What a worst and unproductive day it was!
Since morning I had stomach pain and till now it's getting worst with every passing hour. I don't like visiting hospitals so was trying every desi (Natural) remedy at home but nothing work out.
Now, on my way to the hospital. I hope I will get relief soon.
With the passing of every day my university opening date is coming closer and I am so excited about it.
Just a week left and then I will be back on track like before, with no overthinking, no time waste, and no house chores lol but will definitely miss my sleep routine coz the only thing I have done this summer break is to complete my sleep but still, it's incomplete, w(°o°)w
Well, just convert dairy milk snap into a sketch and it looks awesome.
Tell me how it's.
A kinda sick day!
Since yesterday night I was not feeling well but still do the courage to go outside cuz it's been a week since I made a commitment with a bunch of friends for a quick meetup before the opening of the University.
So, I can't be denied or cancel this plan coz I am a person who doesn't want to see her favorite people sad. Hehe,
But but right now my body feels like completely broken so wanna do some rest then will try to write an article about how some people used me and then throw me like a tissue paper.
I am at a phase of my life where it's hard to trust anyone anymore.
No article for today,
Exhausted,
Frustrated,
And especially heartbreaking after seeing people's awful behavior toward me.
What are you waiting for,
I don't know...
You are living like you are waiting for something to happen. To arrive or to be changed.
Well, that's what happened "when you can't do anything coz you are sad And you are sad coz you can't do anything"
Nice cycle honestly, not surprising though.
How do you get out of it?
I dunno...
Is not Am I talking about myself?
Maybe,
I miss me
Which you?
This year I met the most broken version of me but also the strongest.
^ stop caring about people's shit
^ Do what I love especially writing
^Grind every day more than before
^find happiness being alone
^ No place of lust in my life lol
^cant allow anyone to make my life hell anymore.
^ Not remain introverted anymore
^ A philanthropist who knows how to shut up others' mouths against wrong
Hehe, also I love fries more in my strongest version lol
Love at First Sight!
Call me insane or a pet lover, but I don't mind coz whenever I see kittens around me I just run toward and hug them. Haha, only cat lovers can relate to it.
Well, Looks at this cutie pie...
Good Morning.
Do people's opinion matter in your life?
For me, obviously no.
I think we all are perfect in our own way. It's our life and it's up to us how we live. Stop troubling yourselves for the sake of other people's shit thinking about you. Ignore them and live every moment to the fullest.
Was Write an article about self-love. So, must give it a read if you are struggling with yourselves.
At last, Don't forget You are beautiful inside and outside + Yes, your existence matter too.
https://read.cash/@Meher-Mah/self-love-doesnt-make-us-selfish-1a2018a9
The image is taken from Unsplash.
Sometimes doing nothing make you feel tired too. Just like now, I can't stay home anymore but I have to be.
Still, one week remained in my university opening so don't know how can I spend this much free time.
Well, What's up, Guys?
Let's do some chitchat.
Good Morning Noisers!
A new day but the same Routine.
Haha, just woke up, didn't do breakfast as always, and am now on my way to teach my Tuition kids.
Wish you all a good time ahead.
Well, published my article last Night at Read. Cash, so give it a read once if you are struggling with how to bring a position change in your life.
https://read.cash/@Meher-Mah/lets-break-all-the-chain-54971136
The image is taken from Unsplash.
Some interesting facts about me:-
^I am an artist I mean Makeup Artist.
^ I am an extrovert but heavy on the introvert. Just listen to my friend today you are not an introvert ummm but I think it depends on the situation and people we are dealing with.
^ I am a chemist in construction by a profession.
^I am single but wanna make myself mingle. Just waiting for the entry of a prince into my life.
^I love dandelions
^I do believe in Ghosts and some special superpowers.
^ I am a dump but a passionate photographer who loves to capture the natural beauty and cats.
I think these are enough for today will tell you more about myself but on another day.
First Achievement Unlocked at Noise.app.💚
Just Got This notification. OMG, Thank you so much to that one Anonymous user who has sent me.
Now it's my turn to let's give out some $BCH.
Today Reminder!
"Never stop doing your best just because someone doesn't give you a credit"
Ignore them and move on. Work for your own satisfaction because no one is ever going to praise you. It takes a lot of big heart to recognize someone's success but today's world lack in that domain.
Good Afternoon.
Finally, after a week, I say goodbye to my laziness and become successful in penning down the thoughts that are disturbing me every day.
Here you Go,
https://read.cash/@Meher-Mah/lets-come-back-to-it-again-is-depression-real-a038587f
Read it, and Don't forget to give me your feedback.
How sad it is Nah?
When you try everything to make your people happy but they end up blaming and punishing you back.
Mostly I don't care about people's behavior toward me but still, I am a human and I have some emotions and yes I felt everything.
I don't know what's the purpose of my life or why I am surviving.
The more I try to move on from my toxicity the more I can't make happy anyone. If it's a friend, my family, or even my favorite person.
Things I love,
^Eat
^Sleep
^Watch
And This circle is repeated every day but now I am tired of it.
Just waiting for my university to open so that I will be back on my track like before.
Just woke up and now thinking to write an article on Readcash coz it's been a week since I was not active there.
Good Morning
Wish you all a nice day.
Hurrah! "The Evolution is Real though"
Kudos to Admin and the team for putting so much effort to make a Noise. app a better and more user-friendly place.
Just come to know about another most awaited update related to the wallet, or can I say relates to BCH?
Now you guys can add your bch wallet or any other wallet you are interested in it.
I don't know about you but I only prefer the BCH wallet before, now, and will be forever.
