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Tanghali na pala! Nag lunch naba Ang lahat? Ito boss Dito, pagkatapus maligo at Kumain di na nalabas Ng kwarto. Pinag bigyan ko nalang, later kukunin ko din. Happy Sunday everyone.. Later 6 pm pa ako sisimba.
@Nadeen
Joined 15 June 2020 · 132 posts
A loving mom of two boys
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0 KT · $10.07 received · 0 KT · $1.55 given
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Good night! What a long day. . Natapos din Ang napaka habang Araw, Sa haba Ng Araw, ayun di parin ako nakapag-laba hahaha. Good night. .lovies! Last episode na ako Nga Flower of evil, ano pa kayang iBang movie nitong Bidang lalaki Nuh? Gusto ko kasi Siya. Ingat kayo dyan, ako Rin Dito ☺️
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Maulan na Gabi ka noise. Grabi Isang buong Araw talaga Ang ulan, Ang ginaw ginaw, andami Kong labahin nakakatamad. Ingat tayong lahat Lalo na sa mga pauwi palang.
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A good evening ka noise. Ang madungis na to, walang tulog, walang kain, naka depende lang sa dede. Naku!!!! Butas na bulsa ko. Juskolord. Isang kilo na Yung eye bag niya 😁😁 Nanghingi na Naman, baka antok na to. Bye ka noise! Dinner na kayo.
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Ang makulit! Di Siya natulog, ito antok na antok na ako! Hingi ng hingi nang dede! Pangalawang Bess na di parin natulog. Sinong walang ginagawa dyan? Pas tingin Naman nitong bubwit oh, idlip lang ako saglit 🤪😁😁
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Hello, sino Dito may fund sa Gcash pa hiram Po 500 lang, di Kasi ako Maka puntang 7/11 eh, walang ma sakyan. Ibalik ko lang agad bukas. Salamat sa Maka help Po.🙏 Due ko Po Kasi sa home credit, di ko akalain masira Yung sasakyan Ngayon😭
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Good morning 🌞 Na pilay Ang buddy Namin, di tuloy makapamasada Ngayon, Wala nang pang gatas si bebe. Nanghingi din Siya nang rest day Kasi Araw Araw daw siyang nag ta-trabaho kawawa Naman SI Bajaj Maxima (bao-bao) Buti,marunong mag kumpuni tong Isang tao Dito, spare parts nalang Yung bibilhin, di na kailangan mag bayad nang labor. Kayo, Ano nang ganap dyan??
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Good night everyone! Kaka uwi lang galing sa Bahay nang uncle ko, may namamanhikan Kasi sa pinsan ko Kay nakikain kami 🤪😁😁 Ayun, napagod ako Kasi Ang kulit nang mga bubwit.
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Good morning Wednesday. Early blessings, thank you for the gift of life and the BCH😊 Still lying in bed with my kids. My partner cooked rice already, the dishes is done last night coz my mom went here. 😁😁 All I have to do later on is to prepare my son for school, his breakfast is always rice with milk, it is so easy to prepare, I think what is difficult for him is bathing because he doesn't like cold water, I need to make hot water for him to take a bath. After sending him to school which is a few steps away from our house that's the time I will cook for viand since my partner knows only to fry the egg. Oh no! It's raining outside. Take care always people
