I get motivated even more because of BCH
Looking at my Bitcoin Cash wallet in Coins.ph application in my phone keeps me motivated in achieving my goals in life. Am I the only one? Who gets very excited everytime my BCH coins are increasing because of my earnings from Noise.cash?.
If you are wondering why I didn't mention read.cash though I am already a user here 4 months ago is because I am not that active here in the past 3 months. I focused myself on posting different contents everyday on Noise.cash because I felt like read.cash was not for me coz I am poor at writing articles or even stories especially if it is in english language. But then, I just decided to break from this belief of mine, and realized that of course I will not be good at it if in the first place I'll just limit my self from the things I am not used to before. Actually I really love writing essays written in Tagalog at school and that made realize that I should also try and challenge my self to write articles but in English language though I am aware that read.cash accepts different language/dialects in making a story/post or article but I want to do it only for me to practice my writing in english as well. So I am very sorry if some of my words here were grammatically wrong, but trust me i'll give my very best for you to understand it and I am always open to learn and get criticized, it's part of learning 😊.
Going back to my main topic here, here's a screenshot of my total Bitcoin Cash in my wallet.
It's not that big but I am so proud of it that I was able to earn this by just posting that I've never experienced from using fb, twitter, Instagram or other social media platforms. At first I was so confused about cryptocurrencies but then I decided to enter into the crypto universe and being here was like roller coaster, literally the feelings of riding a roller coaster because of the ups and downs from the charts of each crypto.
As of now, 80 percent of my overall coins that I hodl right now is BCH 💚. I even encouraged my uncle to invest in crypto as well so that we can earn more money together and I did it! I created him an account on Coins.ph so that he can have his own crypto wallet on his phone.
Bitcoin Cash just literally changed the way I see things before and because of my goal for my BCH hodlings. I started to discipline myself to only buy those things that is really belong to my needs and set aside for a while those things that is not that much important for me.
Currently I have 0.16142168 equivalent to 4,684.84 in Philippine peso in my Coins.ph account. Here's a screenshot of it.
That's the value of my earnings for now while the value of BCH is currently at $606.74 or 29,283 in PHP.
Though my earnings was supposed to be more than that, not because that value of BCH decreased but because I need to withdrew some of them in these past months because I need to help my parents to pay our monthly bills here in our house that's why I am so grateful for Noise.cash for giving me the opportunity to earn and for the team who created these amazing platforms, they don't just helped not only me but as well as my parents and most importantly my future too as I considered my earnings as my long term investment.
I am more motivated in my life right now because of my BCH holdings. My goal for this is to make it grow until I reached 1 BCH or more than that and I promise my self that i'll work harder and give my best in everything to achieve these goals in my life. 😊
*If you're still reading until here, thankyou so much for spending some of your time in reading my article. I really appreciate it! <3*
My wish for now
You wanna know what's the thing I really really wanted to happen?
These past few days I feel exhausted and empty, i don't know seems like i just want to cry and break down for a while just to feel okay coz I know I've already cried for it. That's why everytime I'm in this situation I started to overthink a lot of things in my life.
I started to think all my problems seriously, that's why these past few days I just dont want to be around with people. I want to be alone and have some time to think all of them until I found a solution to them. That's why being alone means being imaginative all the time so sometimes I started to create fake scenarios in my mind and that is if I would found a gold lamp where there is a genie inside and after rubbing it, it comes out from the lamp and started to ask me a wish.
If I would given a chance to wish for a thing that would be granted as soon as possible, it'll be to get back on my study.
I just want to share it here without any intentions to the readers. I just want to use read cash as my diary of the day right now and to express my feelings. Yes, I really really want to study again. I am currently a stopped 2nd year college student and because of pandemic we lost our 6year old business and that made me stop for attending class for a while, this is the problem I am facing right now.
It's been a year and August are coming again. That's why I am giving my hundred best right now in finding for anything that will help me earn money. I would definitely share it here once I found them legit. No to scams 😁.
