???? Ever been in a serious conflict between your dear ones and makes me just want to shut off all of them, badly wanted to finish this study and leave for good yet of course still also help them but never want to show my face to them, my existence is just a shallow of nothing but an empty soul. Writing my thoughts can ease my ranging anger towards them, can't help but to let those anger of mine turn into tears and just sleep at it all day long, it's been a long time since I…
I'm scared of... Human beings find their own fears and horrors very intimidating, it's consumes them to the point that they really feel agitated when they see it coming and much more if they dont see it coming they could feel surprised and startled and that's when they begun to panicked. `Okay before I continue this one, let me just flex my lovely sponsors, they such a great and kind souls, I'm always glad and grateful to them. Thank you so much my dears.` **Cockroach**…
My heart belongs to you *I'm still afraid to say what I feel about you, I care about you more than you know, but all I can do is to just stare at you at distance, loving you from a far, it's silly of me how I fell so hard to you even without thinking if you can catch me too, but as a fool of this kind of matter, even knowing that you will never love me back in a way that I want too, at the end of the day, I found myself waiting for the whole day for you and say the three…
A tour to my profound notion A sober thoughts of mine can't justify the vast of my mind that's forever be left unuttered, words that fits perfectly to my unspoken notion, I'm better of when I'm tipsy, I became honest to the point that I can talk solemnly on stuffs you've wanted to know about, but for what's for when I'm drunk on thoughts that started to envelope my empty self, now let's begun to expound those concepts and notion that overly circling through this mind of…
Assurance with a little bit conyo The great compelling force that can make us perceive pain at the same time can conceal us in a cloud nine, a safe haven and an overwhelming feeling, is defines as the term love. Love is such an enthralling and captivating feeling we gave to people that's so dear to us. Love is not about the attraction between men and women, yes as the church says men are bound to be with women, and vice versa, but as of todays modernity and the culture and…
To my 911 ***"I'm only one call away"*** that's what she always makes me want to percieve, the ambiance of her presence pacify my ranging soul of mine, she always assured that she's there whatever I'm signing myself in, if there's a trouble she's there willing to save me but most of the times we are really just together making troubles haha. She's my go to person when I need a shoulder to lean on, a human diary to tell my occurrences of my daily basis, the one I can tell my…
What will you do? *Time sprint so swiftly, as you didn't cognizance your surroundings started to adopt on changes, but you spot yourself remains at the very same point where you felt like the world leaves you neutral, everyone left you with nothing but the same pain at the past, and here you are still leaving at your past.* *You know the feeling when it feels like you really just living the same monotonous life you had? Like you really believed that you are moving forward…
D-Day: Ink for the future Wow the title screams like comeback of a kpop idol haha, okay kidding aside, voting is already happening, and it feels like yesterday I'm rooting for a person even I'm not on the age to vote, but now this is really happening, I'm a voters now, Sweats running through the forehead, the temperature as it's finest, the hot surroundings, the croded place, a lot of faces, a various supporters, citizen of this country are assembled, unite as one on this…
Desperately running away Spotting my desertion, finding escape from reality, from home, from them, dreadfully in need of some distraction for a while because this hysteria cause by this fluctuating acrimony and anger of mine started to envelope my whole existence, and words that shouldn't be heard is spitted out, and the guilt is hovering inside me but it never match the hatred I'm feeling in. Is it weird to do stuffs I did when I'm coping up with my anger towards everyone,…
Enchantress by choice Save by this riveting piece of prompt, got me so engrossed on scrutinizing the inquiries of options and the response to its, a day to adress my choices to this interesting options about beauty of a one kind. So gratified to eonnie @Eirolfeam2 for saving myself some topic to write today, I'm really in the midst of difficulties on thinking some topic to write about these past few days, so here I am. By the way I really enjoy answering this one thank you…
Allocate time for my Soulmate I couldn't help but to be grateful to God because how lucky I am that He let me adhere one person who really serves as sunshines on my storms, umbrella to my rains, jacket when it's cold, shield when I'm at my weak point, light to my darkest days, shoulder to lean on when no one's wants to. I'm in a cloud nine while writing this one, it's just feels so good to be with your favorite person, so he's sleeping while I'm writing this one this morning…