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Tears in heaven Hello people, how's your Tuesday? Me, early in the morning filled with so much joy because I received BCH from https://noise.app/Naidaz14 hehe plugging. I'm so amazed by the early blessing even if it is only small but for me happiness overload. My son didn't attend his class because he got a cough so I let him rest today, and me too I didn't do the rushing hour because we are always late to school coz he usually wakes up at 7 a.m so today we do it all the time. They start messing up again their toys, after doing that my youngest son demanded a bottle 🍼, he is 2 years old, and I gave him milk coz he is sleepy. While we are lying in the bedroom our neighbor plays their stereo and the song they play is TEARS IN HEAVEN. I felt sad, the loneliness and anguish were back, I remember my angel in heaven who passed 1 month ago 😥 🎵Would you know my name? If I saw you in heaven Would it be the same? If I saw you in heaven🎵 Maybe when we see each other again, he cannot remember me because we are not sharing each other for a longer period, we only meet 1 day in his existence, and the 1 day is not enough, though I carry him in my womb for nine months and the 1 day of carrying him in my arms is not enough. I don't have many memories with him to be treasure because he is gone so fast. 🎵I must be strong And carry on 'Cause I know I don't belong Here in heaven🎵 It is not yet my time to be with him, so I tried to stand and be strong and moved on for my family and for him not to worry about me, but deep inside my heart is a slice with a knife, it hurts. I cried inside the room, I burst my tears and I felt thanks to my neighbor for playing that song, I'll like to dream and hurt more until my heartaches end. 🎵Time can bring you down Time can bend your knees Time can break your heart Have you begging, please Begging, please Beyond the door There's peace, I'm sure And I know there'll be no more Tears in heaven🎵 When I think of him that endured pain, I only believe that maybe it is also good that he is gone so that no more pain he felt, but still, it is not acceptable on my part as a mother. As of this moment, I am shy to go out of the bedroom because my eyes are rosy and swollen. I need to cook viand for lunch. My son is still sleeping and didn't bother to listen to my sob. I don't like crying in the daytime because I have my duties and responsibilities but my eyes didn't cooperate, and I hate it, but at least after I cried some burden on my heart evaporated a little. That's life, we cannot predict when will we exist longer in our borrowed time on Earth. Moved on, moved on. Ps: image from Google Hello I my friend R😁
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Napa aga Ang tulog nang bubwit, napagod kakasunod sakin, di gagala pag di ako Kasama. Nanghingi Ng dede alas dies pinagbigyan ko nalang Yung pala, inaantik na. . buti Naman maaga akong nakasaing. Hehe, ano Na Naman kaya ulamin Ngayon? Kakapagod din mag isip nang luluto-in lalong Lalo na Ang ipambili.😢
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Busy yata SI rusty Nuh? Di na cya na dalaw sakin, Meron Kasi akong dalaw hahaha Ingat kayo palagi sa may mga pasok!
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Di pumasok estudyante ko Kasi inubo, Dito lang kami sa loob nang kwarto. Bata talaga, ang saya Nya pag pinapayagan umabsent, di sana ako papayag kaso baka makahawa sa mga classmates. Pahinga din sa paghatid at pag sundo ko sa kanya. Ang lamig nang panahon, parang uulan na Naman, Ang tamad maglaba. Ang sarap sana maglaro Ng Bingo, kaso Wala akong puhunan hehe. Basa basa nalang ako Ng mga content Ngayon Ingat sa may mga pasok! January pa Ang balik ko sa work, on leave Kasi ako Ng 3 months.
