@Nadeen 25 October 2022

Tears in heaven Hello people, how's your Tuesday? Me, early in the morning filled with so much joy because I received BCH from https://noise.app/Naidaz14 hehe plugging. I'm so amazed by the early blessing even if it is only small but for me happiness overload. My son didn't attend his class because he got a cough so I let him rest today, and me too I didn't do the rushing hour because we are always late to school coz he usually wakes up at 7 a.m so today we do it all the time. They start messing up again their toys, after doing that my youngest son demanded a bottle 🍼, he is 2 years old, and I gave him milk coz he is sleepy. While we are lying in the bedroom our neighbor plays their stereo and the song they play is TEARS IN HEAVEN. I felt sad, the loneliness and anguish were back, I remember my angel in heaven who passed 1 month ago 😥 🎵Would you know my name? If I saw you in heaven Would it be the same? If I saw you in heaven🎵 Maybe when we see each other again, he cannot remember me because we are not sharing each other for a longer period, we only meet 1 day in his existence, and the 1 day is not enough, though I carry him in my womb for nine months and the 1 day of carrying him in my arms is not enough. I don't have many memories with him to be treasure because he is gone so fast. 🎵I must be strong And carry on 'Cause I know I don't belong Here in heaven🎵 It is not yet my time to be with him, so I tried to stand and be strong and moved on for my family and for him not to worry about me, but deep inside my heart is a slice with a knife, it hurts. I cried inside the room, I burst my tears and I felt thanks to my neighbor for playing that song, I'll like to dream and hurt more until my heartaches end. 🎵Time can bring you down Time can bend your knees Time can break your heart Have you begging, please Begging, please Beyond the door There's peace, I'm sure And I know there'll be no more Tears in heaven🎵 When I think of him that endured pain, I only believe that maybe it is also good that he is gone so that no more pain he felt, but still, it is not acceptable on my part as a mother. As of this moment, I am shy to go out of the bedroom because my eyes are rosy and swollen. I need to cook viand for lunch. My son is still sleeping and didn't bother to listen to my sob. I don't like crying in the daytime because I have my duties and responsibilities but my eyes didn't cooperate, and I hate it, but at least after I cried some burden on my heart evaporated a little. That's life, we cannot predict when will we exist longer in our borrowed time on Earth. Moved on, moved on. Ps: image from Google Hello I my friend R😁