Have a great day ahead of you :) I believe everything will be okay. I will claim it now "I will study hard and I will make my parents proud of me again".
How my Artworks Helped me
I was only I think 7 years old when I started to have an interest with art specifically in sketching. Art has been my most favourite subject before when I was in elementary to junior high school.
Actually art really helped me in building my confidence because growing up shy and had no confidence at all was one of my biggest problem during my childhood. Because of these characteristics of mine it is so difficult for me to make friends at school that's why I always end up having 1 or 2 friends in a class each school year.
Everytime someone compliments me about my works, it really melts my heart and it just made me feel to also appreciate my own work, to be proud of it because I worked hard for it, that I should believe and have confidence with myself because as long as that there is someone who really believes and support you, you should believe on yourself too.
I remember back then when I was only on 8th grade, I was so addicted to Taylor Swift to the point that I started to sketch her face using my colored pens while singing her song Red and Love Story. My most favorite part of her face to draw is her eyes and her lips because during these era she always had that red lips either in her music videos or concerts and it just made love her even more because of her red lips.
I would like to show my Taylor Swift art here but unfortunately, my works of her that year has gone now :( if I could still have them till now it'll help me so I can see my progress in drawing each year up until now that I am already a college student.
Also, besides that art helped me in boosting my confidence, it also help me in expressing my thoughts and feelings by the means of paper and pencil.
But guys, I am not a pro, I am still learning that's why you might see some imperfections and mistakes with my works especially with my works few years ago😅.
I can only show you guys here these 2 art of mine coz I still can't find where is my other sketches because I have a lot of memory cards that I used to save my other arts before.
But I'll definitely update this article once I found those other sketches of mine.
As you can see here, one of my most favorite part to draw is eyes coz eyes tells everything it tells the feelings and thoughts that cannot be written or spoken. I am so grateful how art improved my confidence that's why here I am now sharing these works of mine to whoever reads this article :)
If I had some extra time I will update this article once again every time I finish another sketch of mine.
-👽 (mwah)
My 101st day with Noise.cash
I already published an article about my experiences in Noise.cash for about 2 months ago, so this would be my part II.
I've been to Noise.cash for 3 months and 12 days, I remember my very first earnings in Noise.cash is 9php or about $0.10 and I was really happy for it, after been scammed (not in money but they wasted my time and effort) by different websites finally I found the one 😁.
After a few days I started to notice that my earnings are increasing day by day, I really can't believe it I am finally earning yay!
I witnessed the every single updates of noise.cash after weeks of using it. And through this updates it teaches me that one thing.. and that is I should never ever give up easily. When Noise.cash started to implement the eligible and not eligible update to lessen the spammers who's using the website too, I felt so sad after checking my account that I was not eligible to receive FreeTips, until my FT were not refilling anymore though I can still earn from the tips that was given to me from my posts I just become immature that time so my hope is getting smaller and smaller every single day of not being eligible, but then I just realized "Why would I give up? Noise Cash helped me a lot, there is no way for me to give up!". I am not a spammer I must help the site to remove those people instead.
Then after a day Noise Cash posted that they will get back everything to what it is before they also explained that it other accounts might given a wrong rating since there is no such thing that was perfect. I am so happy Noise cash never left me and starting that day I changed my posts, I started to produce my original contents of mine and I am doing that until now 😊. Imagine from $0.10 to $4 earnings a day, that was very a huge increase! Until now I can't believe that I am earning that huge amount by just sharing my thoughts everyday to Noise.cash <3.
I also started to share noise on my other social media accounts so that I could also help others to earn like me and for them to be aware at the same time of Noise.Cash, Read.Cash and lastly of course Bitcoin Cash. So far I encouraged my 2 classmates before and 1 friend from facebook.😊
I am so grateful that I met Noise.cash, I will forever grateful✨.