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What a good vibes morning, Yesterday I received a notification saying "someone wants to send me a donation, I need to set up my address daw, so. Ayon. I recovered my coins.ph for my BCH address. When I woke up, the amount had come. Even if it is small, however, 1000 came from 1 right? It's made my Tuesday! Have a good day.🎈
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A Monday Rainy day! I like rain coz I can relax by not shouting and finding my kids. But, look. I already cleaned that area and put the toys in the box but what happens, they are messy again. We mothers are the cleaner and they are the boss. A positive side of this is, at least they are off their eyes on gadgets and television. Bye-bye, I will cook for dinner Nah.❤
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Bingo Plus(review) There is a lot of gamble in the Philippines including online bingo, poker, and many more. In gambling, you can make yourself relaxed, excitement and if you are lucky you can win big and major prizes. Also, you need to have capital once you play betting because you cannot proceed if you won't throw money also, and that's our major problem. We need to have a money to cash in so that we can buy cards, and through that cards it might change your life if you bet the jackpot. Here in the Philippines, we have a trending game, the BINGO PLUS. There are many ways to cash in, the easiest way is through Gcash because they have access to that game, another one is through your bank and also pay Maya, but Gcash is more convenient for me. Bingo Plus is legit and it is licensed by pagcor. Sometimes it appears on Facebook and when you open your Gcash application. In your play store just download Bingo Plus and register, and boom you can start to cash in. Once you hit the jackpot in 44 balls or less and you fill your cards, it's your lucky day. You are one of the millionaires. There is a Bingo rush also, in 26 balls or less you can hit the jackpot, I like bingo rush rather than bingo because you can buy the cards in 1peso while on bingo you can spend 10 pesos on one card. It is heart-pumping while playing this game because maybe you are the next winner, many people win the game and I'm aiming to be one of them, but how? I don't have the capital for it he. This is my stress reliever. But I only play when I have extra money. We have a neighbor that is addicted to playing this betting, He finds ways just to play, and he is obsessed, sometimes he won a small amount but lost a big time. He garments his things like a welding machine, motorcycle, etc. just to play the game, also he is addicted to many gambles like cock fighting and more. In gambling like this, we should be responsible for ourselves, although it is so tempting that we spend more because it might be our lucky day but we must control the urge for we are the one who suffers in the end. No one will pay for our debts except us, and if it enters our system, it so hard to recover. So, be aware. But, to those who have lucky hands or are born with luck, try to play this one, promise you will enjoy it at the same time you can win. I wish I have a lucky charm too so that I can easily win like this, but of course, we cannot rely on our fate and future for easy money, we need to strive hard to fulfill our dreams, and we need to exert effort, sweat and even a dried fish viand just to achieve our goals. Ps: just so you know Ps2: image from Google. Bye bye 👋
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Hello good evening to all Follow nyo Naman ako plss🙏 https://noise.app/Naidaz14
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Sunday's best Their bonding every Sunday They portray a strong family ties even life is tough and hard, they didn't bother as long as they are happy. 3 times a day of eat is enough for them, They are only after for blessings and not for hatred and negativity. They are my in-laws. Good vibes and positive people.
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Hello there I just want to plug my content in read.cash Care to view please, thank you. https://read.cash/@Nadeen/online-loan-shark-c4f02f9d
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Thank you so much @bmjc98 for the invitation I'm new here, please be good to me people hehe joke✌️
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Online loan Shark Am I the only one who suffer struggles in money now a days? Am I this suffering for finding money to buy the necessities and for the bills? Well if so? All I can say to you is, (SANA ALL). There are lots of advertisement in Facebook about this (OLA) online loan application, so tempting but when you try to Google their reviews and watching it in YouTube, nah! It's so scary to engage it. Here's some facts: Just download their application from your Google app or play store and then start to fill up some information of yourself. It's an easy to borrow from them, its like going to the bathroom to pee, like 5 minutes and around 10 minutes in approval. Upon filling your information they ask your Co-makers number Incase of emergency when they cannot contact you like 3 to 4 contact numbers they ask. They need your identity like valid I.d front and back to upload and then your facial recognition. Once you've done all of those, automatically they're going to disburse the money that they want you to borrow. In your first time of borrowing, some of them granting you 3,000 but upon disbursing they only send you 1,800 because they have a processing fee of like 1,200 and mind you, their time frame of your loan is only 7 days, and that 7 days you need to pay 3,340 something like that. Person with no choice of course they grab it just to solve the dues. But what happened when you past due to your loan, because as you can see in the period of 7 days you need to return the 3,000 with interest. They start contacting all of your contact numbers, and bashing you that you are a thief that run away Thier money, when in fact they only asking for a 3 or 4 contact numbers in you, but how come they access all of your contacts. It's so embarrassing in the part of the borrower, they don't have consideration. In the YouTube, some attorney says that they are violating the humans right which is true because they expose you to public, and Thier interest cost a lot. I have a friend experiencing all of these and in her part she was depressed and almost end her life, good thing we are always there comforting her and encouraging not to surrender that everything will be back to normal soon. Lesson: do not engage to this kind of easy money because they will bury you to mud. Ps: just so you know. PS2: image from google Thank you for reading
