I don't want this kind of 'me' these days Before, when my grandma is still supporting our educational needs, she used to borrow money from someone or apply for a loan and I don't understand why. I don't understand because she has a barbecue business and she earns enough for our needs. I asked her why there are few people who come in our house and would look for her and she told me she owed something to them. There was even a day when a collector from a lending company came…
Me as a 'commuter' It's 7:40 in the morning when I left home to work. I know I would be late since we should be in the office before 8. But, what can I do? I have a lot of things to be done in the morning before I go. First, I would nurse my baby for 20 minutes since she consumes much time latching on a feeding bottle. After that, I would eat my breakfast and take a bath. When I am done dressing up, I then would feed my baby since she doesn't know how to put her food on her…
The feeling of having nothing I used to judge my mother before during those times when she kept on begging things from us especially money. There were days when she would just came in with her red face due to sun's heat. Well, she went from places to places so she can borrow money, but unfortunately, no one lend her since they already knew that she would pay the next three months. I don't have a problem with her, borrowing money from others. It's just that she used our…
Busy so I'll be free I don't know why but these negative thoughts linger on my mind everyday. There's a day when I think I have a cancer or leukemia and I would die any time soon. This thought of me going to die is making me restless everyday. I'm anxious. I'm afraid of the future. Even though the people around me are always telling me that these thoughts were all on my mind and they're not going to happen, my constant fear of death has not left my mind like it's already…
Hmm. People change. People change. Well, the only thing that's constant in this is world is change. I know I shouldn't be surprised when something or someone changes because that's how it works in this world. However, we cannot deny that every change gives impact may it be joy or misery. Today, I am writing to express my sadness about a friend I seldom talk with. We lost that tight bond when I became pregnant. We seldom see each other during that time because I quit work and…
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