Bygone opportunity *****"I'm nervous"***** hands are sweaty while looking at the glass wall at the waiting line... *****"What if I stutter?"***** overthinking and fidgeting at the seat, shaky hands and the rise of heartbeats... *****"What if I'll just embarrass myself"***** can't focus on the surrounding because of never ending what if and make up questions that clouded in one's mind... *****"what if-"***** I was cut of by my friend saying... *****"Oh enough with those what…
Who need it the most? The equilibrium that we requisite to offer the satisfaction and comfort for oneself is the concession or the apology that we must manifest in order to live in peace and tranquility of life, One must know how to apologize, say sorry and feel sorry for something we've done wrong, could be those people that we hurt, those we cause pain on their lives, or anything that is below the moral standards that we did that bring us shame on ourselves, an…
I wish there is a shortcut to where you are ***"In the blink of an eye, I never got to say goodbye"*** This libretto from the song that can be heard by now in this four corners of our place, this one hits me and now I'm longing for someone that I really missed and wishing that I could go back in time where I could spend my simple afternoon like this with her, having a random conversation and a cup of coffee with laughters echoing at this room... I missed her, I missed the…
Is goodbyes easier than forgiveness? In any facet of my life, forgiving scares me the most, it's like risking yourself again for chances that you are no longer sure of, those trust that will never be the same whole again, it's like satisfying a person to feel lighted on what they did, call me the worst person but I think I can't trust and forgive people who once done awful things to me, maybe saying goodbye is much better than forgiving. I admit that forgiving is one of my…
Different version of yourself for different people *Isn't it facade?* *Isn't it veracious?* *Isn't it real?* *But why does it seems so natural?* A notion that runs up onto my mind that suit an inquiry within myself, ***"Why does it I often feel like I'm a different me when it comes to different people? like there's this different version of me when I'm alone, there's this different version of me when I'm with my friends, there's this different version of me when I'm with my…
A letter from a stranger *Hi there fella, I know we don't know each other, and I think that's it's much better for us to stay this way , I mean it's comfortable to rant and tell our worries and problems to a random stranger isn't it? So make yourself comfortable, breathe in, breathe out, disentangle those grips that keeps on restraining those emotions and feelings,* *First of all, I want to ask how are you? Still trying? Tired? Left out? Fine? Or just existing?* *I can't…
Life present a lot of questioning A series of inquiries starts to pop up onto people's mind from the day they started to think and see the vast of miseries that this world has to show upon us, we tend to get curious and by that we started to seek for answers in every question, and in everything that seems like in needs for a wise and precise explanation to express and be understand by our own perceptions, Living every single day we started to questions stuffs that get us…
Life will continue to pass you by, so you should... *~~"You are not getting younger, you should find someone to get married with"~~* Oh screw this lines, it's your life to live, don't be so nanny on yourself, people will always have a say, and what's their problem if you aren't in any romantic relationship, you are you, romance is not always having a partner, or getting married, romance is everywhere and it's up to us on how we should deal with it, The title of this should…
Would she believe it? ***"I didn't see it coming"*** Surprise? I think a little bit, however, it's not what I'm expecting to witness, it's not the fruit that I'm waiting to be unfolded, it's not the path that I'm expecting her to walk through, it's not that I don't want to, I just didn't think of it that she would be who she is right now, I get this topic while scrolling on my tiktok app the time tbat I woke up and check on my phone and found myself watching videos cause I…
To the man I love the most A special day with my dearest love of my life, my king, my first ever man who holds my heart, my one and only father. Well I think of finding a song that I wanna dedicate to him, yeah like searching not making haha, I'm not writing a song anymore hahaha I wrote a song when I'm in my senior high school years but it's just a simple song of course my sister help me with that cause she also good on instruments but now I can't write a song anymore…
Teardown making this piece In secret she weeps, and in silence she cries, when the sun is set and darkness invades, where she's aware that there's no one watching, she erased the painted smiles and let the rain of tears stream down to her face, she goes up again and act like nothing is wrong, she smile but she's in pain, she showed up in a well being again, because even in secret she's broken, she act string because she's a mother... There's a lot of time where our mothers…
A blessing and a curse ***"I'm sorry, it's just that I only want us to be together always"*** ***"It's so selfish of me, but what can I do, I'm so in love with you and I will do everything and took over all the forces that will try to ruined us"*** *Tears dripping down on that face of my love, I'm in pain seeing my valuable solace crying because of me, I hate it, I feel like I failed us, this can't be, it's not supposed to end up like this...* **Flashback before the the…
Half bluffs, half meant ****Some says that those people who's wide awake between one to three am in dawn time, are the one who's either INLOVE**** ****or BROKEN,**** *I know someone back then in highschool, I met him at the program event in our school, I think that's acquaintance party that time, I'm alone at the back of the crowds, I hate crowded places yet students are keep on hovering just to watch a band perfoming at the mini stage our school has, my friends are also…
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