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Only God Knows Please forgive me for my bad thoughts. I cannot almost handle the pain, I'm broken, and it hurts deep inside. I sometimes think of doing bad things to end everything when my anxiety attack, I'm feeling like I carry the whole world, and I cannot control myself, and during the daytime, I thought everything is okay but when night comes the pain is digging. As of this moment, I can't sleep and it's morning already. I like to unwind outside but I don't have money to buy something, I'm emotionally pocket-empty inside, how painful it is. It's 1 month after my baby disappeared, but I still can't forget the pain, I sometimes think of what-ifs, but we cannot turn back time, so helpless of me. Sometimes I asked, why? Why did this happen to me, am I that very bad to surpass all kinds of pain? Am I that careless person to didn't see those coming tragedies? Am I this stupid woman not prepared for misfortunes? Hays😥 so heavy heart, I sometimes think of running away from everything and putting myself in the hard heavy rain and swaying with the storm and pouring out my bursts so that nothing or no one didn't notice my hurts and not judge me with their two dirty eyes and mind. But I cannot do that because it's cold and I can't dealt with it. So painful that I want to travel all alone far away from everyone but I can't because I don't know how to drive and I don't have wheels, and the fare is expensive. So hurt that I want to eat fully in stomach just to divert my emotions in a restaurant but I am in an rural area and the restaurant is far away and i don't have budget for it. I'm knocking in your kind hearted heart to support me in my little wishes, joke✌️ I know God knows everything, every pain, every struggle, every rocky roads that we walk, every slippery roadside that we run, every battle that we fight and every hardship we encountered. I know God did not give us problems without thinking that we cannot surpass all of those. He is challenging us through problem so that our faith in him will remain. He's there always, watching and guiding us. He's there walking and holding our hands to fight. He's there to fulfill his promise and not living us in a longer period of pain. He's there giving hope, courage, and love. He's there through his disciples in the face of people around us that extending their hands to help. He's there... Just trust the process and not to surrender. I'm sorry for all the mistakes that I commit, for not following the right path, for dis obeying your will, for doing bad to anyone and for challenging others without thinking that it is not good. I know, that you know everything inside in me. I know, that he knows Ps: Here I am again, sharing my pain Only God Knows
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I miss you so much my little Angel💔💔 It's been two weeks since I gave birth to you, you help me push through inside in my tummy so that we became safe throughout the laboring period, how happy we were when I hear you cry upon seeing the outside world, and papa is smiling when we went outside that door safe and sound, all the hardness, sweat, and nervousness fade away when I made skin to skin to you my love, but, you easily leaving me 24 hours upon seeing you 💔😢 hays, I can still remember that sweet little eyes, the eye to eye contact we made during our skin to skin. It's so hard to forget you baby.😭 I regret all the what if's in my mind. How painful it is, every night I cried, I longed for babysitting with you, I missed you so much every day and every night. No one will understand the mother's feelings. During day time I can hide my feeling and I can forget the pain, but when the evening comes and when I'm alone, I feel insane, the pain is unbearable. Oh, God! Please heal me past all this pain. I know that God has a purpose for everything, but I can't understand the process, I'm so sorry. I ask God, the 1 day is not enough to be with my little angel baby, but why. I regret not kissing him because I'm so tired from my laboring and my body needs rest, when I woke up, his gone. His leaving me instantly without feeding at my breast, it's so heartbreaking. I carried you in my womb for nine months, we have check-ups every month to make sure that we are healthy and safe, I didn't know the real reason for everything, if I have lapses please forgive me, baby. I am confident because I thought you were like your two older brothers who were strong and wild, I realized later that you are different from them, I'm so sorry for not taking care of you that much, but I know that you know how much I love you. Last month I updated in here my pregnancy journey, and I thought of sharing here again after delivery, but sad to say, I want to share it here now just to divert my time from thinking about him. He is so sweet that he never let me feel the pain long. He is so adorable that all the pain I felt is fade away upon seeing him. I love you with all my heart and I will never forget you baby LEONIDAS. Until we meet again baby. Would you still recognize me when that time comes? 😭 would you still call me mom when we see each other again? I wish to, cause when that times happen, I will hug and kiss you very tight. Please guard and protect your two big brothers baby, and please help me and papa in our daily lives to take care of your two siblings, please don't get jealous of them and I know you won't cause you are so purely hearted baby I know. I love you and I missed you so dearly. Ps. Thank you for this platform I share and I can burst out tears.
