@Mayiee 2 November 2021 more from that month

Thank you, Sorry Appa

I'm Zeph, 19 years old. I can say that I'm happy and contented to my life now but I can't also deny that sometimes I'm tired of having a deaf-mute father. Honestly, I'm not ashamed of having a father like him but sometimes I feel that because of him, my life becomes so miserable. I always became the target of the bullies because they thought that his situation is funny. What should I do? I love my father but everytime they say below the belt words to me, sometimes I wished to have a better father than him. You can judge me but I'm already sick to it. "***Zeph, let's go I will take you to your school***". He said through sign language. " ***No, I'll just ride a taxi***" I said casually then leave to our house. Since I enter High School, I distance myself to my Dad. I know that he can also feel that one but until now ,he is very persistent to take me to the school with his old car but I always refuse. I don't want to be the center of bullies again. I want to live like a normal kid. Finally, I am here at our school. The driver is so slow that's why I'm late again. If it were Dad, for sure I'm not late. But yeah, I refuse remember? So, I have no choice but to wait our second period in the quadrangle. While I'm waiting, I look at my cellphone and I saw my Dad's message. He texted " ***Zeph, I put extra money to your bag just in case that you need some. I also handled a sandwich because you didn't eat breakfast today. Keep safe. Daddy loves you"***. I just replied him " ***Ok***" then I put my cellphone back to my bag. After 2 hours, I finally got a chance to go to my classroom because it's already the 2nd subject. I'm not really excited because I don't have any friends there. I'm just here because I need to study that's why. As usual while I'm walking to the hallway, some of them whispering and calling me " deaf-mute child". I didn't bother what they said instead I just continue walking until I reached my room. My classmates are also looking at me that it seems that I do something wrong. But I'm beautiful to talked to them so I just sit down on my seat. There's a letter to my desk, I thought it's still came from the bullies but I am surprised on what I've seen on the paper. " ***Don't mind them. Just stay focused on your study***". - Your Secret Supporter. I looked at every corner of the classroom but I didn't find any clue who was it. I really have no idea who is that " secret supporter". Is it really true that I have a supporter? Or maybe it's just a prank of my bullies. I just ignore it and just put my earphones. Our teacher had arrived then I listen to her. Honestly humbly speaking,I'm one of the top-list on our section. I have no doubt of that because I'm too focused to study here because I have no one to talked to. The discussion had finished and I immediately go outside the room to breath. It's so suffocating inside of that room. I feel that I'm not really belong to there and maybe I am really belong in any part of this world. When I reached the main gate, I was planning to look for a taxi but suddenly I saw a familiar car. And yes , my guts is right. It's my father who is waiting me on the other side of the school. He wave at me and through sign language , he said that "***Daddy is waiting you here baby***". I planned to go to him but suddenly the bullies get on my way. Here we go again, they started to say bad things about me and my Dad. " **Ohh look there, the** ***silent father*** **is there to get his ugly daughter**". One of the bully said while pinpointing at me. While the other one pull my ID while saying " ***You're not belongs here. Look at us we have a perfect family unlike yours, you don't have a mother then your father is just like him***" then evil laugh. I was about to slap him but Dad suddenly pulled away my hands. " Don't do it". He said to me and then look at the bullies " ***What are you doing to my daughter? Do you think you are above to us because you and you parents can able to communicate well unlike us. Maybe I am a deaf-mute but I am still a person. If you can't respect me as being me please respect my daughter for being her because she's not like me. She's a normal kid just like you***". But the bullies didn't stop to talked " ***Look the silent father say something but we can't hear him. Can you make it loud***? Then they are all laughing. ***Hey kid, can you get away your Dad here, we can't understand him***" then they laughed again. I can't resist anymore so I just run away. I run as if it is the last day of my life. I didn't notice that my father are following me. " ***Not now Dad. I want to be alone***". I said to him but he grabs my hand then said " **I'm sorry**". I can't hold my emotions anymore so I said painful words to him " ***Sorry? Look at me now, I'm suffering because of your condition. Since the beginning, I've been experiencing this struggles because of you. I just wished to have a better Dad than you. Someone that I can talked to***". I also got surprised on what I've said to him but I admit that I'm so hurt that's why. I know that it's a foul so I just continue to run again. I know that I hurt my father because of that and I can feel that he is crying right now. I run as faster as I can until I stumbled on the road. Someone has offer his hands to me, I was about to look who is it and I was shocked when I see Marco, one of my classmate. He smiled at me then said " ***Can you stand up because it's not good for your supporter to see you like that***". He said to me while smiling. " *So, it's you?*" I shouted at him He didn't answer me but instead he said " ***I think you should go back home. Your Dad is waiting you there***". I almost forgot what happened earlier because of Marco. I almost forgot what I've said to my Dad. I'm really sorry but now, I can't still face him. I need space to breath and to think because If I don't to,maybe another words will come out from my mouth. To be continued... *Author's Message* Hey there crazy dreamers of read cash people. Actually, I got this idea on my article when me and my brother talked about it earlier. I just got inspired to what he shared to me so I decided to make a fictional story but I course I put some twist and drama because you know aside from horror, I do appreciate dramas haha. Hope that you liked this one. Part 2 will be tomorrow or the other day maybe. But one thing is for sure, I will add more intense and romantic moments hahaha. **Appreciation Message** I just also want to take this opportunity to thank all of those who like, comment and up vote my articles even sometimes it's not good as expected. I also want to give my appreciation to my sponsors and subscribers. Thank you so much, love lots 🤗🤗