Begun to be crystal clear This voyage seems a little bit messy, sometimes it could be disheveled and chaotic yet somehow it is reasonable and adequate, life starts when you started to realized those stuffs that you found confusing when you we're such a naive back then, but now, bit by bit you started to realized and understands it, your why's started to be answered ans you go on with your expedition, those unclear matter started to be clear and concise. This is just some…
Tue-self check Crazy isn't it to find oneself staring at nowhere, feels like the void of your thoughts starting to envelope your poor resting soul, that even in a quite surrounding feels like suffocating, the fact that you find nothing but an empty inner self over-scrutinizing to something you aren't supposed to think of. Your worries started to build up and make you drown on speculating notion. Okay for today let's just have time to talk to ourselves, have our me time,…
Green neighboring of oneself Numerous people look for a positive compatibility of behavior that attracts them, most of the time they want those walking green flags that really makes them feel secure, safe and sound, when entering to relationship most of us are looking for healthy relationships so they choose those poses green flag that set the standard of a good quality of relationship. So I was just scrolling and looking to my IG stories when this one caught my attention,…
Fall out of love *"How dare you to just neglect me after all what we've gone through, after satisfying yourself you just decline me"* Hahahaha wait I'm laughing because of the intro gosh my mind haha. Okay serious na ulit haha. Ingesting foods that makes you feel the nostalgic vibes, not just because of the taste and smell of it, but the place, the time, the companion, and the set up where you first taste and like that food you have. A trip down to memory lane indeed they…
Pouring Nostalgia Let's vibe to the cold of nostalgic vibes brought by the oldies songs I listened on these rainy days. Just pure remorse and sentimental feelings when you lay down on your matress while the rain is pouring down and the speakers on while listening to great old songs that puts you through nostalgia on how much these songs gives you a lingers through your ears and ease your mind and just vibe and relax because there's nothing greater than to go back and listen…
SpongeBob to Squidward real quick The title howls adulting, that bawl changes, and transitions that we merely realized we are in that phase, we are in the scary yet most exciting and adventurous stage on this expedition that life has to offer to us. It's so fast that you just didn't realized it happened, back when we are such a little kiddo, we are highly looking up and looking forward to be like an adult, to be like our fathers, mothers, aunts, or whoever we are looking up…
Moronic moments in high school School sucks, yes it is, but it doesn't mean that I don't love going to school specially when that's the place where I met wondeful people and experience a lot of memorable and unforgettable moments of my life with the best unexpected people I ever met, High school life is the best years of my life. And school maybe boring but with those people we unexpectedly create bond with, boring turns to be an amazing moment in my life. Let's just answer…
START 1 /30: A Person I'm glad to have in my Life A simple gratitude within thirty days would not be enough, but here I am writing this random topics about thanking all the matters included in this piece of photograph I've just seen on internet, so this is a 30 days of gratitude, so expect me to update everyday hehez, I really don't have a topic to write so this is a huge help hehez so please enjoy. To the person I'm glad to have in my life, actually it's not just one but…
Cheers to a hundred (Read.Cash) After a billion years of waiting haha kidding I'm just a seven months old user here, not so great, yet not also a bad writer I guess? Hahaha well sometimes some written notion of mine has it's sense, good to read and be taken seriously yet often I just share whatever comes in this poor chaotic mind of this little sky here haha. Congrats self to reach a hundred subscribers haha, (so marami din pala ikaw napikot) kidding haha, I don't know why…
2/30: Something I find comfort in No one can withstand the amenity of accommodating something that we acquisition ourselves lost and drown to the comfort it offers. To have this specific stuffs that we do or we have that gives us the fellow feeling and contenment. I'm grateful to my "somethings" that I find myself comforted to its. Gonna flex first my lovely sponsors before going through this topic, thank you so much as always. Kindly please check them out people🤗 There's a…