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My Pregnancy journey Hello everyone, it's been how many months that I am not active here again, but still, my account didn't get banned, how friendly this read. cash platform it could be. Greetings to all of us whose experiencing different kinds of hardness, sadness, heartaches, and all difficulties in life we are facing right now, there's a Father from above watching us, Fighting! Lately, my body is not fine it's my eighth month of being pregnant with my third son, 35th weeks to be exact, and it's not yet his laboring time but every night when going to sleep the pain is not bearable, it seems that his about to coming out. One day when I experience again the pain, I got a little blood spotting. All I do is laying the whole day and my feeling is back to normal, he is so active inside my womb, he's kicking and boxing and everything, and every time he moves I'm not comfortable and it's pain. It's different from my 2 sons, my 1st born I don't like eating so, my tummy is not so big. In my 2nd son, eating is my favorite routine so, my tummy is big and I weighted a lot too, and also my feet got big like an elephant, but now I am also an eater but I'm not got chubby but my tummy is so big, sometimes I cannot out from bed if without the help of my husband coz it's so heavy, but the good one is my feet didn't get huge because every morning before taking or eating anything, I drink coconut water fresh from the coconut tree, so maybe the salt in my body washed out. Although I'm praying for a baby girl and have not yet been answered, I'm still happy and excited to see my new coming baby, maybe there's a big plan not yet to come for me. I'm still praying and hoping, or maybe if it's not for me then I am willing to accept it too, 3 or 4 children is enough for me, if the baby girl is not on the list then his will is accepted. My prayer and wish at this moment are that the Almighty from above bless me with smooth and easy labor, that my baby and I are safe during my laboring time because money now a day is hard to find and I am also thankful for this another blessing that coming. It's me Nadeen.
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My first withdrawal from ASJ Binance to Gcash Hep hooray. Good morning to all of you dear loves, how's our day today, I hope we are all fine in facing the challenges in life every day. Be strong, you are not alone we are all the same. He is watching us all the way to guide and protect us, just chill and smile more often. Wednesday grind, I'm feeling dizzy and sleepy, here I am buried in the noisiness of my pupil, I don't have the energy to scold them, my energy is drained last night because of my trading sessions that got malfunction, the system is hanging but I manage to place an order to sell, and luckily I still got profit, but my teams didn't make it so, our leader ask for another signal and that falls around 11:30 pm, I felt so sleepy that moment but the eagerness to earn more is murmuring in my ears so I waited and boom I earned $21.38 for my 2 trades. They say greediness can bring you down but, I only go with the flow and grab the opportunity coz it only comes once in a while that luck is on your side. Anyway last Monday, I tried to withdraw a little amount from my profit to learn how to do it, hehe because in terms of this kind of stuff I'm slow like a turtle and I'm shy always asking for the guidance of our boss so, I watched it all by myself at YouTube and gotcha, even I encountered struggles I manage to cross the long bridge. From ASJ account to binance you need to wait for 24 hours to be transferred to your wallet, and then binance to cash, as easy as 1,2,3 but you know still I'm not a pro on it, it took me almost 30 minutes to have done successfully and tadaaaa. I have money to buy milk for my baby.