Pandemic,A Blessing?😲
Pandemic had been a destroyer and disaster for many of us.This pandemic ruin our plans for our lives and future.It stopped most of us from working normally,earning good money,it changed our lives in a snap of our fingers.
For most of our people this Pandemic causes misfortune,depression,stress,hardships and death.
Believe it or not,for me it's been both a disaster and Blessing.
I can say it's a blessing because it brought me to noisecash and readcash while I'm searching for ways to earn.It brought new friends and it thought me who are real friends.It made me lose my job but taught me many things and ways to live.It brought me tears but taught me how to be joyful for every little thing.It made weak but taught me how to be stronger because I need to fight for my children.It opened my mind and made me realized that all my savings,all that I'm earning,all that I have and all that I can do is nothing when God's power striked.
I can say that this Pandemic was brought to us by Our Lord God for Us to see things we cannot see,learn things we haven't known,discover knowledge and abilities,And to remember that God our saviour is more powerful than anything in the world.
I hope you see this situation we are facing as I can see it.I hope you also received your blessings along the way.And I pray that you have been grateful and get more grateful each day for everything.
Since we are already in this situation and been fighting for two years now.Lets continue fighting together.Stop making our lives harder by thinking we can't do this and that.Keep that faith that God is with us and he will be the one to bring us out of this darkness we are in.
I wrote this to inspire,motivate and empower everyone .To make everyone see the brighter part of this Pandemic period.
NOW I AM ENCOURAGING YOU TO WRITE ABOUT ALL THE BLESSINGS YOU HAD DURING THIS TIME OF CRISIS.
Let's count our blessings than our sufferings.
This has been mativator09.
Thank you for taking time to read my short and not so perfect writing.
Lovin your flaws
We are created uniquely,we are created according to God's will.We should know what we have and appreciate it and be grateful.
In my 39 years of existence,i observed that most people don't aporeciate themselves and they keep on being jealous and envy with what others have.I've seen people trying to destroy other's reputation just to make themselves stand out.Some tried to ruin other's life and take what other's own just to get even.On my own i stay at the background coz i believe i don't deserve to be at the front.I am looking at myself like an ugly duckling for so long.
What made me change the way I look at myself?
1.A friend always tokd me i am cute.lol.
2.A classmate who had a crush on me..haha.
3.My teacher who talk in front of the class shouting that my classmates should be like me who is always ready for any recitation,activities,exams and quizes.Im really a studious person.That made me proud but also a little shy to them.In a way,it boost my confidence.
Those events in my life made me proud of myself and gain more confidence.I started loving myself and continue improving everything about me.
As human,we are all imperfect.We all have beauties and intelligence.We all have flaws we just have to know how to embrace it and use it as strength.
I have dark complexion before so i always say BLACK IS BEAUTIFUL.
I know i am not pretty,so i always say WHAT IS BEAUTY IF YOUR BRAIN IS EMPTY?
When someone ask me if i think im beautiful i answered,I MAY NOT BE BEAUTIFUL THE WAY YOU DEFINE IT.BUT I AM SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT I AM PRETTIER THAN ANYBODY ELSE...BOOM!(that comes along with a very fast heartbeat)lol.
People will just see us the way we look at ourselves.
Poor but never alone
Good day everyone .I hope you take time to read this one that I'm about to share.
I just noticed that there are a lot of people are feeling helpless nowadays .Well maybe it's because of this pandemic we are facing and fighting together right now.Many of us loose their jobs just like me.Until now I don't have a job .Many of us are just stuck on the hard situations and already stopped making ways to get their lives out of this really bad situations.They just keep on blaming COVID,the government and other people.In fact,it's them that made their lives worst.Yes we are on a bad and hard situation but there are a lot ways to make it a little better than sitting at home and feeling pitty.
I'm telling you my friends,these are just a start if something bigger,better and brighter for us.We should know that it's always God's will that will prevail but we still need to do something for our lives.We need to show God that we trust him and we want something good to happen to us.We are poor but NEVER ALONE because God is always there watching us and helping us through.
We need to put in our minds that God's Love is never fading.We will never be alone ever even in the hardest and darkest chapter of our lives.We may be the poorer in the eyes of our fellowmen but we can be the richest if we only keep God in the center of our lives.
God the Provider.God the saviour.God the healer.God the teacher.God our friend.
We can be poor and lonely but never Alone.
I just want to remind everyone that God is alive.
How did I found out I was pregnant-CHALLENGE ACCEPTED
This time I will be talking about my last and unwanted pregnancy.Oh by the way good evening writers and readers.