Here are the steps if you Guys are confused about how and where we can add an address.
^The First step is to "Go to your profile page or the main menu" and click on the settings.
^There you will See the Donation option at the 4 number after the background image, Avatar, and bio.
^ Click on Donations, They will give you Four options of different cryptocurrencies BCH, ETH, BTC, and PayPal by saying "Add a donation address"
Tan Ta Nan, Your wallet or donations wallet is ready by just Adding your bch address or any other address you prefer.
Also, you can change it whenever you want.
I think I am super duper later coz I was taking a nap and it has been more than three hours since the Admin shares it.
But that's fine and if anyone doesn't know about it or was sleeping like me so you can get an idea from my post.😅

A mini piece of cake coz This user is on a strict diet lol
But if anyone really wants to eat so you are most welcome.❤
Anyways, Good Morning Family🔅
And wish you all a productive time ahead.
Good Morning Noisy Peeps,
Huh, it's a weekend means we are free from every sort of work but wait,
No No No, We are not coz ladies have still some house chores on Sunday like,
^Sunday is the national washing machine day in our country lol
^ And Buying Groceries for a whole week is another task.
But that's fine and will try to make my Sunday a fun day by watching my favorite Netflix series and eating my favorite food at some beach spot.
Let me know what's are your plans for Sunday.
Hello Folks,
What's up?
Just tried one of my favorite 2X spicer Ramen flavors and my mouth starts burning out but who cares?🥵
Coz I love doing such experiments, especially when I feel depressed lol haha JK
Let me know do you guys have ever tried Ramen 2X Spicer.
If yes then how do you feel after eating it?
Pro Tip: if you can't bear this much Spice so don't try it and if you are an adventurous person like me then try to drink milk after eating it coz It will help you to bring back to your senses again.
Finally, My life is taking a new turn after dealing with a lot of misconceptions about myself that lead me to become toxic, anxious, and depressed for a while but from now I will gonna try to work myself so that no one can damage my mental peace and University opening is one of the biggest endorsements for me during this crucial time.
Hehe, but Most of my classmates are not happy after getting this notification even though we had more than three-month vacations I don't know why they are wanting more...lol
Tbh I am not among them because I want my old routine back, I want my old happiness back, and I want myself old back on track. I know it was hectic and stressful but still, I love it coz it makes me busy and stops me from any kind of unnecessary and shit thinking.
Also, A lot bit more excited coz my homies are going to gimme the Biggest Birthday surprise at the university this time so now just waiting for the 3rd of October to arrive.
Good Morning Noise Family!!!
Just woke up, take a bath, and am now on my way to eat some delicious breakfast then will try to do something Productive in my today routine coz The weather is quite amazing here so Why not.😁
Well, wish you all a nice time ahead.
I say "get lost" to every negative thought that comes to my mind or makes me feel unpleasant.
No person, place, or thing has power over me, for now, I am the only thinker in my mind who knows how and when I have to take a stand against the worst.
I create my reality and everyone in it.
Yeah, that's me!!!
Good afternoon 🔅
A Gentle Reminder!
Most people have always compared you with others and asked you why you are so far behind your age-friends in your profession, finances, and typically in life.
I guess there is no other easier way to tell them that when others are concentrating on their career goals meanwhile you were the one only focused on surviving and organizing yourself instead of pointing out others.
You Guys are not the same nor on the same trek and that's okay.
Well, The moon image is kinda blurry but it's okay...
Have a good Night.
Good Afternoon Noisecash Family!
Just came out from my home to find real peace somewhere in nature.
It feels so awful when nothing makes sense but you have to stay strong and deal with every piece of rubbish with an open heart and open mind.
Well, hats off to every one of you who faces a battle with speechless traumas.
Wish you all a nice time ahead.
I feel like we are out of words sometimes when we realized what one says is not necessarily what others understand. Everyone has a different perspective toward others and we can't force them to trust our saying. One might know what the words mean but not what the person means by those words.
Good Evening.
The weather is absolutely fine here.
Well, my Image is taking a lot of time to upload. Do you face the same or it's just my wifi error?
Good Afternoon!
Have you ever thought life is so cruel sometimes no matter how much you will do to make it optimistic and peaceful?
Tbh, I am done up with so many things in my life. I need a long break from everything, especially from some people who are making me more toxic every day but I can't coz they are part of my family.
I wanna leave this planet.
I Have never felt this much hopelessness before. Kindly remember me in your prayers.
And wish you all a pretty productive day ahead.🌸
Good Afternoon Noise Family!
Yesterday was one of the happiest and most optimistic day of my life because I received my Scholarship check for my hard work. For a long time, I was waiting for it and now the wait is worth it because our Government increase the scholarship cash up to 20%
Now, I am on the way to Bank first coz have urgent work there, and then will go to the shopping mall with my fandom to enjoy our Sunday by converting it to Funday.
The real fun is just starting up now.
Good Morning Noisers!
What's up?
Just done with my breakfast and the weather is quite amazing outside but right now I am on the way to doing some house chores. lol...
Wish you all a productive day ahead.
I write what I can feel when nobody listens.
No one will ever stop me from my writing passion coz it's like therapy to me and without this therapy, I am like a body without oxygen.
For some people, therapy is expensive but for me, it's free of cost coz it helps me to heal through my words when I can't speak.
Well, Thank You Noise cash Team for this upgradation because it feels like a new home to me where I can write peacefully without any kind of hurdles, especially it will gonna help me in bringing my mental peace back.
Also, from now on let's stop overthinking a certain topic because I have my noise cash diary to write what I can feel.