😂 Since my husband doesn't have work because of fever, we are drained and the supposed to be funding for milk is diverted to his medicine. What a life, but still thankful because of this trading opportunity. I can say that we are not born to be unlucky, we have a lot of opportunities that come our way, all we have to do is take a risk and fight for our dreams, and our family. Because what we do today will be the preparation for what will happen to us in the future. So, Go fight and win. I have to take this moment to say thank you to my one and only sponsors left on my side, I know I have lapses of not being active and I'm sorry for that, and thank you for your kindness dear, hope you won't leave me haha. It's me again 🔻 Nadeen 🔻 blogging Thank you also Mr. R for visiting me, I appreciate it loves you😘
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My ASJ forex trading journey Are you a risk-taker? Can you put a fund for your losing or winning? But there's no losing in here every night it's winning. You are in the right place. I know many of us here experiencing scamming, but I tell you. It's legit and I'm beginning to like and appreciate the people behind it. But, you know since we are in the Philippines And forex trading is not legit in our country, some banks begging to close the trading door coz there are lots of people who don't deposit their incomes in the bank yet trading it because we all know that bank only profiting a small cents than in forex or crypto. I started funding to ASJ and trade it to Meta trader 5 last June 6, it's my 9th night of trading now and I already profited $65, in my capital of $139 I already earned almost half of my capital, every 10 pm there's a signal given by the big boss but it's only a secret coz the market is hot and we members are not afford to be burnt 😂😂 I only shared it to you guys coz we are all here finding and baiting dollars, and I trusted in you guys, this is not allowed to post in facebook, etc. I just wanted to share my happiness. The signal will only last until December coz they are migrating into cryptocurrency next year and maybe we are not allowed to go with them coz there's a quota given and it's worth a million $ 😢 all we have to do is to treasure and hug the opportunity until it last, so how about you, just comment down below if you want to bait dollars every night too. We have this supervisor who funds 50,000 PHP or $900+ he got a profit of $150-$290+ a week, it's a huge income, like OMG where can I find a 50,000 PHP to fund to asj so that I can bait also $200+ a week. Every night is winning, its color blue. In my 3 days of trading it's only 5 minutes range, but as days goes by until recently it 12 to 14 minutes duration, sometimes I forgot the duration coz I'm amazed by the candlestick ranging flying up high, but it's not advisable to forget coz if the system detected you that you are beyond the given time, they have the right to terminate your account easily so beware, what are you waiting for, just pm me. I'm so sorry for not being active here again,😢 school is near to end and we are again busy checking the forms and many other activities that come our way again, Hayes is so tired, but I'm excited every night because of my trading 💖, wanna join? Haha How are you in here my friends, I hope you guys babysitting in our jolly mansion called read. cash, hope you are all doing well and happy. It's me 🔻Nadeen🔻blogging. Mwah love you all.