Cactus or Pillow? You choose... There's this something that gained my attention while in the midst of comprehending some stories in wattpad, someone asked... *****what will you choose if you are torn between someone you loved or someone that loves you? (mahal ka or mahal mo?)***** This question makes me think, it's like choosing between hugging a pillow or a cactus haha. If my right self were to answer that one inquiry, I would just simply choose someone that loves me,…
3/30: My favorite part of the morning You wanna know my favorite part of the morning? It is when the rays of sunlight poured through my window and hits me in the face, a smell of a broad warm coffee started to lingers through my nostrils and the comfort that my clasic fluffy pillow that's so very comfy to cuddle, And wanna know what makes my favorite morning so special? It is when I wake up next to an ethereal person like you, a glimpse of smile will automatically showed up,…
4/30: My Favorite memory Commemorating of cognizant memories that so difficult to forget that became part of those evocation thoughts that makes you feel nostalgic, seems like going on a trip down to a memory lane became a habit of a person who is longing for golden days where they remember themselves in a situation where happiness and overwhelming feeling enveloped them. It feels so good to go back to memorable moments in life, memorues will always be a memories, people…
Let's be pinoy... R U one of us? Why nga ba ang pinoy are like this one kung mag answer ng question, even the tanong namn is properly asked and should be answerable by specific response. `Gonna flexed this beautiful people here in this block first before we go down to the topic. Kindly check them out they are great and kind people here.` Some tanongs are simple yet it makes me think why pinoy make sagot like these **Anong oras na? (WHAT TIME IS IT?)** -Pinoys would be…
5/30: An accomplishment I'm proud of There's a lot stuff I could considered as an achievement that I'm always be insolent and held head high that I, myself done such thing with flying colors. As for now I'm just grateful and proud to myself because here I am writing this one, sitting peacefully, and listening to some songs, here I am breathing, living, and staying alive. Just existing is an accomplishment for me that I'm always be proud of, I will always be grateful to God…
6/30: A hidden blessing in a difficult situation Unexpected blessing that obscure from something we wouldn't think would be a huge aid and succor that we will always been indebted and gratified to, a difficult situation that happened that we never thought we will survived because of the blessing that is concealed in a way that we never thought it was. God really has its own furtive way to hide his blessings, despite of the difficulties God has it's way to save and guide…
To be a thirdwheel... Tagging along to this two hearts that sweetly wrapping and having their own little world, and here I am looking like a boredom human being. It's raining cats and dogs, what a lovely cold morning to start a day, the weather seems like having its own way to join forces to what I'm feeling today, because here I am writing this one while looking up through a two lovey dovey haha. Gosh I'm always a thirdwheel haha I remember the last time I've done this is…
7/30: An opportunity I'm grateful for There's no fortuity of fruition if there's no tenacious courage possess by one being to open up for new doors. Life has a hundred or maybe billions of opportunities that will often unexpectedly come rushing to knock on your doors. We just need to be courageous enough to let it in, or let our self to step in and just go with the flow. As we all know this journey to this predicament life is such an adventurous and unexpected, this life has…
This too shall pass... but, In the midst of predicament of hazy voyage of one's life, one's mind started to get clouded with a lot of contemplating thoughts, a blizzard of never ending questions infiltrating one's poor head, and starts questioning their own existence, their own worth, themselves as a person. I hate to say this but life always has it's own way to gave people such a challenging headache and heartache that really wounded oneself and leaves an unforgettable…
8/30: My favorite song (& why) My soul feels like elongating through my body while the melody boost up that welcomed by my ears, the train of thoughts seems to aligned when the lyrics put me on a cloud nine, a blissful melody that gives ecstatic feeling, We all have a lot of favorite picks in music or songs, but we can't hide the fact that we have the most or the best picked and loved to all of them, maybe because there's something in that song that gives you an…
Roses are red, I'm going to bed Changes... there's this cognizance I notice recently, like it's been ages since I mirror my behavior and started to speculate again my own being, I've notice those smile that doesn't reached through my ears anymore those supposed to be a genuine became a facade,those eyes that doesn't glittered anymore, those eyes that brought me to a vast of unexplainable emotions that shows a lot but now just bland and unreadable, I've noticed and feel to…
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