Pepsi Paloma Case (Tagalog)
Isa ang kaso na ito sa pinaka naging kontrobersyal noong 80's na hanggang ngayon ay nananatili parin na kwestyunable dahil sa mga butas ng kaso na ito.
Delia Dueña Smith o kilala sa pangalang Pepsi Paloma, isang filipino-american dancer or mananayaw, isa ring kilalang aktres noong 80's. Isa sya sa miyembro ng sikat na Softdrink Beauties na ipinakilala sa masa noong 1980's. Ipinanganak siya noong March 11,1966 at namatay noong May 31, 1985 sa kadahilanan ng pagpapakamatay sa pamamagitan ng pagbibigti.
Tara't ikekwento ko sa iyo ang mga pangyayari bago siya natagpuang patay.
Sa edad na 14 anyos, si Pepsi Paloma ay lumalabas na sa mga pelikula, karamihan sa kanyang mga proyekto ay mga daring o seksi hanggang sa naging miyembro siya ng tinatawag noong Softdrink Beauties noong 1980's na kinabibilangan din ng dalawang teen stars noon na sina Sarsi Emmanuelle at Coca Nicolas.
Noong 1982, napabilang si Pepsi sa isang comedy show na kung saan makakasama nya ang mga kilalang komedyante noon na sina Vic Sotto, Joey De Leon at Ricardo Reyes.
Matapos umano ang taping nila, kasama ni Pepsi ang isang aktres na si Guada Guarin nang di umanoy pinatikim sila ng mga ito ng droga sa isang bar noon at pagkatapos ay dinala sila sa isang silid sa Sulo Hotel na matatagpuan sa Quezon City. At doon na nangyari mga alegasyon sa tatlong komedyante sa panghahalay umano sa aktres.
Matapos umano ang pangyayaring ito, ipinaalam ni Pepsi ang malagim na nangyari sa kanya sa kanyang ina, Inireport ito ng kanyang ina sa pulisya na sya namang pagsabog ng isyu na ito sa masa at naging laman ng headlines.
Nanghingi ng tulong umano noon si Pepsi sa Defense Secretary na si Juan Ponce Enrile na sya namang nirekomenda nito kay Rene Cayetano upang ipagpatuloy ang kaso laban sa tatlo. Ngunit sa parehong taon inaya umano ni Vic Sotto o ni Tito Sotto na makipag usap ng pribado kay Pepsi upang maayos umano ang problema na sya namang pinaunlakan ni Pepsi. Ngunit nang makarating sila sa lugar tinutukan umano sya ng baril ni Tito Sotto para pirmahan ang isang sulat na magpapawalang sala sa tatlo, dahil sa ayaw umano itong pirmahan ni Pepsi ang kanyang ina nalang ang pumirma rito sa takot na may mangyaring masama sa kanila.
Habang inilalakad noon ang kaso itinatanggi lamang ito ng tatlong naaakusahan at sinabing "gimik" lamang ang mga ito.
Ito ang ilan sa pahayag nila,
"The story looked sensational, no wonder the press picked it up". - Tito Sotto.
Dagdag naman ni Joey De Leon,"The press should stop writing about the story...".
Matapos ang ilang buwan naglabas ng Public Apology ang tatlo.
"We... ask you to find in your heart to pardon us for the wrong which we have done against you".
Noong May 1985, natangpuang patay si Pepsi Paloma sa kanyang silid sa apartment na kanyang tinutuluyan. Labing siyam na taon lamang sya nang mapagdesisyunan nyang ibigti ang kanyang sarili sa loob ng kanyang kabinet.
Ngunit nakita ng mga pulisya na maaaring mayroon itong foul play, dahil sa mga nakitang sulat umano ng aktres bago ito magpatiwakal. Ang diary umano nyang naglalaman ng kanyang relasyon sa kanyang ina at kasintahan ngunit hindi ito kinikilalang buo na kung sa kanyang sulat kamay ang mga ito.
Kinikilala ng mga pulisya na isa ang rape case umano ni Pepsi sa dahilan ng pagpapatiwakal nito.