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I got the first Runner-up hooray 🎉 *They say, work in silence without harming one another, and your hard work can be paid off, maybe not now but later*. Last April 26, 2022, our classroom evaluation was done, this is the flagship of our Superintendent in the Division that yearly the school in his Division must be evaluated to maintain the GOOD EDUCATION IN BEAUTIFUL SCHOOLS and Classrooms. In line with that of course we need to put our energy and the pocket must be ready for the said beautification, although some partners in schools like PTA and the Barangay also extend their help through in any kind it is not enough, still, the teacher is obliged to make their classroom nice in the eyes of the evaluators. After tabulating the scores, of course, there is some tool or scoring sheets that the evaluators look for, a month after the winners will be proclaimed and we had our party to congratulate the winners, the motif is the gown for ladies and a tuxedo for men, and this event just happens a while ago. Different bonggacious and shimmering glittering gowns for ladies and macho men teachers attended the said event, we started at exactly 2 p.m. and ended at 6 p.m it was held at one of the hotels in the next town since it can accommodate around 300 persons. The moment has come, the judging was categorized and I do not belong to the many since I am the combination teacher in our school, since we are only 6 personnel I handled the grade 3&4 pupil, it's a little bit tired everyday coz in my class there were 60 pupils in all, but of course, always accept the challenges that are one rule of a teacher. I GOT THE FIRST runner up place, Let's hooray, honestly, I didn't expect coz I'm the type of woman that doesn't like many decorations, I prefer simplicity, and that's one factor that I win the contest although it's not the winner I'm the second and I'm fine with it coz I didn't expect it, I had the ham away classroom, meaning it is spacious and not over decorated. Yes, thankful for the strength that God gave to me that season and the little girl in my tummy is cooperating also, she didn't complain even though I don't have sleep during that entire night a night before the evaluation. Truly, if you believe in yourself and do your best nothing is impossible. Thank you for reading guys, just sharing my happiness. The genuine sacrifices of a teacher were paid off with the certificates and plaque. It's me ∆, **Nadeen**∆
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Maybe it's anxiety, and it's killing me. As a mother, we need to make our patience longer just like the river coz if we don't have more patience in ourselves maybe we can create a decision that we might regret afterward. It's really hard to control our temper, coz a mother is also human, we felt exhausted plus the fact that we have work every day and our energy when we got home is empty and there's this stubborn kid who cried even though there is nothing happens to them. Hayes is so frustrating. Last Friday, after eating our dinner. I do the dishes coz my husband always does it and he lying down in bed with the kids, after a while the youngest approaches me that he wants to watch a video on his cellphone, so I never gave him what he wants coz I noticed that he almost watch like 3 hours straight and that's the beginning of his tantrums. Imagine he is 1 year and 10 months yet he throws his toys and opens the door and then walks out, but he didn't go far coz he's afraid of the dark but when we get him he doesn't want to go inside and cry a lot. I got angry like I can't control my mind, it was the first time that I cannot even calm myself, I pull him and bring to the bathroom to have a half bath, he continues crying and shouting and then he wants to full the faucet very hard like I'm also got wet this time, my husband rescuing us coz I almost explode. Maybe because I'm pregnant my energy got easily faded away and my patience was also down, I cried a lot after that incident coz if my husband doesn't rescue me, I almost choke the child, and my mind is closed, I leveled my stand to an attitude of a child which is not me coz in terms of encountering different attitudes of children I can say that I'm expert of it, but in handling my kids, I can't? It's so frustrating on my part he pushes me to my limit which unusually happens to me coz I can manage my temper, so I cried and pray for it and ask forgiveness and guidance to the Almighty father God to lighten my mind every time my child got his tantrums again coz it's a saddening part of a mother that we can hurt our children. Maybe this is what they called anxiety or depression, knowing that I am more of holding my temper and If I got angry I smiled to it and afterward it's fade but now, it's different. Every night I pray about my illness, I consider it sickness because it's not me anymore. Like there's someone in the back of my head who commands me to get angry also, I know it's only because of tiredness but I have my pleaded work also to attend to every day and this is our bread and butter. So, I hope and pray that it won't happen again coz I'm afraid of myself already. Thank you for reading my sentiments. It's me ∆***Nadeen***∆
