@MicroReylatos 30 September 2022 more from that month

Up hill. I've had that feeling for a while now, things are getting very complicated for me financially, I'm trying to exist with 53 dollars or less per month, and I don't hesitate to tell you that worry and fear come to me. I feel that the current situation for about 2 years has not finished improving, it does not even out, and on the contrary, the scenario is becoming more and more filled with more and more obstacles. Difficult to remain optimistic in this way, especially when of those 53 dollars I spend $20 only to pay for the internet service, which is what allows me to have the connection to do the tasks that I dedicate myself to. I have 33 dollars left, of which I spend approximately $12 to pay for the rent, leaving $21 to pay for food for a whole month... and I spend $6 on food weekly, but the account only allows me to pay $5.25, having a deficit of $0.75 weekly that unless a miracle happens I don't know where they are going to come from. I see no way out, and I've been waiting for 2 years for everything to get better, I'm really worried. I try to bite the bill, but in truth I confess that it is very difficult to achieve it, and by the way in those accounts I lack the payment of the cell phone, netflix and also the electricity. I suppose I will be forced to do without watching netflix and videos, reducing my internet rate from $12 to $5, I would have $7 free but at the cost of not being able to watch a single video in the whole month, neither netflix nor anything. That means staying automated all day in front of the TV watching the repeated series that has already been happening #inter months ago. I understand that because of things like these situations, people flee Venezuela looking for other horizons, it sucks not being able to live with the minimum, and I'm talking about $53, which is nothing. The sad thing is that previously it was more money, there came a time when it generated $200 a month, but now with the decrease in cryptocurrencies that do not stop going down the drain, and do not stop going down and down, it is dragging me too. I am very afraid that I am going to disappear, I have to eat 2 kg of rice a week, with 2 kg of soy meat, that is my $6 for food, which is the only thing I can afford at the moment. In short, I just want these lines to be a witness of what I think, of what is happening to me, and of the difficulties I am going through, which for someone who is alone, without family, without relatives and without friends, is quite difficult, especially if you take into account that recently I have just overcome a fatal situation that kept me unable to walk for 3 months. I thought that going through that situation would be enough, but now the crypto world keeps getting worse, and I'm falling apart, earning just $4 a week or less than that... If I disappear you already know what the cause was, I died of starvation, for not having the mental clarity to be able to write and not being able to feed myself. I apologize to you for having to tell you these things, the truth is that I am not very fond of revealing these things here, but I consider that it is worse not to say anything. I just hope you're okay, and me am too.