So after I failed in my relationship with the father of my children.Ofcourse I don't want another pregnancy.But God really is a God of twist and turns.I was working by that time for my kids alone.Still trying to save the relationship.And I don't feel anything different as I am so sensitive when I'm pregnant so I don't even had a hint that I am.After 3 months of not having a period I must be so curious by that time but I'm confident that I am not and wont get pregnant again because im taking injectables(family planning).
CRAVING STARTED!
In the middle of the 3rd month,I started craving for goat sou soup(sinigang na kambing)which I really hate.then my tooth started aching.I started being so sleepy the whole day.I knew by then that I am really pregnant.i started loving goats meat that I dont even imagine before that.So unlike my past pregnancy's,Im not excited with this one.
What i had missed due to pregnancy?
By that time I was about to go abroad as a massage therapist.Good thing I haven't resigned on my job as a receptionist in a spa.But I tried removing the baby.I tried everything possible which I clearly know a mortal sin.My colleague told me not to remove the baby and just give it to her instead.That made me realized how vicious I am as a mother.So decided to keep the baby and forget the opportunities knocking on my door.
After 9 months I gave birth to a very pretty and so white baby girl.I cried endlessly and ask for her forgiveness and all my sufferings are like just all vanish in just a blink of an eye.I just felt really blessed that day and I feel like God is talking to saying,LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE JUST WANTED TO THROW AWAY.ITS ALL YOU HAVE EVER WANTED,A BABY GIRL.
God really had been faithful to me and my kids.
I think I had shared too much and done more than the challenge that @Pachuchay did from @Momentswithmatti's challenge post.Forgive me for that.lol.
share yours now mommies out there.
thanks for reading. #mativator09
Who really succeeded?
Good morning delightful people.im wishing you all a cheerful friday as im having mine.I come up with this topic when I heard people talking about the things they have done and become.The things others never done and places they can,t reach.Arguing who is more successful and who is not.
I am recalling the days when im just starting my teenage life.I dreamed of becoming a scientist.I dont know but its what I only want and other than that,I want to be a mother and have 5 children and have a happy home.There are some of my classmates who dreamed to be a doctor,teacher,engineer,nurses and other professions but they don't dream of having children.That was a little funny for them that I dreamed of having children but never mentioned having a husband.Well I've already written about that on my last article.
Going back to my topic.As years go by,we all have our own ways,did our own things,get through different trials and obstacles in life.When we had the chance to meet each other again,we grabbed it.Upon our reunion,I knew that some of them get what they have dreamed to be.One became a business woman but she didn't get any luck on her relationships and she can't have a child as well.In short she is living alone.One finished Education but stayed at home coz her husband is a jealous type and don't want her going out of the house.One finished accounting,married a construction worker and an alcoholic man.Now she became an alcoholic as well and didn't practiced what she studied.One finished education and now she worked abroad as a house help and his husband is cheating on her but she can't leave without him...These girls are the ones not that close to me and used to bully me when they have a chance way back in highschool.
Now its my turn.I just finished high school.I don't have a profession.I failed in a relationship but I have 4 wonderful angels.I have an online business.Im free to go wherever I want.Im free to do all the things I want to do.Im living happily and freely.I have a small business that serves as my bread and butter.My life is simply happy and free.
Now who do you think got what she really want in life?
who do you think succeed in life?
the ones who had the proffession she always wanted or the ones who just got the kind of life she really wants?
Success is not always about being professional and having the good life and all the richness in life.Sometimes success is simply as having the happy and contented life being guided by GOD.
Note;Whatever I have written here,its all according to my own perspective and point of view.
I hope you enjoyed reading and thank you for taking time to read .May God bless us all.
TO GOD ALL BE THE GLORY.
Happy Thursday everyone.
Wish you all have a happy and productive day.My day started very early,surely i will have a productive day.
Simple Delights
Good day writers and readers.Hope you are all having a great day over there.I came up with this simple topic as i went home from somewhere.I bought a tamarind candy.its a chewy one and just enough sweetness.I handed it to my daughter and I saw her eyes twinkled just like she saw something so special.
What are the things that made you happy?
i suppose a new clothing?
a new watch and phone?
a new car perhaps.
I remember my childhood.A simple piece of candy can delight me.Anew dress can turn my bad days into great one.i have simple happiness during my childhood.I can see my classmates are having expensive toys,notebooks,bags,shoes and even their hair clips arte expensive.Im feeling like oh wow!thats so beautiful and expensive but honestly,I didn't even get envied or wish I have something like those things they have.
