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Things I want to try Alone,...

Do you also have those things you want to try alone? Like alone but not alone, and in your own pace?

Sometimes, its much happier to try doing things alone. And discover how would you handle the situation, when you were there. Not relying in someone, or not thinking about what they want. You are more focus on all the things you wanted to do, and no teasing at all. You wet your phants it doesn't matter, because you were alone. Selfish it may seems, but can I at least dream? Haha. I want to try sky diving alone.

This one is one of my ultimate dream. Lol. When I was young I rarely see airplane from above the skies, but, I have watched so many movies, about helicopters and armies and scientific fiction movies, heros who uses parachutes and drop down on helicopter and land safely. And I wish I could do the same. Thinking of it sends shiver in my heart and I feel so giddy, i think it will be so much exciting than getting a hundred score in a final exam! I have been wanting to feel what does the bird feel when they are flying. Was it like when I dive on the the sea water and I can't put down my feet below to touch the sand because its too far away? I wonder. I wonder. I so much wonder. I also read that the best spot to try skydiving in the Philippines are in Zambales, Davao, Cebu, Pangasinan and Siquijor. Maybe when I have the courage and I have save enough, I would try them. Wanna try it with me? Haha. Lol. https://primer.com.ph/blog/2018/03/12/5-skydiving-spots-in-the-philippines/ I really like extreme activities, I have tried the 180 degrees freesbie my soul wanted to come out, and I want to try the 360 degrees too! Roller coaster is fun but not that extreme fun. Reason I want to be alone? I don't want to invite any of my friend because it was so extreme, and dangerous. I don't want to be responsible of their death. Lol. But whoever, here who wanted to try this, when are you gonna try? Give me a heads up! I want to watch a classical concert https://youtu.be/J5eu0O_z2vQ I really really want to try wearing evening gown and watch a classical concert! Haha. Be it piano or violin, or anything. Omg! Though, they say its boring, I wanted to try it for once, it doesn't sounds boring to me! And I haven't watched any live by the way. But listening to plays, clips and watching movies that has it, is seducing me to attend one. It sends goosebumps every time, I listen to it. And sounds of the instrument is the best, the transition from sad to happy, to happy to sad. Its just so amazing. I don't know why I fantasized it! Maybe I am an artist from my previous life! Lol! I can't even sing! Haha. Just speaking more than 100 words a day would make my throat sore. Haha Reason for going alone, it might be too boring for others, plus, I don't want to be teased wearing a dress, and I want to enjoy it. Lol! I want to try traveling alone, in a foreign place.

I want to travel alone in a foreign place, with people that I can understand and can understand me of course. The farthest place I have been is in Baguio, and I have my friends me. I wanted to travel alone, and test my social abilities. Whether I would survive or I would cry of frustration. Haha. Just thinking about going to Cebu alone, or Bohol, Palawan, or Boracay, feels so amazing and exciting. But I am afraid. Lol. Haha! Introverts feels. I wanted to see more sea, caves or falls, or I can do mountains but I am really afraid of snakes. I am not into hiking, as I have been, hiking on mountains, when I was a kid. And we often stumble with snakes. Thats a horrifying feeling, and no way I wouldn't want to experience again. Well going to other countries, that I wouldn't want to do alone. Haha! That is why I am afraid to work abroad, without someone with me. I don't talk a lot. I might die in there! Haha

I wrote this, because, today I have been reminded of what I have written last 2018 on my facebook account, and the words are all negative. Haha. And maybe, I attract those things, that is why I still feel the same way I feel 3 years ago. So for a change, I write something worth to remember and maybe just maybe after a year or 5 or 10, I have done all of these three! Anyways these are three things I am afraid of doing, but I want to try them alone! Are a you a fan of adventures too? What are the boring to extreme fun things you wanted to try alone? T H A N K S F O R R E A D I N G !!! Credits https://primer.com.ph/blog/2018/03/12/5-skydiving-spots-in-the-philippines/ Thanks to Cathryn Lavery @cathrynlavery for making the lead image available freely on Unsplash 🎁 https://unsplash.com/photos/fMD_Cru6OTk

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