"This is a crazy planets". -Pepsi Paloma
Ang mga nabasa nyo ang pinagtagpi tagpi ko lamang sa mga artikulo ring mga nabasa ko. At hindi mairerekunsiderang 100% na katotohanan.
Past life
I always dream of chasing by someone who wants to kill me.
As I remember I was wearing a long black cloth that time, I am wearing a veil in my head, then I realize that time I was a nun.
This is what I am wearing that time.
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I was in a place like church (outside the church) the ground is made up of brick and I am with other nuns but I can't remember their faces anymore.
Then suddenly some gunned mens arrived with canyons and everythings becomes in slow motion, all of a sudden we're all running, running to save our lives, shouting because of fear. I remember it was happened at night as I saw the moon before this gunned men arrived.
How can the moon looks so beautiful that night while all of us are dying..
I witnessed others death in front of me, falling debris, explosions from their canyons that destroys everything, despite of my fear I didn't stop running hoping to save my own life then I noticed someone is chasing me. He has a gun. It's really difficult to run since I am wearing a nun's habit and it's too long for me. I was so scared and crying that time but I never stop running until everything in my vision seems to become blurry before it turns into black and that was the time when my eyes opened unintentionally.
It was just a dream. But my heart is beating so fast like it happened in real life.
On that morning I read someone's post about reincarnations the author says there that our most dreamed things are related to our past life. The author said, if you always dream of the same scenario for a long period of time it means , that scenario really happened to you before.
Although I am not really convinced of past life thingy but it is still interesting since I can compare it with my own experiences in my dreams because it always make wonder cuz I dreamed of this for so many times.
Does someone really wants to kill me before? does it really happen that I am running, full of fear and trying to escape from someone?
Then I dont want it to happen for me this time. I love horror movies but I never wanted to experience it in real life.
Panalangin
As I remember I wrote this poem when I was 14 years old , I just want to share it here.
**Panalangin**
*Sa mundong itong puno ng panganib,*
*Kasamaan at kadiliman ang naghahari,*
*Tila para tayong nasa isang yungib,*
*Dating mundong tahimik ngayo'y hindi na nanatili,*
*Mga problema na sya'ng atin laging taglay,*
*Kasuklaman na s'yang nananaig satin sa materyal na bagay,*
*Bakit hindi natin alisin sa sarili at sa kanya'y magpugay,*
*Kahit sa sandali tayo'y magbulay bulay,*
*Di maikukubli, tao ri'y nagkakasala,*
*Patawad sa lahat ng aming nagawa,*
*Ikaw ang aming ilaw sa kadiliman,*
*Nawa'y wag mo pong ipagkait sa amin ang kaliwanagan,*
*Sa kanya nagmula ang lahat,*
*Kaya't karapat-dapat siyang pasalamatan,*
*Sakuna, disgrasya siya'y tayo'y iniingatan,*
*O ama maraming salamat po sa lahat.*
I translated it in English language for those readers who can't understand.
Prayer
*In this world full of danger,*
*Evil and darkness reign,*
*It's like we're in a cave,*
*The once silent world now seems to have ceased,*
*Problems that we always have,*
*Abomination prevails over us in material things,*
*Why don't we take ourselves away and salute him,*
*Even for a moment let us meditate,*
*Inevitably, people sin,*
*Forgive us for all we have done,*
*You are our light in the darkness,*
*May you not deprive us of enlightenment,*
*Everything came from him,*
*So he deserves to be thanked,*
*He keeps us away from disasters and accident,*
*O father, thank you very much for everything.*
Can we live in peace? Where there is no enmity with each other, where we can only live to live and love each other. Can we?.
Stop the war.
Start to pray.
Start to thank him.
Start to love.
☝☝☝💖
A daily reminder: If you have to choose between being kind and being right. Choose to be kind and you will always be right.💖
I hope this year 2021 has a good ending to each and everyone of us 💜
@Michii