As Im growing up during my high school days.I need to live with a family friend just to finish my study.An old woman named Mommy Ellen who is a friend of my grandparents send me to school.In return,I need to help them at home.I used to water the plants,feed the dogs ,wash the dishes,wake up as early as 3am to prepare breakfast and pack lunch for her grandson.Its all ok and I did all just to finish my high school.
There are days they do shopping and buy expensive things for the kids and even adults inside the house.They have all the things we dont have at home but I REALLY DIDN'T GET ENVIED.
Every Sunday,they have this family day when all the children of mommy Ellen come to the house for lunch.I eat with them too and they treat me as family member but Im sad every Sunday coz I want to go hme and be with my siblings too.I always miss my siblings coz Im the eldest.That's the nthing Im alwauys envy with.Im envy that they have get together,laugh together,exchange stories,bully each other and Im far from my family.
I don't need any material things to be happy.All I need is my family.Now I thank God we live near each other.As the eldest,I didn't let them go far from my sight.I want to attend to them whenever they need me.I want to see if they are all living as they should.Im thankful to God that they honor my words as their second mother.This is more than happiness to me.
They are my simple delights.
NOTE;Thank you for taking some time to read this one.I so appreciate it.its because i know im not a good writer.haha.im mpo
"The Untold Story"
Good day everyone.im writing this untold story for everyone to learn just in case they will get through same situation.
Every child's dream is to be a princess.Every girl's dream is to be a fine woman.every lady's dream is to be a bride.Who never dreamed of becoming a beautiful bride?Who never dreamed to meet and marry a prince charming?
There was this young lady who never dreames of getting married but dreamed of having a happy family.Having 5 children and hearing them laughing inside her dream house.She never dreamed of getting married because she is not a straight girl.She is actually a lesbian.
But she is a Christian and its clear to her that God created man and woman only.So she chooses to be a woman and settle down but without marriage.She and her partner then had 4 children.They live happily and had a beautiful life together.
One day God thrown many trials and struggles in her life.Her husband became a drug dependant and stop working.She started to live a life like hell.The man made a sharp bamboo(sibat)he put it in the corner of their room.Then he always have a sharp big knife under the bed.Those were countless sleepless nights.Everyday the woman's life is like living with satan.she always felt afraid.She want to fight everytime he yelled at her but she is afraid.She doesn't want to feed him but she is afraid because he used to throw the pans and utensils when he opened it empty.Those days made her almost crazy.
One day she went to church,prayed,cried,beg and surrender everything.She went home and found the courage atlast to talk to her man.She beg him to just leave the house and let her and her children live freely.He asked for a condition.to sell one of the house they have for rent.So the woman agreed and they settled.As soon as the house was sold,they divided the money,th man left the house and the woman and her children left alone and a little relief.
Their suffering took 4 years before ended.Who could imagine a good man turned into a hapoy go lucky,wanna be parasite guy then turned into a beast amd a nightmare to the woman he ones loved.
Its been a hard life for that woman but her faith in God helped her get through it.Nobody knows about the story inside that house until the day that nightmare ended.Its unbelievable for those who know how they started their life together.She tried to keep it for 4 years and feel the pain all by herself.That woman is non other than ME.Yes i am a Bisexual but God fearing human so i choose to Obey.
THANK YOU FOR READING.
I HOPE YOU LEARN A LITTLE LESSON.
YOIRS TRULLY》mativator09
TO GOD ALL BE THE GLORY....
I don't know how,but I did it.
Pleasant Sunday everyone.I hope you can learn something in my story.This is my first story here by the way.
I started to build a family at 20.I had four kids and after that separated with my partner.(some find it crazy).Well,we separated because he has been addicted to drugs and its the only way I can take my kids away from that dangerous thing.I have 3 boys and a girl.Its never been easy raising four kids alone but thank God I had taught my kids to be responsible and he to face real life at a young age.Its my eldest son who have been a big help to me.He take good care of his siblings while I'm at work.I leave at 9 in the morning and of course I have all their needs ready on the table except for the dinner.So the wait for me til 10 or 11 pm to have dinner.At first its really a struggle and as days goes by,its getting smoother for us.I've been promoted and manage to give all my children's needs and wants and also manage to send them all to school.God had been very faithful and loving to me.I don't know how I did it but Yes!I've raised good children who knows how to respect people,fear God,knows how to live real life and they help me at home so its now easier for me.
These are my four angels who have been my strength and my weakness.I don't know how I did all that,but yes!I did it.Now my eldest is 18 turning 19 and started a job.He is always telling me that he will give me everything that I never had and take me to places I've never been.These words of my son always makes me cry.even the younger ones have their own dreams and pans for me.It made me realize that I DID SOMETHING RIGHT IN MY LIFE.
@Mativator09
