancestors lived, there's a ruined house located in this forest and a big tree of Mango. There are also high coconut trees and we're free to get the fruit.
See there are lots of coconut fruit and I got one to eat, it's almost 6 years since the last time I ate fresh coconut fruit and it makes me happy when I try one, I'm the one who picks up that fallen coconut fruit and we place it all together then they open it using the machete, it's so refreshing and delicious and after that, we pick up mangos and bring it home.
These are my siblings and my Lolo, he's the one who takes care of us because our parents are already dead, he must be old but he's so strong to feed carabaos on the farm and he also strong to carry heavy things that my Lolo do, I call him Papa. At the back, there are cousins and siblings, last time I saw them there are just cute kids but now they are already growing and some of them are teenagers and in high school. They are still nags because they always want to play with me and as a kind person, I participated in their activity and acting like a child.
This is my secret place in Kulyatan, when I was a child I always visited this place to watch the view and play, it's a downhill that's why I slide here with the use of trunks of coconut. Every time I feel lonely I'm always getting here just to make myself happy while watching the view of the sea and far mountains. After 7 years and I visited it again it has no changes, my favorite tree is still standing and the bushes are still there. I have lots of memories here, I hope I can visit here again and slide the downhill, it's ok if I get a bruise. The important is I enjoy sliding.
This is the tourist attraction in Sitio Kulyatan which called Kulyatan Marine Sanctuary, it was established in 2009 to preserve fishes, corals, and other sea creatures there, it is open for tourist who wants to visit this sanctuary. There's a cottage at the top of a big rock which is connected by a bamboo bridge, when I was a kid I'm so afraid to climb at the bridge because underneath the bridge is raging waves of water. Now other rocks have a cottage at the top and many tourists are visiting the sanctuary but there's a fee before you can enter, hopefully, we got free entrance when we enter the sanctuary and were free to take photos and videos. It's good to visit this sanctuary because it has an underground cave at the bottom in which it's very dark inside.
This is the school in Sinogbuhan in which I studied from kinder to Grade 5, I have a lot of experience at this school, and I can say that it has lots of improvements, it has two gymnasiums that students can freely use during break time. They've also built a garden of vegetables and they extended the rooms at the back, they have also a senior high school building, I've also wandered around and a little bit of change in houses. There are also computer shops and printing shops nearby the school, that's why students won't worry anymore. I hope we can go back there and visit other places that we miss a lot.
Philosophy: Questions about Myself
How would you characterize yourself?
At this stage of my life I am type of a person that go with the flow of life, wherever the life brings me I am ready to face those struggles that I need to surpass but sometimes I prefer to give up things especially when I don’t stand a chance to deal with it. I am also a shy type person I have low confidence level for the reason that I am not a good-looking person to gain the acceptance of others. In this modern world if you are not good looking it is difficult to get the acceptance of people, rather than if you have handsome or beautiful face, people with appreciate you and show you good things in life. Well, maybe someone will contradict my opinion but I believe there are many people who will agree to my perspective and I hope this kind of mindset will erase in this world. At this life there is one lesson that I learn from my teacher when I was in Senior High School, no matter how you are intelligent and brainy if your attitude is bad people may interact with you but they will stab you if you are not looking. That’s why if you are ugly, beautiful or handsome it is a gift given from God but your attitude matters and you need to show good attitude to others to develop relationship and have many friends.
What makes you stand out from the rest? What makes you special?
For me my ability that makes me stand out from others is singing if the rain starts to fall, it’s weird because in superstition if you sing while the rain fall it will make the rain heavy but I love to sing when there is rain and it makes my voice clear. Another special thing I have is to make a solution if I have problem, for example I encounter struggles while I’m studying, I have solutions formed in my mind and I will do it to address my problem but sometimes it makes the problem worst. Also, I know how to cook even if I’m boy, that not surprising because I’m the only one left in the house to cook lunch or dinner for us, if I’m not going to cook, we have no food to eat.
How has yourself transformed itself?
If there someone tells me a word of wisdom my perspective in life change and the way I behave in community also change. When I was on my childhood level I don’t know to much things in this world and playing is only in my mind but when I get older I realized that there is something I need to change in myself that’s why I left everything I know from my childhood and move on to reality of life. One thing affect myself is people surrounds me , whatever I see and know change my perspective. It makes me matured enough to understand everything and tells me to change the way I engage on my surroundings.
How is yourself connected to your body?
My mind dictates everything I need to do and my body will do an action. Every time I make decision my body will moved to do the thing chosen by my mind and it will make the decision work. For example, I feel hunger, my mind tells that I feel hunger that’s why my body moves to get or cook foods. Whether there is problem in our body our mind will tell us and it will give signals to the body and it will make an action.
What do you think will happen to yourself after you die?
In the story I’ve read it change my perspective that if the human die there is three parts of him that will divide, First is the body that will left on six feet under the ground and will turn into dust, second is the Soul that will go into purgatory to judge if they have sins, Last is the Spirit that will own by nature. At the beginning according to Bible, God created human from dust that’s why human will die and return into dust. Death is the thing we cannot control and we don’t handle our time that’s why as long as you lived treat your day as your last day on earth.
Among the philosophers that were discussed, who among them do you agree and disagree with? Explain you answer. Choose 2 philosophers and cite some similarities and differences in their definition of the "Self"
The concept of Rene Descartes and concept of Merlou-Ponty, I agree to concept of Merlou-Ponty because I believe that mind and body is connected, mind is responsible for decision making and the body will do action decided from mind. The similarities of these two philosophers is they focus on mind and body but for Rene Descartes mind and body is not connected and believes that mind is the seat of consciousness while Merlou-Ponty believes that they are connected and believes that thoughts emotions and experience are one.
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