@Marty27 20 August 2020 more from that month

I want to go out alone for real

Today i dont feel to have any post. But silly of me i am doing it hahaha.. anyway. How is everyone in here? I hope all of you are doing great! I kinda feeling a bit of blue. Maybe i got so bored. But its okay, as long as i am in a good health there is nothing should i worry. I am lucky because i am still having a new life and a new day.. its already 6:21 am, i am sitting here in the sofa and writing this article. While listening to the music. I wonder why i am feeling like this. I know that this is insane.. but my feelings toward from my wife are not the same as before. And even she is doing lot of things to make everything alright. Still, i cant feel those love that i have invested from her. This is horrible kind of feelings. i know, she already have a lots of plans for us. But i just kept on saying yes to her not to hurt her feelings. Sometimes i want to go out alone with my friends but she kept on being so close from me. Does she dont have any friends to get along for sometimes? hmm. Before she kept on telling me that she is happy with her friends she had lots of fun. But right now why she cant be with her friends. Every places we are going she kept on saying hi to everyone. But i dunno if she is hanging around with them. to be honest i am not happy if i am going out with her. Most of my friends tell her that she is Kinda a killjoy person. And i just give a sigh to them. Because its true. Ild rather go out alone because i feel that i am more happy every time that i am going out alone. anyway. Have a good day ahead people! Keep on shining! Enjoy posting here in read cash! And blessed be to us! May the good charm may shower us with full of love and blessings! yours truly, -Marty27