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Our tatay(grandfather) got viral. Our tatay is an 88 years old man, he was born on April 30, 1934. He is a widower, he lost his wife way back in 2005, he is alone for 17 years now and he didn't think of remarrying again. He is devoted to his wife that he candles at the cemetery every Monday, it's a belief that the souls are outside every Monday so he wants to fill her soul with candles. At the age of 88 he got a catheter, he has a hole in his abdomen to make the hose inserted, and then his urine flows directly to his urinal bag. He has a prostate and his pee doesn't flow properly to his something, so they consulted his children that he wants to use a catheter but provided that he has a twice in a month check-up and changing for the hose of his catheter. It's a little bit of hassle and expense because the provincial hospital in our town is far from where we were living, but no choice coz that's the only hospital that provides free medication, and all you have to buy is the medicine outside. Last two days ago, my cousin Monalisa posted the handmade basket of our tatay to be sold because it is his past time, and he has lots of it already, it's his way of living, he is an independent man that if he thinks he still does it he won't ask for any help. This is his way of supporting his other needs coz he doesn't want to become a burden to his children. This post of my cousin got many likers, commenters, and sharers, some people ask for her Gcash number too, coz they want to give and share their blessings even an amount and because of that many extend their help to our grandfather. They are documenting their outreach because there are many people sending money to Gcash and they want them to know That their money is put in and not wasted. There are many people also asking and want to buy his basket in a bulk order but he's only the one doing it because we his grandchildren don't know how to do it coz it's not an easy handicraft. In his blessings, he collected 7 thousand Philippine money or $135 and groceries, which can supply him for 3 months and his every twice a monthly check-up with medicines. We are so grateful that even in the middle of a crisis there are still many people got sympathy with the poor ones. **PS**. If it is okay in here, I would like to plug my tatay. He is **CATALINO ORSAIZ MONSANTO he is from Sogod Cebu. His deceased parents were Francisco Monsanto and Fortunata Orsaiz.** Upon claiming his PSA at the Regional Cagayan de Oro City, he is negative. It states that he was not registered before and it required him to go to Cebu in the Local to file a late registration but he is not capable of traveling because of his age. I'm hoping that I got relatives here to help us with our little problem. Thank you in advance. **It's me ∆Nadeen∆ asking for a help for the sake of my grandfather.**
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Holiday is over May 16, 2022 Hello, we're back to normal duty, the two weeks of being rested because of election time are done, and I can't help myself to move fast coz I'm still stuck with a vacation period 😂 Hi, there friend, what's up? Thank you for the support and for staying in my room sponsor. May 17, 2022 Usual daily activities such as waking up early to take a bath, cooking, eating preparing for the things of my youngest son and left in his nanny, and me with my eldest son packing things and went to school, in the school, some usual scenarios like a pupil is very hyper like they won't talk slowly but need to shout every time, I want to scold them but, I realized that they are kids and it's a part of their growing so, go on what you like to do. May 18, 2022 The daily activities are in the cycle but today, after I finish lectures, in the afternoon I did my extracurricular job since I was tasked to do the making of liquidation of our MOOE so even our principal did not remind me ahead of time, I maximize my time since I still have free time now so that if he asks me about it I just hand him automatically the report. It's an eyesore looking at a laptop the whole day but I need to do it since my colleagues don't know how's the process of it. Tomorrow is Thursday and after that day, it's Friday. And Friday means a fly day hahaha. I'm excited about this coming Saturday coz I and my Friends open again another bundle of ukay-ukay or in English thrift clothes. We make it in a live selling, we can make income in it while having fun. Who wants to support our small business just mine your likes in the live selling so that you can help me to income more. Haha Making money today is hard, even though I have a monthly salary but it is not enough for my family that is why I still need to find more ways to make a little income in my small investment. Hope you understand my situation and support me in my small earnings. Next time I like to write here the diary of my thrift clothes (ukay-ukay) journey, we are motivated by one of our co-workers because her living shows ups coz of her ukay-ukay business, so why not we won't try also, it's only a matter of Kapal face in dealing with your clothes right? As a saying goes, in the Bisayan language. "Asa ka man ka mangita ug kwarta, sa lubot sa kabayo? Nga masipaan man ka." In English, where will you find money, on a horse's butt? That He can kick you out. Hehe Motivation came from within, some people only make us realize things and teach us but, it's our guts to proceed with what is the right thing to do, just open your eyes and look at the Brighter Side, stay positive, and down to earth that's all that matters. It's me ∆***Nadeen***∆ in my dear diary. Ps. Lead image copied from one of my reports in my study.